How to Know When to Put Your Dog Down

Veterinarian Marie Haynes describes the most important things to look for and how to know when to put your dog down. She also shares her experience with putting her own dog down at home, and offers help for healing the grief of losing your dog.

How to Know When to Put Your Dog DownYou might consider reading I Will See You in Heaven by Jack Wintz. Don’t deal with the thought of putting your dog down – and your dog’s eventual death – without believing that you will reunite with your dog again one day. Figuring out when to put your dog is just one aspect of grieving the loss of your dog. Don’t lose hope that your dog will rest in peace, and that your souls and spirits will be reunited again after your time on earth has come to an end.

Are you confused about putting your dog down? It’s natural and expected to feel devastated, guilty, sad, and lost. This information about when to put your dog down is from a veterinarian who had to put her own dog to sleep. She shares her story, and offers general information about the process of putting a dog down.

This is the most important thing to remember about putting your dog to sleep: “If you can save your dog or cat even one day of discomfort, you must,” says Dr Haynes. To learn about the different types of discomfort and pain, read through the comments section below. Many readers have shared their experience and struggle with knowing when to put a dog down – reading their experiences will help you see you’re not alone.

The number one way to know when to put your dog down

When your dog has a poor quality of life – or is in pain – it’s time to let go.

If your dog is suffering in any way, then it’s time to say good-bye. There are other guidelines and signs that will help you know when to put your dog to sleep, but the bottom line is always quality of life. It’s a difficult decision – and it’s not always easy to know what your dog’s quality of life is.

Dr Haynes says it’s often difficult to tell whether a dog is in pain or suffering, but there are some general guidelines that will help you know when to put your dog down:

  1. Is your dog’s appetite suffering? If so, this can be a sign of pain.
  2. Does it seem like your dog is enjoying life?
  3. Does your dog still do the things that bring her joy?
  4. Are you enjoying having your dog around – or is there more pain than happiness?
  5. Does your dog seem happy more often than not?
  6. Does your dog look distressed or uncomfortable most of the time? That’s when it’s time to put your dog down.

The bottom line about putting a dog down

There will come a day when it is absolutely clear to you that your dog is not enjoying life.  That day is one day too late.  If you can save your dog even one day of discomfort, you must.

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When to Put My Dog Down

As your dog’s guardian, you want a clear answer about putting your dog down. But, it can’t just be the veterinarian’s decision. The vet only sees a snapshot of your dog’s life. You have the big perspective…which makes it hard to know when to put your dog down.

“I see a scared, sick animal in the hospital,” says Dr Haynes. “You have taken care of your dog all its life. This is your final chance to take care of your pet.  If you can spare your dog pain and suffering, then putting it to sleep is the ultimate gift – no matter how hard it is for you.”

Ease the pain of putting your dog down

Putting your dog down is hard, but it could be the most loving thing you do.

You can be present when you put your dog down. Euthanasia is similar to falling asleep, and you can be with your dog when he or she drifts away. Dr Haynes says pet euthanasia is generally painless, and almost always goes smoothly.

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How to Know When to Put Your Dog Down

Trying to figure out when to put your dog down is painful because dogs are almost closer to us than people. Dogs don’t change, grow up, fight with us, or leave us. They always stay dependent on us and only grow old…which means they go back to being even more dependent on us! We care for our dogs from start to finish, and our relationship with them is intimate. We feed them, train them, exercise them, help them piddle and poo, take care of their health and medical issues, groom them, and cuddle with them.

Dog owners feel a universal heartache when we have to decide when to put our dogs down. Allow yourself to grieve, and know that you are not alone. If you feel guilty, read Dealing With Guilt When You Caused Your Dog’s Death.

“What you once enjoyed you will never lose. What you loved deeply becomes a part of you.” – Helen Keller

How Dr Haynes Decided to Put Her Dog Down

“My shepherd/cattle dog cross, Eddie, had a multitude of problems and I couldn’t decide if it was time for euthanasia.  Then, one day he tore his cruciate ligament.  He had already previously torn the ligament on the other knee and although it was healed he had severe arthritis in that knee.  With both knees injured, Eddie was unable to walk.  My decision to put my dog to sleep was finally made for me.

I went to my office and collected the supplies I needed for euthanasia.  Eddie was such a good boy as I shaved his front leg and placed the needle in his vein.  I will never forget the look of love and trust he gave me as I made the injection.  Then, the life just went out of him and he was gone.  Once he had passed away, his buddy Joey (my other dog) came in the room but he did not seem to care about or comprehend what was happening.  Then, my two cats came in and I swear they suddenly had a look of glee in their eyes as Eddie was very much a cat tormentor!”

If you’re putting your dog down, remember to allow yourself to grieve. Take time to heal.

After Your Dog Passes On

when to put my dogs downPutting your dog down is a heartbreaking experience. When I wrote Letting Go of an Animal You Love, I interviewed veterinarians, grief experts, and pet owners who had to say good-bye to their beloved animal companions.

It’s true that time does ease the pain of having to put a dog or cat to sleep, but it’s also good to learn what helped other people cope with the pain. For instance, I talked to one dog owner who got a paw print tattoo after putting her dog to sleep, as a way to remember her pet. I wouldn’t have thought of a tattoo, but she said she is comforted every time she sees it.

Goodbye, Friend: Healing Wisdom for Anyone Who Has Ever Lost a Pet is Gary Kowalski’s second book on coping with a dog’s death, and it may help you heal after making the heart-wrenching decision to put your dog down.

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Dog Cremation Urn

If you want to keep your dog’s ashes, the Perfect Memorials Dog in Basket – Pet Cremation Urn pictured is a beautiful vessel. If you’re still searching for how to know when to put your dog down, it may seem too soon to think about cremation urns. However, if you know you want a cremation urn for your dog’s ashes, you’ll need to tell the veterinarian.

One of the best ways to cope with your dog’s death is believing that their souls and spirits live on – and you’ll be reunited one day. Read Animals and the Afterlife: True Stories of Our Best Friends’ Journey Beyond Death  to learn how some pet owners experience their beloved animal companions after their pets died.

And finally, Sympathy Gifts for Dog Lovers After Their Dog Died is an article I wrote for a reader whose friend’s dog had to be put to sleep. It might help you express your sympathy to someone who has to put their dog down.

If you have any thoughts on putting your dog to sleep, please comment below. I can’t give advice about when to put your dog down, but writing can help you decide if euthanasia is the right choice for you.

May you feel peace and guidance as you make this decision. I pray that you know when to put your dog down, and that you know that your dog will rest in peace afterword. I pray for healing through the grief process after you lose your dog. May your heart heal, and open up again to love another dog.

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681 Responses

  1. Tracy says:

    We had to let our chihuahua Paco go on November 2nd. He was right in between 16&17. Readying these posts have helped me so much. For me the worst part was the guilt I felt after it was done and Reading that I’m not the only one has brought me some comfort. My baby boy was blind, deaf, and had arthritis. When ever we went to the vet his blood work was always good. There answer was always he’s just getting old. Some of my guilt came from my dog had no cancer or disease ( he had bad teeth so he had many cleanings and teeth pulled) that’s how we knew his blood work was good cause at his age they always checked. We woke up on Sunday and he couldn’t use his back legs I had to hold him up to go to the bathroom and he obviously couldn’t walk. That’s when I said enough is enough and made an appointment to let him go the next day. Spent all day with him then at 330 was his appointment. I was so sure going in. We did it. I held him in my arms. I couldn’t let him go on his own. Then the next day the guilt hit. Why didn’t I have the vet check him out one more time. Maybe there was a pill or something. Who am I to decide when his life is over?! But then I read posts like some of these and I cryed but comfort came over me. The vet doesn’t know my baby like I do. He was up all night, slept all day. He was confused, scared a shell of his former self. The last week I could no longer comfort him when he was scared and that’s heartbreaking. I was being selfish. I just hope nowthat I didn’t wait to long. I’ve been going through so many different feelings about this. Still struggling but it helps to ready others stories. I guess my advise is you know your dog, better than anyone else even our vets. They always want to help but they can’t make the decision for us. I have to find comfort in that my baby boy is no longer hurting or scared. I miss him so much.

  2. duane says:

    Thank you so much for your article on how to know when to put a dog down.

  3. Lou says:

    In Reply to Jodi – I’m so truly sorry for your loss. It’s so hard because we do the best we can in what is often a difficult situation. Most pet parents will say they either waited too long or didn’t act soon enough. I’m a big believer in the saying “better a day too soon than a day too late.” I too just sent my sweet and wonderful 19 year old cat to the Rainbow Bridge in October. It was really hard to make the decision as I was so afraid that he would be angry with me for letting him go. The hardest call I ever made was to make the appointment to have the vet come out the next day. I see now that I was projecting on to him my fear of not having him anymore. I am more than confident now that I did the right thing in releasing him from his discomfort and illness. He had a beautiful and peaceful death. I find great comfort in this, because I didn’t wait until he was in a horrible medical emergency which may have ended up being traumatic for us both, not to mention extremely painful or uncomfortable to him. Instead I have the memory of the last moments of his life as I held him and his soul peacefully left for his next adventure. He had a wonderful long life, and we were both blessed to have spend so much time together. I miss him everyday, but I know that there was no way he could continue. I know I will see him again. Good thoughts to you.

  4. Jodie says:

    My gorgeous boy of 15 years of absolute love, pleasure and joy was set free last night. My heart is broken and a piece of me has gone with him. Like most people who have commented, I am also wracked with guilt and doubt over the decision. He was almost completely blind and deaf and over the past weeks had not been able to stand by himself from a lying position. He struggled to do so and would give up trying until he could muster the energy to try again. He spent most of his days and nights seemingly disoriented and confused….often staring at walls or stuck on corners or in furniture…..unable to negotiate or remember a way out and the rest of the time sleeping. It broke my heart to see my once vibrant and energetic boy a shell of his former self (of course I am not naive to the fact that age does weary all of us). He was still eating, drinking and toileting, although bending to eat from his bowl did cause obvious discomfort and shaking in his legs. He would flinch when touching him because he had no sensory awareness that you were there and grunted with discomfort when picked up….sometimes even reacting with a gentle nip….he had no teeth from years of fierce ball play, so it didnt harm us nor was it his intention to do so (this little guy had the most gentle nature and has never displayed any behaviour otherwise) . As I reflect, and break my heart with many tears, I cant imagine how scary his world must have become and the insecurity he must have felt….yet with every bump and crash into walls and furniture, he never outwardly displayed any physical pain, as if to protect us from his suffering….and befitting of his namesake…”Hercules” (oh, I should point out my tough, couragous and sensative gorgeous boy, was a Jack Russell X Maltese…and his name made more than a few people smile). My decision was very much guided by the vet, who on final assessment last night, advised that he had arthritic hips causing pain, but more significantly lower spine pain from years of chasing and throwing his balls, as well as eye pain. The Vet advised that we could manage the pain with palliative care, however that would not detract from the quality of life as a result of his world closing in to darkness and feeling confused and frequently stuck. I have not stopped beating myself up wondering if it was the right decision but the biggest regret and guilt I have is making the decision to set him free at that moment and not bringing him home for one last night with us to indulge in treats and all the love and cuddles we could possible indulge him with in that time. We were so overcome with grief and he was disoriented being in a strange envirnoment that I did not want to subject him to that for a second time by returning the next day….. He hadn’t even had dinner that night and it is traumatising me to no end. I am struggling to forgive myself for this. As I held him in my arms when they administered the drugs, he was trying to break free of my embrace and I found this really distressing, as though he knew what was coming and didnt want to go. Then within seconds he was peacefully at rest in my arms. After 20 or so more minutes of cuddles, kisses and stokes, I had to ask the nurse to take him from me because I couldnt voluntarily let him go. The most difficult thing I have ever experienced. My hope is that he understands that it was done with Love, Honour and Respect for him, so he did not suffer. I found some comfort in creating a slideshow trubute of photos of him, shared with family and friends, which evoked beautiful memories. I never imagined it would be this difficult. Struggled through work today shedding many tears. To everyone posting who has lost their beloved pet or is faced with the prospect, I send you love and hugs….there will always be a paw print of them left in our hearts. Until we meet again my beautiful boy “Hercules”….please Know that we will always love you xxx…

  5. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    I am so sorry for your loss. Even just thinking about and planning to put your dog to sleep is a huge, sad burden.

    Just today, I read that animals often know when it’s their time to go. They feel their bodies winding down, they’re in pain, and they’re ready to sleep forever. It occurred to me that perhaps our holding on to their lives is actually doing them a disservice. We love them so much, it seems impossible to imagine life without them! But their old bodies and wise souls need to move on.

    I will keep you in my prayers.

    In sympathy,

  6. Ryan says:

    I’m at the cusp of having to make the decision to put my dog down. I’ve had him for 15 years and frankly it’s the most difficult decision I’ve ever had to make. He’s had hip problems for about 3 years, but last week he had what the vet thinks is a stroke. After a few days of prednisone, he could walk again…but it’s been a week and he can’t get up unassisted. Between work and sleep, if he goes down, he’s could be down for 6-9 hours with no way of getting back up. My decision now is do I wait to see if another week of prednisone works, or finally say ‘goodbye’. I hate the thought that he can’t up to move around when no one is around to help him up….

  7. Debbie says:

    I have a 13/14 year old male Dalmatian. After our first Dal, passed away at 10, 2 months later we rescued Sebastian at 3/4 years old. We have had a decade with him and gave him a wonderful life. In 2009 he won Mr. October for a dog contest that we admitted him in a contest and he won and had his picture on America’s Top Dog Calendar 2009. He had to pick up his award in a limo, walk down the red carpet, was greeted by Paparazzi all here in South Florida. He is definitely my top dog. We took him on a plane to Bimini, Bahamas as we had a condo there and many other car rides of course. He has always been an aggressive food eater and as of now he is still waiting for food as always and does his best to stand and wait for table scraps when we are eating dinner. His back legs for the past few days are not working too well. He keeps falling down and we run to help him up. I have come home from work and in the middle of the night sometimes he defecates on himself. My husband and 12 year old son thinks he still has time because they see him still wanting to eat. Every morning before my husband goes to work he carries him outside so he can do his business. I spoke with my vet and this is the second time he told me it’s time. I know its time but when you see him walking and not falling over I question myself, “Would I be making the right choice?”. After my first dal passed (and I did not have to make the decision coz he died in ER from cardiac arrest) I started my own support group and helped so many people get through their grief and now I feel I can’t even help myself. This is so hard and my son really does not understand this. Any advice would be helpful.

  8. Aleta says:

    We put our German Shepherd to sleep yesterday morning. We saw it coming and initially were in denial because he had a wonderful burst of energy the week before. He jazzed around the yard while we were raking leaves, picked up his sticks and left them in the way of the lawnmower so we would push them to the side. Yet … in the following week, he succumbed. Being so hard to watch, listing. It was the most difficult time period. In his eyes there was still the alert, tipping his head as he listened to the words – waiting to hear the right ones. His name was Maxipolo because he got around like Marcopolo and he is beautiful. He is. I kept asking earlier on, how can we put him to sleep, guilt llllllly. Yet, we watched the pain surface and the beauty of it all, he kept it from us, he did not show or even wish to want to burden us. It happened so fast. So yesterday morning (I am crying) we gave him a big piece of Coconut Cream Cake and took him to our old haunts – silence, beauty, no comparison this friendship, respect, dignity. He took something of me with him as he licked my face and in his eyes he knew. He gave us more. So now I see his face looking from the woods watching and protecting. He gave us more.

  9. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Dear Janet,

    I don’t know of any veterinarians in your area, but I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. May you find vet who can help with putting your dog to sleep in a kind, gentle, compassionate way. I pray for peace and strength for you, and that this experience goes smoothly.

    In sympathy,

  10. janet says:

    I have a 7 yrs lab/Sheppard mix and he was a rescue, I have had him most of his life. He is my best friend and my buddy but latley he has developed some type of allergies, now I have given him everything the vet has given me and gave baths and put on pain meds cause his belley is so red raw and he creeps on my rug all day every day, also he is on trefexis so fleas are not a issue. He has always been a freak meaning every little noise would make him fear, now I believe he us high anxiety and at this point nothing is working for him. I ow he is in pain he is constantly panting non stop and pacing and drowling and licking it never ends. I have even given him new med for allergies called Apaqual and still nothing g no relief. I believe he is in pain and I am thinking about putting him down he can’t suffer anymore, vet is only wanting to try different things and really it’s about the money with the vet, I can’t be spending hundreds of dollars only to watch him still do what he does regardless of medication or baths, so please help me in mobile alabama find a vet that would help me put my dog out of his misery.

  11. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Thank you for sharing your experience with putting your dog to sleep. There’s no easy way through this…our dogs are so special and precious, and no advice I can give will make the decision easier.

    I wrote another article on putting a dog to sleep, called How to Find Peace of Mind After Putting a Dog Down:

    I hope it helps you move forward, and maybe even open your heart to love another dog again one day.


  12. Ray says:

    Hi I have a 12 year old staff, she been wetting my bed for two years, she has a bad skin condition. But I took her to the vets and asked about her quality of life and he said she looks good she got a slow growing cancer, but she’s different in the house, always chewing her paws and her private parts

  13. Sofia says:

    I had to put two of my dogs down on 10/08/15 and it was the hardest thing I think I’ve ever had to do in my life. One of my dogs we’ve had for 17 years and saying goodbye was unbearable. She was blind and going deaf. She would go to the bathroom on herself and it was hard to see her suffering but what was worse was putting her down! She gave me 17 years of her life and all I did was kill her by putting her down!! The second one was 12 years old and he had arthritis really bad and was also going on to the bathroom on himself. I was right in front of both of them as they were going to sleep and saw the life leave their eyes! I crawled into a ball just bawling in the middle of the room. I am suffering from night mares now and can’t sleep very much! The guilt that I am feeling is unbearable and I can’t find peace of mind. Does anyone have any advice? I don’t know how much more I can handle!

  14. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Thank you for being here, and sharing your experience. There are no easy answers, are there? Putting a dog to sleep is a difficult decision, and nobody can tell you when it’s time. You need to make that call for yourself, and for your dog.

    Here’s one thing that came to my mind as I was reading your comments: you’re not “killing” your dog, and you’re not betraying your dog by putting him to sleep. Death can be a release, a way for our old and sick animals to rest in peace. Death isn’t a punishment or a betrayal…it’s a natural part of life.

    When life is painful because of health issues that can’t be resolved – or if it’s too much to ask our dogs to undergo the treatments to stay alive beyond their natural lives – then surrender to death is the kindest thing we can offer.

    Sometimes putting a dog down is the most compassionate, loving thing we can do for our dogs. Sometimes we need to protect them – and others – from the pain and suffering of old age and health issues that can’t be resolved.

    I wish you all the best as you make this decision. I’ll keep you in my prayers.

    In sympathy,

  15. peter says:

    Thank you all…

  16. peter says:

    we just put our kelpie moose down,he was 12 yrs and had a brain tumour,as tears are streaming down my face i know it was the right thing to do as he wasnt eating,couldnt hardly walk anymore,didnt want to or couldnt interact with us anymore,spent most of the time lying outside under trees or at the bottom of the garden by the fence.
    His breathing was that good and i guess we left it afew days to long as on sunday when we were going to do this,he all of a sudden turned into a different dog,came for a walk,went for a swim,fetch sticks etc,our last good day with him,but what really killed me today wasnt the fact that he was going to sleep,we dont think he really knew what was going on or where he was as the night before he was bumping into things, and didnt seem to know where he was etc, but when the vet went ahead after afew seconds before he went into unconsciousness he howled afew times which came as a total shock,am really struggling as to why that happened and possible reason ?
    I feel everyones pain and this is the hardest,most painful day of my life so far,but have awesome memories which can never be taken away.

  17. twyla bowman says:

    I have 3 dogs two of the dogs I am considering euthanizing but I don’t know if that’s the right thing to do the one dog is the daddy dog he is 11 years old in people years he has a problem with urinating and pooping in the house sometimes he does it every day and then he might go several days or a week without doing it he’s slower and is walking he needs help also when getting into the car and I hear him moaning a little from time to time. the second dog is his daughter she is 9 years old she has hypothyroidism and is on medication, my bishop thinks that I need to euthanize Both dogs for a few reasons, the medical conditions of the oldest dog and the lifetime medical condition of the second, the cost of lifetime care, and the aggression that puts my Mom at risk. The symptions she has with medication arewatery eyes, she’s a little more lazy, but then sometimes wamts to play and loves walks but gets winded very fast, I don’t know if she is having any kind of pain. this dog all her life will have nothing to do with anyone else. She is only interested in me. She will attack anyone getting close to her.She is fully protective of me. She sleeps wirh me. My Mother now 84 has lived with me for 7 years. This dog still is not friendly to my Mom. There is concern about the potential of my Mom getting attacked. This dog is also aggressive toward other dogs. She can not be near my otherv two dogs. SHE WILL ATTACK THEM. HOW DO YOU TAKE A DOG YOU LOVE SO MUCH, A DOG WHO HAS LOVED YOU, A DOG YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO CATE FOR AND PROTECT THEN TAKE THEM TO BE KILLED? Please help! I WANT TO DO THE RIGHT THING WHATEVER THAT IS. also how does one find a vet that is willing to uthanise a dog for these systems if ir is recommended from posts here in response to my post. How do I cope with killing my dog? Thank you.

  18. Claire Dolfe says:

    I euthanized my 15 year old Dachshund last Monday. As well as missing him and mourning his loss, i feel a deep regret that i acted too soon. Now he’s gone i can’t do a thing about it except live with that decision for the rest of my life. Henry and i went through so much together. I had him when i was single and went through the pain of losing my Mum. I am now married with a son and Henry was there through it all. About four years ago Henry had an operation for thyroid cancer, they were unable to remove all the cancer and i was told he would probably live for six months. He developed diabetes a short while later and as a result got cataracts. Recently His bag legs had become weak and he would fall over. Our vet wanted to take some blood results to see what was happening inside his little body. The results came back that he was enemic, his glucose reading was not good and his liver was failing. A couple of days after receiving these results he soiled his bed and was unable to move away from it, he couldn’t stand up and he was wimpering. When i took him to the vets she suggested it was time to say goodbye. Henry was put to sleep later that day and i stayed with him as he breathed his last breath. Obviously when your vet advises you it may be time, they can only advise but ultimately it is you that can only say yes. Writing this now makes me realise probably just how poorly Henry was but because the end came so quickly i feel like i should have taken him back home just to be sure now was the right time. He was still eating well, yes he slept alot but he was 15! I can’t be sure he was suffering i just feel like i let him down at the end of fifteen years together.

  19. Tammy says:

    Dear friends and doggie lovers! If you have to really think this through, then know in your heart of hearts, it is time time to let your’e bestest of the best friends go and be @ peace! We love them no matter what! And they love us more, no matter what! That’s why they are the the last to show they are suffering! Believe me when I say this, they will always, always love us more! Believe me when I say this, they want to be there for us! Always!! We have to show them and care, that it is okay to go to a better place and have peace and no more suffering!!! It is hard! But we owe them a dignified, peace on earth life!! God Bless Them!!!

  20. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Dear Nicola,

    Have you talked to the veterinarian about putting your dog down? That may be the best way to find the guidance you need. The vet may want to meet your dog in person before giving you advice on what to do. A veterinarian may also have ideas for different ways to deal with separation anxiety and other health issues that change a dog’s behavior.

    I wish you all the best as you make this decision. It’s painful and difficult, but I believe you will do what’s best for your dog. Consult with a veterinarian you trust, and know that sometimes the most difficult decisions are the ones that are the most right.

    In sympathy,

  21. Nicola says:

    Our dog isn’t unwell in the physical sense of the word, but she has a crippling seperation anxiety. We enrolled her at a day school for dogs, she started off ok, but a year on she has become very stressed and is hurling herself at walls and fences. We work full time and do not have family or friends to help us. She’s obviously very unhappy whenever she isn’t with us. We rehomed her 2 years ago and are unsure how she would cope going back to kennels to be rehomed, plus she would still have anxiety issues and she is 11. We think we have to do the unthinkable, I need advice, we are both in pieces. I would love people to contact me directly with help. thanks

  22. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Thank you for being here, and sharing your experience with putting your dog to sleep. I know your thoughts are helpful to others.

    Jamie, have you taken your dog to the vet? That’s the best way to learn what step to take next and if you should think about putting your dog to sleep. You don’t want Mack to be in pain…and I know you don’t want to say good-bye earlier than you should! The best thing to do is to talk this through with a veterinarian who you trust, who can help you decide what steps to take.

    I wish you all the best as you move forward.

    Blessings and sympathies,

  23. Jamie says:

    Mack is my 7 year old chocolate Lab. He is my “child”. He still eats, drinks and goes potty fine. Recently, though, he will get down in his back end and can’t get back up. Going for walks of any length are extremely painful for him. I know he has hip dysplasia but have no way of knowing if there’s any hope of him getting any better or if he will continue to lie around all day and deteriorate. Any advice is welcomed and appreciated. Thank you.

  24. Rita says:

    I recently had to put my Min Pin “Cooper” down after his health started to go down hill. His balance was off, was having seizures. After labs, his liver enzymes were high and was put on liver medication….he was never the same. About 2 weeks prior, and after stopping the medication, he appeared to be getting back to his normal, happy, playful self. Then he fell out of bed and couldn’t walk or stand and was favoring his one side….vets think he was suffering from a brain tumor and had had a stroke. It was the hardest day of my life, but I didn’t want him to suffer and his quality of life would never be the same. The “Cooper” I knew and loved was gone. I made the decision to put him down the same day. I miss him dearly, but I will always have the memories we shared together. I have since found a pup that was born July 3rd and will get to bring him home in another 8 weeks. He is from the same breeder we got “Cooper” from and I am so excited. His name will be Leonardo Cooper (Leo) for short.

  25. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    I don’t think there are any clear-cut, simple answers to this difficult decision. Knowing when to put a dog down is so individual, and so dependent on the dog, the owner, the veterinarian….there simply isn’t one right way to know if you should say good-bye to your dog, or keep moving forward.

    If I had to make this decision right now, I’d sit with my dog for at least 15 minutes. Pick a quiet spot, and settle down with your dog. Look into your dog’s eyes, stroke her back, rub behind her ears. Feel her legs, rub her tummy. Give yourself time to be quiet and sense what your dog wants.

    Sometimes our dogs are ready to go, but we can’t let them because of the pain and grief. I don’t know if you should put your dog down, but I believe it’s important to separate the pain of our loss from what’s best for our dog.

    Only you can make this decision…but it may be slightly easier if you take time with your dog. Wisdom is there, but it’ll only be found in silence and stillness.

    In sympathy,

  26. Maureen says:

    I have a 17ish year old small terrier mix that I rescued from the pound about 7 years ago. He is the sweetest boy and has survived two mast cell tumor cancer surgeries an attack by another dog and many other medical scares. About two weeks ago he started to limp and show distress in his back legs. One of his front lets seems weak as well. He is still eating, drinking and go potty like a champ, but is obviously not feeling well. He is laying about more, and his spunk has been reduced. I’ve given him some metacam for the pain and inflammation, but it is very expensive and also is not supposed to be a long term answer. I’m just not sure if it’s time. I should make an appointment to see the vet, but she will spend 5 minutes with him. How does she know? How do you know? When should I make the call?

  27. Ella says:

    I have an 16 1/2 old dog, he is a chihuahua. today alone he has vomited 8 times and tonight we went to wake him up to go to the toilet, he didn’t wake up for a few minutes until my dad picked him up and took him to the toilet. He’s not eating very much and I don’t think I’ve seen him drink all day, he cries all the time and sleeps most of the day. Is it time?

  28. Amy says:

    Aww, I am so sorry. It does sound like the time is nearing. It is so hard, but just keep in mind that you must do what is best for your beloved dog. If your dog is not enjoying life most of the time, it might be time to say goodbye. I wish you peace with whatever your decision is.

  29. Amy says:

    I cried today even…it just “hits” me at least once a week how much I loved her, how much she meant to me, and how much I deeply miss her. Life is just not the same without her. I totally agree with what you said, 100%.

  30. Amy Smith says:

    It’s almost a week later. I saw a Chahuahua at the Human Society and burst into tears. All of her stuff is gone. I keep looking for her and being careful not to step on her. I know I did the right thing and received a nice not from the vet who cared for her over the years. It is getting easier. I encourage those who are in doubt to do what is best for the dog and not for you. I could have kept her alive for a few more weeks but they would not have been happy weeks for her.

  31. donna says:

    I have a 14 year old lab who no longer can move I believe she had stroke she eats and drinks but never gets up the problem is the pitbull she was raised with I M afraid will die right after her due to the closeness please help me make the right decision

  32. Amy says:

    Amy, I still have tears quite frequently, and mine has been gone for 7 months. You did the right thing. I’m so sorry for your loss.

  33. Amy Smith says:

    Thank you, Tim. I have read Rainbow Ridge and it is a lovely sentiment. However, I do not believe in an afterlife. I will reflect on the wonderful times I had with my lovely little dog and be comforted in that.

  34. Tim says:

    there is a poem called rainbow bridge. Please google rainbow bridge and read it.

  35. Tim says:

    based on what you said it’s time. It was a terrible day for me when I lost my lab Bailey. Her arthritis was really bad. She couldn’t walk very well.

    Put the dog’s interest first. I know that is really hard.

  36. natasha says:

    i have a poodle that is 16 years old. she struggles with her hind legs going up and down. she will sometimes just moan and groan during the day. she cant see very well as she bumps into things. she wee and poos in the house as she sometimes does not know where she is. other than walking up and down she sleeps. the only thing is she still has a appetite., everyone tells me its time. im struggling to make the decision. ?

  37. Amy Smith says:

    Yesterday I put my 7 pound long coat Chihuahua down. I could not have written this yesterday because tears would have gotten in the way. When I adopted her as a rescue dog she was snappy. Over the six plus years I had her she became a mellow sweet dog who rarely barked and never snapped. First her joints gave out, then her heart and breathing. She was on multiply medications. When she no longer wanted to eat I knew it was time – that does not make it any easier! She was constantly breathing hard and very sluggish. Her old playful self had disappeared. Today I am cleaning out all the dog stuff I have – carrier, crate, car seat, harnesses, leashes, combs, bowls, buggy. You name it I spent a fortune on her. It was all go to the local Humane Society to be sold and the profits to help other dogs. I am 76 and live alone so this is a devastating loss but I am thankful for the good little companion that traveled with me all over the US and to Alaska. I loved her dearly and helping her make a peaceful pain free exit was the least I could do for her. Oh, oh, tears again. I am sure that it will take awhile to adjust to her not being here.

  38. Tim says:

    you need to put him asleep. I just went through this in September for 13.5 year old dog I found the day after 9/11. My dog had horrible arthritis. We were giving cortisone shots every month. It was so hard but I know now it was the best I could do. If you cannot solve their problems, you have only 1 option. I buried her in a pet cemetery. I can go there now.

  39. Crystal says:

    Good I am not ready to say goodbye yet. But in my heart I know this is the beginning and it will be downhill but very grateful for any amount of time we have with her. She is my husband’s and my first fur baby. Thank you for the feedback and sorry for your fur baby.

  40. Amy says:

    Well, it doesn’t sound like she is deeply depressed, but she may be in pain a times. I knew my dog was just not herself when it snowed and she didn’t care at all. She loved loved loved snow, but this time, couldn’t care less. Also, she auit drinking water, started pooping in the house, and just looked depressed most of the time. Her face just said “Mom, I’m so tired, in pain. And I can’t do anything fun anymore”. It was so hard to tell for absolute sure, and I went back and forth for a month, then second guesses my decision. I did consult a vet and a pet psychologist, both told me they did feel it was “time”.

    I hope you get clear signs one way or the other and find peace with your decision.

  41. Crystal says:

    With her temperament I think she will always be happy. She has and is always wanting to please. She tries to play with my yorkie but can’t she just ends up standing there stiff and out of breath. She sleeps most of the day and night. There has been a few nights here recently that she whimpers keeping me up. I am a very light sleeper.

  42. Amy says:

    Hmmm, this is tough. I wonder if you have access to alternative therapies, such as accupuncture, water therapy, or cold laser therapy? My dog showed quite an improvement with cold laser therpay on her lower spine, which helped her hind end. Also, she did really really well on a small but consistent dose of Deramaxx. If he seems haply and still eats and is not crying in pain, and not having accidents in the house, I wonder if it might not quite be “time” yet. What does your vet say?

  43. sue knights says:

    We have a 12 year old german shepherd his nerves endings are going in his back legs he drags one to the point he has no claws left the vet gave us medication for his arthritis but this last week he has been toileting in the house he doesnt realise it is coming out when do we make the decision to have him put to sleep, he was so upset over the weekend because he realised what he had done i have come home twice to it this week and the other days he has managed to get out just in time

  44. Dawn says:

    I’ve been struggling the last few days on putting my 12 year old pit bull ” Sirius ” to sleep. I can’t describe in words what joy he has brought to my life. He has taught me about humanity and love. In many ways …. He saved me. The thought of losing him breaks my heart.
    He has had arthritis mostly in the back legs for some time now. In the last two weeks or so it seems his front foot ( mostly by the elbow ) is bowing out. He walks, but he is slow and limping. Sometimes he falls the last step of the stairs to go outside. I help him into the bed and out of the bed. He has a large tumor on his back . Had a biopsy done and was told it was cancerous. He has been on carprophen for some time and that doesn’t seem to give him any relief anymore. He eats. Boy does he like to eat…. But other than that, he sleeps all day . I don’t want him to be in pain. even throughout it all he’s always happy and smiling. I think he has the heart of a 2 year old…. But his body is failing him. Need advice. ASAP. Thank you
    What we love so deeply , becomes a part of us.

  45. Amy says:

    Does she seem happy most of the time or depressed? Does she sleep most of the time or is she restless? Does she still enjoy eating, going for walks, playing, getting petted, and treats?

  46. Crystal says:

    She walks stiff all the time but even worse up the stairs.

  47. Crystal says:

    I have a 11 year old boxer Pitt mix and she is my baby. I have been considering putting her to sleep. For the last year if we are gone longer than a couple hours she usually messes. She is very stiff when she walks up stairs. We have her only limited to our deck stairs but no way around that. She also whimpers from time to time for no reason. My husband says it’s not time hire do you know when it’s right? I don’t want her in pain and I know she’s humiliated when she messes. She Bennett head accidents unless she was sick.

  48. Amy says:

    Hi Kathleen,

    I am sorry that your sweet Casey is nearing the end of her long life, it is so hard. I would say you are correct, the time is close, but not sure how close. Based on what happened in my dog’s case, I would say we euthanized my dog about 30 days after she got to the point yours is.
    What does your vet say?

  49. Kathleen says:

    Our beloved Casey is almost 16 1/2. We know the time is close but would love some objective feedback. She has difficulty going up and down the stairs, poops in the house almost daily and has very weak hind legs. She pants and limps when walking while taking 4 tramadols daily. On the other hand she still gets excited to go for a short walk, eats, drinks and enjoys pets and our company. Is it time due to the constant limping and panting despite being on pain relievers, anti inflammatories and monthly adaquin injections?

  50. NetScanr says:

    I just put my sweet Sugar to sleep on 5/31. I woke up at 3am to her panting in a slightly distressed way. She lived 18 months after a splenectomy and chemo for Hemangiosarcoma. She had a good 18 months, but in the last week she was more anemic than she had been and I assumed internal bleeding had started again. She ate her dinner (woofed it down), and even barked around 11:30 when Bear barked at something. Then there was the sudden change. I took her to the emergency vet and with her history there was little chance anything could be done to give her more happy time. I didn’t want Sugar to suffer any longer than the few hours she already had, so when the vet was ready I told her she could begin. I read a LOT about the process and how important it is for YOU to be strong for your friend in their final moments of life. You don’t want YOUR emotions upsetting your pet during their final moments with you. You can lose it after they are gone. During the vet’s prep, I hugged Sugar, pet her and told her how much I loved her. I asked for kisses and she gave me some really good ones! In my mind, she was telling me she was OK with my decision, and she knew it was time too. I knelt down next to the table so I could be eye to eye with her. She rested her chin on my hand as I stroked her head and told her how sweet of a girl she had always been. We gazed into each others eyes as the vet slowly gave her propofol. She slowly closed her eyes part way, but I could tell when she went unconscious. After a short wait, the vet slowly administered Beuthanasia. After a minute of monitoring, my sweet Sugar’s heart stopped and she was truly gone. Reading up on it, Beuthanasia is a combination drug with 2 chemicals that work differently, but together. The first causes almost instantaneous, painless brain-death. There’s no way your friend will feel anything after brain-death. The 2nd chemical stops the heart. Right now I’m in tears, not over putting my sweet girl to sleep, but over the continuous loss of her sweet presence, never more than 5-6 feet away when I was home. Being one of God’s creatures that I believe he put on this earth and gave me the opportunity to enjoy our lives together for 10 years, I truly believe God will reunite us one day. I only hope my own death will be as peaceful.

  51. Amy says:

    Hi Beverly,

    It is such a tough call. Your dog’s eyes may be cloudy, but it doesn’t always mean they are blind. Does your dog seem happy? Does she still enjoy eating? Enjoy walks? Enjoy your company? If she still seems to enjoy life, I would see if you can treat the accidents. Does it seem like she has accidents because it is diarrhea? Or is it lack of control due to a spinal issue?
    I would seek the advice of your vet and see if they can offer anything to help with the incontinence.

  52. Beverly says:

    My 14 year old Westie is having – every now and then pooping accidents in his kennel during the day while I am at work. He is always wanting to eat grass and he has had a very sensitive stomach for years. He now only eats prescription dog food. He can hear anymore and I think his site is limited. He sleeps most of the time but stills gets around fine. My husband thinks it is time to put him to sleep mainly due to the accidental pooping. I would feel terrible to do this at this point. I need some feedback.

  53. Kevin says:

    Jamie, I am so so sorry, I know the pain your in. There’s no words that will make you feel better. Just let it out when it comes (and with me it comes in waves) and I hope you have someone to cry with. I personally think we will see them again in whatever happens after this life. Anything that loves has a soul and I sometimes think animals have the purest souls of all. I really believe we’ll see them on the other side.

  54. Jamie says:

    So sad I’m so sorry.. I have done this before and it’s so weird.. I lost my Angel this morning and feel so sad…

  55. Kevin says:

    Day 4 now since my girl is gone. First day I didn’t wake up crying. I guess that’s progress. Seems unreal that’s she gone. When I get up from the couch I step wide so I don’t step on her, course she’s not there. I go out and hold the door open for her to follow, but she’s not there. I try to keep busy, but that only helps so much because she was always busy with me whatever I did. I feel like a zombie walking thru life, but nothing feels real.

  56. Jamie says:

    I think it’s time.. But it’s so hard.. Angel my 14 year old rat terrier had ha kidney disease for aling time.. This past year she has gone completely blind, she does not eat her dog food but will eat hberger meat, eggs, broccoli, bread, and stuff like that..she smells terrible, her mouth is gray. She sleeps a lot, fell down the stairs this morning, is limp but yet will come outside bark at the neighbors dogs, lay in the sun. She also growls and is very irritated.. After writing this I think I know what I need to do :( so sad..

  57. Amy says:

    Oh Kevin,

    I am so very sorry for your loss and the way that it ended up happening too, I know you had envisioned it going much differently for your sweet girl. Heartbreaking!

    Listen, please try and think of it in a different way. With my sweet girl, she seemed so good the day we did it, I had so many doubts about wether it was maybe too early. In a way, I wanted her to be more acutely ill so that there was NO doubt it was time.

    You see, because we love them so much, we do not want to let them go one day too early or one day too late. We wish we could find that exact day where it is no doubt the right day. But we can’t.

    So, in my case, I know I could most likely have waited another day or maybe even a week….which makes me sad. In your case, you could have done it a day or even a week sooner, which makes you sad too.

    The main thing we need to understand is that we have done our very best to do it the beat way we can, and many times we humans will not get it exactly right.

    But what we have gotten right, is we taken away our beloved dog’s physical pain, and allowed them to end the suffering in the most humane way we could do. As a result, their pain is transferred onto us in the form of emotional pain.

    Your little black and white shadow is free an not in any pain or distress. You were the best care taker she coild have wished for, so don’t be upset, you gave her a great life, and she knew that.

    Let yourself grieve…..cry cry cry it out. I still cry often for my baby girl, but not so much because of her death, more because I miss her in my life.

  58. Alex says:

    We just put Tiger, our red healer German short haired pointer cross down. She was 13 and a half. It was a very hard decision. She was suffering more and more during hot summers with labored breathing, arthritis, had trouble with stairs and her legs would sometimes just give way. She started drinking and urinating a lot. We agreed would wouldn’t make her suffer another hot summer in Renmark and last night she developed a tooth abscess which was the catalyst for today’s decision. Overall she was probably happy but in some pain with her body beginning to fail. A hard but humane decision.

  59. Kevin says:

    We didn’t make it to Friday. Had a very bad night Monday, couldn’t sleep cause she had to keep breathing. Seemed to get better early morning morning but when I came home for lunch, was bad again. She was in pain, struggling and we couldn’t allow that to go on. We scooped her up and took her to her place of fear and and had to do it. I curse myself for being selfish and trying to spend every waking moment. It was heart breaking as her Adrenalin kicked in from fear and I started doubting if we should go through with it. But we did, one of many regrets I’ll have for the rest of my life.My soulmate is gone and I struggle with every minute not break down. I want to sleep for week, but when I wake, she’ll still be gone. I take it minute by minute, hour by hour, time drags on.

  60. Kevin says:

    We didn’t make it to Friday. Had a very bad night Monday, couldn’t sleep cause she had to keep breathing. Seemed to get better early morning morning but when I came home for lunch, was bad again. She was in pain, struggling and we couldn’t allow that to go on. We scooped her up and took her to her place of fear and and had to do it. I curse myself for being selfish and trying to spend every waking moment. It was heart breaking as her Adrenalin kicked in from fear and I started doubting if we should go through with it. But we did, one of many regrets I’ll have for the rest of my life.My soulmate is gone and I struggle with every minute not break down. I want to sleep for week, but when I wake, she’ll still be gone. I take it minute by minute, hour by hour, time grags on

  61. Kevin says:

    If he’s in otherwise reasonably good health, I’d just tone down his activities. Block off stairs, keeps runs in yard etc. The last year of my loyal Nicky I carried her up and down the stairs every evening and every morning after she took a fall. Everyones relationship with their pet is different, but all I can say since just losing mine is enjoy every minute you can. They won’t be around forever.

  62. Amy says:

    Stephanie, it is a very tough call. No one wants to put their dog down one day too early, but like Kevin said, one day too late is also not desirable either. All I could do was pray for guidance and signs, and I did receive it. I am so sorry for your struggle, all of us can relate.

  63. Kevin says:

    Certain medications, like Lasix, will make a dog drink a lot and often have accidents. If she’s got a decent quality of life and not suffering or in pain, I would enjoy the time you have, but keep a close eye on her

  64. Kevin says:

    We just put down or 14 1/2 border collie yesterday. She had also been having trouble the last year or so with getting around, playing ball and Frisbee turned into her standing there and me throwing it to her. I carried her up and down stairs into our bedroom everything and down every morning. About 3 weeks ago started having trouble breathing, which turned out to be cancer. Our plans to put her down peacefully at home tomorrow (our vet would do that) turned into a panic call yesterday because she was struggling to breath. We also kept struggling to determine what her quality of life was and when it was “time”. To me bottom line is 1) Is she suffering? and 2) Is she enjoying anything in her life? Attention, petting, playing, anything. If not, I would lean toward a peace full end, rather than a hurried, painful one after something happens. You sound like me and you’ll regret and second guess any decision you make no matter what it is. My companion, my joy in life, my black & white shadow is gone and its killing me. I hope you have someone to lean on and cry to, cause your going to need it. I am so so sorry, but if its not time, its getting close. Don’t even know you, but sending love your way.

  65. Amy says:

    The same thing happened to mine. We made the appointment for a few days out, as we wanted to spend one last weekend with her. Then, in the middle of the night, she was in distress, panting and very uncomfortable. I was beside myself because I thought “Oh no, I waited too long, now she will die tramatically” However, she did get past that. I hope yours does the same thing. Mine never stopped eating, but she did stop drinking. I had to put water on her food to get her fluids.

  66. Stephanie says:

    Hello, I’m trying to get some advice from people on making this hard decision about my dog-she is a aussie shepherd/border collie mix, by far the smartest dog I’ve ever owned, her name is Sydneyand she is almost 15 years old. During this last year she has really gone down hill, losing lots of weight, walking in circles and staring off into space, falling alot, panting a lot, and trouble with stairs and I feel like in her awake times she cannot get comfortable-paces and seems confused. She still eats good sometimes and then other times ignores her food without some additional prodding, yet has only had accidents in the house a couple of times-but granted that she never used too…I think that’s what makes this so hard as I’m seeing a lot of issues people talk about but not all of them so I keep second guessing myself about if its really time yet I know that even though we all love her so much, I dont feel she has a happy life anymore, she doesn’t even want to interact much where she used to be so loving-you have to prompt it and even then she doesn’t usually respond much! Any advice would be great, the vet mostly doesn’t seem to want to give a opinion about it but I feel that’s because she doesn’t show obvious signs of sickness and such, just old age.

  67. Kevin says:

    We are trying anything to get her to eat. Seems she’ll eat something new for a couple meals, then stop. Went from Gravy canned dog food (she always had kibble before this), then chicken, hamburger & wawa meat balls. She wouldn’t eat the meatballs this morning. I slept on the floor with last night. She had a bad night, not breathing too well, more like panting. Got better this morning. Now feeling guilty we (I really) said Friday. Selfish of me wanting a few more days. But she didn’t have this problem then. I can only pray it will stabilize until Friday evening. If it get bad and we have to take her in, it would only make sense to do it then, but I wanted to avoid the Vets office. She so scared of it now.

  68. Anna says:

    My dog is 14 years old, October last year she started to lose a lot of weight very quickly. She lost about 8kg in a matter of weeks and the vet said she had a week to live
    Since then she has stayed between 17-18 kg buy in the last mth or so she has been drinking and eating loads!! So much that she will drink out of the toilet if the is Left open even dirty buckets of water that I have cleaned the floor with.
    She pees in the house daily and has gone on her bed without noticing a few times.
    All tests have come back normal the only other thing the vet said is that they could open her up to see if she has cancer but she’s had 5 cancerous lumps removed already and I don’t want to put her though that again
    Really don’t know what to do! Is It time to say goodbye

  69. Amy says:

    I thought of one more thing. Cocoa got to eat all of her favorite things on her last day. Whipped cream from the can, grilled steak, peanut butter crackers, and even stopped for a soft serve ice cream cone on the way to the vet. She was so happy that day, she didn’t want to take h usual nap for fear of missing anither “treat”! What a day that was. Enjoy your remaining days with your sweet girl. Take care.

  70. Sherri says:

    I’m struggling with the decision on our 15 yr old mixed terrier. A mutt we adopted from the pound as a puppy. He’s been terrific, an athletic active dog until recently. This past 6 months we began noticing a difference and very recently he has began walking in tight circles. His vet diagnosed Dementia and found Cushings disease after blood test. She did not recommend the treatment due to his age and what it would do to his quality of life. We were asked to watch him and see how quickly he worsens. Unfortunately his mind is not keeping up with his athletic body. In the past 2 weeks he’s taken a couple of bad falls, missing steps, misjudging distance. He tumbles hard, gets up, shakes it off and resumes. He’s had a couple of accidents in the house and sleeps a lot. My big concern his he’ll eventually break bones, etc. I simply wonder if he is happy…

  71. Kevin says:

    Thank you Amy. We made the “appointment” (what a thing to call it) for Friday at 7 PM. Between now and then going to spend as much time with her as I can. She has good and bad times. Mornings are the worst. They will take her body and I asked for an individual cremation. I’m so sorry you still cry and I know I will too for a long long time.

  72. Amy says:

    I am so glad you have a vet that will come to your home, that will be much better. We had our dog put to sleep in our Jeep because that was her happy place. We couldn’t hold her per se because of her size and weight, but we were in the car with her and touching her. It is the hardest thing ever. I would just say that you need to know it goes very fast. I wish I had understood that before. There is no “slowly going to sleep and drifting off”. Once they are given the sedative, they go right to sleep and then the second drug is given right away. It’s fast and there is no saying goodbye after that. But, I will say, we made a pact that we would do our best not to “let on” that this was a sad event, we did not want her to sense our angst or sadness…we did not want her to feel sadness or fear in her last moments. We drove her body to the crematorium, which was a 40 minute drive. That was very comforting to me. To be the one that took her there, it was good. I am crying right now typing this, and it has been over 6 months. The sadness never leaves.
    I wish you the best. God Bless.

  73. Kevin says:

    Waiting for a call from our vet to set up an at home euthanasia. Our border collie Nicky has gotten so afraid of going to vet office, I don’t her to be scared when we do this. She has cancer in at least two organs and keeps accumulating fluid in her chest. Has been drained 3 times. She also has arthritis real bad in rear leg and hips and now that she’s off rymadyl because we started predolosone in hopes of beating back the cancer for a while. She’s still bright and alert, though stopped eating yesterday. I hope we’re doing the right thing, it’s killing me. I don’t know how I’m going to hold her as she dies, but I have to. I owe her that and so much more. She’s been my shadow, my joy and I have to be there now. God give me strength

  74. Brett says:

    Cherrie im sorry to hear your situation….I am the Brett from a few comments below…I know what your feeling….I got my dog not long after I divorced and he went through tough times with me as well…to come home and always see him excited to see me helped me move on from a difficult time….It makes it all that bit tougher.
    Your dog is coughing up white foam…that a sign of mycoplasma disease…your dogs immune system is probably trying its best to fight the tumors he has and this is what happens to them…by the sounds of it…its time for him to go….you are doing the right thing for him….be strong and just think of the time when he lets go and has no more pain to deal with.

  75. Amy says:


    I think the time may be near. It sounds like your dog might be in pain much of the time. I would consult your vet and then make a decision. I am sorry, it is so hard.

  76. Sieglinde says:

    Our English Bull Terrier is 13 years old and we considered her a part of our family. She has been for several months now, shaking in her hind quarters when I take her outside. She also eats grass like she is a cow and started urinating/pooping in the house . She drinks more than she eats and as she has gotten older doesn’t eat like she did when she was younger. She will start panting while laying on the couch and sleeps 90% of the day & all night. She balks a lot while walking and on occasion after waking instead of walking to go outside or to water bowl, it’s like she is senile and walks up to a wall and stands there until I lead her away. She has moles fatty cysts/tumors – one the size of my palm, and the vet tested them last month costing us $800 and they were benign. Spankie also has dry eye now and I have to clean her eyes many times during the day to remove the green mucus. My husband has become disabled, and is unable to help me with our beloved pet. She will softly whine sometimes too. Are these signs that she is nearing the end of her life? I don’t want her to be in pain and suffer.

  77. Amy says:

    Oh Cherrie, I am so sorry! But yes, it is time to let your best friend go in peace. I am sorry.

  78. Kevin says:

    I’m so sorry Cherrie. I am in a similar position. A people say that they’ll tell tell somehow, but it doesn’t really seem to happen that way.
    I keep telling myself you must do whats right for her. I don’t know what I’ll do without her, but have to push that aside. Do whats right for him.
    Sometimes, if you have a good vet (and most are), ask what would they do if it was their pet. You can usually get a helpful answer.
    Whatever you decide, know that there are a lot more people than you think going through this hell. Try to do whats right for him and try to find peace in that you did the right thing.
    Hang in there, this too will pass.

  79. Cherrie says:

    My dog Jonah is scheduled to go in on Wednesday to be evaluated. I’m 99 percent sure it’s time but I don’t want to admit it. He is almost 15 has fatty tumors, warts, he sleeps 90 percent of the time now. He is shakey when he walks, he cannot go up and down stairs, or get in the car with out help anymore. The has a cyst that has emerged on his left thigh and is growing at alarming rates. He coughs up white foam about every other day now. He pants just walking to his water bowl and must lie down to eat because he cannot stand that long. He drinks a great deal of water. I love him though, I have PTSD due to domestic violence and Jonah has been through hell and back with me. He has been my therapy dog, my protector, my confidante, and my anchor. I am scared to go through life without him but he has been such a good dog I don’t want him to suffer. I just wish someone can tell me if I’m doing the right thing. I’m a single parent and cannot pay for chemo and radiation and at his age I’m not sure if he would survive surgery. Please, I feel like my heart is breaking. He is such a piece of me.

  80. Amy says:

    RIP Buster, you were a good dog.

  81. Lisa says:

    I just lost my mini-dachshund, Bruno. He was almost 11 yrs old. He’d been sickly his whole live with heart and lung issues. He would get better and worse on a daily basis. One day, he was worse and I took him to the vet, like usual. The vet took one look at him and told me there wasn’t much they could do anymore, he had just reached the limits of his strength. He died peacefully in his sleep. I am heartbroken, but I know he isn’t suffering anymore. It was time for him to go. My other dog is a 13 yr old Chihuahua (Pablo) who seems to be ok for now, but I know it’s coming. It will never be easier, but it’s what we sign up for when we fall in love with our fur babies. <3

  82. Brett says:

    Just got my 13 year old black lab put down yesterday…he started coughing and tablets wouldn’t help..he was covered in lumps and started limping all of a sudden…he had good days and bad days but I could see what was going to happen…the cough was like he was drowning in his own fluid…he would cough up white foam and in the mornings and at night were worse…I am a lot more upset than I thought I would be but it was very peaceful and me and my girlfriend spoiled him the night before and fed him treats all night and let him sleep inside.
    I have been struggling all day but I just know I did the right thing….I live alone and am a shiftworker…to go to work knowing he wasn’t well was killing me…..for the last month or so I used to open the back door with dread wondering if he survived the day or night when I was at work.In the end as sad as I am I know I did the right thing for both of us…rest in peace Buster.
    You were best mate in the world and this experience has made me decide no more dogs for me…you become to attached and I know I will never get another character like him.

  83. Amy says:

    Hi RuthAnn,

    Boy, this sounds so much like my chocolate lab! At 14 she was having the same issues. Very weak hind end, fatty tumors all over her body, and she started going poop in the house and would drop it like a cow almost, as if she didn’t even knkw it was happening until it was too late. I can so relate!!
    I will tell you that her eyes, although they appeared to be very cloudy, the vet did say she was not blind, not even close, it’s just a commin condition that makes it appear that she cannot see out lf them.
    As for the fatty tumors, that is to be exlected with age.
    Now, thw weak hind legs and the pooping in the house, that is really the issue I think. We had some success with cold laser therapy on her spine, but you must find a vet that does it, and it’s not cheap. Also, water therapy amd accupuncture can help, but again, these are expensive specialists, so not alot of folks are in a position to be able to do this type of thing.
    I think your dog is most likely in pain in her hind end…back and hind legs. Does he ever cry out in pain? The shaking and weakness are troubling.
    Have you sought advice from a vet?
    I am so sorry you are going through this, it is very upsetting and stressful.

  84. Ruthann Burke says:

    my family is being torn apart. OUr Choc Lab is 14 years old and has tumors all over his body and his back legs don’t work so well, they just tremble like crazy. He has Cataracts in both eyes and most times he gets to the bottom of the steps and can’t figure out how to make it up the stairs (almost like he doesn’t remember). Well now, I put him out in the back yard regularly for about 15min. at a time and when he barks to come in. he walks right in and craps across the floor as he walks, he don’t even bend down to go to the bathroom. He never in all of his life ever had accidents in the house. I am having a hard time with him going poo all over my house. I feel it is time to put him to rest, but my husband says that he isn’t that bad yet. I don’t know what to do or think. He still eats, but his whole body shakes all the time. What do you all think? I could use some advice.

  85. Amy says:

    I am so sorry Kim. I believe you will see him agIn one day. Godspeed Rusty, you were a good dog.

    Peace be with you,

  86. Kim says:

    My husband and I are leaving in 30 minutes to put our sweet old boy Rusty to rest. He is a black lab Chesapeake bay mix. This is soooo hard I have been crying all day he is the best dog ,loyal loving and just turned 16 years old.He has been declinining for awhile now and just started barking at night because he no longer can get up the stairs. I know it is time but this is so hard he is like one of my children and he will be missed so very much. I just hope I see my ole boy in heaven some day and he is running and having a grand ole time.Well it’s time to go lay him to rest. Kim

  87. Amy says:


    I am so sorry for the loss of your sweet Molly, and for your angst about it.

    I put my dog down 6 months ago, and she wasn’t even in as bad a shape as your Molly. From my perspective, you absolutely did the right things.

    You did everything you could do, and when it was obvious that you could do no more, you mase the right and compassionate decision to let Molly to in peace.

    If you had been allowd to put her through surgery, which I doubt the vet would have ended up doning, she very well might have died during the procedure. That would have meant all that trauma for Molly for nothing, not to mention you would not have been able to be with her as she passed.

    You did the right thing for her!

    I am so sorry for your pain, but it will get better, I promise. You were a very good Momma to Molly, and that includes making this decision.

    Take care,

  88. Tim says:

    Without a doubt, you are doing the right thing. Your poor baby is suffering. You’ve had her evaluated. There’s nothing you can do to alleviate her pain. You have held onto her for as long as you can and have given her a rich, full, happy life. Unfortunately, she’s sick and not going to get better. Releasing her will be your final act of love for her. It’s the right thing to do. I wish I could tell you that doing the right thing is going to make it easy at all. The right thing for her is going to hurt you badly. That’s why it’s an act of selfless love. I’m so sorry. God bless you and comfort you. Having just gone through this myself a week and a half ago, I am so sad for you. It’s terrible, and the fact that it’s the right thing to do doesn’t change that.

  89. TIna says:

    We are laying our sweet molly to rest on Friday and its tearing our family up. She is a 10 year old boxer and the last year she has declined slowly. She is not able to walk very well because of her back legs. Dr. say because of her age surgery is not a good thing. We have to carry her up and down the stairs and hold her up while she goes to the bathroom because she falls when she tries to stand on her own.
    But when the door bell rings she is eager to defend our home and wrestle with her brother Tyson another boxer when she is having a good day. So this is what makes it very hard to make that decision to lay her to rest. In the morning she would eat when my husband would go to work at 5am now she passes on her food until early afternoon and we have to put cheese in her bowl to even sniff it but then she eats. She is always panting which we were told this is a sign of pain for a dog. So please please tell me we are doing the right thing.

  90. Amy says:

    Oh Sarah, I am so sorry for,your loss and for your angst. I know this feeling so well, many of us do!
    Let me give you some perspective as someone who put their dog down and felt the same guilt and regret…reading your story, to me, it seems like you 100% did the right thing for your sweet Molly.
    It seems to me that Molly was very ill. First not eating, that is actually a big sign. Then, you called the emergency vets and went to extreme measures to help your pup, really, that was alot that you did to help her.
    You wanted to do the surgery, but it was not the best thing to do after they found out about her lungs. There is a huge possibility that Molly would not have survived surgery, meaning she very well may have passed away during surgery, where you would not have been able to be with her. Major surgery is majorly tramatic, especially for an animal that doesn’t know what is going on or why. Scary!
    You did everything you could for Molly. Then you allowed her to pass away with peace and dignity.
    You are a good dog Mom, and you did right by Molly, I can tell.
    Again, I am sorry for your pain, but you took Molly’s pain away and took it upon you. That is serious love, and Molly is free now.
    Take care of yourself and cry and grieve all you need to. This loss is like losing a child, so don’t feel guilty for feeling a deep loss for Molly.
    May peace be with you at this sad time.

  91. Sarah says:

    Hi everyone,
    I am too feeling huge regret for putting my beautiful Molly to sleep 3 weeks ago after a sudden decline. She had been relatively well but off her food for some time which I put down to her anxiety and I had just moved house, and then went rapidly downhill over a 24 hour period. She wasn’t clotting properly and was anemic so emergency vets gave her medication and blood transfusions but her levels still didn’t improve much. They then found bleeding into abdo from an enlarged abnormal spleen. Our only option was emergency surgery to remove the spleen but the vet stressed how she wasn’t likely to survive an anaesthetic and she was still bleeding a lot. So I don’t even have a diagnosis but they think a splenic tumor. I said I wanted to do everything and so the surgery but they wanted to do a chest X-ray before surgery and it showed abnormal lungs and fluid in her chest. It just seemed everything was against her and every test we did came back bad. She was only 8 1/2 and my everything, my baby. I can’t believe I somehow made the choice to not do surgery. I feel I robbed her of her only chance and ended her life way too soon. It was all such a blur and I regretted the choice instantly and ever since. I don’t know how to live with myself. Especially looking at the situation now not even knowing if it was cancer or not. They just emphasised how her clinical condition wasn’t good for surgery.
    Thanks everyone.

  92. Janetta says:

    Well it has officially been a week today since we put our beautiful Princess Puppy to sleep!:((. I miss her everyday and it sucks not to be able to pet her or even give her a treat anymore! I know we did the right thing, and the only thing that gives me a little bit of comfort knowing she is not in pain and suffering anymore! For now I feel that my heart is broken, and I know one day it will heal, but for now I’m grieving the loss of my baby!!:((

  93. Tim says:

    Ken, I’ve encountered that as well. Maybe some of it is sensitivity on my part, but there seems to be a lot of subtle shaming if you are a man and you are devastated emotionally by the loss of a beloved pet. I don’t get it. In my family, I am the dog person. My wife is more emotionally stoic, and while she likes our dogs and considers them part of the family, she admits that she gets no feelings of doggie love by hanging with them. (Full disclosure – she cried as much as any of us when we put Walker to sleep last weekend.) But that prejudice against men seems to be there. However, I can report that in experience, it DOES NOT exist among dog lovers of either gender. My family might not understand me, but other dog lovers do!!!!

    How are things going with your border collie? Although the prednisone did not work for my dog, I’m hopeful it will give yours some relief. My vet told me it can take up to a week to have an effect. We started seeing the effects at around 5 days.

    I am doing ok. I miss my buddy like crazy. Yesterday, I was alone at my Mom’s house, and I just called out his name like I would when he was outside and I wanted him to come in. I just wanted to call him again, even though I knew he was no longer here. But I do want to put something out there that has brought me some measure of comfort. Until last Saturday, I owned two dogs. My remaining dog has made a huge difference. One of the worst times for me is when I walk my surviving dog. I should have two doggies!!!!! Not ONE!!!! It hurts. But we are helping each other. I’m not alone. After enough time has past and I feel like I can emotionally handle it, I’m going to adopt another dog. When the dog that I own now leaves me, I want a companion to help me through the loss. I know that if you are grieving a dog right now, it may be too late for you to act on this advice. But consider it for the future. I’m telling you that Molly has made and continues to make a huge difference in my ability to process this loss.

  94. Kevin says:

    I hear you my friend and although it doesn’t mean much, I understand the pain. Seems us men are not supposed to feel this way, but I’ve found there are many. We are trying Prednisolone and Lasix, but so far (about 3 days), not a lot of improvement. I keep focusing on whats best for her, but it’s such a judgement call and changes constantly. Tuesday we did get 50 feet for a walk before she looked at me and then back at the house. An hour later I’m taking wheel barrels full of dirt from front yard to back and she follows me each time.

  95. Amy says:


    I understand. For me it was very very raw for a solid month. I cried so much that I broke blood vessels in my eyes.
    It is so hard. You are not alone, we all felt this way.
    It DOES get better, I promise.
    I still cry for my dog after 6 months, but the despair isn’t as deep now.
    Hang in there. You will slowly be able to come to terms with it. Until then, take care of yourself, be good to yourself, just as your beloved dog would want you to.

  96. Stephanie says:

    It’s been 2 weeks and 1 day since I put my beloved Mandy to sleep. It still hurts so bad. Not a day goes by without tears. I hope it gets better soon.

  97. Amy says:

    Yep, I know the feeling so well. I still (after 6 months) have a “70 pound chocolate lab shaped hole in my heart”. You are not alone. Prayer helped me immensely. Allow yourself to grieve. It WILL get better, I promise. Take good care of yourself, your dog would not want you to feel too bad for too long. (((Hugs)))

  98. Tim says:

    Thank you. Your words are so encouraging. I will try to find peace, but my heart is more than broken. It’s shattered. I love my buddy and miss him so much.

  99. Amy says:

    You did the right thing. You tried meds, and they made things worse. Not being able to breathe is terribly scary and uncomfortable. I know the grief, and it IS overwhelming, but you did do the right thing. I hope you find peace in your decision.

  100. Tim says:

    I’m so sorry. It sounds like you were in the same situation as we were. Our 10.5 year old Chessie was having increasing shortness of breath. This was not something that was going away. Something major was going on with his heart or lungs. The doctor prescribed prednisone to help him breath and to help diagnose the problem. Unfortunately, it made matters worse. He started to react badly to the drug and his panting just got worse. I am heartbroken to say that we made the decision to put him down over the weekend. For the past decade, he was my constant companion. I am overwhelmed with grief. I miss him so much. And I feel guilt and fear that we put him down too soon.

  101. Amy says:

    So sorry for your profound loss, may you find peace in knowing your sweet Rusty is no longer suffering. Take care of yourselves.

  102. Sue says:

    This afternoon we had to put our 14 year old dachshund down. Rusty was her name. She and my 16 year old daughter were best friends. It truly breaks my heart but I know it was the right thing to do. Rusty couldn’t use her back legs and stops walking for the past 2 days. many Many tears tonight but we all know she crossed the rainbow bridge.

  103. Amy says:

    Thinking of you this afternoon Janetta.

  104. Janetta says:

    Thank you Crystal for the Rainbow Bridge Poem, I need it today! Big hugs and prayers to you and your Liberty today as well!

  105. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    My prayers for everyone who is struggling with the grief and loss that comes with putting a dog to sleep. It is absolutely heartbreaking, and it’s not fair. Dogs are so loyal and loving, and I wish we could have them in our lives forever.

    May you heal from the grief, and know that your beloved dog will always be part of you. Your dog is in your heart and soul, and you will be reunited one day. Oh, the things your dog will be so excited to show you when you meet again! Remember how excited your dog was when you got home – whether you were gone all day or for 5 minutes? Well, triple that – and that’s how joyful and excited your dog will be when you meet again.

    With great love comes great suffering.

    in sympathy,

  106. Crystal says:

    I usually don’t post comments places but after reading about Misha, I felt the need to do so. I am in the exact same situation with my 10 1/2 old English Mastiff, Liberty. The similarities are uncanny really. We too have made her appointment for Friday afternoon. I have been having a hard time coming to terms with her failing health and wondering if we were making the right decision. After reading your story, I know that we are. I don’t want to be selfish with her & I don’t want to see her getting worse and being in pain! We’ve been talking about it for a little while now, we actually had an appointment scheduled for her last Thursday but we just weren’t ready to let go. We took her in and she was put on temporary pain medication. She seems to be doing better but in my heart I know its only temporary and it’s time. I just wanted to say Thank You for your story and opening up my eyes and seeing what is truly best for my Liberty! Give your Misha some love for me and hugs to you and your family!

    The Rainbow Bridge

    “Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.
    When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.

    All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.
    They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.

    You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.

    Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together…. ”

    -Author unknown…

  107. Janetta says:

    We have made the decision to put our beautiful girl to sleep on Friday afternoon! Since I posted last I have seen my girl in pain and have seen her struggle to get up and go outside! I know longer see the healthy happy dog she used to be, and enjoying her life! She deserves more than to suffer and get worse everyday! I’m pretty sure she knows she is sick just by the look in her eyes! I have come to acceptance of taking the pain away from her, by putting her to sleep! I will miss her so much, and our family will not be the same without her! She has been loyal and loving and protective of our family and she will always have a special place in my heart, we will never ever forget you Beautiful Girl! Love you Misha

  108. Christina says:

    Thank you for the article above. My husband and I have decides that we must put our American Bulldog down tomorrow. He suffers from a brain tumor and we have talked to our kids but I’m so worried about telling our 10 year old. She will be so heartbroken.
    Please keep us on your thoughts.

  109. Adrianna Mahoney says:

    Im at a torn here, my dog that is 13 has cervical (neck) disk disease which is a disk pressing on her spinal cord causing a lot of pain. We found this out about a couple months ago and she was good while she was on the medicine, but i do not feel right keeping her on a bunch of medicine bc of the other things that could wrong with that aspect. Lately, she doesnt get up much and when she moves she yelps also when we move her she yelps (not all the time but very common) . I dont want her to be in pain all the time but i also dont wanna loose my baby.

  110. Kevin says:

    I’m so heart sick. We noticed our 14 1/2 yr border collie having labored breathing last week. Didn’t seen too bad bad at the time and vet set up a cardiology apt for tomorrow. It got worse and she spent weekend in a emergency clinic. Drained fluid from her lungs, sent out samples, did a scan, some organs are questionable for cancer. The breathing still maybe a heart issue, possibly treated with drugs. she’s laying at my feet now, we played short rounds of ball out back earlier. my boss let me work from home. we are probably going to make decision after cardiologist. my wife is stronger than me, I’m a basket case. I have to be there to hold her when its time, gotta find the strength somehow. I feel so lost

  111. Amy says:

    Hi Janetta,

    I can see why you are torn, I would be too! I pray that God gives you a sign, so that you can be at peace withyour decision.

    You are a very good Mom to your Misha!

    Peace be with you,

  112. Amy says:

    Awww, RIP Shadow, you made this world a better place.

  113. Janetta says:

    I’m so lost right now!:(. We just found out this past week that our 13 year old Norwegian Elkhound has lymphoma and cancer of the liver and spleen! She is also deaf and has a bit of hip trouble. She has had loss of appetite but now I put real bacon pieces and chicken broth in her dog food and she is finally eating again! We have spoken to the vet about options for her treatment, and none of them of course guarantee if it will help her or make her sick, so we are worried about the possibility of her having to suffer and have decided we couldn’t do that to her! We are going to be putting her to sleep in the next week or so!:((. This is devasting for our daughters and us right now! In the last few days my beautiful sweet dog Misha has been giving me glimpses of being her old self, but then she tires and needs to sleep, and her showing me glimpses feels like a little bit of hope, or maybe she is reminding me of the puppy she was and can no longer be! This is so hard because she is my first baby, and I got her at 6 weeks old! I’m so lost just thinking of the idea of her not being in the house or around us. Some days she looks at me like mom I’m tired and I don’t want to fight anymore, and other days it’s like what are you crying for I’m fine, which makes me feel torn about putting her to sleep! I love my Misha and I just want to do right by her, and I hope and pray this is the right decision!

  114. Jim says:

    Its a sad day. Today has come and we took her down. It was so sad to let her go but I’m glad we did it. She had lost another 2 pounds this last month. We just donated all her stuff to the local spca. We’ll miss her. Rest in peace Shadow. Love you.

  115. Amy says:

    Hi Cindi,

    Well, I also thought my dog was telling me the same thing. She looked back at me and I swear her eyes were saying “why are you betraying me?”. I had that terrible guilt for a couple of weeks, crying so much that I broke blood vessels in my eyes. It was torture. So much so that I cried put to my dog and God to forgive. As soon as I did that, a “message” came to me. That look wasn’t “why are you killing me”, it suddenly became clear that that look was “you aren’t leaving me here at the vet, are you?”. Cocoa hated being boarded, even at a friend’s house, she never wanted us to leave her. We didn’t leave her there, we took her body ourselves and drove her 45 mins away to the crematorium. Once I knew she was just afraid to be left, I felt so much better.
    I do not have any kids either, and Cocoa was my first and only dog. I had recently moved to a town I never wanted to be, and she was my comfort. She made it bearable.
    Your feeling like you “scheduled” her death for your own conveneicne is exactly how I felt. In a way, we did the same thing…doing it right before the holidays so that we could travel, because she could no longer travel well.
    If your dog whined while laying down, that is significant, because older dogs do a lot of lying around. If they can’t get relief from lying down, that is a serious quality of life issue, imo. Also, dogs are good at being stoic, and your dog very well may have been in pain at other times as well, but lying down, the signs came out more.
    You are in the throws of serious grief. Be good to yourself, your dog would never want you to feel so bad.
    I am not trying to lecture you, but I just want you to know that you are not alone, and your feelings are normal, and most of all, it will get better!

  116. Cindi says:

    Thank you Amy–yes, I would gladly take her pain. Her pain meds did work, but the combo of Carprofen, Tramadol 50mg 2 T three times a day, Gabapentin 300mg at night, Melatonin, and Glucosamine made her start drooling quite a bit. That is nausea. And still, she would cry when trying to lie down. Siberian Huskies ‘howl” and woo-woo to talk. This was a loud moan.
    My problem is, she only cried out when lying down..and yes, she would get up and pace. Many nights I would lie on the floor with her, in her bed, and hold a heating pad to her hips. I work 10 hour days, so I was getting about 3-4 hours of sleep at night. BUT–other than that, she was fine. Still alert and seemed happy. Never an accident in the house her whole life.
    I wasn’t getting more than 3-4 hours sleep for 2 months. I was giving her 10 pills a day with peanut butter. I had 3 days off in late April, and knew I would need a couple days to mourn. I feel I did this FOR ME. Arranging and scheduling her death.
    They say–at the time your dog’s soul leaves it’s body, it ‘speaks” to you. She was quietly whining after enough sedative for a 200lb. dog, per the vet. She weighted 76 lbs. –She continued to whine, softly and so pitifully. I heard her speak to me when she passed. She said “Mommy, don’t do this! I will stop crying when I lay down if it bothers you. Please, don’t do this” And then she was gone. She had no other symptoms. I should have left her alone, and let her just be an old dog. I thank you for your reply–but I couldn’t even see my mother on Mother’s Day, or see my son. I feel like any enjoyment from life right now, is a betrayal to her. I am so sick of reading all this stuff online about how the signs are–not eating, not enjoying treats, soiling themselves, unable to go outside to use the bathroom, etc– because none of these applied, so I feel a monster. I miss her so bad, that I have cried and prayed for God to take 10 years off my life and give them to her–to bring her back. If I could just see her one more time. No one understands–everyone has children, husband, wife, other pets etc. And I have had other dogs, when I had my family. But it was just me and her. I want to try to plant some flowers tomorrow, and paint my bathroom, and I feel so guilty for even thinking about ‘moving on” without her, I can’t do it.

  117. Stephanie says:

    We did put our precious girl to sleep on Monday. It was the right thing to do. She got even worse as the weekend went on. The vet said that most likely it was a tumor or blood clot causing the loss of use of her legs – nothing fixable at her age. I spent all weekend at her bedside. The morning we took her to the vet I gave her an extra helping of food and we shared peanut butter together. I snipped off a lock of hair.
    I chose not to be there for the procedure but my husband stayed and held her the whole time. I stayed until after they sedated her – I wish I hadn’t done that. Her tongue was hanging out and eyes glazed over. I wish I had left before that,

    I’m still crying my eyes out. Today is much better than earlier this week. I know I will be sad for a long time. I have her a great life and I know that putting her to sleep was the best thing considering her condition. But I miss her so much! I am so sad I won’t see her again in this lifetime.
    I hope the best for you and hope you make the best decision for your beloved dog.

  118. Amy says:


    Oh do I know how you are feeling. I spent about an hour this morning sobbing for my dog I put down 6 months ago. It still hurts so much and I have lots of guilt. But my dog still ate, still loved treats, still loved to go for car rides, etc. but her pain & discomfort grew by the week. Her pain meds also stopped working, and she could not sleep through the night. I too saw my precious baby gorl look back at me when the vet took her arm to insert the needle. Just typing this makes me cry. You are not alone. You did the right thing. You are grieving. You will grieve for as long as it takes. It’s OK to take their pain upon yourself. See, your dog is no longer in pain, but now you are. If given the choice, would you switch it back? Would you let your dog feel the almost non-stop arthritis pain so that your emotional pain could be lifted? I bet not. You loved your dog so very much. You did the right thing. You will be together again one day, and you will know for sure it was right.

  119. Cindi says:

    She was completely fine–except for the arthritis. Never pooped or peed in the house since she was trained by age 12 weeks. I got her at 8 weeks. She was eating, drinking–so when I read all the info on “when it’s time” She didn’t fit any of them, except crying out in pain when lying down. I put her down too early–because her crying in pain was killing ME. I will never forgive myself–and haven’t stopped crying for weeks. I have to go into the bathroom at work to cry.

    Honestly, I want to kill myself. I cannot believe I took her life. –the memory of her whining after being sedated, then getting the Beuthanasia needle is too much to bear.

  120. Cindi says:

    I don’t want to go into the whole story, because if you have commented on this site, then you already know the pain. I put my Siberian Husky down 3 weeks ago at age 14.

    After my divorce of 21 years–she was all I had. I see the posts about–My husband and I had to, my kids and I, my other dogs..etc..But it was just her and I for the last 9 years of her 14 years.
    We had a spiritual connection, that was different from my other dogs in the past, because it was just her and me.

    She got arthritis so bad in her hips, she was crying whenever she would try to lay down. We did the NSAIDS, Tramadol, Glucosamine, and even Melatonin to help her sleep at night. She had a terrible time laying down. Crying out often, and getting back up–then having to lay down again.

    She had no problems getting up. She walked slowly near the end–BUT–She ate, she loved to swim, she loved the dog park, she loved her treats, she greeted me at the door–Spiritually she still loved life, very much. For the first time I have ever known, when putting her to sleep (vet came to my house) She whined. I have put 5 dogs to sleep in my life, and the vet did a very good job—but right before she passed, she whined–several long whines–like “mommy, don’t do this! I am not ready!” –that’s what popped in my head.

    I feel I put her down too early, and I am so sick and sad about it–my heart is maimed with guilt.

  121. Rachel says:

    Monday has come, so I hope you made the best decision possible. It does sound like it’s time for her to be at peace. 16+ years is such a long, wonderful life. I have an 11 year old Boston who I think it’s time for me to say good-bye as well. That’s how I stumbled upon this page. How do we ever know for sure we are making the right decision right? I plan to pray a lot about it and hopefully will come to the right answer. Prayers for you as well.

  122. Jim says:

    Hi Jana – it is so tough… I have to admit… I delayed it out a little longer but it is coming time. I’m glad she got a little more time, but its clear that she’s just existing. We’re going to book an appt with the vet for this coming Saturday morning. :( I know its going to hit our family like a ton of bricks. But its the right thing to do.

    Debbie – so sorry to hear about Lucy. I hope that you will be ok.

  123. Katie says:

    I had my beagle Misty for 12 years (we got her from the shelter and they guessed she was 2-3 when we got her)… Misty started acting strange about 2 weeks ago…not eating, drinking a lot of water, needing to go out every 2 hours and having accidents in the house which she NEVER did. I changed her food about a week before that and thought maybe it was just from the food change. Well this last Thursday I took her into the vet. He x-rays looked fine and they said they would have the blood results the following day as they sent them off to a lab. I got the call Friday that said she was extremely diabetic as her sugar levels were 680 (normal is up to 150). The vet said she was going into diabetic shock and also had the start of pancreatic cancer. The vet said she would need to keep her through the weekend and maybe longer as she was trying to flush her system with an IV. I called her later Friday afternoon and she said she was throwing up a lot and we talked further. She said with a diet change, insulin shots twice a day and weekly vet visits she could hang around for maybe 4-6 months. I was faced with the choice do I keep her around or do I let her go find peace.. it was VERY difficult but I called the vet Friday evening and told her with her age and how sick she was I thought it was best to let her have peace. I went up to the vet to be with her when she passed. The vet carried her into the room by me and she looked terrible… I knew I made the right choice. Her tail wagged a lot when she saw me so I knew she appreciated me being there. I hugged and kissed her and talked to her when they administered it. The vet let me stay as long as I needed when it was done and talked with me for awhile also. I made the choice to get her cremated and get her paw print and some fur. I have a 9 year old that has been with her her whole life and it’s been very hard on all of us. Our furry family members really leave an impression on us. It’s so strange not having her around..seems too quiet. She will be very missed and it will be hard for awhile but I know I made the right choice. I would have loved to have another 4-6 months with her but it’s not worth the suffering and pain she would have went through. There comes a point where you need to think are you doing it to avoid the pain of losing them, or is it what’s best for them?

  124. Stephanie says:

    Is it time? I’m crying my eyes out right now. Last month I came home from work and found my 16+ year old dog limping. I took her to the vet and he suspected a torn ligament in her knee. I have no idea how it happened since I wasn’t home when she got hurt. He ordered 2 weeks of bedrest. I took her to my parent’s house for recovery since they are both retired and can dote on her and care for her full time. Instead of getting better she got worse. She can’t stand up from a seated position, she can’t walk, she can only stand for a few seconds. My parents took her to the vet in their hometown and were told she was just too old. Unfortunately the only pain medicine she will take is metacam which is hard on her kidneys. I called my vet and described the symptoms – he didn’t sound very positive and said she may have a spinal or neurological problem. My parents brought her back today and I have an appointment with her vet on Monday for an exam. This is so hard for me because she’s still eating and pooping fine (with assistance since she can’t squat or stand by herself). The worst thing is I’m having trouble picking her up without biting. She’s not in pain when laying but I think picking her up hurts her. She never would’ve bitten me in the past. I’m so scared to move her. To make matters worse I have a small child at home to watch out for. I think on Monday I may have her be put to sleep unless the vet can give me some miracle cure. This is killing me – I’ve had her for over 15 years and I feel like she’s my first born. Am I doing the right thing?

  125. Debbie Henderson says:

    I would tell you that the quality of life is diminishing quickly. Pets who do not normally mess up a house, know that they are doing so and that it is wrong. The look of guilt on their face when they can’t help it tears at the heart. I have made the decision to put down (today) our beautiful Basset Hound Lucy who is 13 or 14. We adopted her 12 years ago from a rescue. She is not eating and can’t get herself up from a laying position. Once we help her up she can take a few steps. She has had walking issues before and usually in 4 days she was back to her old self. Tomorrow will be a week and there is no improvement and she has not eaten (except some chicken I feed her a couple of days–and after lots of coaching to get her to eat). So it’s time. She sleeps a lot and seldom wakes up even with load noises and she pants a lot when awake (which could be congestive heart failure). My head knows it’s time but my heart is breaking. We have two younger basset mixes from the rescue too–so that will help some but Lucy will be sorely missed by my family.

  126. Marci says:

    Hi Richard,

    Sorry about the situation with your dog. You make the decision, not the vet. The vet can advise and tell you they can’t treat your dog anymore because there is nothing else they can do, but ultimately you have to decide. It is so hard. Sending you good thoughts for guidance and strength. Take care.

  127. Marci says:

    Hi Jeff,

    I’m sorry for your loss. Making that decision is one of the hardest things I’ve ever done and it never gets easier. Since you love your dog so much I’m sure you didn’t make it lightly and did what you knew deep down to be the best thing for your dog. I am going through pretty much exactly the same thing right now with my dog Gracie. She’s a very large dog, part Australian Shepherd and part mystery very large dog. Anyway, our beloved border collie/lab lost his battle with cancer about 6 weeks ago and we thought our dog was depressed. The vet tried to perk her up with some anti depressants but they were no help. Then she stopped eating. After a couple of days of no eating, we took her to the vet and her red blood cells were so low the vets couldn’t believe she was alive. We were told out best option was a blood transfusion which would buy her about a week and give them some time to find out what is causing her problem – cancer, auto immune anemia, etc. An x-ray showed an enlarged spleen as well, but no visible tumor. Her blood work was way too bad for the vet to attempt surgery, she would almost certainly die. We were sent home with her test results and told to visit the specialist for a transfusion. However, after speaking to two different facilities we were told the cost for a dog blood transfusion would probably be upwards of $5000.00. After some research on the internet I read about some food sick animals would almost always eat called critical care, I think made by Hills. Went to the vet and got a can of than and she started eating again, more than she ever has. At her next blood test a couple of days later her blood was even worse, she had lost even more weight and there was more guilt about the transfusion. (I love my animals, but to spend that much money with very little hope for a good result with two college aged kids and retirement 10 – 15 years away, isn’t the right choice for us.) The vet said she has two days left, max. This was a week ago last Thursday. Then she seemed to get better, went on walks, greeted people at the door. We felt hope, but this morning she can’t stand up without a lot of help and she is not eating. She doesn’t seem to be in pain, just fading away. Like others have said here, you took on the pain so he didn’t have to. You sound like a good and kind person and the sadness will get better with time. (Trust me, in the past year I lost my father to cancer, my sweet cat to FIPr, my oldest dog to cancer and am now facing putting down another sweet dog.) Remember, “it is better to have loved and lost than never to love at all.” Anyway, sending good thoughts to all of you and I hope I make it through this one more time myself.

  128. Jana says:

    Jim, Your story is very similar to mine. I have a 14 1/2 year old female Boarder Collie mix. Like your pup, she has lost weight and is making messes everyday while I am gone at work. The Vet thinks that she has heart problems and Sundowners. She does not sleep well, pants and paces during the night. She is on pain meds for a torn ligament in her knee, and wears a calming collar. Neither of which seem to help her anymore. Please give an update on your situation. I am really struggling with this decision to put her down. She is still eating, and drinking, but is very anxious if I am not around. I want to do what is best for her, but I know at her age the medical help is limited. The article talks about being one day too late – I do agree with that statement. However, I also don’t want to do it a day, week, or month too early. My biggest fear is that I am putting her down for selfish reasons. Yes, she is difficult to take care of. Cleaning messes, and not getting sleep myself because of her restlessness. But, is that enough reason to put her down. In the end, her comfort and quality of life is what matters. Jim, I know it has only been a couple days since you posted your comment. Have you come to any decisions? I would like to hear if your thoughts, or if you are still torn.

  129. Patricia Wagner says:

    Dear Amy, Karen, Janice , and all of you who have experienced the loss of you closest and best friends, my hear grieves for you and I pray for your healing.
    Ever day for the nearly 70 years I have been on this earth I have shared it with a dog. The happiness they have bright to me is beyond words, and the grief at their passings worse than a knife in the heart. I only know too well how you feel and the depth of your sadness.
    To those stupid enough to think the Gates of Heaven are not open to animals convince me they really don’t know God or true pure love.
    My theory, and I have shared it repeatedly is get another dog as quick as possible. You won’t betray your best friends love, but will instead glorify him or her by
    Giving a home and loving another member of the species. May it be a dog sitting in a pounds, or puppy mill, you have the ability to give out happiness and a loving home. And you well know what the returns are in love, loyalty, and a forever bond.

  130. Richard beals says:

    My Beagle , Honey D. Beals , is losing the ability to get around , her back legs , as well as a large tumor is restricting her movement.the vet will not remove the tumor as she is 13 years old….she can barely get up the ramps ,to the couch ,bed , or the steps to get in the car. is it my decision or the vets , as far as who makes the decision. Thank you

  131. Jim says:

    Our black lab is turning 16 this month. She’s been progressively getting worse – losing a lot of weight and making messes. We’ve been to the vet and he thinks she has dementia, is deaf and is having problems seeing. Medications have helped with some of the issues with her not being able to control her own functions, but it only lasts for a few weeks, then it starts again. The vet doesn’t think she’s necessarily in pain, but her walking isn’t that great as he figures she has arthritis. I’ve been having a terrible time coming to grips with the decision that I think I need to make. She still seems happy being with us and enjoys it when our children be with her and pet her. But I’m afraid that I am just prolonging a situation that will get worse. Aside from the companionship, I don’t think she enjoys any of the things she used to. I’ve been reading all sorts of articles lately and most indicate that the quality of life is so important to consider. Do I let her continue for another month or two? My heard wants to keep her around longer, but I’m wondering if I am being selfish. Its killing me, but the point made in this article about being one day too late is really resonating with me now and is making me question trying for more time.

  132. Amy says:

    Hi Jeff,

    You are in good company right now. Just know that yes, it IS sooooo hard. I kept saying “I have a 70 pound hole in my heart”. My Cocoa occupied that spot for almost 15 years, so life without her was so different, and not as fun or meaningful it seemed.

    I cried ALOT during the first month after she passed. Right around the one month mark, the intense pain lifted. Now, I still cry for her every so often, but I feel like I am not crying about her death so much as that I just miss her.

    Anyway, right now, just let yourself feel all the emotions…every emotion you are feeling (guilt, second guessing, regret, anger, etc) is normal. But it does get easier.

    Once you are ready, please adopt a rescue dog, that will really really help you more than anything!

    Take care,

  133. Jeff says:

    Thank you both Amy and Karen, it really helps to share this with others who have been through it, it is soooo hard. I cant help but feel guilty I didn’t do enough or we didn’t catch it sooner and reading other stories on here really helps. It is also reassuring to hear we did the right thing, I don’t want to feel guilty that we didn’t spend the money and put him through the pain and recovery of a surgery at his age and if he didn’t make it I would not have been able to say good bye or take him to the lake one last time.

  134. Karen says:

    Jeff comment needs commended! It even made me feel better about putting my dog down March 9th. I never thought of it as ending our beloved pets pain and putting it on ourselves! It did make me feel better reading that. I do hope all of you reading this who have been in a similar situation are getting through your loss. God knows what are dogs meant to us and will help us through. Thanks again Jeff!

  135. Amy says:


    Sounds very similar to my choco lab’s issues…we put her down 5 months ago in order to end her suffering.

    You did the right thing. It’s so hard, but you did it for him. You essentially transferred your dog’s suffering from him to yourself. That is an act of love.

    Peace be with you.

  136. Jeff says:

    hi all, I just wanted to share my recent experience. We have had our chocolate lab since he was a puppy. He was 13 so I’m sure he had a long and happy life. He had his yearly vet visit in March and he was doing good, only thing that was maybe hindering him was arthritis in his hips, but still ran around fine. Fast forward to April 23, he began throwing up, a little at first and still eating and drinking then it got progressively worse, he also stopped eating completely, not even table scraps which he loved!! I had to get him in to see what’s wrong. The vet did blood work and his red blood cells were low and he was dehydrated. He had lost 10 lbs since March. An x-Ray was taken of his midsection and he had a large tumor on or next to his spleen. I was devastated. I knew before the vet even told me what the options were. You can put him through a major surgery which he may or may not make it through and pay a large amount of money or euthanize. I still question if what I did was right. This has been so hard. We decided to euthanize based on the fact he may or may not make it, and we didn’t want him to starve or suffer anymore even though I wanted to do anything to keep him around. I took him home Friday so everyone could say goodbye and monday we put him to sleep. I really hope I did the right thing. It breaks my heart he isn’t here anymore.

  137. Pat says:

    My dog was very sick over the weekend and had to be rushed to the urgent care where he stayed for two night, costing 2100.00 dlls…. wow! He is 13 and I see IT coming soon. He seems to be doing ok but the vet suggested additional test for Cushing Desease, I have read some articles and it describes him to the T. All i know that my heart will break in million pieces but I will do for him what I want for myself when the time comes. I will be in pain because he is gone but he will not suffer, not if i can help it. I love him way, way too much. He brought so much joy to my life, so much unconditional love and will miss him like crazy, but I do believe that God will reunite us one day.

  138. Pat says:

    My dog was very sick over the weekend and had to be rushed to the urgent care where he stayed for two night, costing 2100.00 dlls…. wow! He is 13 and I see the inevitable coming soon. M

  139. Amy says:


    I am so glad you took your girl to the beach for one last romp. We also tried to give our lab the best day ever, right before we let her go.

    It is the hardest thing I have ever been through.

    I hope you find some peace with your decision.

  140. Cheri says:

    I have read the stories on this site and it has helped me in making the hardest decision and that is to let my girl go, she is part Rhodesian Ridgeback and mutt, she can’t see or hear anymore, eats very little except her treats. I took her to the beach this last weekend to let her run and smell the ocean, she did pretty good, got high centered on a log, but she had a good time, but I know it’s time. She been the best girl ever and always had the unconditional love non-dog lovers will never know. Thank you for your stories.

  141. Fran says:

    My dog is 15 years old. The past few months have been kind of hard. He has a tumor (benign) on his neck, arthritis, trouble hearing, and recently has had trouble breathing through his nose. He doesn’t walk that great, he has to be carried up and down the stairs and is stumbling most of the time. He is drinking water but eating little. I know he is suffering, he’s not the happy dog running around the house like he used to be. But I feel so guilty putting him down. It’s not only my decision, how do I even bring it up to my family?

  142. Caroline says:

    Hi , I have a jack Russell , max. He has been the most wonderful friend and I love him dearly. He has a twisted spine , vet says he was most likely born with it. He finds it hard to walk and he cannot raise his head much from the floor he falls a lot and his front paws fold making it impossible for him to walk at times. Max is 14 years old and my heart breaks for him everyday. He goes out three times a day on short walks then I put him in his doggy cart I have two more jack Russells so I need to take them out for walks and couldn’t bare to leave max behind. I no I have to make a decision sooner rather than later but I’m finding it so hard . I’ve read all the other story’s and my heart goes out to all of you .

  143. Janice says:

    Today was a difficult day for me, I went and pick up Buddy’s ashes and urn. It is cooper with paw prints all over it. I put it on the bookcase, top shelf, in the middle with a picture of him next to it. My Buddy has been gone 11 days, I hurt and am very sad, my best friend is Heaven, I love you Buddy

  144. Amy says:


    I am so sorry you are going through this. My dog was also a chocolate lab. She also had the diabetes and skin issues. She was always hungry, she drank so much water she would puke, had stinky gunky ears, and her hair fell off in patches.
    We did put her on a grain free, low carb diet, and went from feeding twice a day to feeding less food but spreading it out over 4 meals to keep her blood sugar more stable. We bathed her in special medicated shampoo to help her skin. We got drops for her ears and just cleaned them more often. We found a holistic vet who treated her with cold laser therapy and acupuncture. All is made a huge impact on her health and happiness and gave us another solid 2 years with her. She died last fall at almost 15.

  145. Jennifer says:

    Thanks to all who have shared your experiences with your beloved pets. I feel like I’m being selfish by keeping my 9 year old chocolate lab alive. He has diabetis, constant ear infections, skin disease (the medicine that would treat his skin counteracts with the insulin so he constantly bites himself until he bleeds.) I’m having a hard time letting go because when I come home, he still greets me at the door, wagging his tail. That is the only enjoyment in his life. As I type this, I’m realizing what I need to do, but I’ve never been through this with a pet and I’m scared for him and me.

  146. Amy says:

    What you have written described my 15 yo lab exactly, with the ear tumor and everything! We made the decision to let her go last November, and it was the hardest thing ever. I still, 5 months later, miss her so much and cry so much for her. It will be very difficult and very sad, that is just the truth. I am so sorry. You are not alone, we are all in the same boat here. All you can do is love on your sweet baby as much as possible unitl that time come.

  147. Kris says:

    I’m crying reading these comments. Such a hard life experience, I am facing this with my 15 year old Lhasa, He has eye auto-immune disease and doesn’t see well, arthritis in his hips and back legs, a tumor in his right ear so he doesn’t hear well at all, allergies and “doggie dementia “. He gets very confused and afraid if I am not with him! BUT it’s still such a hard decision!!

  148. Tammy says:

    Taking my pretty girl Scout to be put down was the hardest, most painful experience; strangely, it was worse than my father’s death because Scout’s death was MY decision. The night before, I laid down on the floor next to her, and I believe she assured me then that she was ready. She lived her 14 years to the fullest and had given us her very best. After she passed, our vet said, “now I know how much you loved her.” I am most grateful for those words. The sadness and, worst of all, the emptiness takes time to overcome. Today I share my ice cream with my sweet boy Pete, so different from Scout, but I know she approves and I believe I will see her again.

  149. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Dear DJ,

    My heart goes out to you and your little pug Stewie. I love him too, and I’ve never even met him! I love the name, and I love pugs….and our earth will cry out when Stewie is gone.

    It’s difficult to discern when a dog is in pain, because they are so stoic. They hide it so well! My dog Georgie had a huge scratch on her eye (from killing a squirrel, but that’s a whole different story), and she didn’t seem to be in pain at all. She ate, chased stuff, slept, growled at strangers at the door. The only way I knew something was wrong was that one eye was closed, like a permanent wink. The veterinarian told me that eye scratches are incredibly painful, and she immediately gave Georgie painkillers. I felt terrible – I didn’t take her to the vet for 3 days, because I kept thinking her eye would heal on its own.

    If my dogs became ill, I wouldn’t want to do extensive tests or treatments either. I love my dogs so much, but I don’t want to put them through anything painful. I believe that death is far more painful for us survivors than it is for dogs or people. I really believe death is “resting in peace” and being enfolded in a constant embrace with God. The thought of not having my dogs with me is heart wrenching, but worse is the thought that they’re suffering.

    I wish you all the best as you make this decision. May you take Stewie to the vet, and trust yourself to be honest with the vet about your wishes for Stewie’s life. I pray that the vet you go to is like-minded, and supportive of your decision. May you right now be filled with faith, confidence, and strength to do what you believe is best for Stew. You know your dog best, DJ. Stewie is your dog, and he loves you with all his mind, heart, and soul. May you put his welfare before your broken heart, and take care of him all the way to the end of his life. He will love you all the more for it.

    It is such a sacrifice to even think of putting a dog to sleep…but all sacrifices are a heavy blend of extreme love and extreme pain.

    Let us know what you decide, and how you’re doing.


  150. Karen says:

    My Rugger was 4 days ago too! I did not have him cream aged. I wanted to get him stuffed. To be able to look at him every day for the rest of my life. But then, I felt like my heart may never be able to heal if I had to see him not alive everyday for the rest of my life. I couldn’t afford to get him cream acted after all the money I spent at the vets when he first lost the use of his hind legs. I brought him home and my husband burried him. I have been trying to find a nice marker to put with the cross in the garden. I also have pictures with Rugger that my daughter took at the vets. One of me laying on the floor with him on a dog bed kissing him. Another just holding his head in my hands. Such a sad time for the both of us. Seems we have more in common then we may realize. Well, Janice it is very nice to meet you. We can help each other heal and find peace in knowing our dogs are looking down on us and are probable the best of friends now! Maybe they somehow brought us together! God is an awesome God and does have our backs. We will mend. Just thank The Lord for the time you did have with Buddy. For The Lord knows what we need and that our dogs needed us! Sleep well.

  151. Janice says:

    I cut some hair from Buddy, Have his collar, will put them by his urn when I get his ashes. Yes, I have the final pictures of Buddy and me. my sisters took at the vet office. I was holding him and one where I was kissing him good bye. It’s been four days, I keep looking for Buddy, then something reminds me of the fact that he is gone, but I have joy knowing I will see my Buddy again one day, I hold on to that, helps me. I will keep you in my prayers.

  152. Karen says:

    I’m so sorry for you. As I know what your feeling. I put a pair of black boots down in front of our couch the other night. I sat down and started browsing through channels on TV. Then from the corner of my eye I saw the black from my boots and actually thought it was my Rugger! I started to say Rug what are you….and then I realized they were just my boots sitting there. I was sad. B I do have to say I was more upset and cried a ton more for my dog when he was sick. I was and am still upset I couldn’t keep paying for more testing to find out what caused him to not have the use of his legs. I used to lay with him and cry and say GET UP PLEASE! JUST GET UP to him over and over again. I would sob. He would then start to sound as though he was crying. It was very hard. I did make a paw print with clay and saved his collar and tags. My daughter made a cross from sticks and put it in our flower garden with his collar around it. I saw his collar today and took it to bring inside. I do t want it to fade. I’m going to hang it on a hook in our office area and put the paw print on a little stand if I can find one on the desk. I also cut some hair from his tail and kept that. Were you able to do anything like that with Buddy? I’m sure you have lots if pictures of him and him and you….
    Maybe if you haven’t already you can put some in a frame and hang it in a spot where you can define as a little spot to remember him? If you saved his collar you could also hand it on a hook near the pictures. That may help.
    We have two other dogs. They are labs. Yellow and black. My husband saw our black lab, Hemi today from the side and said how much he looked like Rugger for a second. But Rugger was only 53 lbs. Hemi is like 80-85. One day we will get another dog. But like you, I am not ready for that right now. I hope you had a good weekend and when thinking of Buddy you are able to smile at the silly things he did or just remember the joy he is having in Heaven right now with my Rugger! God bless you.

  153. Janice says:

    Bought several books about pets and other animals on what happens when our best friends pass away from this earth. I am reading now, I will see you in Heaven, has a picture of a dog on it. I know I will see Buddy again, God brought us together. The hurt and pain are still there. My kitty know something is different, she goes into the others room and meows, I think she is looking for Buddy. I keep thinking this is all a nightmare and I will wake up and Buddy will be at my side. Then I realize that it is real and Buddy died.. My heart breaks all over again, I don’t know if I can allow myself to get another dog and going through this again. I will get, the time is right, a dog from the animal shelter. I will save a life.

  154. DJ says:

    Probably one of the most difficult things I’ve ever had to consider is what to do about my best friend. I have a little pug named Stewie and for the past 6 months I’ve been treating his diabetes with two shots per day. Recently, due to the onset of blindness, that was almost instantaneous, he has begun to run into things and fall out of bed at night when trying to get a drink of water. He has the trademark bulging pug eyes, so because he can’t see he doesn’t know to close them around bushes and objects in the house, so recently somewhere in the house he has poked his eye or scratched it. He can still open it but he’s very scared of me getting too close to it. Anyway, the insulin stopped his constant urination and massive drinking for awhile, but it’s started again, he has accidents all the time and he’s afraid to go up or down the stairs without my guide. The hardest part about this decision, is that he doesn’t seem to be in pain. He’s eating well, drinking well, taking his green bean and carrot treats. The only thing that leads me to believe he may be uncomfortable physically is that he’s not as excited and jumpy, just sleepy and dumpy. I love my dog so much, he’s been with me through some tough moments and I saved him from a terrible situation. He was my rock after I quit drinking, smoking and ended my marriage. He’s been my copilot in my new life, next to me every day, and the thought of him not being with me is making it nearly impossible for me to type this. It just seems it can only get worse for him and that’s just as hard a thought to bear. I’m afraid to go to the vet and tell them that I think it may be time, I don’t want them to think I’m an awful person. I don’t have the cash to do all the testing and treatments to determine other problems and frankly, I don’t want Stew to endure that. I’m just not sure what to do. He’s laying right next to me in his usual spot, snoring away against my leg, and I’m considering putting him down I feel horrible. He’s a beautiful boy and the best friend I’ve ever had, but I don’t know what to do.

  155. Karen says:

    Thank you. Your so kind. My Rugger is missed and I am so sad at times. I knew he would never be able to walk again. He had lost he use of his hind legs then it went to the front legs. It was a very hard decision to make and I kept him around like that longer then other people would have. I kept thinking he wasn’t ready. I know I wasn’t. I also felt like God wouldn’t forgive me if I made the decision to end his life. It’s not my decision. Well, it ended up being my decision in the end. I kept praying asking God to heal him or take him. For some reason God wanted me to learn something from this situation. Though, I haven’t figured it out as of yet. I do also believe we will see our beloved pets again when we make it to Heaven. I have never heard of the rainbow bridge though. I will have to try and google that. To find that story. Again, thank you for your comment. And I wish you peace in your healing process with your beloved Buddy. God bless you in this sad time.

  156. Janice says:

    I am so sorry about your dog. God gave us our animals because he knew we needed them. I know it hurts, My Buddy was my life, he saved my life and I his, was going to be put down the next day, I knew then this is the dog God wanted me to have. He brought joy and pleasure to me, my best friend. I am trying to figure out how to go on without him, he was my baby, my everything. I had hoped Buddy would go in his sleep, but he didn’t. I think he was holding on for me, but I knew it was his time. He helped me through my depression and mental illness. I got him at the animal shelter here in town.
    It is your decision, he is you baby. It may be time to let him go. be at peace and I believe there is a Heaven for our animals. There is a poem about Rainbow Bridge, the place where you meet up with your animals when we pass away. You will see him again one day. Buddy was good to me and saw me through a lot too. He knew when I needed extra loving. The process of having them put to sleep was very peaceful I held Buddy as the vet gave him the shots. He gave one to make him feel no pain, and then the medicine that made him go to doggy Heaven. I will pray for Rugger and you, Bless you and Rugger.

  157. Janice says:

    I lost my 15 year old Jack Russell two days ago, my heart is broken, feel like it won’t heal. It was the hardest thing to do, but I loved him so much, I didn’t want him to suffer anymore, he was very sick . It is a most difficult decision to make. Talk to your vet and see what they think. Buddy took Prozac for a while. they have other meds that they can use to help calm Jack Russells . I would try different things first,, but it is your call. Make a list of positive and negative things about your dog and go from there. Please talk to your vet, they may have some solutions to the problems. I will pray for you and your dog.

  158. Mel says:

    How lovely,,, cold shivers

  159. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    This poem, written from the perspective of a dog who is saying good-bye to his family, made me cry. I think it’s really important to let yourself grieve your loss when you put your dog to sleep. Don’t avoid the pain and tears — pass through them, so your heart heals and you can love again. For life is love….and life is loss.

    Time To Go

    The time has come I think you know
    the Lord is calling so I must go
    I love you so much; I wish it wasn’t so
    I wish I could stay; I don’t want to go

    You’re the best family a dog ever had
    so kind and gentle, never mean or mad
    I’ll never forget the day that we met
    I was so lucky to become your pet

    You opened your door and showed me your heart
    I’ll never forget you; we’ll never part
    You loved me and cared for me over the years
    you taught me everything and took away my fears

    The Lord is calling now I must go
    but before I go I want you to know
    I know it hurts to lose a friend
    but I’ll be with you even at the end.

    Written by John Quealy

  160. Amy says:

    I can relate to what you are saying. My dog was my husband’s baby, he had her before we even met. He was so claoe to her and I alwqys said he would be a total mess when she passed. Well he “got over it” so much faster and easier than I did. It has been 5 months since she left us, and I still cry for her so often. You are not alone!

  161. Amy says:

    So sorry. I know the pain. It cuts so deep. Just cry as much as you need to. I had to put mine down 5 months ago and still I cry for her often. I call out for her and talk to her. Seems pitiful, but I miss her so much. Just know that you gave your baby a wonderful life and you will meet again at the rainbow bridge.

  162. Amy says:

    Hi Debbie,

    18 is very old even for a small breed. However, you say your baby is still i. Good health and likes to eat. So, what I would do is ask the vet about getting him on an NSAID and pain medication as well as an Rx for cognitive disorder (dementia). It might be worth a try to medicate him to make him more comfortable and less anxious.

  163. Karen says:

    Thank you. It happened today. Been crying non stop. It hurts. He was my baby. 13 years just wasn’t long enough. I did a paw print and cut some hair from his tail. Have his name tag and other tags on his collar. But crying right now because I want to lay with him and he isn’t her to do that with now.

  164. Mel says:

    So I find myself here again from posting last wk the day after I had him put to sleep. Iv cried,,haven’t slept and barely been able to function but had to coz I have 2 young kids so putting on a brave face as they say! But today is a wk he’s been gone and I just had a little cry everyone around me just carrys On my kids have bounced back IT seems my partner doesn’t mention him I just fill down and sad not all the time but not being able to see if he’s okay I guess is why ? god it’s the worse pain I miss him

  165. Debbie says:

    My Jack russel is 18 years old, blind and deaf. He seems to be healthy. We are considering putting him down. He is confused, bumps into walls and we only foud out yesterday after the neighbours came complaining that he doesn’t stop barking the whole day. I think he feels unsecure even when we are at home i have to spend he whole time to keep him quiet. Unfortunately there is no one during the day to look after him although he is with my 2 other jack russels, he still keeps on barking. He doesn’t play anymore or do anything other than eating his meal to show that he still enjoys one can pick him up except for me, he hurts when you pick him up, I am not sure where exactly, but I know just how to pick him up. am i making the right decision? I feel so guilty!!

  166. apple says:

    He’s in pain…nobody would blame you for letting him go…I’m letting mine go very soon as well….crying right now.

  167. Mel says:

    Thank you for your kind words it helps reading that other ppl are going though the same pain and understand how much our fur babies meant to us I’m sorry for your loss

  168. Karen says:

    I adopted my dog from the SPCA. Named him Rugger.(Rug-ger) he’s been my best friend for 13 short years. I had to take him to the vet yesterday because his back legs are going out on him. He falls up steps and that’s not like him at all. When the vet checked him she said his hips felt fine. His back may be a little sore. But nothing terrible. They did an X-ray and saw nothing. They did a full blood panel that came back fine. I spent 300.00 and they have no answers for me. Today I had to carry the dog outside to go potty. He only went one time. He refused to eat anything this evening for the first time. When we took him back out and tried putting a leash around his neck and bottom half so he could walk he just flops over. Lays on his side. I know he won’t ever walk again. He’s getting worse now since he won’t eat. I feel like if I choose to put him to sleep I’m sinning against though shall not kill. I have prayed to either make him better or take him in his sleep. That way I don’t have to make such a hard decision. I know soon he will not be her with our family…especially me any longer. My next question is this…..Would it be horrible if I were to get him stuffed? Then I will be able to see him everyday for the rest of my life. My mom says I’m wrong. Having him skinned as she put it. I’m so confused. I’m so sad. I’m so angry I’m not rush and can’t get the answers as to what this is that’s going on in him. If anyone ever tells me money isn’t everything again….I will SCREAM!!!!! If I had more money I could keep figuring out what the issue is. Possibly fix it and he will be with us longer. So I have all these decisions if he doesn’t just pass on on his own soon. He can’t get up. He just lays there. We roll him over every few hours. We carry him out to go potty even though he hasnt gone but early this morning. I keep trying to get him to eat things like chicken, cheese, ham, canned dog food etc. I read an article that says animals don’t have souls? That confused me. I thought everything breathing thing had a soul. I’m convinced he does and am struggling with the decision to put him down. This has given me no time to prepare. Get answers. I can’t stop thinking. Or crying. I want him to just get up already. Ugh! I love him so much. He’s my dog. My life. He’s been through a lot with me and no matter what he is always there. He forgives me and used to cry and lay by get door when I had to leave. Please help me figure this out. Or just let me know your praying my precious Rugger boy just goes peacefully in s sleep so I don’t have to think about this decision. Thank you to everyone.

  169. Tom says:

    Hi Nosilac,
    I am very moved by your letter. I live with my son, Chris, who has a very old dog “Haley.” Haley is arthritic and mostly sleeps on the couch all day. She has trouble making it up steps and can still walk ok. She enjoys a walk. Chris has high functioning autism and was initially diagnosed with ASD. I’m wondering how your son is doing ?

  170. Janice says:

    I know how you feel Mel, It is the worst hurt loosing your best friend. My Buddy(he is named Buddy, I named him that) Is close to dying, vet said he did not think Buddy was suffering, he had heart, liver and kidney problems, the blood work showed all that. X-ray of heart showed it enlarged . Vet thought the heart problem would make him die, but Buddy hanged on. I know it will be in a day or two. My poor Buddy went deaf and could not let me know when someone was coming. He was my watchdog also. I know it hurts, and hurts bad. You gave her 13 years. She knew you loved and you loved her.I . I still cry for my cats that I have lost years ago. Remember her with great love, all the fun and wonderful times with her. Remember Rainbow Bridge, I will try and get the poem to it and put it on here. It is ok to cry and cry all you want. You just lost someone most important to you. You are in my prayers, I bet you she is making lots of friends in Heaven.
    God Bless you and her.

  171. Janice says:

    I had to take my 15 year old Jack Russell to vet again. He stopped eating and drinking fluids. He had kidney problems, liver problems, and arthritis in back legs. Vet does not feel like he is suffering at this time. I read when they don’t eat, they may be in pain, the vet felt his tummy and nothing seemed enlarged. He had an enlarged heart at well .Buddy saved my life and I saved his, He was to be put down the next day, I couldn’t let that happen. I was looking for a lap dog, but brought Buddy home instead. I named him Buddy. It wiil be 9 years on August 12 that I have had him. I saw my psychiatrist today and talked all about Buddy, he say to get another dog now, I want to give my full attention to Buddy. I suffer from suicidal depression, when I got Buddy I was in bad shape, he brought he out of it at that time. Don’t know what I will do when he is gone forever. He is keeping close to me. Which he always did anyways, but it is different this time. It’s likes he wants to be close by when he dies. I am hoping he will die peacefully in his sleep and I won’t have to have the vet put him to sleep I will have him cremated so he can always be beside me. I had my 18 year old cat put to sleep 3 years ago. It was a hard decision, but she couldn’t stand up anymore, I knew the time had come. Jack Russells can live a long time, I gave him 9 extra years. He is the best dog, always good at the vet.
    My worker was with me today and took us to the vet, she has had to put down 5 animals in the last several year, She knows the drill. I love you Buddy, mama won’t let you suffer. When I see the sign I will take you to Dr. Jon and then you will go to RainbowBridge where I will meet up with you when it comes for me to go. For those of you who don’t know RainBow Bridge, it is the place where you see you departed animals again. You are reunited with them. God loves dogs,, he made them, I bet even Jesus had a dog when growing up. DOG spelled backwards is GOD. That is a God thing for sure. I am praying for all those of you out there that is going through this now. Remember Rainbow Bridge, bless you and you animals.

  172. Nosilac says:

    I just had to make the decision to have my beloved 12.5 year old black labrador put to sleep this morning. Libby was rejected as a Guide Dog for the Blind (too friendly apparently!) and came to us in December 2003 at the age of 14 months. She has given us many wonderful years and has been a great friend to my youngest son (now 17) who as Asperger’s Syndrome.

    She had a major elbow operation for diseased cartilage in 2008 and bounced back. In June 2012 we thought we’d lost her with what turned out to be inflammatory brain disease. She confounded our vets but getting back to full health within 5 months. Her zest for life and enthusiasm never wavered.

    She was a great character and you never quite knew what she would get up to next, but was the most gentle, loving dog we could have hoped for. In the last year she has been struggling with arthritic hips, on top of the the arthritis in her elbow which was inevitable after her elbow operation. Two weeks ago she picked up a dreadful gastric virus and this led to the discovery that she had advanced kidney disease, and could no longer take the anti-inflammatory medication for her arthritis. She was obviously in a lot of pain, and the kidney disease led to her drinking excessively and hence losing control of her bladder and this was making her very distressed.

    After discussion with our vet, who’s been treating Libby with acupuncture for the last year and knows her well, I made the decision to let her go this morning. She’s came into my life 9 months after I lost my mum and 9 months later I lost my Dad. In that time I had my youngest son diagnosed with ASD, and in the last 18 months she’s been my constant companion since my husband left us. I know I can’t have another dog just now, I now work much more than I did when she was younger and my youngest is about about to head off to uni. She’s been the best dog ever, My heart is broken, but reading this page has made me surer of my decision and it’s a comfort to know I’m not alone.

  173. Amy says:

    I womder if you could take her into the vet and just get an opinion and not spend too much. What if the fix is something simple?

  174. Amy says:


    I am sorry about your dog, that is a tough situation to be in!

    I would say your dog is either in pain or suffering from a cognitive disorder.

    Does she seem like she is feeling pain in her legs, teeth, or spine?

    Does he “get lost” in familiar places? Such as trying to go outside at the wrong door or cannot find her way out of the kitchen?

  175. Nikki says:

    I am having a hard time trying to decide whether or not it is time to put my dog to sleep. She is a Shih-poo mix, approximately 10 years old. I read they can live 12- 15 yrs though. I don’t have to money for her to see a vet right now. She has lived with us for about four years after her previous family was unable to care for her any more.. She came with fleas and dental problems. In the past couple months she has just changed. She is going #1 and #2 all over the house which isn’t usual, is no longer greeting us at the door. She is normally very friendly and greets us and jumps on us and sleeps with the kids. Now I never know where she is, she is usually hiding under the bed and when the kids try to pet her she bites them. Even when I try to pet her, and I am her favorite! Like I said, I cant afford to take her to the vet so I am not sure if there is anything medically wrong but cleaning up pee and poo all day I s starting to get exhausting and also worrying about her biting the kids. She is still eating, but not as much. Any advice?

  176. Amy says:

    Some people do not understand that dogs are almost closer. To our hearts than our kids because they do not “grow up and leave home”. They always stay very dependent on us and only grow old…which means they go back to being even more delendent on us humans. We care for them from start to finish, and our relationship with them is intimate–we feed them, help them potty, and cuddle with them in bed. Everyone I have talked to a out the loss of my beloved dog felt the same way a out their dog. It is a universal hurt when we lose them. Cry all you need to, just let it out. And know that you are not alone when you feel sad or guilty. But also know that you will see your baby again one day, and it will be wonderful.

  177. Mel says:

    Thank you Amy for your kind words some ppl are like its a dog and you will get over it all I can say is they must of never loved or been loved by a treasured pet the wave of emotions you feel and go though is crazy Iv cried so much in these last few days my face is literally sore and now I just feel guilty but it’s nice to talk about him and remember he’s funny ways Iv only just today managed to clean the garden up of hes little poos as made as that sounds it was like removing the very last of him from this house feels like a betrayal mental I know… But I love him so much and he will always be in my heart

  178. Amy says:

    Hi Mel,

    You are not alone. It hurts so deeply when they are gone. It is the hardest thing. I’m so sorry for your loss. Mine went to heaven right before Thanksgiving. It will be very hard for weeks. It took me a solid month before I could make it through an entire day without crying.
    Again, I am sorry!

  179. Mel says:

    I had my 13 year old Lakeland terrier put to sleep yesterday hes kidneys were failuing and he fought on for 6 wks but made the hardest decision to end he’s s pain. Our vet said she didn’t think he would make it over the Easter wk end my heart broke right there All I can say is I’m in pain now my heart really hurts its a pain I can’t even discribe I feel lost i just miss him I miss he’s snoring he’s click clack of he’s nails on the floor. the jangling of he’s collar when he walked about and being able to hoover without him trying to kill it will take sometime to get use too… It’s true what they say a house ain’t a home without a dog I have cats that I love dearly but they don’t fill this house like he did…

  180. Sylvie says:

    Hi Misa,

    Have you been to the vet to fix his leg? What does he/she say? It is a really hard decision which I have had to make 3 times in the last 2 years.

    Good luck and know that loving your dog is also loving it enough to let it go to a place where he will be pain free.

  181. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Dear Misa,

    I think Amy gave you some really good advice. It does sound like your little dog is in pain, especially since he’s limping and not eating.

    May you find courage and strength to do what’s best for your chihuahua. Loving our dogs until the very end is a huge sacrifice and it causes us so much pain…but we need to accept responsibility and let them go when they are suffering. I pray that you find the courage you need to take care of your dog by taking him to the veterinarian. Maybe he only needs medications, maybe he needs something else. Whatever your dog needs, I pray that you are able to give it to him quickly so he doesn’t suffer any more. I pray for wisdom, guidance, and healing for you. Amen.

    Let us know what the vet says about your dog.


  182. Amy says:

    I am so sorry!! It is so hard to lose a dog! It is so unfair isn’t it? You are going through the natural phases of grief. Anger is a normal emotion when we lose a dear loved one.

    Take comfort in knowing that your dog is no longer suffering.

    Please take extra good care of yourself during this time. Cry when you need to.

    When the time is right, rescue another dog that needs your love. That is the best thing you can do to honor the memory of your sweet baby.

    I am so sorry you are hurting, but I do know the feeling too well.

    It will get better with time, I promise!

  183. Amy says:


    Waht does your vet say about this development?

    It sounds like your dog is in pain. Is you dog on pain meds or anti-inflammatories?


  184. Misa says:

    Hello everyone I am here for some advise. I have a 15yr old male chihuahua he has a torn ligament in his back leg so if he walks a lot he begins to hop. Lately he has been having a lot of accidents in the house and his appetite to his food is slim to none. I have tried different foods and nothing seems to help. I can tell he is losing weight. When I get him up in the morning from my bed to let him out he cries when I lift him but then is fine to walk and climb steps. he is very very attached to me as I am to him. I am not sure weather or not it is time to put him down. Please help

  185. patricia stoner says:

    we lost our dog angel to a immune disorder she was a shepherd collie mix she was so smart & sweet.she had a hard beginning in life. she was left alone in a trailer with no air or heat.she neaver saw a vet and had puppies by herself. when I got her we took her to the vet and had her spaded our vet loved her and when she got sick we all did everything to save her. I am so angry she died and did not make it. when other dog have I pray god will help me to accecpt this we had her for 4 yrs.

  186. Alex says:

    Hi everyone

    Really feel supported in reading all your comments, although my situation is slightly different. I just euthanised my beautiful staffy cross ally two weeks ago today. She was eight years old. She attacked and nearly killed a neighbours dog (unprovoked) before turning on another of my dogs who just happened to be nearby. It was like a switch just flipped in her head, no behaviour like that ever before! I had to make the horrible decision based on the safety of my other dogs and my 18 month old son. Rehoming was not an option as a very anxious dog who would not have coped with a prolonged stay in a kennel environment – and all of the rescues local to me are at saturation point. I felt like it was the only decision that was safe for us and fair to her. But it hurts so much. I got her ashes back just yesterday. I’m a vet nurse myself and never in a million years thought id be making that decision. She came all the way here from Australia with me and was the silliest, sweetest dog I know. RIP little girl xx

  187. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Dear Molly,

    Thank you for being here. I understand how difficult it is to actually go to the veterinarian, even if the signs it’s time to put a dog to sleep are clear. It’s heart-breaking, and many dog owners never fully recover from their dog’s death. It’s painful.

    But, part of loving our dogs is letting them go. We need to let them rest in peace – and we need to put our grief and pain aside, so we can love our dogs the way they need to be loved, all the way to the end. My heart breaks for all of us who have to make the decision to put a dog to sleep.

    Gently tell your mum that it is time. She knows it’s time — she just doesn’t want to be the one to do it. You need to be strong, and you need to take care of both your mum and your dog right now. Call the veterinarian, make an appointment, and know that you are doing the most loving thing you could ever do for your beloved Jack Russell.

    Let us know how it goes. I’ll keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

    In sympathy,

  188. Molly says:

    I have a 15 year old Jack Russell (16 in May). For about the past year she has had problems with her hip and when she first got them we took her to the vet who gave her shots for it, but it just seemed to make it worse. She can still walk but she does so quite stiffly. She is very skinny, but she still eats and drinks. Some days she is full of life, but other days she spends the whole time sleeping. I’ve suggested to mum we take her to the vet and she agrees but just hasn’t done it yet. We aren’t in a financial position for any treatment so I think she is procrastinating taking her as it’ll probably be bad news. She sometimes wets herself and poops without realising. You kinda get used to get skint appearance, but my aunt called around today and started tearing up when she saw her and saying it was cruel, which made me realise just how thin she is (she nearly looks like those pics of starved dogs you see on the internet), even though she still eats. If it were up to me I would have taken her to the vet awhile ago, but my mum loves her too much to say goodbye. Not sure if I should say something to mum or exactly what I should do.

  189. Marci says:


    Thank you for your kind and comforting words. Your message really did help me feel better about losing my sweet dog. Thanks again and take care,


  190. Laurie says:

    Dear Marci,

    I’m so sorry for your loss. Thank you for being here, and for sharing the last moments of your dog’s life with us. It sounds like it was bittersweet, a mixture of a meaningful good-bye and deep pain, and your beloved dog spent his life being loved by you. He loves you deeply, and he knows how much you love him.

    Know that he is resting in peace and comfort, and he isn’t struggling with pain or confusion. He knows that you took care of him until the last breath, and that it was a huge sacrifice to let him go. He knows you did everything you could to prolong his life, and that it was for his own comfort that you decided to say good-bye. He devoted his life to you, and he knows that you were fully devoted to him. May you remember him with peace and joy, serenity and the knowledge that his spirit will always be with you.

    In sympathy,

  191. Sylvie says:

    Hi Beth,
    I am so sorry about the problems you are experiencing with your dog. I do not agree about putting your dog to sleep because of his aggression. There are behaviourists who specializes in aggression. You can contact a non-kill shelter who will rehabilitate him if you give him up instead of putting him down.
    Best of luck!

  192. Beth says:

    Hi – we have a 2 1/2 beagle/lab. He is a good dog most of the time but we have been having a rough couple of months. We got kicked out of dog training school for being aggresive. Not he isstaring to growl at me. He not in any pain. Then we noticed he has been drinking a lot also. Called the vet and she came and seen him. Since he getting very aggressive she suggest to put him down. We have tried everything. He is not also starting to chase cars and neighbors kids. They not run by our house cause they are scared. I don’t know what else to do.

  193. Amy says:


    I am so so sorry. I cried when I read your post. I am still crying. My chocolate lab was in a similar same situation 3 months ago. On her last day, we grilled here a steak, took her for one last walk, and then took her for an ice cream cone on the way to the vet. It is the hardest thing I have ever experienced, and I still cry for her almost every day.

    There is nothing I can say to make it feel better. All you can do is know that you will see your baby again one day.

    Today would have been my Cocoa’s 15th birthday. I miss her so deeply. I know your pain. I am so sorry.

  194. Amy says:

    I borrowed this from someome else, but it fits so well, and did give me some peace…
    The hardest decision, yet the easiest decision is to let the one you love, go peacefully in your arms. They spend their whole lives devoted to you and showing their profound love to you. You transfer their suffering onto yourself when you let them go and that is a final gift to them. Our heart is broken, but they are at peace. A dog doesn’t leave a last will and testament, but if they did, I believe that they would ask us, when the time was right of course, to open our hearts and home to another dog that needs love. To let a lonely, sad dog enjoy the warmth, love and caring that you can provide. No, your fur-baby will never be replaced, but what an amazing tribute to them when you can, in their memory, love another.

  195. Sylvie says:

    Hi Marcie,
    I am so sorry for the loss of your precious Harley. Just know that you did the best you could for him and he is in a better place.
    Take care

  196. Marci says:

    I’m so sorry you are going through this. It sounds like you and Harley were lucky to have found each other. I hope you both find peace soon. Take care.

  197. Marci says:

    Well, much has happened in the two days since I first posted. My dog, Cooper, took a dramatic downhill turn with trouble breathing and even more trouble walking. When we changed his bandage that night we could see his leg bone – the cancer had eaten away almost all of the muscle and tissue and left horrible dead tissue with an even worse smell. This cancer advanced so fast it was shocking. We spoke to another vet who said there was really nothing else to be done and if his leg looked as we described he was probably in severe pain. We decided we could not make him suffer, so we cooked him a steak and gave him some of all his favorite things to eat. Family and friends spent time with him, and I spent a lot of time with him. He got lots of hugs and kisses. Yesterday was a warm and sunny day for a change and he wandered around our yard until he had to lie down. We took him to the shelter where we got him 12 years ago – since he associates the vet’s office with stress and pain – and he wandered around the grounds with all the interesting smells and enjoyed the sunshine and had a last dog treat. He was enjoying himself and seemed happy, and then we had him put to sleep. I thought I would feel more relieved since I was so worried that he was suffering, but I was just incredibly sad. Many tears have been shed since then, but I still believe we did the right thing. He was too good to us for us to be anything but kind to him. I will miss him for the rest of my life. R.I.P. Cooper and thanks to all of you.

  198. Cheril says:

    I stumbled onto this page and I guess after reading everything I now must make that decision as tears roll down my face….
    I have a 17 yr old yorkie named Harley. He had such a rough start in life I never imagined getting to this stage, his mother died at birth so another mom nursed him, then his soft spot wasn’t closing and she thought she would have to put him down before I even had him, but we did he only weighed 1 pound and was so tiny & full of energy. Then my husband had him outside and turned his back for a second just as a Huskey got him by his butt took him out in the parking lot and shook him 3 times my husband luckily kicked that dog and he dropped him. We rushed him to the ER vet and found out his hip & pelvis was broken. I took him to a surgeon to find out he was too small to do anything, so I took him home and kept him in a clothes basket for a few days. He wouldn’t eat just yelp when he moved, I even took him to work with me. Finally I couldn’t take it anymore and called the vet about putting him down, well we believe he heard me because one of my co workers had some cake and put it on get finger which he licked right up, it was uphill from there on.
    He went everywhere with me, my mom was in Ok and we went there a lot, of course she spoiled him so he adored her. She passed 3 yrs ago…he use to have to be by my side all the time, on the sofa, in bed everywhere I was he was. Then 2 yrs ago I had to have all of his teeth pulled because they were awful…I don’t think he has ever been the same since. He stopped sleeping with me, and here lately sleeps all the time in his bed.
    I have wrestled for weeks on this, now he has a sore of some kind on his face that when he scratches it he yelps like crazy, I pick him up and his little heart is just racing….I know I am a terrible Mom now that I write it down, but that decision is do awful to make that I just wanted him to go in his sleep….sometimes when he looks at me(probably can’t see me though) I think he’s telling me it’s time….sometimes he eats but most of the time not, he drinks water, & he pees a lot….my heart is truly aching over this I never wanted to have to make it again, I had to put my cat of 12 yrs down 10 yrs ago, I swore. he would have to suffer before I did that, I know that is truly unfair to the smallest little guy that has the biggest part of my heart.
    So I thank you all here for reading this and expressing your pain in helping me do the right thing for him. I know he will find my Mom and they can love on each other until I get there…I’m not to sure about the hole that’s going to be left but life will go on….I will sing”You are my Sunshine” with him in my arms until his heart no longer beats…good bye to my Harley……

  199. Marci says:

    I’m sorry your dog is having so many problems. Isn’t there an inexpensive medicine that can help with his stomach issues? I don’t know what the vets want to do that you can’t afford, but there are many groups that will help with vet care. But if you are like us, we aren’t poor but really can’t afford $5000 – $10000 for cancer treatment for our dog – even if we had wanted him to go through chemo. However, I don’t know your situation so I will suggest you search for some of these groups. The humane society had a large list as a place to start.
    Again, I’m so sorry. I had a sheltie with bad skin allergies and it was a miserable and expensive experience. He had a series of cortisone shots which the vet warned would shorten his life, which it did – but we didn’t have to put him to sleep and he had a good quality of life for most of his 12 years. I hope things work out for you and your dog.

  200. Marci says:

    Thank you both for your kind words and advice. I would love to give the vet a piece of my mind, but I have several other pets and need to have the clinic available until I can find someone new. Which I think I need to do. Thanks again.

  201. Sylvie Taher says:

    Hi Kristen,
    I would try feeding him raw meat with vegetables or a holistic dog food. Sometimes all of these allergies are sometime due to all the junk in kibbles. Here is a link on dogs with allergies.
    If you feel you cannot take care of him anymore there are associations/shelters that have a no kill policy where you could give him up instead of putting him down. But that could be just as hard.
    If you adopted your dog from a breeder, you can ask them for help too.
    I have a 17 month old long-haired GSD and I could not imagine having to put her down if she was sick or give her away.
    My thoughts are with you and I hope you find peace soon with whatever decision you make.

  202. Sylvie Taher says:

    Hi Marci,
    I agree with Amy, I don’t think it is his time yet, as for your vet, get another one, or tell him you are not ready to put your dog to sleep and you want his help…that’s what you pay him for!!
    Good luck, my thoughts are with you !

  203. Marci says:

    The vet has pretty much given up on him and made me feel like the next time I felt he needed medical attention I should just have him put down. This makes me feel like I can’t ask questions about his pain level or get any other help with him.

  204. Amy says:

    Hi Marci,

    To me, it doesn’t seem like time quite yet, but of course I cannot know like you can. But I think your dog does sound like it is still enjoying life enough now that it might not be time just yet.
    What does your vet say?

  205. Kirsten says:

    I have a white German shepherd, he will be 2 years old in april. His whole life hes been the most unhappy yet happy dog ever. His first year he had major growing pains in his legs and kept losing his fur and crying a lot so we took him to the vet only to find out hes allergic to grass, weeds, dust mites and green mites. Since hes been off his medicine to clear up his allergic reactions and ear medicine he was constipated and now has the runs. Hes been miserable for a month now and it breaks my heart. I feel like theres more we can do but we cant afford all the stuff they want us to do to help with the allergies. What would you all suggest doing? I feel like hes to young to be out down but at the same time hes not happy right now. He still acts like a playful happy puppy until hes in pain.

  206. Marci says:

    Hi, I have a 12 year old lab/border collie mix. He is a sweet dog and the “protector” of our family. He is currently experiencing cancer on his front leg. We had the tumor removed twice in the past year and after the last surgery, in mid-December, it grew back within a month with a vengeance. His leg is currently bandaged, but when the bandage is changed is it clear that the tumor is growing like crazy and oozing blood and other fluid. It is also prone to infection. He is not as perky as he once was as he doesn’t wander around as much as he used to, but he still goes to the door to greet people, he still goes outside every time I go and tells me if he needs to go out. His appetite is great and he is drinking plenty of water. He barks at the mail and UPS deliveries. He occasionally even still plays – runs in the new snow or writhes around on his back and barks at the other dogs over toys. We wags his tail often and still begs for dog treats and occasionally tries to get our dinner off the stove. We will still go for a short walk. Are these moments of happiness worth the hours he lies on the floor or dog be and stares at me with a sad look? Just when I think I know he is suffering or unhappy he rallies. He is on some medicines – pain killers, antibiotics, prednisone, etc. We all love this dog like crazy and there is some dispute within the family about whether it is time or not. Any input from you who know what it is like would be appreciated. Thanks.

  207. Robin says:

    After reading all the comments it tears me apart how helpless people really are when it comes to the health of your pets. I have never lost anybody close to me but I feel very soon I will, my douge De bordeaux has just been diagnosed with severe heart dicease and it breaks my heart to see my dog who was once so strong, full of life bubbly now so fragile and depressed. The hardest bit is the memorys and wishing you had made more time with them when they were jolly and well.
    I can’t even begin to imagine the day that I have to put him to sleep because I feel at 4 years of age I did not expect him to go so soon, he became more than just a pet he feels like he’s my son as silly as it may sound, I raised him, trained him, showed him life , went through the bad times aswell as the good and to picture him not there breaks my heart, maybe a tattoo of him will comfort me in a small way , I still do not know how I will cope when he’s gone because somewhere along the line when I went to see this small puppy who blessed me with 4 years of his life became my everything

  208. Sylvie says:

    Hi Will,

    Keeko, my American Eskimo was burned badly on her back with what the vet believes to be bacon grease prior to my adopting her 5 years ago. So on top of having problems with her back legs, being blind and death, and chronic gingivitis, she still goes on happy to eat and see us.

    I know what you are going through, and when it is time you will know.

    Good luck

  209. Will says:

    Reading some of the comments on here has been really heart breaking. I have a five year old female jack russell. She has had a really bad life, burnt on her head which scarred badly, bladder stones which needed an operation. Then she has had a further two operations a spay and also something was wrong with her intestines. Unfortunately, after all of this, she now has Lymphoma. It has truly been one of the most heart breaking experiences of my life. It took them 6 weeks to diagnose and then to hear the words almost crippled me on the spot. She has been on a Steroid drug now for nearly a week and has a little more energy than before but she is not herself. I keep reading up on how to make the decision to have her put to sleep but i don’t know how to do it i just cannot imagine doing that to her. I know its an act of love etc but i feel like i am betraying her. I don’t know what i am going to do because i love this animal so very much i cannot stand to see her suffer.

  210. Laurie says:

    Dear Laurie,

    I encourage you to listen to your veterinarians advice about your sweet little Bruiser. When our dogs are our world – which your Yorkie is to you – we tend to let our unwillingness to say good-bye overshadow our perspective. We let our dogs live in pain instead of making the ultimate sacrifice, the final act of love and care.

    Are you keeping Bruiser alive for his sake, or yours?

    My prayers are with you as you make this decision. It’s terribly sad – heartbreaking – but it is an important way to take care of your dog. You will be crushed with grief, but you will know that you didn’t let your poor little dog suffer longer than he had to. You will mourn your terrible loss, and your heart will eventually heal. You will know that Bruiser is resting in peace, and getting all the treats he loves in his doggy heaven.

    In sympathy,

  211. Amy says:

    Totally understand, and am glad you have peace with your decision, either way.

    God Bless.

  212. Sylvie Taher says:

    Hi ladies,

    Thank you so much for all of your kind words. I have been questioning myself a lot about putting my beautiful Keeko to sleep and I have decided to wait a little while longer. She has not soiled herself in a few days and she is moving around well enough.

    I had to put my other rescue Chow mix who was 15 in November 2013 and I did not have so much doubt as I do with her. I just knew it was her time.

    I had to put my 12 year Himalayan cat to sleep a few months ago after he had had a stroke. In his case the decision was made for me. He had lost feeling in his hind legs and one of his front legs. I still see him take his last breath and the thought of doing this to Keeko is just too much.

    Thank you again!

  213. Christina says:

    Hi all,
    I myself am reading these stories and comments to find comfort for myself in the past few days. Last night I had to put my baby girl to sleep. She was a 16 yr old golden retriever, and up until 2 days ago she was a relitively happy/healthy girl. Until we woke up to her one morning unable to walk with her back legs. She digressed quickly through the day. Although she was alert..she was also partially blind, Un able to control bowel movements, and immobile. It all happened so fast. She was still understanding to what was going on but i could see her pain… It took a lot to admit it was time, but it I took comfort in believing there was more for her beyond this pain in her life, and she could pass on and be free. I was lucky to have such a helpful vet, and vet techs. They were comforting, supportive, and informative. I was able to lay next to my girl, tell her I love her, and watch her fall asleep peacefully. It has been one of the hardest experiences of my life, but it was gratifying in the sense that now my girl is at peace. She was my first and only pet, I got her when I was 10 years old( I’m now 26) and I feel like I lost a sibling, but my advice is to be there, say you love them, and remember every minute. enjoy every minute of every hug or kiss; because I havent forgotten them. I remember the first kiss I gave and the last. Every one in between is just as special too. I don’t write this to be sad, or make you sad. It was just my experience.
    What ever you have going on with your pets, the best advice I got was, ‘ you know when you know’ if the thought of ‘it’s time’ passes through.. then it’s a true possibkility because there had to be something causing you to think that. Go with you’re instincts, and if your baby isn’t really smiling.. Not just cause they are looking at you…but smiling all the time.. Then it’s time. And know it will all be alright. Remember them, love them forever, and it will be okay.

  214. Laurie says:

    I have a yorkie named Bruiser, he’s my world. About 6 years ago he had hip surgery on his left side, addition to knee surgery a year or so later. A few months ago, we came home and Bruiser couldn’t put his right rear leg down. I took him to the Vet they did blood work, x-ray etc.. to be told he would not be a candidate for surgery that his also in heart failure. I asked her what should I do he cant put weight on his leg. The vet stated if it was her she’d put him down. I left with Bruiser confused because he still seems happy, as the months have gone on, he just will urinate anyplace ( this is not him) I carry him up the stairs most always, he will on occasion but its rare come up, going down seems ok most the time. I struggle because he still gets excited for his treat. how can I tell if he’s in pain, according to the vet she said he his . It’s such a hard thing trying to make a decision like this. Any advice would be appreciated.

    Thank you,

  215. Amy says:


    My heart hurts for you. I know the pain. I know the doubt. I know the guilt. I am so sorry.

    I too was faced with this very gut wrenching decision 3 months ago…my 15 yr old lab.

    I cried so much too leading up to it. I cried for weeks afterward. It got better after a month, but to this day I still cry for her.

    It is so hard. Dogs are one of the most amazing gifts God gave hard to say goodbye to them, it’s just not fair.

    I’m so sorry. Tears!

  216. Laurie says:

    Dear Sylvie,

    My prayers are with you as you decide if it’s time to put your dog to sleep. It’s a huge and hard decision, especially when your spouse or kids don’t agree. My friend put her dog to sleep, and her husband and adult children did not think it was time. But my friend knew it was time because she was with their dog all day long, and she could see how difficult life was for him. Her family is still unhappy with her decision….but she had to do what she felt was right.

    May your husband see how difficult this is for you and your dog. May he support your decision — and most importantly, may he learn how to process his grief so he can do what’s best for your dog. It’s possible that his pain and grief is what’s holding him back from letting her go.

    May you say good-bye to your dog with peace, and may you know that euthanasia is often the final act of love we give our dogs. It’s a huge sacrifice for us, but blessed resting in peace for them.

    In sympathy,

  217. Linda says:

    I understand exactly what you are saying, I am sitting here reading all these and its so sad. We love our pets so much, we want them to be with us forever. We want to do whatever it takes to achieve that. I have an appt. to put my 9 yr old rotweiller down due to lymphoma cancer. He isnt’ suffering yet but not eating, and other symptoms. I question am I doing the right thing? Is there anything else I could do to get just one more day with my beloved friend. I am doing this because he is my beloved friend and I don’t want him to suffer. I cry constantly, I question myself constantly will I have the strength to follow through with my decision on Friday. I am having doctor come to my home where he can be with familiar things and his other two pals, Harley and nana (Dogs) they all grew up together. Not quite sure they realize what is happening other than their mommy is crying a lot. So everyone who is reading this please say a prayer for my and my DOJA who will be loved and missed till the end of time. I know how everyone feels that is on this site, god bless you all.

  218. laura says:


    Just read your situation and my friend was in the same situation not long ago her dog had the same problems as your dog is experiencing and her husband didn’t want to put him down.
    They came to a decision to go a head with it in the end.
    In your situation (and would have said the same to my friend) I would agree you are doing the right thing…. beacuase she is just like a human and plays a huge part of your family. But would you leave your family laying in wee and poo until your come home. Your lovely dog may look happy but is she inside? Does she seem in pain? She can’t see, bless her. If you think she is in pain or suffering, don’t let her my lovely, let her go in peace and comfort before it gets much worse and hurts you even more. (Hope this helps a little)
    Same as the lady above what does your vet say?
    Take care. Laura.

  219. laura says:

    Thank you for your kind reply.
    I have felt a bit better over the weekend. Feeling better about the decision made but I can’t help feeling we could have done more and could the vets have done more to really define the illness. Everything seemed to move so quick in a space of 12hours yet definment and answers were so slow and still not underlined. By thinking too much of the situation I guess is torturing myself. I can’t help but feel guilty.

  220. Amy says:

    Hi Sylvie,

    What you are describing sound just like what I experienced with my labrador, however, she was nearly 15 when she showed these symptoms. She was also very happy to eat and to see us, so that is also the reason why I had a very hard time deciding to put her down.

    My dog’s condition was brought on 2 years prior from a spinal injury, after which she was paritally paralyzed for 3 days. We rehabed her back with cold laser therapy, strong anti-inflammatories, and muscle relaxants. She bounced back strong for a good year before we she declined again, and when she did, it was severe. She was just like your dog, went deaf, couldn’t get up without assistance, and started to poo and pee in her bed almost daily.

    My question is, what does your vet say?

  221. Sylvie Taher says:

    Hi, I have an American Eskimo that I rescued 5 years ago. She was supposed to be 5 but my vet thought she was closer to 7. She has aged a lot since the last year and she is no longer able to get up from the ground by herself. She has no responses in her back legs. We are not sure why. She is now blind and deaf and has been soiling herself almost daily. We get up in the morning and she is lying in her pee.She can no longer go for walks as she limps and looks in pain. She cannot see where she is going and I need to put my hand in front of her for her to smell me to know where to go. She sometimes looks like she is lost in the house.

    I made an appointment to put her to sleep on Thursday, March 5th, but my husband does not agree as he says she still eats and is happy to see us when we get home.

    What do you think?

  222. Laurie says:

    Dear Laura,

    That’s so terrible and sad, that your poor puppy got sick so young in her life. And to see her in pain like that, I can’t even imagine how horrible it was. I’m so sorry that you had to experience this – and with your first pet.

    My prayers are with you, as you deal with the grief and shock. I hope you will be able to adopt another pet one day — because your experience was very unusual! Most of the time, we bring our dogs home and get to love them for years and years.

    May you find comfort and peace as you adjust to life without your little dog.

    In sympathy,

  223. Laura says:

    We had our west highland terrier for just over 6weeks and was 4months old. In two days she changed hugely.
    First day, heavy drooling, tongue out, walking slow, we thought maybe she is having a sad day. Next day in the am very lively, come lunch time shes dropped again drooling, slow walking tongue out. Took to vets who gave an injection to stop drooling said see how we get on, 3hrs later it started all oveer again, took her back, done blood tests, all clear, normal temp.etc….they then look into it more abd was 99% sure she had a form of meninjitous, injected her with steriod and said see how she goes, got home around 7pm, all ok. 10-2am her whole tongue was our server drooling, couldnt breath and ger face had sunk back, crying it was herrendous! We took to emergency vets, who said she agreed with last vet and said she now cant move herneck, it just stayed down. They said they could do further tests which would cost around 1800. But spending this meant we would get that answer but no treatment could help her. At this point the destress she was in we could not bring her home to think about it!! We made the decision there. We then sadly let her go but at the end i said uts all, love yoy, kisses, her little nose just lifted as i went to kiss her. I cant help to think could we have done more. Dud i do the wrong thing. I feel extremely sad and sick. This was out first ever pet. :-(


  224. Amy says:


    So sorry about Rosie. I had a lab the same age, 14 (almost 15) that we put down in Nkvember right before Thanksgiving. Hardest thing EVER. I still cry for her…was laying in bed last night and just started crying because I miss her so much and am sad that we had to put her down.

    How did Tuesday go? How are you feeling today?


  225. Mercedes says:

    Oh Claire I’m so sorry…. I know how much it hurts to watch your poor pet just go downhill. I had a 10 year old Boston Terrier that presented seizures last February that were controlled with bromides for about 9 – 10 months… then they came back with a vengeance in October and our vet confirmed brain tumor. It was so hard to make the decision to let her go… but on November 14th I held her, and loved her, and helped he go. It still makes me teary eyed typing it. I love her. I miss her. But I have no doubt that what I did was right by her. With the brain tumor, it won’t get better. Like you, I ended up on this page hoping for an answer tona question that deep down…. I already knew. Big hugs and warm energy being sent your way….

  226. Tracie says:

    My dog Rosie was diagnosed with a slow growing cancer on February 2. She was doing good for the first 3 weeks with the pain medicine they put her on and then this past weekend she went down hill. She was having labored breathing on Sunday. Took her in Monday they said it was time to let her go. They said take her home spoil,love her, and spend the Monday with her and bring her in Tuesday at 4:30 to put her down. I know it’s time cause she gives me that stare in my eyes. Hope you know what I’m talking about. I have to do this for her so she does not suffer anymore. I made her a big ribeye steak dinner last night and today she ate it all last night,but did not eat it all today. She makes a gurgling sound when she eats or drinks not sure what that may be. They say maybe the cancer got in her lungs. She is an afghan hound, and she is 14 years old almost 15.

  227. Laurie says:

    Dear Claire,

    Thank you for sharing here. It sounds like poor Leo isn’t happy. He’s uncomfortable, likely in pain, and not enjoying his life anymore. I believe that putting your dog to sleep is a final act of love, compassion, and mercy for him.

    Saying good-bye to Leo will be a huge sacrifice and loss for you, but I believe it is the only way to show your love. He is suffering, and he needs to rest in peace.

    That’s just my opinion, though — your veterinarian may have other suggestions, after seeing Leo in person! I wish you all the best when you take your beloved dog to the vet.


  228. Claire says:

    Hi I am kinda in the same situation as you. I have a collie cross who is about 14 years old. Leo has always been a very happy dog, but in Dec he started having seizures. My vet said that the most likely cause is a brain tumor. Since dec he has gone downhill quite quickly. He also has arthritis and standing up is now very difficult for him. He is so depressed looking he makes me cry. He has started having seizures much more frequently . He pees and poos in the house every night. He growls at us when we try to encourage him to go outside and just wants to lie in his bed most of the time. When he does stand up he paces in circles and very rarely wags his tail when we interact with him. Today he stood and stared at a wall for a while and got stuck trying to move past a table I had moved from his usual spot. I had to move the table as he was just trying to walk right through it. I have an appointment tomorrow with the vet and am seriously considering putting him to sleep. I have hardly slept for a week because I am so stressed out about it. I can see he still has a bit of life in him and thats why I am wondering if its too early? but then I think, Leo is NOT going to get better. He is going to get WORSE. I can’t bare the thought of him getting worse. I don’t want to watch him suffer or be in constant pain. Please someone help me know if I am making the right decision in getting him put to sleep.

    Thanks in advance x

  229. M says:

    Please don’t let your sweet dog suffer another day. I want to be gentle in my reply but you have to ask yourself what the poor baby’s quality of life is. I’m sure you give all the love required but it is definitely time.

  230. Amy says:

    Oh gosh, this sounds so much like my lab who would have been 15 next month. We did put her down because she just seemed like she was not happy anymore, along with all the things you stated about your dog. It was such a hard decision. We put her down the week of Thanksgiving, and some days I regret it, some days I feel it was the right thing. Such a difficult decision!! I feel for you. It has been over 2 months, but I cried so much today for her. I wish you peace with whatever you decide to do…either way, it will be sad.

  231. linda says:

    my Alsatian x collie dog is 15 in april and has really bad arthritis in back legs, hes going blind and deaf and has horners syndrome has lost his bark. hes also going bit senile and has strange episodes where he will stand under table staring at nothing. he struggles to get up most days now and doesn’t like going out.he goes into garden for a wee but poos in house all the time.i love him to bits and cant let go am I being selfish? is it time to?

  232. Sig says:

    Savannah, So sad. If this were happening to a friend of yours, you were outside looking in, what would you say? How would you feel? When you are in the thick of it,(and could be you are extra emotional being pregnant,) and its your first, second or even third time around, with having to put a good dog down, its so very hard to be rational. I’m having do do it any day now with my 16 year young cattle dog /german shepherd who has never left my side. But for a killer tumor in her mouth, she is , was, perfectly healthy which makes me feel like a killer. I’m talking to a pet psychic tomorrow to see my dog’s side of things and hopefully release some of my overwhelmng fear. My higher enlightened self knows better about Life and Death, but I need assistance right now .Listen, what I really think, is that because you’re giving birth in the future, its best to take the steps you need to, and to try to heal from the grief, so as not to have your baby pick up on your raw sorrow.Try to resolve, be resolute, and most of all be kind to yourself . If you get another pet, I would not return to that vet. so sorry. Blessings.

  233. Amy says:

    Oh my goodness Savannah, I am so sorry that your poor Louie is suffering and that you are faced with this heartache. I will be honest with you…if it were my dog I would most likely help Louie out of his misery. You have tried what you can, and he is not getting better–I am afraid he will only get worse. Poor Louie is trapped in a sick body, and life is not fun for him anymore. In fact life is probably pretty much miserable for him most days.

    I think if Louie were able to talk to you, he would say please let me go in peace.

    I am so sorry!

  234. Susan says:

    Savannah, I’m so sorry. I truly understand! Please read about what I wrote in below comments. Sounds to me that another vet’s opinion may be needed. If your dog is having that many problems over such a long time and things aren’t better, and then the vet wants to do more treatments?? Doesn’t sound right. As much as we love our pets and don’t want to be without them, there comes a time when we must do what’s best for them AND us. You certainly don’t need this stress while being pregnant. What I did was try to put myself in their place. Would I want to live that way? It’s ok to put them down when their quality of life has diminished so badly. It’s also ok to feel badly, sadly, and to mourn. Don’t feel guilty. When you have those thoughts just replace them with a fond memory. It was one of the hardest decisions I ever had to make, but it was the right one. I will pray for you. Try to now concentrate on the new baby and yourself!

  235. Michelle says:

    Savannah I sympathize with you! I recently went through the same type of circumstance…..making the decision. After what I dealt with for my sweet 14 year old cocker spaniel Rylie, and what she went through, it truly comes down to making the decision based on your pet only. At 14 Rylie had arthritis which Pred kept under control. She ate, drank, went outside…..the normal things you think would keep you from putting a dog down. Unfortunately, she had a tumor in her ear canal and developed a chronic ear infection that became worse over time. It turned into pseudomonas and it’s resistant to most meds. After expensive injections, it cleared then came back. It was now resistant to that. We came to a wall, either do surgery which would remove her canal or just continue cleaning and try to keep her comfortable. She never showed pain and the vet said she was the best patient he’s ever had. A couple months ago it changed. So thinking of how horrible it must feel with all the bad stuff that goes along with this and she had started losing hair most likely from the infection going into her system, I knew she needed peace. She had a great Christmas and ate Prime Rib and more Prime Rib!!! It was her special day for love. On Dec 29th she crossed over to Rainbow Bridge. It is the hardest decision I’ve ever made, but it has to be yours and vets won’t tell you directly it’s time. I’m still grieving, I cry only because I miss her sassy butt barking every morning because I’m not getting her breakfast quick enough! I know it was the right choice, but that came the morning of. She was a snow bunny and would lay in it and eat it only coming in with the hope of more food then back out! It hadn’t really snowed and I had wished for 1 more snow for her…..that last sight of seeing her happy with frozen snowballs on her fur and face! It just melted my heart watching her and that morning it began to snow! Just enough to please her, I know it was a sign that she was ready. Savannah all I can do is tell you my experience and I hope it helps in your journey, a difficult journey. I know it’s peaceful and I held her every moment so she left here knowing the love she felt since we took home our little 8 week old runt of the litter with the adorable white stripe on her head! You will know in your heart what your furry baby needs! I’m here if you need someone!

  236. Savannah says:

    I agree with Amy, to say someone doesn’t “really love” their dog because they might not be able to choose a life of wheels for them or take care of them correctly with such modifications is awful. Eveyone here loves their pet, it’s why they are here.

  237. Savannah says:

    Hello All, I’ve been searching and searching on the net and I ended up here. Wondering what true dog owners and lovers would do? We have an 11 year old Doxie. His name is Louie and he has been battling Cushing for the past 4 years. 2 years ago we put him on medication but it seems no matter the dose or changes he is not getting better. He has a large list of symptoms… insatiable hunger to the point where he gets into things that could hurt him. Tears into cabinets at the hinges cause he thinks there may be food there. We started using a baby gate to keep him out of the kitchen and from hurting himself and I came home to a bloody destroyed fence and a dog with a broken tail. insatiable thirst, it is probably what kills me the most, I can’t imagine feeling, being, or dealing with being this thirsty. I find him in the bathtub in the middle of the night though he is too old to really even get in there. He is almost completely bald and is licking the remaining fur off all his paws. Other than food and drink he doesn’t do much, he can act spunky but for the most part just sleeps. He has in the last year started acting as though he has separation anxiety and barking all day long. He has also been having accidents in the house, not all the time but I know for an 11 year old trained dog this is not normal. He has always been a chill and an awesome dog but these past few years he isn’t the same dog at all. I recently found out that I was pregnant and it saddens me to think we may have to put him down. Sometimes I find him sleeping in random parts of the house sleeping by himself which is totally out of character of him. My husband and I have spent over $3500 this year alone and we are running out of savings. When we see the vet they always want more tests and more or different medication. Any advice (not in medical) but in passion is needed. I always thought we would have him so much longer than 11 years but I know this is not my same Louie we have had and the thought that he can’t be comfortable or may hurt himself when we are at work just has been so stressed. Pet owners, help…

  238. Amy says:

    I am so sorry about your dog’s diagnosis. I know that Addisons is petty common in dogs. I would say that 15 is a rile old age for most breeds. What does your vet say? I wonder if your dog can try the meds to see if it can feel better?

  239. Susan says:

    MIMI, I’m so sorry. It’s so hard to see our pets change, suffer, or just not be themselves. I’m the one with the two dachshunds that I put down two weeks ago. It was the hardest thing I ever did. Now that two weeks have passed I don’t miss them any less, but I feel I did what was best for them. My only advise is to consult your vet. You will know what to do and when. Listen to your heart. I couldn’t talk about it either without crying. It’s better now, but I still cry, I miss them so. Just remember there is another puppy/dog out there that can steal your heart when you are ready. We can never replace the ones we had but can learn to love a new pet.

  240. mimi says:

    Thanks for all the stories. My 14 year old Pom is in the hospital he has a diagnosis of Addison Disease and I don’t won’t to put him through all the test and medications and reading others stories will help me to make the decision that I know I must do once I pick him up on tomorrow. He had not been eating or drinking so I had to take him in and this is what I found out that is wrong with him. I did research and he is not his self and I don’t won’t meds for the remaining of his life and he can’t truly be the dog I know. I just needed to hear other people stories because he is my baby and he has been with me and my husband for almost 15 years. He will be 15 this year he looks so sad and depressed. It hurts me to talk about it.

  241. Amy says:

    Oh wow, what a sad story, I am sorry for you losses! I guess it kind of confirms what I thought…that they do mourn but not the same (as long and deeply) as we do. I think they get past the loss faster than we humans do, as I am at 6 weeks after my loss and I am still a mess. Thanks for sharing your experience!

  242. Mandy says:

    Dogs and cats definitely grieve for their lost companions. I know this from experience after losing my terrier Max to epilepsy after a five-year struggle. The meds kept things under control most of the time, but he would sometimes have to stay at the vet overnight. The morning he didn’t come home (passed away in his sleep), our other two dogs paced and howled (I also thought they were just picking up on our distress) until we explained to them that Maxie had gone to a better place (yes, dogs can’t understand us but they sure looked like they were listening), led them to have a sniff at his bed and his blankie and then packed them away. They were both depressed for about a week (poor appetite, tails down, sniffing at the place his bed used to be, you know the symptoms) and then started to rally. Ten years later, Cody still gets excited when he sees a white terrier until the dog comes closer, then he loses interest. The same was true of our cats. Tadgie’s brother died of a heart attack, and Tadge roamed the house for months calling out in the ‘special voice’ he used to use to call Cat.

  243. Amy says:

    Hi “L”,

    Everyone’s situation is different. If you prefer to make mean spirited comments and broad generalizations, rather than be supportive and helpful, this might not be the right place for you!

  244. L says:

    If your really love your dog you’ll get him wheels to get around. I have a 105 lb German Shepherd that has degenerative myelopathy and he’s been in wheels for 1 1/2 years now. He absolutely loves it, and it has given him his life back. He runs, gets to play with other dogs, is happy and not missing a beat. I could not fathom saying goodbye when he lost his back legs. Would you want to end your life if you were not able to walk?

  245. Amy says:

    My lab was in great shape her whole life, until she injured her lower back 2 years ago. I was walking her and she darted after some ducks and when she got the the end of her leash, it snapped her to the ground and she hurt her back so badly that she was paralyzed for 3 days. We rehabbed her back and she had a really good year and then started going back downhill last year. But she did not have any hip or knee problems like many labs do. I also wonder if she might have had cancer because we found othr she had lost 20 pounds over the final year of her life…yet she ate all the time. I miss her sweet face and solemn eyes so much. She was my “only child” and the only dog I ever had. She was so special. It is hard to lose our best friends who love us so much.

  246. Susan says:

    Not now. My husband and I are retired and have begun to travel some. Maybe in a few years when our traveling days are over.

  247. Mike says:

    I don’t know….as much as I enjoy the company…fun…companionship…someone to talk to…that doesn’t talk back.. ;)…gonna be hard to replace Lucy…plus…it is just me.
    You going to?

  248. Susan says:

    Thank you for your reply above. Yes, you are right. We have to do what’s best for them not us. Do you plan to get another dog?

  249. Mike says:

    I am sorry for your loss.
    Had to put my little girl down on December 22..she was my best friend and confidant. I can still see her running with her little ears back and so very happy. I completely understand what you are going through…it really sucks….but…we have to think about how much better they are…not how it makes us feel…our babies….we do what is best for them no matter how much it hurts…

  250. Susan says:

    Thxs Amy!

  251. Susan says:

    It’s still so fresh. I miss them not being in their favorite chair, wagging tails, sitting with me on the sofa. They would jockey for position next to me especially in the winter. So, every time I tear up and wonder if I did the right thing I just think for something funny they did and try to remember them like they were before old age got them. Hang in there!

  252. Jennifer says:

    Thank you for your incouragment. And if am so sorry you had make decision for both of your babies. I am trying to do the best for my Cooch. It is breaking my heart but, it is time to do something for him. I am just ready for him to rest. I know it has been a hard fight for him the last few weeks.


  253. Kaylee Leffingwell says:

    Thank you so much for responding. It just hard because in the head a day face he seems fine, but his body is just not up to it anymore. Did your lab have issues with his hips before he was put down?

  254. Amy says:

    Hi Kaylee, I just put my almost 15 yr old chocolate lab down about a month ago. It is the hardest thing to do, but sometimes the best thing tou can do for your beloved dog if it suffering. I would suggest getting a consult with your vet to see if there is anything else that can be done for Charlee. If not, then I would say take some time to prepare to say goodbye. Spend some extra time with him, giving all the love, hugs, kisses you can shower on him…talk to him and tell him what a good dog he has been. Good luck with your decision, it is a very difficult one.

  255. Susan says:

    So sorry, it’s such a hard thing to go through. I just put my two dachshunds down this past Monday. You can read about it below. My husband and i finally got up the courage to do so. All the advise I can give you would be to try to put yourself in his place. Would he want to continue to go on in the state he’s in? What does your vet advise? What a blessing that you rescued him! Lucky dog! If your heart will allow you, there are many many more out there that need rescuing. We can never replace the dogs we have had, but we can build new memories with a new one coming into the family. They can also make the grieving process a “little” easier. I will pray for you during this process. Susan

  256. Kaylee Leffingwell says:

    I have an about 14 year old chocolate lab named Charlee. I say about 14 because I rescued him 5 years ago so don’t know his exact age. Charlee has hip dysplasia and lately he has been extra wobbley when walking around. For the past 2 days I have to help him up and sorta guide him outside when he goes to the restroom to make sure he doesn’t fall over. I know that if he can no longer get up on his own that I will have to put him down, but I guess because I have only had him 5 years I feel it is to soon. I am waiting out these next few days to see how charlee does. I guess I am just looking for reassurance or suggestions on what to do. Thanks

  257. Amy says:

    Hi Susan, I am glad you were able to make the decision about your dogs crossing the rainbow bridge together. That was a tough one, I am sure. God Bless ya’ll.

  258. Amy says:

    I cried everyday for the first 4 weeks after our Cocoa went to Heaven. I had terrible guilt, regret, and heartache. After the 1 month mark, I felt quite a bit better and can now think about her without the urge to cry my eyes out. RIP Rylie.

  259. Michelle says:

    I posted on here a couple weeks ago about my 14 year old cocker spaniel…..the sweetest girl. I was struggling with the decision to give her peace and on Dec 29th my ex-husband and I took our girl in. Even though it was peaceful and the right decision, I never imagined the guilt, pain and sadness I feel. I kept petting and kissing her until the end and after. We have a place called Paws to Angels and she met us there and offered support then again after. She took my girl placed her in a casket wrapped in a blanket and she has been cared for in such a dignified manner. I will be able to pick up her ashes and bring her home on Monday. Being such a huge animal lover, I always worry about our furry babies treatment after death. I am so grateful for this wonderful service! Rest in peace our sweet, sweet Rylie!

  260. Susan says:

    Jennifer, I feel your pain. I am the one that wrote about my two 15 yr old sausage dogs, brothers, litter mates. We finally got up the courage to put them both down at the same time on Monday. And, it was one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do. In fact as soon as I dropped them at the vet, I almost turned around to go back and get them. I kept busy that day running errands, etc. Our Vet and Vet’s assistant helped us a lot in making the decision. In away I think I was looking for “permission”, that it’s ok. I knew that Chief would grieve badly as they were always together. He wasn’t in good shape either. My husband and I made the decision to do it for their sake as well as ours. We weren’t sleeping either because Coach had dementia and was doing the same thing your dog is doing. The thing that helped me the most was putting myself in their place. Would I want to live like that? I will be praying for you and your husband. Susan

  261. Jennifer says:

    I have a 13 year old Yorkie, he is almost blind and was diagnosed with a collapsed trechea last year. The meds he is on have not helped him much. He has progressivley gotten worse. I have not slept in bed with my husband for over 2 months, having to sleep on the sofa with Cooch to keep him calm at night. He also has dementia, so he paces the floor and stares into space. I know the time is close to making a decision. It is honestly the hardest decision I have ever made. I pray every night for God just to take him in his sleep. We don’t want our sweet boy suffering for our selfishness. Don’t know what to do!!!!!!

  262. Susan says:

    Great idea! I’ll do that. Thxs!

  263. Amy says:

    Gosh, maybe you could do what I did and call the SPCA pet loss hotline. The doctor, a psychologist, is very nice and very willing to talk as long as you need, helping you make a decision about that. I do not have the number, but you could google it, as I did. Such a hard place to be, between a rock and a hard place, really.

  264. Susan says:

    Thanks Amy. We are really on the fence about this. If the second dog was younger with no issues of course we wouldn’t consider putting him down. They are so close. Always have to be together, sleeping, eating, going outside, etc.

  265. Amy says:

    Oh Mike, I am so sorry you are having to put Lucy down at Christmas. It sounds like you are not conflicted though, so that is much better than not really knowing if it is the right time or not. It is very hard to do either way. I hope you find peace and have people around you that are understanding and know what a difficult time this is for you. Godspeed Lucy.

  266. Amy says:

    Oh my, so heart breaking! I am no expert, by any stretch, but I have read that dogs do not mourn death the same as humans do. Every dog is different, of course, but I wonder if the brother might have a period of sadness, and then get past it much faster than you will. I don’t know…anyone else have expertise is this situation?

  267. Mike says:

    I am about to put my little dog…Lucy… to sleep tomorrow morning.

    She has been my “rock” through my parents dying…a bad relationship…and just “in general” been an always happy and positive part of my day.

    She is diabetic & blind…but that never kept her from being a “dog”….wish I had her courage and out look on life. Now she is in renal failure…not even close to the dog I knew…can’t let her suffer any longer. Going to miss her bunches.

  268. Susan says:

    We have two sausage dogs, brothers, out of same litter, 15 yrs old. One of them has dementia, not too active, mostly blind and deaf. However, he never forgets it’s meal time or time for a snack. He is having some urine accidents in the house, not on a regular basis yet. He can no longer be kenneled because of the dementia so some nights he’ll come in our room and wake us up, or scratch on the door. Meds haven’t worked. We are thinking it’s time to put him down. Our dilemma is the brother. He’s in fair shape but is also mostly blind and deaf. Since they have never been apart should we put him down as well? Will he miss him brother and it cause him sadness and confusion? We’re having such a hard time with this. Has anyone else dealt with this situation, or have thoughts? Thxs, Susan

  269. Amy says:

    Hi Christina,

    I can very much relate to what you a going through with Prince. My 15 yr old lab also showed signs of cognitive decline/disease. She would sleep all day and then be restless during the night, as if she had her days and nights mixed up. She would sometimes go out in the middle of the night and not go potty but just stand there and stare into the darkness. As she ages, she preferred close and tight spaces. She would squeeze under furniture, as if she felt safer there. She also would soe,times “get lost” in the corner of a room, or go to the wrong side of the door to go out.

    It is so hard to see them go downhill. We too tried everything we could…meds, laser therapy, specially cooked meals, etc. it would all work at first but then she would slip down a little further.

    Towards the end, I was so confused about what to do about Cocoa’s condition. I ended up calling a “Pet Loss Hotline” at the SPCA. I spoke at length with a psychologist. It helped me a lot, I would recommend it.

    I feel for you, putting my sweet baby down was the hardest and most gut wrenching thing I have ever experienced.

    I hope you find peace.

  270. Amy says:

    Hi Billy Bell,

    I am so sorry about Lucy, my heart breaks for you. The first month (give or take) after they are gone is so hard. My baby Cocoa has been gone just under a month and I still cry almost every day for her. I miss her sweet face so much.
    We too tried everything for our dog, meds, laser therapy, home cooked food, etc. it all helped for a period of time, and then she would slip down a little further.
    All I can say is just allow yourself to fully grieve and know that feelings of regret and guilt are normal, but those negative feelings will soften and you will be left with good memories.
    Cocoa was my only dog ever. I think that means she will always be the most special to me, but I do want another one soon.
    I hope you have some emotional support. I do still talk to my dog all the time and look at her pictures every day. I also have her ashes and a paw print that I hold dear.
    Hang in there, and come back to this blog Andy rite a outd our feelings whenever you need to. I will always respond! It helps so much!

  271. Christina (Moxie) Tuituku says:

    Our 13 year old long-haired black lab/chow/retriever is getting distressed at night, a recently acquired behavior. Prince nuzzles me awake and I go through the list: “Do you want to go out?” We go outside. One night it was twice within 2 and a half hours. He did nothing. We came back in. Just a bit ago, it was 4a.m. & again nothing. “Oh, you want water!” Prince drinks a lot of water and his 24 oz. bowl is bone dry. Of course, it wasn’t when I went to bed at 1a.m. “Well, you don’t want food because there is still some in your bowl.” Meanwhile, Prince is doggedly clinging to me (pun intended).

    Now I cannot go back to bed. So I lay in my recliner and google “13 yr old dog acting senile,” & I eventually click my way to this blog. As I typed, Prince wedged himself underneath a wooden tv table and between the sofa & the arm of my recliner, an unusual posture. He just stares at me with his once brown, now glazed mottled blue eyes and breathes heavily into my face. I notice, with pangs of guilt, how bad his teeth are, although none appear missing. I look upon his shabby, dull coat where endless tufts of hair are begging to be gently tugged away. Even though his coat sheds enough to blacken our beige carpet & even though one brushing yields enough fur to stuff a couple of plastic grocery bags, his unkempt coat remains an unfinished task, mainly because he is in much discomfort no matter how delicately I brush & he lets me know in no uncertain manner, growling, baring his teeth, & even snapping.

    He has had hip dysplasia since we got him when he was 18 weeks old. And I don’t recall when, but fairly early on, he acquired a growth on his side. I thought it to be a tumor, but the vet said it’s common, benign, & I’m just to make sure it never gets punctured! Although that growth remains the largest, Prince now has several smaller versions all over. I don’t know if they cause him pain. Moreover, he has hot spots on both of his rear paws. They are constantly festering, but the vet says there is not a whole lot more to be done about them. So he hobbles about & at times his hind quarters collapse between his hip dysplasia and very painful ankles and paws.

    I think about Prince’s aging process. He is often listless & yet still does respond to normal commands, or inquiries (e.g. You want to go out? You want some food? Would you like some cheese?) He manages to wag his tail when another family member comes walking through the door. Much of his care is taking its toll on me, but that is because I am disabled with my own chronic pain issues. Personal inconvenience is not an acceptable reason for putting him down. I must trust I will know when the time is right for Prince.

  272. billy bell says:

    I put my bevoved Lucy to sleep today….She was an almost 9 year old
    Shep/huskey rescue who was the love of my life.after almost 10 months
    Of seeing her slipping away bit by bit with sevier arthritis in her back
    Legs….I made the hardest destion I ever made in my life. I couldn’t
    Stand to see her loose a bit more of her Lucyness every week. We tried
    Everything….. Drugs that gave her kidney levels
    Unacceptably high numbers, antibiotics to combat that, pain meds etc.
    She kept getting worse… I had to drag her to walk, feed her by hand and carry her up and down 3 flights of stares…hold her up in front of her water bowel….although I’ve had 3 dogs prior to Lucy…I never had to make a choice Like I made today… All my other babies died on their own. I’ve been prepareing for this day for a while now and as I write this I still can’t beleve she’s no longer here. All of the things she loved no longer meant anything to her anymore…I know in my heart I did the right thing…but my heart is so broken.

  273. Mercedes says:

    UGH I’m so sorry…. that’s what I get for posting on my phone… I meant to say *I am so sorry Cindy for your Tammy*…. No more phone comments from me!

  274. Mercedes says:

    I am so sorry Tammy… your hurt and sadness now is really raw I’m sure… like I said…. every first without our fur baby’s will now cause pause, and often times tears. Thank you for your words… I know I did right by her… I just miss her so much and trying to figure out a new normal without her sucks. And Amy you are so right…. this is one of those things that unites us all…. maybe one last loving act from our pooches…. a gentle reminder that people can be compassionatecompassionate and can try to understand if we let them. Love and light to you both.

  275. Amy says:

    Oh Cindy, I know exactly what you mean. It has been over three weeks for us, but I still “look” for Cocoa every time I come home…I do miss her sweet face and the energy her spirit gave me and our household.
    I look at her pictures and talk to her still. I say “I have a 70 pound hole in my heart and it hurts so much”
    I feel for you, I know the pain. You are not alone!

  276. Michael says:

    Thank you Amy, and my best wishes to you.

  277. cindy says:

    Yesterday I put down our dog Tammy. It was one of the most difficult things I had to do. I got Tammy for my husband the week before Christmas 2003. Here I was almost exactly 11 years later letting her go. I cried as I made the decision, and I cried as I held her sweet face, and watched the light leave her eyes. I brought her home, and buried her. While I knew she was gone, it hit me hard this morning. I was getting ready to leave the house this morning, and her face was not there to greet me, so that I could put her outside. I guess that’s when I really felt my heart break. She was a loyal and loving family member for 11 years. I did what was the best thing for her, even though it hurt me and my husband so much. I know with time it will get easier, and it will for you too. Just remember you did what you had to, out of love for your furry child.

  278. Amy says:

    I am amazed at how folks of all backgrounds feel the same sense of sadness and loss about their dogs dying. I always thought I loved Cocoa so much because I never was able to have kids, and she is my first and only dog…my only child so to speak. Well, I have learned that even those with human kids, those that have had or still do have other dogs, also feel the same sense of loss. That makes me feel better in a way…my feelings are universal.
    I wish you peace.

  279. Amy says:

    I am so sorry you had to go through that trauma with Toby. That type of thing seems to always happen in the middle of the night, when it seems even more scary and desperate.

    It hurts your heart deeply.

    I feel for you.

    I hope you are able to fully grieve and then find peace.

  280. Michael says:

    Hi Joy, I’m so sorry to hear about Raffles, I hope in some way my reply can help. At 1AM last Saturday morning, not long after my post, I was put in a position where I had to find the courage afterall. Toby had vomited blood for the second time and I knew that this was it and without further ado I called the vet and gave the order. While I was on the phone with him the line suddenly went dead, and do you know what, I thought he had put the phone down (because of the hour), at that moment I was wrought – I had a very sick dog on my hands for the night and no way to deal with him. Thankfully the vet called back and was persuaded to come out, fortunately we live quite close to the practice. I find it too painful to go trough the whole process at the moment, but took solace in that it went smoothly (sorry to hear of you experience Amy) and was completely humane, not sudden and he died in my arms with all my love. There are a couple of images afterwards that I can’t get out of my mind, but as Amy says time will help. Joy, you will definitely know in your heart of hearts when it’s time to make the decision, because somehow and in some way you will look at Raffles and know, the both of you (I believe). It’s such a shame that after so many years of joy shared things have to end like this. I am happy that Toby is freed, it is our feelings of loss that is devastating and I think we all have to understand this in order to begin grieving. I’ve had some lovely messages of support from friends which has also helped… so try and talk if you can bear to. x

  281. Mercedes says:

    Hi Amy. Thanks for reaching out. It has now been a month without my baby…. and though I feel it’s easier at times ( I am able to remember her with smiles instead of tears occasionally), I miss her so much still. I do not regret our decision, but it doesn’t make the fact that she is gone any easier. I hope you are finding peace and comfort…. I know how hard that is. Every first without her hurts…. just as every first with her was joyous…. “… what we have enjoyed, we can never lose… all that we love deeply becomes a part of us.” ~ Helen Keller

  282. Amy says:

    Hi Paul,

    I am so sorry for your loss. I know how you feel. I had to let my sweet 15 yr old lab go 3 weeks ago and I too cry every day. I look at her photos and miss her sweet face every day.

    How are you coping these days?

  283. Amy says:


    I am so sorry.

    I too had to make that very difficult decision about a week after you did. Hardest thing ever. I still cry every day. I miss her sweet face. I feel guilt & some regret.

    How are you feeling about your loss these days?

  284. Amy says:

    I think that is a good approach, take it week by week. My dog had the skin infection too and lost her hair in patches. I used a medicated shampoo and a round of antibiotics and it went away and her hair grew back.

  285. Michelle says:

    I saw my vet and he said I’m up against a wall as far as her ear goes. It will not get any better. He seemed a little surprised when I brought up end of life though. He said all her labs were good and no indication of kidney/liver problems. The hair falling out is a skin infection and she is on meds and a special shampoo which is helping. He said it was my decision and nobody wants her to suffer though. He mentioned the ear and how some dogs will do the head tilt when their in pain, Rylie doesn’t do that. I know the time is soon but we are going to take it week by week.

  286. Amy says:

    Michelle, have you been abLe to make any decisions yet? Today is 3 weeks from when we put our sweet Cocoa down. Just wondering how things are for you all?

  287. Amy says:

    I’m so sorry. It is so hard to say goodbye. We put our beloved Cocoa down 3 weeks ago today, and I still cry everyday for her. I think we love dogs so much because they never hurt our feelings like people do…they just love us and are so cute and needy…unlike kids who get more and more independent as they age…dogs need us more as they age, so we get even closer to them, as we care for them in the most intimate ways.

  288. Amy says:

    Hi Joy,

    I found this site because my husband and I put our beloved (nearly 15 year old) chocolate lab down 3 weeks ago today and I still cry everyday about it.

    I too was tormented about wether it was time or not to put Cocoa down. She too had severe arthritis in her hind legs, she had a spinal injury, was almost completely deaf, and her eyes wee cloudy. She had recurrent and chronic colitis. Like Raffles, the only thing that still brought her joy was eating. She even quit drinking water from her bowl for 2 weeks, but she always wanted to eat…all day long if it was up to her. Toward the end, she slept much of the day, but she would wake up like clockwork to eat!

    If she had stopped eating, it would have been so much easier to know it was truly time to let her go. But no, she always wanted to eat!

    I prayed to God to give me a sign that it was time. That night, Cocoa soiled her bed over and over for hours. We would get her and the bed all cleaned up, fall back to sleep, and she would have another accident in her bed, and the worst part was that she didn’t even know she was doing it. Then, she got out of bed and was shaking in pain. I was terrified that we had waited too long, and it was a very bad feeling.

    The next day we called the vet and made an appt to euthanize her that day late afternoon.

    We did everything fun we could think of for her that day. We fed her all kinds of food she loved, but never got to eat due to her colitis….peanut butter crackers, whipped cream from the can, and grilled steak. She was so excited and happy that she didn’t even take a nap that day, which was totally out of the ordinary for her.

    It was still the hardest thing I have ever done, and I will be honest, part of me regrets it. Part of me wishes I had called it off. I am tormented by a few things that happened during the euthanasia, and I hope in time those feelings will lessen.

    Bottom line, it is so hard! Only you and your dog can be the judge of when it is time, and even then it is still so hard! When the time comes, please make sure you find a compassionate and caring vet, if you feel yours is not.

  289. Joy says:

    I feel for you. My dog Raffles is 14, he had arthritis and had pulled all the hair out of his legs andd is now working on his back. He is blind, almost deaf, has a heart condition,which has been controlled with medication for years. I lost my husband last year so letting go of Raffles is hard. He still misses his dad and has changed over the last year. The only thing he still enjoys is eating. He eats like a horse but nothing else pleases him. No walks, no toys. I know I should do something but can’t make a decision. My vet isn’t very helpful actually. Last week I spent $225 on medications. Wish there were an easy answer.

  290. Michael says:

    Hi, my Staffie, Toby, is now between 12 & 13 years old (we rescued him back in 2004 so are not sure!). For the past year or so he has been suffering with arthiritis in both his back legs. Consequently his walks became much shorter than he would like, but he still appeared a happy dog. Earlier this year he jumped down the stairs to greet the postman and damaged his front right leg, he has been on meds (Cortisone Steroids) ever since but the leg won’t heal. So he hasn’t had a walk for 3 months now. This morning he vomited blood and some strange ‘kidney like’ substance. The vet wants to see him and I have booked an appointment for this evening; but I feel in my heart of hearts that it is now time to let him go, I’ve been thinking about it for a month. The problem is that I can’t stop crying when I think of it and I just don’t know if I can do this and can’t see how I will ever get over it. He has been my faithful companion through thick and thin and no other dog could ever replace him or his character. I guess I am looking for some reassurance that this is the right thing to do. I know everyone has to go through this at some point, but I just can’t seem to find the courage. :-(

  291. elizabeth davies says:

    Took Mindy back to the vets this morning he is adament every thing that could be done has been done it is noe time to let her go so the decision has been made for me I don’t want her to suffer he had let me bring her home for a couple of days so my son can say good buy to her my heart is breaking as I write this but I have to put her welfare first love you Mindy you have given us so much love and joy little one we will never forget you xxx

  292. Laurie says:

    It seems to me that even though putting my dog to sleep will be heart breaking for me, it in the end will show her how much she was really loved, said Cindy in November….and I believe it is true. That’s sacrificial love – it hurts more than anything, but it may be the most compassionate thing we can do for our beloved dogs.

  293. Laurie says:

    Dear SaraLyn,

    I’m sorry you’re going through this with your beloved dog, and I hope this weekend is going better than you expected. It’s so difficult to know if our dogs are in pain, and if putting them to sleep is the right thing…I have a little Bichon, too. They’re so amazing, I love my dog so much!

    With great love comes great sacrifice. I know this is easier to say than do, but I believe we need to protect our beloved creatures from pain. I truly believe that dogs really do “rest in peace” after they are put to sleep, and that it is up to us to put our pain and grief aside. We need to do what’s best for our dogs no matter how it makes us feel.

    I wish you all the best as you make this decision, and prepare to let Miss Bebe go. Maybe she took a turn for the better and doesn’t have to say good-bye yet….but I pray for peace and healthy grieving when her time comes.

    In sympathy,

  294. Michelle says:

    I feel so torn as well and being the holiday season, it’s even harder. My husband went out the morning and bought a crib mattress to make him feel better since he can’t get on bed any longer to hard on him. And he growls when lifted obviously due to diabetic nerve pain.

  295. SaraLyn says:

    She is not on any pain meds

  296. SaraLyn says:

    I am really glad to find this blog. My precious Bichon, Miss Bebe has been with me for 13 years. I adopted her when she was 2. She turned 15 in September. We moved to Australia in 2002 and moved back in 2004. She has never been sick all these years until 3 weeks ago. She was so excited when I came home from work one day and dropped to the floor with a seizure. I scooped her up and rushed her to the Vet. After blood work etc, all was fine. No worries. The next morning, she was so excited when I got up and she basically fainted melting to the floor. I scooped up up again and to the vet. They kept her for the day. Still nothing. Got her home and she was excited again, and fainted melting to floor. Back to the vet as it was their late clinic. They started her meds. 2 days later her breathing was abnormal. After xrays ect..congestive heart failure, bladder stone. More meds. She started feeling like her ol self. She only had one more fainting spell and she was fine 15 min later. As of tues, she is unable to maintain her balance and not eating, only drinking water. Dropped her off at the vet’s in hopes of good news soon. I decided to go the the vet’s office to check in. After the news, I felt like dying. I could not breathe. Her liver and kidney’s are failing. I pulled a mattress in the living room near her spot so I can be beside her. Thank God I have an amazing staff to give me this time to be with my sweet girl. I know I need to make the decision as she now cannot hold her balance as she tries to get up and I help her. She urinates and then I place her back in her bed. I do not want her to suffer what so ever. Is it time? By reading the questions above, I know it is time. She just drank lots of water as I gave her…in a syringe nausea meds. I just need to know if she is in any pain at this moment. She is not on any meds as I want the weekend to fully make the decision. Help!!

  297. elizabeth davies says:

    I cried reading this because I am in the same position. My 10yr old westie has chronic pseudomonas infections in both ears she too has a tumour in her ear and another one appeared this week on the tip of her ear her ear looks so sore it must be so uncomfortable for her yet she is still the sweet natured dog she has always been she too has a good apetite but no longer enjoys going out she sleeps and eats but has lost that spark she used to have I am heart broken at the prospect of saying good bye so is my 18 yr old son who I bought her for as a puppy when he was 8 seeing his tears is unbearable but is keeping her alive more about us and our heart ache I need to do the right thing for her but I am so torn

  298. Michelle says:

    Thank you so much! The support helps the guilt feeling ease up a little. I also talked to my sister who is the level headed one, who has been preparing me for this and I sensed her relief when I admitted it felt like the time. I also told her of my unsettling thought of putting my 11 yr old Pom down at the same time. He isn’t as bad, but he isn’t in great shape. I was waiting to hear no it’s not his time…..instead she said given his health she thinks it is a good idea to let them go together. My Ex had initially thought that too, but I just dismissed it. I’m labeling myself a dog killer in my head, maybe because having to make the final decision is more than I can handle. I wish someone would just say yes it is time for Rylie and Blackjack. Why is this so damn hard?

  299. Mercedes says:

    My heart truly hurts for you as I know you, like probably the majority of the rest of us, landed on this blog in a moment of desperation seeking for answers to a question that you already know….. We just somehow want someone to tell us YES. THIS is the right time and this is the right decision. It completely sucks that though everyone offers support, no one can tell us anything that will make the decision easier. I posted on here a few weeks ago…. for the same reason. My Boston Terrier had been diagnosed with a brain tumor, her quality of life had dropped drastically (though I will say in hindsight now that she is gone, and my memories of her are returning to the fullest happiest times, I had apparently blocked out how badly she had gotten). She was basically not functioning, and then, I too got one more magical day with my dog. She ran up and down the stairs to potty that day, jumped and cuddled on the couch, licked my tears. She gave me I think 1 more good day….. so I would know it was ok. The next day, she was back to her “sick” self…. and the vet came and freed her of that stupid body so she could once again run and be free.

    I, too, feel like I mourned her loss for a LONG time before we actually let her go. The week before I made the decision was pure hell and agony. I don’t regret what I did for her…. I feel it was the last kind act I could offer a best friend who had helped me through so much in life. She couldn’t make that decision for herself…. worst part of being a dog owner.

    May you find peace…… I wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy. And though “time heals all wounds” is so cliché….. it will be 3 weeks this Friday….. I think of her ALL OF THE TIME….. but more and more I am able to think of her and smile and not think of her and cry. That’s progress. That’s something.


  300. Michelle says:

    I’m so glad I found this! I am meeting with my vet in the morning to discuss my 14 yr old Cocker Spaniel Rylie. She is amazing….has never been aggressive or bit anyone and has always been happy and so fun. The last couple years have been tough and she has been battling a chronic ear infection that just won’t go away. It is pseudomonas and is resistant to many drugs. Making matters worse is the large tumor just in the ear canal opening so it’s difficult getting her drops down inside and the tumor can’t be removed. She has horrible arthritis in her back and hind legs and is on prednisone for her ear and the joints. Even with that she struggles to get up. She misses a stair occasionally or a back leg gives out.
    A couple weeks ago she went through a wild puppy stage for about a week that had my kids and myself in shock. She chased squirrels and ran…..she hasn’t done that in years. She was playful and alert. It didn’t last and I wonder if it was a sign. Something she did for us. When my ex-husband would come over she would cry and shake with excitement and you couldn’t help but smile. Now she doesn’t even get up, but wags her little tail. She still eats… fact that is kind of her obsession and we say if she had thumbs the rest of the world would go hungry! :). No decreased appetite, but I don’t think that is a factor with her. She sleeps, and when awake begs for food then sleeps. That is her life…..she won’t go for walks and I let her go outside in front but she just potties and right back to the door. Years ago if she got out we would be chasing her down the street and only way she would stop is if you said TREAT! So, is it time? She has never shown pain even the vet doesn’t understand it. Her eyes lost that glow…..she is now popping up skin tumors like crazy and losing patches of hair. I feel it’s time, I constantly cry, I know in my heart. I have an 11 yr old Pom that is acting sullen….he blocks the doggie door like he doesn’t want her going outside. He has luxating patellar, torn ACL in both back legs. He can no longer go up the stairs so he barks and we have to carry him. He has allergies does the reverse sneeze a lot, and a collapsing trachea. I can’t see them apart and with his ailments…..I am mortified to admit I have had thoughts of letting them go to Rainbow Bridge together. I’m making myself cry just writing about having that thought and it makes me feel like a bad mommy. I love animals and tried to save an opossum after it got hit by a car…..I am so sad and depressed I just don’t know what to do.

    Thank you to anyone who reads this LONG STORY! I already feel like my baby is gone :(

  301. Verdin says:


    I read your post and wanted to reply. I am facing putting my dog to sleep soon. He is 16 and has an aggressive cancer. I don’t want to wait until he is suffering. He and I have had 16 good years together. I have been reading about symptoms of pain and the heavy, loud panting is a symptom that your dog is in pain. You should talk to your veterinarian. I am sure he or she will be very receptive. I think many people wait too long and vets find it hard to tell people that. Putting your dog to sleep does not mean that you don’t value or love her. You do it to prevent suffering.

    I wish you strength and peace through this process.

  302. Mary says:

    We have a 14 year old puppy that has been struggling with Pancreatic Cancer for about two years. She has doubled her weight since being diagnosed. We’ve had emergent care bills close to two thousand dollars as we learned that she needed to be fed almost every four hours or she will have convulsions and other fun stuff.
    She is now coughing and hacking up what I can guess is phlegm. She pants fast and heavily as she walks, stands pretty much all the time yet she hardly breathes when she lays down. All of this is mixed with bouts of hacking/coughing regardless of her being upright or not.
    Does she still enjoy us giving her attention and petting her? Sure. However, as she struggles to go up and down the stairs to either the yard or as she follows me around the house…I can’t help but wonder when is it enough? I keep expecting to wake up to a dead dog but she’s like the energizer doggy who doesn’t stop.
    I have been reluctant to talk to my vet because I’m not sure how to approach them…will a vet put down a pet just on the say so of the owner? Is heavy, loud panting and coughing up phlegm a good enough reason to say this to a Vet?

  303. cindy says:

    I am considering putting my 11 year old lab/shepard down. We have had Tammy since she was 3 months old.
    She has battled allergies for at least the last 9 years. The allergies have made er chew herself raw, which in turn caused skin infections, and made her smell really bad. We tried injections and pills for the allergies, they worked for a short time. Lately she has been losing control of her bowel and bladder, and she struggles to stand up and walk. The problem is in her back legs, which was why we quit doing the injections. One of the side effects to the depo injections was muscle weakness. She wanders all the time, almost as if she is lost. I hate the thought of putting her down, but surely it is an act of kindness. Tammy is not the sharpest tool in the shed. However she is very loving, and loyal to a fault. Even now with all her health issues, she would lay her life down for mine. It seems to me that even though it will be heart breaking for me, it in the end will show her how much she was really loved.

  304. Paul Patrick says:

    Hi Jenny,

    Your words hit me hard and so very close to my heart as I read your post I had a chichuaua named Posey and had to help her across the Rainbow Bridge this past Oct. 3. Posey had similar conditions. Her kidneys weren’t working properly, I too had to help her stand at times to potty. She paced the floor and walked back and forth from the house to the shed and would fall at times. She would fall on the house floors or get stuck in a corner and not know how to get out. Posey was weak in her hind legs from the phenobarbital she had to take because of multiple seizures she had on two occasions. She had a breathing problem also. I too took her to the emergency vet twice.

    After the last visit to the vet before she had seizures, she started whining in the vets office. Posey never whined before. She too whined at night and wanted out of bed to pace the floors while I needed sleep because I work full-time. I was up 4-5 times a night comforting her and I came home at lunch to check on her.

    Posey was Mommas dog she brought home at six weeks old. Momma passed June 30, 2013 after Daddy Oct 13, 2012, then Sally, Mommas pug passed Oct. 22, 2013. Now with Posey gone, I feel very alone and lost. I have cried at least once if not more daily almost since Posey left.

    They say helping you pet across the Rainbow Bridge is the last act of love you can give. It was the hardest thing I ever did but I had too-for Posey she was 12 yrs. Old.

    Please feel free to write me at my email anytime. You and your family are in my
    prayers. Paul

  305. Jessie says:

    I have to make the toughest decision to put my beautiful 9.5yr Dobbie, Precious, down yesterday. Found a tumor growth in her back tit and decided to get it remove last month. After the biopsy, found that the growth is malignant and it has gone into the lymph nodes. She was back to her usual self for 2 weeks but last week, things got worse cos lumps were growing on her belly and her limp on her front left leg got worse with a big lump and the whole leg was swollen. She started to lose her appetite and was very thirsty. She wasn’t even going to the bathroom, all she does is lay there. It hurts to see her in pain and I have to make the tough call to put her to sleep. It was devastating since she was with me since a pup and we got her after we put the last Dobbie down due to bone cancer. She has been through so much with me, the birth of my daughter, my divorce and moving to our very own place, losing my job….my daughter and I miss her so dearly. I still feel I can do more or shouldn’t have got the tumor removed in the first place, still can’t believe she’s gone.

  306. Laurie says:

    Dear Michelle,

    Thank you for being here. I don’t know any affordable ways to put a dog down…but if it was me, I’d tell my veterinarian that I can’t afford it. I’d ask if they can donate the euthanasia and cremation. Some veterinarians are willing to help out by donating their time and supplies.

    I wish you all the best in this, I hope you find a solution that works.


  307. Laurie says:

    I am so sorry for your loss. Life without our dogs almost seems unbearable, because they are so much a part of our daily routines. I have two dogs, and this article on putting a dog to sleep always reminds me how precious they are and how short life is.

    May your broken hearts heal. May you find comfort in the idea that your dogs are resting in peace, and watching you with love and compassion. Your dog doesn’t want your memories to be full of pain or regret! Your dog wants you to be happy in your life, full of energy and love. My prayer is that the grief you feel will pass naturally and even quickly, and that you are able to open your heart and home to another dog in the future – a dog who needs to be rescued, and who will be eternally grateful for your presence. Just like your old dog was, and is.

    Blessings and sympathies,

  308. Mercedes says:

    I let her go yesterday. She went in my lap. Life hurts now for me without her. I know she is better….. I am not.

  309. Nigel says:

    A very sad day today that I had to let me special baby girl go. She has suffered from Cushings disease, arthritis, thyroid and collapsed wrists. I had not concern about the money for her healthcare but her quality of life was impacted.

    Over the last few weeks she has been struggling to walk and she fell off the deck into a plant pot. I could tell she was not comfortable and struggling to get our coordination in check.

    This morning she had a seizure and it was without doubt one of the most awful experiences to watch someone you love go through such misery. It appears she may have had a few whilst we didn’t see her which must have been awful for the poor girl.

    I took her to the vet immediately after witnessing the seizure and the Vet ran some blood test and compared to a couple of weeks ago. She said from her opinion Tasha was heading for renal failure and anything we do now would be for sustaining for weeks not months and she may suffer during this time.

    In tears I had to make the call, it was time to let my baby go. I held her as she passed and I was happy it was so peaceful and quick. I am now going through the grieving process and obvious guilt on whether I made the right decision or not….it’s too late anyway as she is gone and at rest.

    It is the hardest decision I have ever made in my life but I need to believe as sad as life is without her, it was the right decision for her….not me.

  310. Mercedes says:

    My dear, sweet baby Rennie is an 11 year old Boston Terrier. She had her first seizure in February and they were contolled by potassium bromide unitl last week. She had 4 seizures this weekend and ended up at the hospital for a pheno injection since 3 were within 24 hours. She has a brain tumor.

    Her anxiety is worsening…. she paces in circles confused a lot…. for the last 24 hours she has had no bladder control…. but the vet gave her some prednisone and said we’d know within 3 days if it would help or not. I’m sitting here looking at her as I type this with tears just flowing down my face. I already know what I need to do for her…. I just don’t know if I do it today or if I can delay it a week. My heart is hurting so badly and I just want some peace….. for me and for her…..

  311. Jenny says:

    Im ready.. Im tired of the suffering.. I have 11 yr old Chihuahua, who is 1/ blind…
    I hear him wine daily.. he keeps me up at night wining..

    I keep getting we will call you from the vet… every time I suggest putting him down..

    For the past week my poor chihuahua has been unable to walk,.. the pain meds dont seem to be working.. blood work was fine but Kidney test came back high.. they say he injured his shoulder or back up by shoulder blade, he just keeps tucking his legs under wont even try and stand.. I have to hold him up to potty.. or he lays in his pee and i have to bathe him after wards..
    Being a single parent only part time working I couldnt afford the x ray and they refused to Bill me.. I spent $200 last week on blood work, a capstar for 5 fleas, and that was it other than a nights stay at the vet, with a emergency visit and still no results.. They think he will come out of it.. and get better..

    I cant take hearing him whining anymore.. I feel its time to put him down.. hes my youngest sons first friend and pet, I got him 6 months after my son was born.. its going to be heard on all of us..

  312. Michelle says:

    I have a 9 year old Jack Russell, Sammy he is diabetic which has recently caused his sight to go due to cataract, he has constant ear infections due to polips in his ear he is now deaf in that ear. He has just started limping Vet says could be because of ear infection. My husband and I had decided 2 years ago when he was diagnosed with diabetes, we would go by quality of life. Obviously it’s time. But now we’re stuck in another situation I recently got let go from my job in July, still unemployed seeking full time work. Husband contractor business is slow but we keep roof over our heads and insulin for Sammy. We want to put him down and have him cremated. We obviously can’t afford this. Hoping by posting my story someone will know an affordable way to put our sweet pup down.

  313. Laurie says:

    Dear June,

    You love your dog so much, it’s almost impossible to think about putting him to sleep! The loss is heartbreaking, and it seems like you’ll never get over it. It’s very sad, and such a difficult thing to do.

    But, I think your first concern needs to be for your dog. Not on keeping him alive, but letting him go so he doesn’t suffer anymore. Is it fair to him to stay alive if he’s in pain, and not enjoying a good life anymore?

    My prayer is that you find the strength you need to let him go. This is sacrificial love — it’s about putting your dogs’ needs before yours. This is a final act of love, to put him down and let him rest in peace. It will be painful for you, but I hope you find comfort in the knowledge that you loved him enough to put his needs before yours. I know it’s painful, but I believe there is a time that we need to let our dogs go. It breaks my heart to think of life without my dogs….but I feel sick at the thought of them living in pain.

    Let me know how things go, if you decide to put your dog to sleep :-(

    With deepest sympathy,

  314. June reynolds says:

    Hi I don’t know what to do about putting my dog to sleep, he is a 10 year old german Shepard his back legs have been bad for a while now but over the last few days they had been times where he hasn’t been able to pick him self up, he has been threw so much all his life when he was 5 wks he managed to scoff a large bowl of complete dog food his mothers food, he had to have a major operation then at the time the vets rang me asked if I woulx give them my permission to put him to sleep because he swallowed mucas threw the operation had Got a bad case of humonia and they said he wouldn’t make it threw the night, but I said no and at the time it was Xmas I said to the vet no it’s xmas miricals happen I will not give you my permission to put him to sleep. 10 years later I still have him he is bad now with his back end but vets have gave me pai. Killers for him hoping he will get threw to the end of next week, I are finding it so hard to come to terms with letting my baby go i also still have his mother she is fit and healthy will she sense that he’d son has gone has to this day she cleans his face every morning and every night. Do you think I will lose hey soon after of heart hake, I can not cope I would rather it be me then my baby’s.

  315. Laurie says:

    Dear Anita,

    Thank you for being here, I know how difficult it is to put a dog to sleep when you love her so much. It may feel like it’s heartless to say good-bye, but it’s not.

    Putting your dog to sleep when she is sick and not enjoying life anymore is the most caring, loving thing you can do. It is an act of sacrificial love, of kindness and compassion. If you’re keeping her alive when she is in pain or not enjoying life, then I believe you are doing her a disservice. You might be keeping her alive for your own sake, not for hers.

    I don’t know how you can be absolutely 100% sure….but what makes me think it might be time to let her go is that you said your dog isn’t enjoying her life. I believe you’ve answered your own question, but you don’t want to put her down because of the grief you’ll feel.

    And indeed, you will be so sad at your loss. But, you will know she isn’t suffering anymore. I hope that knowledge – that she will be resting in peace in a safe, secure place – helps you make the decision a little easier and eases your pain.

    In sympathy,

  316. Stephen nixon says:

    Hi Fiona. We lost Muffin as you know on 3rd Oct. On the 28th October we collected our new ten week old Yorkshire Terrier, Millie. We only had Millie for five days, she died this morning 3rd November at 4am. We just don’t know what’s happening in our lives at the moment and what we’ve done to deserve this. She was the most gorgeous looking Yorkie we have ever seen and so bubbly and characterful. She was settling in lovely with us, but stopped eating on Friday. I took her back to the breeder on Sunday morning and she passed away a 4am on Monday. We are absolutely devastated. She was a bundle of joy and love. R.I.P. Millie. You will never be forgotten for the joy you gave us in you very short life. Goodnight, God bless xxxxxxx

  317. Anita says:

    Hello my little dog is 18 ryes old
    She no longer enjoys her life .
    My problem is trying to decipher
    If it it’s time to let her go .
    She seems to have all the problems that an older dog goes throught.
    I don’t want to seem heartless .but how can I be absolutely shure .
    Any advise to help thanks

  318. Laurie says:

    Dear Margaret,

    Trust that you made the right decision. You were listening to your heart and mind, and you believed that it was time to put your dog to sleep. You did what you thought was right for your 16 year old dog, and you have to trust that it was time for her to go.

    You saw that she was in pain and struggling, so you saved her from more painful moments in the future. How can this be the wrong decision? You decide to put your dog to sleep because you loved her so much, and you wanted her to be free from her old, sore, achy body. I believe you made the right decision, and my prayer for you is that you find peace and healing.

    Your beloved dog is watching you with love and a free spirit, and does not want you to suffer. She wants you to be happy and peaceful, and secure in the knowledge that she forgives you and is very glad you let her go.


  319. Letting my dog go says:

    Thank you for this post. My wife and I have been debating putting our dog to sleep for a few weeks now, and it really has been tough on the whole family. Our dog was a very big part of our family, and it’s going to be really hard to say goodbye.

  320. Margaret says:

    I still feel guilt and remorse that we put our Aussie mix to sleep too soon
    and that was in August. She also struggled to get up and sit down and
    sometimes fell over for no apparent reason. She was eating sporadically,
    but no enjoyment. Even though she was almost sixteen, I don’t know that
    she was ready to leave. It just broke my heart to watch her struggle. Now
    I am tormented that I should have waited.
    Thank you for this article, it helped.

  321. Steve Nixon says:

    Hi Fiona. It was the hardest decision I have ever had to make. But Muffin was not eating properly and she was very unsteady on her legs. All the food that she loved she wouldnt touch, except for a little cooked chicken. She was drinking less too. 17 years to have your best friend is a long long time. I look around the house for her everyday in all the little places she would snuggle into. She made our house a proper home with not having children. We miss her with all our hearts. Goodnight old lady and God bless Muffin xx

  322. Fiona says:

    Oh Steve my heart totally breaks for you. My Yorkie, Sparky is being euthanised on Wednesday this week and I am totally and utterly distraught.
    My little man will be 16 years 8 months old and although the vet said his heart his strong and his legs don’t seem too bad, he has been totally deaf for a long time. He has cataracts and doggie dementia. He sleeps nearly all day but at night is anxious and distressed, pacing, whining & barking. At night he is doubly incontinent and walks through his urine & excrement where normally dogs would walk around it. He is sad for most of the time and is constantly hungry (due to dementia he forgets he has been fed) and seems tormented. I feel it’s not fair for my beautiful boy to go on in this way, he deserves so much better. Selfishly I want him with me forever and can’t bear the thought of life without him. The vet said his quality of life doesn’t seem too good now and that’s what has to be considered. Trying to do fun things with loads of love and treats for his last days

  323. Laurie says:


    It’s such a difficult decision to make – and what might make me decide to put my dog down may be very different than what might make you decide. Above all, we need to be at peace with our decision.

    Your boy is young, only six years old. But age isn’t the most important factor – it’s his quality of life. A dog can be 15 years old and enjoying a great life, or one year old and suffering. If you believe that your dog is still enjoying a good quality of life, then maybe it’s not time to put him to sleep. But if you believe “a good life” is more than sitting at home….then maybe it’s time to let him go.

    What do you think your Bernese mountain dog would tell you to do? Is he ready to go? Dogs don’t fear death the way humans do…it’s possible that he’s ready, but you aren’t.

    I’m sorry there aren’t any easy answers, and I wish you all the best in this decision.


  324. Laurie says:

    Dear Gillian,

    How is your Pomeranian today? Does she still seem to be scared, and in pain?

    I think the biggest question is whether or not she’s ready to leave this world. You know her better than anyone…when you sit with her and put your hands gently on her body, do you get any sense of what she wants from her life? I know this is difficult to know for certain, but I believe our dogs aren’t afraid of death. They’re scared of lots of things on this earth and they don’t necessarily want to die….but they know death is as natural as being born.

    If my dogs were in pain and not enjoying an active life, I would let them go. I wouldn’t give them pain medication, because I’d have no idea how effective it was. I know it’s easier to say this when it’s not my dogs who are suffering, but I really believe I’d choose to let them rest in peace rather than try to prolong their lives.

    Only you can make this decision…and you need to be at peace with putting your dog to sleep. My prayer for you is that you find the strength, courage, and love you need to make the most sacrificial decision of all.

    In sympathy,

  325. Donna Bonsall says:

    I too have a 16yr old shepherd mix, our appt is today… so very difficult to make and keep this appt as I cancelled the original appt over a month ago. But other than his good appetite, all the signs are here and clear. As one person described, my Jasper is basically existing, not living. He just sleeps most all day, paces the house at night and his potty habits are well, just not what they were in his younger days. I made this decision to put him down because I fear that he will pass alone and in pain while we are at work, and that I cannot live with that thought… we also have a 3yr old little guy I am sure will miss him too, so my plan is to honor Jasper’s lifeby remembering all the great times we had and the love and devotion he gave to us all these years. He has been a great dog and will be sadly missed. But I am doing this out of pure love!

  326. Carol says:

    Today I had to make the heartbreaking decision to put my beloved cocker spaniel to sleep , his name was woody and he was 13 years old . Woody had kidney failure and had deteriorated over the past three days , he couldn’t eat or drink or go to the toilet, the saddest thing was is that he kept struggling out into the garden and laying down in the wet grass , his breathing was laboured and he was making a strange noise. We carried him back inside and laid him on his bed, woody looked so sad and his eyes said he had had enough , through tears and grief we rang the vet who came within the hour . We told woody how much we loved him , kissed him stroked and cuddled him and the vet gave him the injection, woody went to sleep instantly , no distress just heartbreak for us, I never realised it would hurt this much , it’s been 7 hours since woody died we are distraught, it’d agony How will I ever get over this ? I’ve never cried do much I just want him back .

  327. Andrew says:

    It seems like everyone feels exactly the same way when it comes to this decision. My boy is only 6 years old. He is a bernese mountain dog. Has hip diplasia and austio arthritus (i think the arthritus comes with the hips). Also he has decided that any piece of fabiric in the house is his to eat. Which in turn is really messing with his digestive system leading to accidents in the house. I do not know what to do because he can only walk for about 5 minutes and then he is in pain all night. I feel terrible that he can no longer go out and about but at the same time he does not seem “unhappy” sitting at home. Am i being selfish keeping him at home all the time? Any advice?

  328. Steve Nixon says:

    I had to take our Yorkshire terrier on the 3rd October. She was 17 years old but her kidneys were failing. I felt guilty about letting her go. Its broken my heart, she was our life. Muffin we miss you so much you will never be forgotten xx

  329. vickie says:

    I am facing this decision for my ten year old basset who has suspected disc on the point of rupture, dodgy ticker and thyroid problems as well as skin issues. In the last three weeks her legs have been failing and she is no longer the cheeky, full of life character she was. Going to the toilet and eating now seem difficult for her. Reading your page had helped me make this heartbreaking but right decision and on Friday the vet will come home to put her to sleep. I will miss her more than words can say but know I have to make this decision in her best interest… She is existing not living.

  330. Lei says:

    I said goodbye to my loving beautiful very sick black lab retriever mix I cradled he’s head in my arms; kissed him for one last time. I could not stay to watch he’s last struggle and bleeding out; I tried in vein to stop. Scarface (we didn’t name him) came to use 10 years ago; rescued from the pound; he was 2 years old and his first family couldn’t take with them no money to fly a large dog back to mainland. I was not looking for a dog that day; he was sitting in a cage of many others afraid; too large for any family that wanted only smaller dogs. I looked at him; I asked him why couldn’t they take? He tilted he’s head and talked to me with he’s eyes. Love at first sight!
    I am hurting; crying calling he’s name thru the house today…..”Scarface come to Mommy”
    I just couldn’t do it; my Vet who has helped us many times with our other loving pets. See my husband, Tim was our strong person who did it all. I left Scarface and went home to let Tim know that he’s buddy was gone; Tim has demensia and in a wheelchair; I will have to slowly let him understand.

  331. Gillian says:

    I have an 8 year old Pomeranian in CHF, with a collapsing Trachea, one back leg that had a luxating patella but repaired with pins amd recently the other has been diagnosed with the same. About 18 months ago she was diagnosed with the CHF and is being treated and we recently added tramadol for her back leg discomfort because surgery is not an option. Tonight her back leg with pins seems to have frozen up and she could barely walk. Since then she’s hiding herself in the back of her kennel which is what she usually does when she’s scared. I did give her some tramadol this evening. I’m thinking that if the back leg doesn’t resolve itself in the next few days maybe it’s time. But then I feel guilty because she isn’t doing “that” bad. However her life consists of just eating sleeping and going to the bathroom. She doesn’t play, has never liked my giving her too much affection, so that hasn’t changed. I don’t know if I’m heading to the right decision. Her vet and I did have a conversation last month that she will probably not last 6 months because of the CHF. But it’s her legs and the discomfort that’s the issue now. I can always up her meds but is it fair to dope her up so she is comatose? I’m so confused. Thanks for any input you might have.

  332. Laurie says:

    My thoughts are with you, as you think about putting your dogs to sleep. May you find peace and acceptance as you make this decision, and may the veterinarian who helps you be kind, compassionate, and supportive.

    And, may you remember that your dogs will rest in peace – without pain or fear – after they die. They will embrace death as naturally as they embraced every moment of their lives.

    In sympathy,

  333. Leslie says:

    KAREN, we are in the exact same boat! Our black lab/golden mix is 17 and has a lot of the same problems you mentioned. She still eats like she always has though. Did you put your dog down? If so, do you feel it was the right decision? We are struggling. Even had an appt and cancelled. Thank you!

  334. Karren says:

    We are thinking of having our lab mix put to sleep either monday or tuesday morning. He is 16 years old and has a myriad of problems, from skin issues, to not being able to see or hear well, and he can barely walk without staggering over into something. He has started to turn away from his food as well. I know his quality of life is poor and he sleeps most of the time, when he isn’t pacing around. I know it’s time to let him go, but I still question myself.

  335. Steve Nixon says:

    We had our 17 year old Yorkshire Terrier put to sleep on Friday 3rd October 2014. She was struggling with high kidney levels, not eating properly for nearly three weeks, wobbling when she walked and trembling a lot of times. I took her to the vets where she didn’t move off her blanket, she just lay there. I stroked her head and paws as she went to sleep. It broke my heart. I feel so guilty in letting her go. Maybe more could have been done ?. I just told the vet that I though she had given up. The hardest decision I have ever made in my life. I kissed her face and said goodbye before I broke my heart and left her. I’m having her cremated and should have her back on Friday 10th October. Goodnight God bless Muffin we will always have you in our hearts and minds. Sleep tight old lady x

  336. Nicky says:

    So yesterday my son and I took Keiko to the beach for the last time on the way to the vet. She padded dutifully up and down the beach accepting the treats we gave her. The contrast between her and the other dogs, even the older ones, we met was striking. She didn’t wag her tail or greet people, it was clear she was putting up with it for our sakes. We walked through the park beside the vet, took a last picture of her and James and then went in to say goodbye.
    It was so gentle and painless, literally like she went to sleep, my heart broke again, as I saw the full extent of my son’s love for her. Our vet was an angel, so sensitive and compassionate, I’m so grateful to this wonderful professional lady.
    I had snuggled with Keiko on the couch in the early hours of the morning. She laid her head in the crook of my arm and looked into my eyes. She seemed to be crying and I kissed her and told her I was going to make it better, she licked me and dozed off while I held her and listened to her breathe..
    I thought my heart would be empty and have shed many tears however this morning as I lay in the same place on the same couch without her comforting weight, thinking of the previous morning I felt a ‘thank you’ in my heart and realised it is still full. Full of the memories and love she gave, full of the gratitude I can feel from her for keeping my promise, full of the knowledge that the precious gift of loving her could never leave the space empty. So, it still hurts but she’s entitled to the pain and I embrace it’s bitter-sweetness as proof of our love.

  337. Nicky says:

    Tomorrow I’m saying goodbye to my much loved staffie Keiko. She just turned 11 last month and we’ve had her since she was weaned. In May this year she started having fits and has been on epiphen ever since. We also give her metacalm for her joint pain. Over the last month she has deteriorated quite rapidly and is displaying all the symptoms of dementia. She hasn’t gone upstairs for weeks, no longer greets us in the morning or when I come home from work, She’ll come up like she wants petted and then pulls away. She paces and pants and cries at night. In the last week she has fouled in the house just a short time after being let out which she has never done before. Oh and she licks everything..the couch, our clothes, the fridge door, the wall in the corner she gets stuck in. She eats but doesn’t have the same enjoyment and won’t play anymore. Her wee personality is gone and she doesn’t show pleasure or enthusiasm at anything. My heart is breaking but I know it’s time to let her go. Just a short 4 weeks ago she would ‘help’ me garden and play tug. She’s lying sleeping just now, snoring gently the way she does and it’s hard to think she won’t be here this time tomorrow. You would think she is fine but I know she will wake soon and the pacing and crying will start. I’m so thankful for all the joy and love she has given us. I don’t know how I’m going to say good bye, it hurts so much

  338. Colleen says:

    Thank you so much for this article as it brought me comfort. We made the very difficult decision to put our 13 year old Golden Retriever down just on Monday. It was the hardest decision and hardest week. Now I am plagued with guilt and worry we did it too soon. She was in pain. She panted most of the day and couldn’t get up off the floor without some assistance or looking so uncomfortable. It was starting to become difficult for me to even watch her because she seemed to be struggling so much at times. Yet, she still got excited to see certain people and was still eating. Last week as she was coming up the stairs to come inside her front legs gave out and she slammed her face on the stairs. That was when I decided we might be getting close. I just have horrible guilt and miss my friend so much.
    Thanks again for this article.

  339. Nettie says:

    Dear Kelly,
    I am sorry for the loss of Max!
    I was in the same position as you yesterday as I had to put my golden retriever “Bubbles” to sleep at 1 pm. It was the hardest thing I have ever done and I swear a piece of my heart died with her. We spent 17 years together and were only apart for 4 weeks of those 17 years….it was an incredible journey!
    I do want to say to those that may read this note later…PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE be with your furry companion when it is time to put them to rest. They want you there until the end…it is hard to think about it, but it is the RIGHT THING TO DO!
    From Stan Rawlinson’s The 10 Commandments (from a dog’s perspective) #10: go with me on difficult journeys. Never say, “I can’t bear to watch” or “let it happen in my absence.” Everything is easier for me if you are there. Remember, regardless of what you do, I will always love you.
    Again, my sincerest apologizes on the loss of your sweet dog! I know that Max & Bubbles are running around in doggie heaven!

  340. Laurie says:

    Dear Nicola,

    Thank you for being here – it sounds like you’ve been having a great deal of difficulty with your youngest schnauzer. It also sounds like he’s not doing well.

    Nobody can make the decision to put your dog to sleep for you…it’s something you have to decide, because you need to be at peace with your decision. If you make this decision because someone told you to, then you’d later second guess yourself, and even be angry at the person who told you it’s time to put your dog to sleep.

    I think all dog owners should look at their beloved dog’s quality of life. Is your dog happy, pain-free, and able to enjoy his life? Most of the time, we know the answer to this…it’s just that we love our dogs so much, we never want to lose them. The grief of not having them around feels overwhelming. But, we can’t keep our dogs in pain. We have to make the most difficult decision at a time they need us most. That’s sacrificial love: putting our own feelings aside, and doing what’s best for our dogs.

    Is your beloved schnauzer ready to leave this world? Lay your hands on him, take a deep calming breath, and look into his eyes and soul. Is it time for him to go? Let him decide. Remember that dogs don’t fear death; it’s as natural to them as birth. Don’t let your fear get in the way of taking good care of your dog.

    My thoughts and prayers are with you, as you make this decision.

    In sympathy,

  341. Kelly says:

    Dear Laurie:

    Thank you so much in your kind worded response. I read these words as I grieve for Max, for I had him put to rest today at 11am. I did just as suggested, I looked deep into his cataract covered eyes and know that he was dealing with the pain and depression for my sake, which made me decide to do for him. My life will never be the same, but I am truly blessed to have had him in my life.


  342. Laurie says:

    Dear Kelly,

    Thank you for being here, and for sharing how Max is doing. Deciding if you should put your dog to sleep is so difficult – and there are no easy answers.

    I think the bottom line is his quality of life. Max’s brave, strong heart could keep beating for months or another year or maybe even longer…but is he comfortable, pain free, and enjoying the things he used to? I don’t think it’s “unfair” to keep him alive because he’s not really enjoying life the way he used to.

    Is Max ready to go? Death is as natural to dogs as birth, as chasing squirrels, as eating yummy dry kibble. Humans fear death because of our grief and loss, but dogs don’t have that same dread. Sometimes we protect our dogs from death, when we should be protecting them from discomfort, pain, and a body that just isn’t up for this world anymore.

    I don’t know if it’s Max’s time to go, but I encourage you to sit with him. Take his lovely head, look into his eyes, and ask him if he’s ready to leave this world. Remember that death brings peace and the end of suffering in an aged body. I believe death is freedom and release, and it’s the final act of love — sacrificial love — that we give our dogs.

    Is Max ready to leave this world, to be free from his body?

    My prayers are with you as you make this decision. May you feel peace and serenity, even though you’ll be pierced by the grief you feel at the thought of life without your beloved dog.

    In sympathy,

  343. Nicola says:

    I have three schnauzers and my baby who is 10 was diagnosed with diabetes, Cushings, high Cholestrol and high triglycerides. We are thinking about putting him to sleep because he is so lethargic and lost a lot of weight, peeing pooping and puking in the house. I am up all night with him and exhausted. What do I do?

  344. Kelly says:

    My Max is 15 1/2 yrs old. Him and I have been through a lot together and I am grateful to have had him for this long. At 11 yrs people called me crazy when I sent him for ACL surgery, stating he was too old, but to me, age wasn’t a factor..he still played, chased squirrels/bunnies and loved to run over the hill to the creek. Surgery a success, after months of recovery, Max continued his run/play times. At age 13, he had a large mass growing on his shoulder we had removed so it didn’t inhibit his ability to walk. This too was a success, mass hasn’t grown back. However, for the past yr, he has been deteriorating, mentally as well as physically. He seems confused sometimes, sleeps a lot, drinks a lot of water, is hard of hearing and sometimes his back leg will give out on him. He has some good days where he will act like a puppy when I come home, though this lasts about 30 sec. I have no doubt he has “life” left in him, but I don’t believe it is “quality life” as he no longer does the “fun things” anymore, including scratch his butt! I am trying to get the courage to call the vet and make an appointment to put him to sleep but I’m scared that I am doing this prematurely and don’t want to be unfair to him. Any opinions will be welcomed.

  345. Shelley says:

    Five days ago my dog Probie, 8 year old Amstaff Bull Terrier, was diagnosed with Inguinal Mast Cell Tumor. We started her on Kinavet at the time she was diagnosed. It is too early to tell if this drug is helping in anyway, but I am trying to be hopeful. Her initial blood test shows normal counts in every area. I’m also giving her Benadryl to help block the production of histamine and slow the tumor growth. I have also switched her diet to a low carb high fat, since most malignant cells depend on steady glucose availability in the blood for their energy and biomass.

    Probie stills has a healthy appetite, loves to play fetch with the same level of enthusiasm, and as of now does not appear to be in any discomfort.

    I have the best vet. I have been with him for 20 years – four dogs, and a cat. He has been with me through two euthanasia’s. The decision never gets easier, the signs never become any clearer. But with my previous experiences, I believe it is better to be a week too early, than one day too late.

    I am painfully aware that this cancer is terminal and I will be faced with the end of life decision. I just hope and pray I can have a little more time with her. She truly is one of God’s gifts.

  346. Laurie says:

    Dear Frankie,

    It sounds like your dog isn’t happy, and isn’t enjoying a very good or peaceful life. I believe veterinarians say that if the quality of a dog’s life is low – or if the dog is in pain or highly irritable – then it’s time to say good-bye.

    Do you think your husky is ready to leave this world? Sometimes we need to listen carefully to our dogs, for they know what the next step is. They don’t fear death like we do. Is your beloved dog telling you it’s time for her to rest in peace?

    In sympathy,

  347. Frankie says:

    I have a 13 year old husky we almost lost her once she had a infected uterus and we took care of that now she hardly wants to go outside she having accidents in the house she can’t hardly get around when she wants and she snapping at people she looks miserable half the time and she just layes around what your intake in this

  348. Laurie says:

    Thank you, Millie, for sharing your thoughts on putting a dog to sleep. We love our dogs so much, we feel terrible about ending their lives…but we don’t realize that death may bring release, freedom, and peace.


  349. Peggy says:

    Hello, reading your comment has helped me with my decision, my 4 legged daughter Bella has Kidney Failure she is only 2 1/2 years old the vet says to young to have this her brother died of the same thing when he was 15 months old. I will miss her terribly, in readying other articles about this disease I came across a poem Rainbow Bridge here it is: I know I will see my baby girl again………..

    When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge.
    There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together.
    There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.

    All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by.
    The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.

    They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.

    You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.

    Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together….

    Author unknown…

  350. Laurie says:

    Dear Terri,

    Putting your dog to sleep is not a terrible thing to do! It is a final act of love and compassion. Putting your dog to sleep means you love your dog so much you can’t bear to see him in pain anymore. Saying good-bye is a natural act of sacrificial love that shows how much you care about him. You’re willing to let him rest in peace, and not drag him through an unhappy, uncomfortable, even painful life.

    Euthanasia isn’t a punishment or failure on your part. It’s about saying good-bye with dignity and respect, before life gets unbearably difficult or painful. I believe in life after death, and that there is great peace in death. The whole “rest in peace” thing is something I really believe — even for our beloved dogs. I also believe our dogs’ spirits won’t leave us when our dogs leave this earth…and our souls will be reunited with theirs in the future.

    My prayer for you is that you accept your dog’s final days – whether it’s now or several months from now – with peace, serenity, and freedom. I pray you are able to overcome whatever feelings of guilt or anxiety you have, and find somehow healing in this transition. I also pray you hear what your dog is telling you…sometimes our dogs know what they want and what’s best for them. We sometimes just don’t have the courage to hear what they’re telling us. Sometimes they just want to be freed from the pain of this life. My prayer is that you know in your heart that whatever you decide for your dog is the best thing for both of you. Amen.

    In sympathy,

  351. Laurie says:

    Dear Iris,

    I’m so sorry for what you’ve gone through with your dog, for how traumatic and painful it was. It sounds so frightening and confusing, and your poor dog suffered. I can’t imagine how upsetting it must have been. It sounds like the veterinarian and staff weren’t caring, kind, or compassionate. They have such an important job, and when they act coldly and even cruelly, we are devastated — and helpless. I have a couple of little dogs, too, and the instinct to protect and love them is so strong. We feel like we let them down when they suffer pain, because they’re so vulnerable and dependent on us.

    I can’t offer advice, but my prayer is that you are able to let your dog’s death go. May you find a way to accept the past – for it can’t be changed. May you forgive yourself for not doing things differently, and may you forgive the veterinarian for not saving your beloved chihuahua-terrier. Acceptance and forgiveness are not easy to grasp and hold…but if you can work towards accepting and forgiving, you will find freedom from the heavy burden of grief and guilt. I pray you are able to find peace with your dog’s life and death, that you learn to remember her with love and joy. Holding on to the anger, frustration, and injustice at how your dog’s life ended won’t help anybody. In fact, it’ll just eat away at you and fill you with more pain than you can handle.

    I wrote to help another reader work through the pain and anger she felt after putting her dog to sleep. It may help you process your feelings, and move towards the peace that I know your beloved dog wants you to have. Dogs are naturally forgiving, compassionate, and accepting of life and death.

    May you feel the strength, energy, and love of your dog’s spirit and soul. May you find freedom from the burdens of guilt and pain, so your dog can rest in peace and so you can remember her with serenity and acceptance.

    In sympathy,

  352. Millie says:

    Teri, My adult daughter’s dog has been with us for 15 years. She, too, is quite deaf and has poor eyesight. She is taking meds for arthritic pain. She walks, but painfully. She sometimes falls on our smooth floors and needs help to get up. She often needs a boost to get back in the house after going outside. She no longer runs around the yard or is interested in playing. She is beginning to loose weight and is often restless–I think because she is so uncomfortable.We have found that we can no longer go away overnight and have someone else come and care for her or board her. I think it is probably time, but I am not sure my daughter is ready. Don’t feel guilty–you are NOT a terrible person–not if you are considering your dog’s quality of life and whether he can any longer enjoy his favorite activities. Not being able to control his body functions is stressful for him , too.

  353. Terri says:

    I’m considering putting my dog down. He’s 13 years old. He’s lost his hearing and his eyesight is bad.
    I work , when he was younger, I could leave him alone for hours. He was able to control his toileting. I can no longer keep him caged for hours. I have to barricade him in the kitchen. And , when I come home , it’s such a mess. He also pees and poops in the house while I’m there. This has been going on for sometime now and I’m loosing my patience. It keeps me in such a nervous state. I feel that my life is being controlled by the dog to some extent. I guess I’m just looking for some reassurance that I’m not a terrible person, if I do make the decision to put him down.
    Thank you for your thoughts.

  354. Iris says:

    Our beloved chihuahua-terrier was put to sleep Aug.30 and I am suffering extreme guilt. Only a week before, she became severely ill, first with panting in the early morning, followed two days later with severe vomiting and loss of appetite. We’d seen our vet at the first signs, but he didn’t ask to see her when the symptoms were worse. He sent us to the vet hospital for an ultrasound two days later, but by then she had tremors. The vet did not bother to talk to me, and when I asked the tech what the tremors meant, she said she didn’t know. Later the vet called about the ultrasound, saying our dear dog had pacreatitis. She then said she suspected brain tumor or stroke and giggled that a MRI would cost thousands. She shrugged off the fact that the poor dog had not eaten for four days. Finally, we brought her in because she was staggering, had violent tremors of the head, neck, and limbs, and was becoming glassy-eyed. I deeply regret not consulting with our regular vet, but he had pretty much sent our case to these incompetents. The next doctor blamed us for her condition, although she’d been in the hospital all day when she had the ultrasound. No one bothered to tell us how susceptible to hypoglycemia small dogs are. Her symptoms were consistent with that, but they all latched on to the one doctor saying “brain tumor” because of the trembling. Twelve hours of glucose IV had stopped the tremors, but directly contrary to this evidence, the doctor insisted there was no improvement. She, like all the other cold, condescending vets here, gave us nothing but bad news. This tough little dog had survived a week of starvation and was still able to walk and drink water, but the doctor dismissed any positive sign. She did advise that IV therapy usually is needed for three days, so we planned to see what the outcome would be. We came to visit and I was told that the vet in charge of her case would be there. She had not bothered to return my call and they said she was unavailable again. We went to visit our baby and were just leaving when we were accosted by the doctor on duty. She stated flatly, “I don’t know much about the case, but your dog will never recover or ever eat again. She has an incurable brain lesion.” No evidence, no proof, just spouting the party line. I asked how this was possible in one week, and she said it was very fast growing. She then asked us if we would like to take the dog home to say good-bye, but she said she might die outside the hospital. We were taken to a room to say good-bye, but when our precious dog was brought to us, she fell asleep peacefully in our arms. (We had just seen her in the ICU with bleary eyes and drooling.) I suggested to my daughter that maybe she could make it, but the poor girl had been influenced by the vet and said we should relieve her suffering. The guilt and regret come from not insisting that someone give a damn and treat her suffering, then from allowing an unqualified person to push us into euthanasia. It should be our carefully considered decision, not hers. I keep wondering what the outcome would have been if we had given her the full course of fluid therapy. Would she have rallied, recovered her appetite, and been with us for months more or maybe a year? She did have dementia but she had good moments. She also had molars that needed to come out but it would take a while before she was stable enough to go through that. There was no heart disease, no liver disease, blood pressure normal, coat still silky, no cancer. The pancreatitis had caused elevated BUN, but they didn’t give me the final number. I can’t understand why these doctors were so quick to give up when no one had even bothered to get a complete history. If only we told the last doctor that we were going to get a second opinion! Thank you for any advice you can offer.

  355. Laurie says:

    Dear Patti,

    As hard as it is to say this, it sounds like the right decision is to put Timmy to sleep. Your dog is not happy — he WAS happy because you loved him and gave him a wonderful life! — but now he is old. It’s time for him to find peace and freedom. He is suffering in his little doggy body, because he knows he should not be messing in the house but he can’t help it. He can sense your frustration and anger….and he knows you are grieved at the thought of putting him to sleep.

    You took such good care of Timmy for his whole life…and the greatest act of love and compassion might be to take care of him as he leaves this world. Putting a dog to sleep is a huge sacrifice. It’s painful and sad…and it might be the most loving last thing we do for our aged, ailing dogs.

    My prayer is that you find peace in your heart with whatever decision you make – whether you decide to put him down soon, or whether you decide to wait a bit longer. I also pray that you lay your hands on Timmy, and get a sense of what he wants you to do with his life. Is he ready to go? Open your heart, soul, and mind, and listen to his answer. If you sense he is done with this life and his little doggy body, I pray you are able to move forward with love and peace. Amen.

    In sympathy,

  356. patti says:

    It only gets worse, Kidney disease it doesn’t get better. sorry to say. It may be time to do the right thing for your pet. but only you can say yes its time or not its not. but as I said Kidney disease doesn’t get better it only get worse, in time, and usually a short amount of time. May god watch over your cat and give you guidance.

  357. patti says:

    I have had my Yorkie, Timmy, for over 14yrs now, 7 yrs ago we found he was diabetic, I have been giving him insulin 2x’s a day for more then 7 yrs. now. Overall, he and I have dealt well with this condition, however, along with diabetes blindness follows, and now his hearing is just not what it use to be. My Timmy LOVES to eat but his obsession is as much as right after he eats he wines for more food especially when he knows your making something or another family member is eating.. He has been urinating frequently in the house, and pooping everywhere. I do know its time but only because my husband says its time, and he is getting angry about it lately, but he will not do the duty of putting him down, he is leaving it all up to me to do the chore. I have put down all our animals in my life time, but this one seems to be the hardest because he has lived the longest of all my animals. My plan is to take him to MacDonalds and give him as many cheese burgers & French fries he can eat, and then make his last car ride before he goes. I know its the best thing, however, he still wags his tail, and wines and cries when I walk in the door as he always has, but so much mess over nite and all day long its beginning to smell like a kennel at times. I don’t know if my decision is because its what my husband wants or because it truly is time to put him down..I know he is not in pain but at time I wonder if his mind is in take.. At times I find myself getting extremely angry at Timmy, and hit him when he poops or pees in the house or wines to obsession over a bite to eat, and that I know I should NEVER do.. but I get so upset cause I m picking up poop and pee all day long or yelling at him to shut up!. he walks into walls and falls down our deck I have to watch him closely so he doesn’t get hurt. Its becoming a real chore to keep him safe. DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO?????????????? IS IT TIME????? )8

  358. meg says:

    It hurts so much now. My cat is very sick. His kidneys are failing . He’s 14 yrs old & I know I have to let him go, but damn, my tears are falling.

  359. Mary says:

    Dear Laurie,

    I found a vet clinic that has very reasonable prices. Bailey has an appointment tomorrow. Since I’ve started him back on Benadryl he’s been more playful. When Bailey was 4, before his licking got so bad, a vet told me I should cut a whole in the bottom of a 3 gallon pail. He said to cut the hole barely large enough to wiggle it over Bailey’s ears. I’m hoping tomorrow the vet will give Bailey some antibiotics. Between the meds and the bucket (lol) I’m hoping his acral lick granulomas can heal. If this doesn’t work then my decision will be clear. Thank you for your compassion.

  360. john says:

    I also have a yellow lab. Max is 12 this October. He has several ruptured disks and hasn’t been able to walk for a week. He is mostly blind and won a battle with cancer 2 years ago. He’s still at the vets as I write this. If he hasn’t regained his ability to walk on his own, I’ll bring him home for the weekend and take him back on Tuesday.

    He is such a big old goof. I love him with all of my heart. Tuesday will likely be our last day together, but I will spoil him like crazy for the next few days. He’s saved me from a lot of stupid decisions. He’s always been my buddy and confidant.

    I feel rotten and terrible, and like a traitor. But, I do think it is the right thing to do in my case. My heart is breaking and I dread coming home and him not being at the door to greet me.

    I will be a mess for a long time, but I will love and miss my Max forever. Thanks for letting me get some of this off my chest. I wish you the best.

  361. Laurie says:

    Dear Mary,

    Thank you for being here, and for sharing your love for Bailey with us. Your extreme love makes the decision so much more difficult! As dog owners and lovers, the last thing we want to do is put our dogs to sleep. I think many of us put our own feelings above our dog’s enjoyment of life…and we wait too long to say good-bye.

    I can’t tell you what to do, but I believe adoption won’t be welcomed with open arms by a humane society or rescue organization. Adopting out an older dog who has health issues is a long shot, and it may be too hard on Bailey to have to adjust emotionally to a new family while going through more medical treatments. But, I encourage you to call the local humane societies and talk it through with them.

    One of the best pieces of advice I’ve read in the comments sections in all articles about putting a dog to sleep is to take a moment to listen to what your dog wants. Sit with Bailey, hold him, and ask him what he wants to be done with his life. Does he want to continue the way he is? Is he truly happy, or is he ready to go? Are you holding him back – are you holding him here, when he really just wants to rest in peace?

    I also read that dogs aren’t afraid of death. Dying is as normal and natural as living – it’s humans who are afraid of death, and humans who have to grieve the end of a dog’s life.

    Putting your dog to sleep may be the most loving thing you can do for him. Prolonging his life and putting him through more treatments and medications doesn’t seem to me to be the best way to live. Financially, it’s a hardship. Physically, it’s so difficult for dogs to be given medications, surgeries, treatments — when sometimes the best solution is simply resting in peace.

    My prayer for you is that you come to a decision you’re comfortable with. It won’t be easy, and I pray you realize that just because a decision involves grief does not mean it’s the wrong thing to do. I pray you are able to release Bailey, whether it’s into eternity or another dog lover’s home. I also pray you figure out why guilt is such a big part of this decision for you, and that you learn how natural death is to animals. Death is simply another stage – it’s passing into a different world. May you learn to be comfortable with this world, even though you have no idea what it entails, and may you trust God that He will hold Bailey’s heart and soul in His loving hands. And, may you rest in the knowledge that you and Bailey will be reunited in spirit one day.

    I’ll keep you and Bailey in my thoughts and prayers. Please let me know what you decide…I pray the decision is clear, if not easy.

    In sympathy,

  362. Mary says:

    I’m so torn about what to do. My yellow Lab Bailey is eight years old. When he was about 2 he developed seizures. I couldn’t afford treatment so we never told the vet and just dealt with it, but we figured out that it was related to his dog food. We switched him to a L.I.D. diet and the seizures subsided almost entirely. He has always had a major licking problem and has many lick granulomas all over his legs, hind quarters and now his tail. I can’t afford to take him to the vet every time he gets an infection. I’ve treated the sores as best I can at home with OTC meds but they are no longer helping.

    I believe Bailey has major allergy issues because he sneezes all the time, constantly rubs his face on the carpet and scratches himself insanely all the time. The sores on his body are so bad right now that he does nothing but lick, or lay in his crate. I’ve tried every kind of e-collar imaginable but he is a regular Houdini and can get them off within about 30 seconds. I know that if I take him to the vet they will give him antibiotics and steroids and that will temporarily clear up the infections. The problem is, within a few weeks to a month he’ll have new infections.I just can’t afford to keep going to the vet. I feel horrible because I don’t want my decision to come down to money but I know its not fair for Bailey to suffer because I can’t afford treatment. I feel so guilty. My husband has been ready to put Bailey down for a while and says it’s my call, but I can hardly bear the thought of it.

    The last two years that Bailey has gone for vaccinations, he has had a bad reaction. The first time, he seemed lame for about twenty-four hours. He didn’t want to get up and walk, even to go outside, but he seemed happy to see us and didn’t seem too upset. This past February when Bailey got his shots (at a shot clinic not the vet), he had a more severe reaction. He seemed to be in immense pain and could hardly walk or move. If we so much as tried to touch him or move him, he growled and snapped at us. I gave him small doses of aspirin and he gradually got better over the course of a week. I’m afraid what will happen when he goes for his next set of annual vaccinations. Here again, we couldn’t afford the emergency vet clinic to have his severe reaction evaluated and treated. I feel like such a bad doggie parent, and sooooo guilty.

    Yesterday my husband made a remark about how Bailey “isn’t right” because he doesn’t come to the door and greet us, he lays around all day, and he has no interest in his usual play activities. I suddenly said it’s time and that we should put him down this weekend. My husband seemed shocked, but agreed and we told my 16 year old step-daughter (he’s her dog) and she teared up a little but understood. After I said it was time, my husband almost tried talking me out of it, but I told him not to because the decision was made and I couldn’t go through this agonizing decision again later.

    Now I’m having second thoughts because Bailey seemed a little more like his old self this morning. He’s only eight years old and has a treatable condition, but due to financial issues I can’t afford treatment. Lick granulomas are one of the hardest conditions for vets to treat and the laser surgery option sounds horrific, plus it isn’t all that successful in curing the condition. All I can see for our future is a constant struggle to prevent Bailey from licking. I tried behavioral therapy suggested by vet (smacking him on the nose when he licks) but then he got depressed and sad and seemed fearful of me. Once again I was racked with terrible guilt. I have tried distraction and redirecting him away from licking but last night when I tried that by gently pulling his collar to prevent licking, he growled and barked somewhat aggressively at me. I don’t want him to grow to hate me because of my efforts to stop his self-destructive behavior. I also know part of the problem is that Bailey spends long hours by himself. My husband works nights and sleeps days, so the dog only has about an hour interaction with my husband in the morning and a few hours at night with me. Other than that he’s on his own. I feel terribly guilty about this too.

    I almost wonder if I should put him up for adoption at a rescue organization so that he can find a family that can afford to treat his conditions. But I fear the unknown, will he be better off, will another family love him as much as I do????

    I’m also afraid when I call the vet to schedule an appointment to have Bailey put to sleep they will refuse because he has a treatable condition.

    I feel so guilty for even considering putting Bailey to sleep. We can hardly even afford this option but we have to do something. I told my husband we could take him to the vet and see what they say about his conditions before we ask for him to be put to sleep but I’m not even sure we can afford that option. My only other option is to forego the vet and any hope of a reprieve and call the county dog kennel to see if they will put poor Bailey to sleep.

    I am so heartbroken, torn and conflicted. I just don’t know what to do. I feel so guilty, because Bailey is still a relatively happy dog some of the time. He doesn’t have incontinence issues, and he still occasionally likes to play and run in the yard.

    I love Bailey so much, he’s my buddy and companion while I’m home alone at night when my husband is working. Sometimes I think my life revolves around that dog. I’ve bonded with him like no other dog I’ve ever owned. He’s not just a pet he’s a family member and he’s my baby, a great source of joy in my life. But I feel like I’m being selfish putting my feelings over his suffering. I’m wracked with guilt.

    Desperately seeking guidance. What should I do????

    Thank you so much for letting me poor my hear out.

  363. Laurie says:

    Dear Emma Ames,

    It sounds like you made the decision to put your dog to sleep out of love for him. If he was alive today, he might be in so much pain — and you want to spare him that!

    You did the right thing. He is resting in peace, and not suffering from the physical pain he’d be feeling if he was alive today. My prayer for you is that you stop second-guessing your decision, that you accept that you made the supreme sacrifice out of love for him. You made the decision to put your dog to sleep so he could be spared even one minute of pain and suffering, and that is a gift of love and compassion for your dog. Now it’s time to grieve your loss, but know that you did the right thing.


  364. Emma Ames says:

    Hi sorry to join this conversation but I had to have my dog put to sleep yesterday, I have had him for 14 years, he may have been a little older than this when I had him he was not a pup however I lived him with all my heart . His name was Ben, a Labrador cross, He had arthritis and had starting to be incontinent .. I took him to vets and they said his symptoms would only get worse so I made the decision to have him put to sleep .. however I feel like I betrayed him and feel distraught and guilty .. I feel like I should have spent another day with him, pampering him and loving him . I don’t know how to deal with these feelings . Thanks Emma

  365. Laurie says:

    Dear Vivi,

    What did the veterinarian say about Eddy? I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.

    In sympathy,

  366. vivi mcqueen says:

    my name vivi my dog (yellow lab)
    is named eddy (after my father),long story. eddy is 14 and about 4 mo. I have never had any dog or cat that i had to make the decision about putting to sleep, they all died from something out of my control that i did’t have to decide about.i look at him now and he is laying by the chair, and peers up at me every now and then. like he knows what i am trying to do.
    he is so smart, i think. i just don’t know. he walks down and up 15 stares sometimes w/ my help sometimes not. he has number 2 accidents in the house and i don’t care. never pees in the house.
    i am now disable and, humane wise,, completly alone.and i hate going through this alone. anyway i will talk more to his vet tomorrow. we will see what happens. wish us luck, vivi

  367. Laurie says:

    Dear Debbie,

    Yes, it would be so nice if our beloved dogs could go peacefully in their sleep, wouldn’t it? That’s the double-edged sword part of modern medical technology: we have the tools to keep our dogs (and people) alive much longer than “normal”, but then we still have to make the difficult decision about when to put our dogs to sleep.

    Have you heard the saying, “When it’s time, you’ll know”? I’ve heard that about the decision about when to put a dog to sleep. I’m not sure if I believe it fully, but many dog owners say that the time is clear to them.

    But, just because it’s the right time to put a dog to sleep doesn’t mean it’ll be easy! It’s such a huge decision – it’s life and death – and our dogs rely on us for everything. They give us their hearts, lives, and unconditional love, and we feel like we’re betraying them by putting them to sleep.

    But, I don’t think putting a dog down is betrayal. I think it’s a final act of love, kindness, and compassion. When it comes to put my dogs down, I’ll probably err on the side of too early rather than too late, because I hate the thought of them being in pain. I know it’s difficult to tell when a dog is suffering because they’re so stoic, and I don’t want my dogs to suffer for one moment. I would rather they rest in peace for eternity than suffer through a painful minute on earth.

    That said, however, each dog owner needs to dig deep into her heart to discover when the time has come. Maybe I’d make the decision a few weeks or months earlier than you – I don’t know, and it doesn’t matter. The bottom line is that you need to feel at peace with your decision.

    Sit with Gypsy, and try to get a sense of what she wants you to do. Is she ready to leave this earth? What is holding her back? If she’s ready to go, maybe the only thing holding her back is the humans who love her so much. Maybe the humans need to make the sacrifice, and set her free. I don’t know if this is the case, I’m just thinking out loud.

    I’m sorry I don’t have the answers you need, but I will keep you and your family in my prayers.


  368. Laurie says:

    Dear Michael,

    Thank you for being here, and sharing your struggle. That’s a tough decision to make! It doesn’t sound like Chelsea’s health is much of a problem, other than the extreme heat and dog-unfriendly nature of Dubai (which are big obstacles to owning a dog there!). Most of the comments I get on this article about putting a dog to sleep are from owners whose dogs have health issues, or whose dogs are very old.

    I don’t think it’s bad or wrong of you to think about putting her to sleep. It’s an option, and you need to think through your options. I also don’t think dogs — generally speaking — feel pain when they are put to sleep, but I have heard bad stories. I think it’s like with anything – sometimes you have a terrible experience, but if things go as they normally should, then the dog will just fall asleep. I also don’t know how the veterinarians are in Dubai, but I imagine there are some good ones there. Like anywhere, there is probably good and bad.

    If I were in your shoes, I’d call the humane societies and veterinary clinics in your area, and talk through the options. There may be options you haven’t thought of.

    And, I would consider relocating to a dog-friendly apartment or house. Personally, I’d have a hard time putting my dogs to sleep for any reason other than illness or old age. But this is a different decision for each person – we have to make choices that we can live with. I can’t tell you what the best decision is, or predict how you’ll feel after you make our decision.

    I encourage you to take your time, explore your options, and be open to making the decision that best suits Chelsea, you, and your family members. This is a decision that you’ll feel the effects of for the rest of your life, so it might be good to move slowly.

    I’ll keep you in my thoughts and prayers.


  369. Laurie says:

    Dear Claudia,

    I never think that putting a dog to sleep is about bad ownership. On the contrary, saying good-bye to a beloved dog you’ve had for years is a huge sacrifice, and a sign of extreme love and loyalty! Keeping a dog alive in spite of all health issues and problems is selfish, I think. We may have the technology, medicine, and power to keep dogs (and humans) alive no matter how sick or old they are, but that doesn’t mean it’s a better life.

    The bottom line is that you need to be at peace with your decision. If you think Maggie is ready to go, then you need to give her the gift of release and freedom. Someone once told me that our dogs tell us when they’re ready. If we be still and sit with them, we will learn from them if they’re ready to leave this earth.

    Our dogs love us so much, and I believe we need to love them back by accepting that death is a natural part of life. However, I know this is an extremely difficult decision – I dread the day I have to decide if it’s time to put one of my dogs to sleep. But, I also am ready to open my heart and home to another dog or two after mine find their way home to God.

    I will keep you in my prayers as you make this decision. May you love Maggie as only you can, and may you feel peaceful about whatever happens.


  370. Debbie says:

    I am trying to decide what to do with our dog, Gypsy. She is probably 14 or 15, we got her from the shelter, so we are not sure. She is a “canardly” breed – we “can hardly” tell what kind she is! Actually, she is mostly golden retriever and german shepherd. She had melanoma on her jaw 2 years ago and we had it removed. The pathology report said the cancer cells were all the way to the end of the sample. She has done well, but now she has another smaller tumor on her jaw in the same place. Our normal vet is out of the office until September and the vet who fills in for him is not a surgeon. The regular vet will be back in the office sometime in September. He will probably xray her lungs to see if it has gone there. If it hasn’t he may be able to just take it off so it’s more comfortable for her to eat. But I am seriously considering putting her down. She is on Proin for bladder issues, still dribbles and pees when she lays on a blanket on the floor. It went thru to the hardwood, which I wasn’t real happy about. She sleeps most of the time, and when she isn’t sleeping, she is whining to go out, take her out, she whines to come in, then out, etc. She eats fairly well, but sometimes leaves her food for quite a while. We discovered the first tumor when she was whining when she ate. If I put broth or something on her food she will gobble it up, but the vet said not to do it cause she was overweight. So we cut down on her food and quit the broth, and she lost weight and was eating all her food. Then she started acting hungry, so we started giving her more. She is hard of hearing and doesn’t get up sometimes even when I put her cheese-covered Proin right in front of her nose, and I have to shake her to wake her. We are going away for a couple of days and are going to have someone come in twice a day to take her out, but I’m not sure this is going to be enough. I know I’m going all over the place with this, and I’m tearing up just thinking of putting her down! It’s my daughter’s dog, who is out of the country. She would rather we do it while she is gone. I have never been really fond of the dog, too much mess and dog hair, but I find as she gets older and I am the one home with her most of the time I have come to care for her much more. My husband says he is not ready to put her down yet, but he doesn’t have to stay home and hear the whining that much or clean up the messes, though he will take her for a walk often when she whines when he is home. Is it time to put her down? she still likes to go for a walk, eats grass and whatever else she can find, will run for a bit if I run, but not long. Getting to like shorter and shorter walks. I would hope we could just wake up one day and find her gone, but are we willing to wait for that to happen? Thanks for any comments, I just needed to say this!

  371. Lindy says:

    Hi Claudia…my name is Lindy and your situation sounds similar to mine. Last Sunday we put to sleep our beloved yellow lab, Bodie. He would have been 13 in November. He was diabetic and blind, too. He had been sleeping most of the time and would go off into different places in the house during the day to sleep. He ate pretty well and loved his treats. He used to love to go on walks and swim in our pool, but that was becoming difficult for him and he hadn’t done those things for months. He became more anxious about things and he would lick his front legs periodically and panted even though it wasn’t a hot day, so we knew he was in pain…he had all the symptoms. He was incontinent for quite some time and I was constantly cleaning up his pee and poo…the vet put him on Proin to help the peeing, but he still had accidents. It was the hardest decision my family and I have ever made. I still question if we did the right thing even though everyone says yes. The final point that made me realize it was that I didn’t want him to get worse and suffer…now I am the one suffering his loss, but I would rather do that than have him be in more pain and not enjoying his life. We had a vet come to the house to put him down and he fell asleep with us surrounding him with love and soothing words. My husband thinks he knew and wanted to go. I’d like to think the same thing myself. The grief is almost unbearable at times, but I know it will get better. I pray we made the right decision. Prayers for you and others trying to decide…it’s not easy. Best, Lindy

  372. Michael says:

    I have had our American staff, Chelsea, for almost 10 years. We got her in NY and then moved to London. In both London and NY Chelsea was a happy dog, running freely, playing ball etc. However last year we had to relocate to Dubai and took chelsea with us, however the apartment we moved into forbids dogs so I had to find her a foster home. She is living with a wonderful couple, but they I think that the time has come where they would like their space. I cant keep moving Chelsea from one home to another and Dubai is such a dog unfriendly place not to mention the extreme heather in the summer with temperatures reaching 45 celsius. I know Chelsea cant be happy as she cannot run off the lead and in the summer its just too hot to be out for more than 2 minutes….What do I do? Is it bad of me to think about putting her down? Will she feel any pain? I am so upset. Any advice would be welcomed.

  373. Claudia says:

    We are trying to decide what to do about our beloved dog Maggie, an English Springer Spaniel. She is 14 years old, diabetic and blind. She’s also become hard of hearing. We give her two shots a day and monitor her blood sugar each morning. Her behavior has changed from being fun loving and energetic to sleeping most of the time. She now gets extremely anxious if there is any slight variation in her routine. She also has times of incontinence which are distressing. If we put her outside for even a few minutes she whines and cries and scratches the wood off the door frame. Are we bad dog owners for thinking it might be “time”? We love her and want to do the right thing. She still has joy when she eats and when she has a short walk but other than that she seems to be in her own world and not very aware of us. This is all so distressing. I’ve talked with our vet but she just thinks about more meds….ie mood stabilizers, etc. Should we try this…along with the insulin and incontinence medications?

  374. Laurie says:

    Dear Jacqueline,

    Thank you for being here – it sounds like you have a very sad good-bye coming up. Poor Casey, it sounds like she needs so much help, just to get on with daily life. She is winding down, and maybe she is ready to go.

    You have loved her for so long, and it’s heartbreaking to say good-bye. But, with great love comes great sacrifice. Casey will rest in peace after you let her go – she will be running in spirit, enjoying her food, and playing with all the other dogs — including Sooty! And every so often, they’ll stop playing and they’ll look down on you here on earth, and they’ll watch you with love. They will feel the love you have for them in their hearts. And then they’ll go back to their free, joyful frolicking without any pain or sadness!

    May you have a peaceful good-bye, and enjoy your holiday. You’ll always have Casey with you in your heart, no matter where you go. She wants you to be happy and free.


  375. jacqueline morris says:

    I have an 18 year old papallion . she looks as cute today as on the day I brought her home aged 4 weeks. she is white long hair and has a very gentle nature.
    She is now living in the kitchen so I can keep an eye on her. She sleeps most of the day but now and again. She will have a few minutes of excess running in and out the kitchen door.
    I dont know what to make of that behavior. – its like a panic attack.
    She still goes out the dog flap day and night to go to her toilet area.
    She has bad cataracts so is blind.
    She has bad teeth – she has had 2 operations to remove some. Therefor not many left.
    She is deaf and I have to put her chopped up food close to her nose. – she likes it when I feed her.
    There is no sign of her being in pain. Sometimes she just stares at the wall or what ever and I will then pick her up and take her outside.
    I am going on holiday for 5 weeks and have booked my 4 yr old chirahaha into boarding kennels.
    I told the owner about Casey – she advised me the best thing I could do for her was put her to sleep.
    She said she would stress after me – 5 weeks is a long time to not have contact with me.
    I know – casey has had a good innings – but its hard for me to make the decision when theres no pain.
    I cant ask anyone to take care of her because that too wouldn’t be fair on Casey.
    I know it has to be done before I leave to go on my holiday – I just felt I needed to write to someone.
    My friend has the only other surviving dog, called sooty, She is so distressed at the thought of him going – Sooty is worse than casey. I told her that if she put sooty to sleep – I would do the same for casey at the same day and time.
    However I have a month before I leave and I will be seeing my friend with Sooty whilst on holiday.
    Ok thanks for listening all you dog lovers.

  376. Laurie says:

    Dear Tammy,

    Thank you for being here – it sounds like it felt like a major betrayal that your family put their and your dog to sleep without acknowledging you. I would want to be told, too — even if it wasn’t my dog! We want a chance to say good-bye, maybe even in person, and to be present during our dog’s final moments — even if we aren’t in the same room or city or state.

    I would feel the same way, like I wouldn’t want to care for my family anymore, either. I would want to punish them for making feel feel I wasn’t part of my dog’s life, that I wasn’t important enough to be included in the process.

    My prayer for you is that you rise above those feelings of pain, bitterness, end even revenge. My prayer is that you find forgiveness in your heart — because if you hold on to the resentment, you will suffer worse than they will. I pray that you can see the situation from their perspective, and trust that they were doing what they thought best. For your own sake, I pray that you are able to find peace in your heart, acceptance in your soul, and love in your actions. I pray that you are able to remember your dog with love, joy, and no shadow of the pain you now feel.

    I will keep you in my prayers!


  377. Tammy says:

    I’m 50. My mother/sisters put their dog to sleep (whom I love very much) without letting me know. I know the dog was very sick with cancer – I’ve been very involved, even the day before. Then my sister said she called the emergency vet line. I was led to believe to see if the Vet would come and see a plan of action (as she put it). I was carrying my cell phone with me at work all day. When I ddin’t hear from them, I called, and she told me the Vet came and put the dog to sleep like 2 hours before. I feel betrayed and angry. If she told me at the time the vet came, I would have said “if that’s what the Vet feels is best” yeah, I would have cried, but to not contact me to spare me like I was a child, not part of them, etc. hurt me very deeply. They wanted to call when I got home. Well, I drove home crying anyway – more feeling betrayed than for the dog. Today I feel deeply depressed and don’t want to give a hoot for them anymore or anyone. Petty maybe, but it’s how I feel.

  378. Emma says:

    Thank you for your sweet words Laurie. I actually got as far as getting the vet out for the last time this afternoon, and then cancelled him and took her for a swim in the sunshine instead. And I felt like we had cheated death. I could see glimpses of her joyful self and I could have burst with gratitude. And then when we got home she could hardly walk. I do have to release her beautiful spirit I know. Thank you for your kindness. It means a lot.

  379. Laurie says:

    Dear Emma,

    Thank you for being here – I am so sorry that your beloved vizsla is hurt. It’s a terrible thing for us humans to see the dogs we love so much in pain, and to feel powerless to help them. Your dog used to be happy, joyful, and playful…and now her whole life is different.

    I don’t know what the right thing to do is, and I’m not telling you what to do. But, for me the bottom line is the quality of life. If my dogs weren’t enjoying life anymore because they were in pain or suffering in any way, then I believe for me the right thing would be to say good-bye. I wouldn’t put my dogs on painkillers because I have no idea what their pain is like. What if the painkiller only dulls the pain, and my dogs are living with a low level chronic pain? My personal opinion is that I would not want to go this route.

    Sometimes we love our dogs so much, we can’t put them to sleep. I think love can blind us, and lead us to keep our pets alive longer than is good for them. I don’t know if this what you’re doing, but it’s important to remember that putting a dog to sleep can be a final act of selfless, perfect love. It’s a sacrifice for us to put our dogs down, because we want our dogs with us forever! It’s a terrible heartbreak. But that’s why it’s a sacrifice, because we are doing something that causes us pain but could be the best way to love our dog.

    My prayer for you, Emma, is that you find peace with whatever decision you make. I pray that you are able to connect with your beloved vizsla, and listen to her heart. What does she want? My prayer is that you are able to use your intuition to do what’s best for her, not what’s best for you. May you find peace, guidance, clarity, and compassion as you be still and sit with her. Let her guide you, and tell you what she needs from you.

    I will keep you and her in my thoughts and prayers.

    Blessings and sympathies,

  380. Emma says:

    I would really appreciate any advice. I am in such a horrible mental state. My beautiful (only) 2 year old vizsla was injured last year. As a result she has degenerative discs and a very significant foreleg lameness. Her thighs are swollen. Her gait is awful. She cannot run properly or play with other dogs. That was her joy. I take her swimming each day and lots of gentle stop and sniff walks, massage, chiropractor, acupuncture, painkillers etc.We don’t go to the beach or camping or the mountains or anything. Her life is flat and I wanted it to the best life a dog could have. I cannot find the words to say how much I love her or how wonderful she is. I didn’t know a dog could be so completely lovely. I used to think her name should have been ‘Play’ or ‘Happy’ because that was all she ever was. Now she stays under the bed as much as she can.

    The orthopaedic vet surgeon advised pts. My regular vet says to keep her going with pain relief. I can’t work or think. It hurts to breathe and it just goes on and on month after month. I am just consumed with it all. If I let her go on like this it won’t be the right thing and if I have her pts it won’t be the right thing. What is the right thing and how did I let such a perfect friend get hurt?

  381. Laurie says:

    Dear Carolyn,

    I’m sorry you haven’t heard from Robert. I just wanted to say I wish you all the best as you try to decide if you should put ThunderBear to sleep. It sounds like she’s been having a hard time of it, and you aren’t sure what is best for her.

    There are no easy answers, but I really believe what the veterinarian said in this article is true. If you can spare your dog even one day of suffering, then maybe it’s the right time to let her rest in peace. Sending her off is painful, but it may be the most loving thing you can do. You won’t have to worry about her suffering longer than she needs to.

    I know it’s a difficult decision, and I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

    In sympathy,

  382. Carolyn Durham says:

    I have a chow mix, her name is ThunderBear and she is 18 1/2 yrs old. The problems you are experiencing with your dog are exactly the problems our Bear Bear is facing. I just don’t know what to do. She does not appear to be in any pain, but she has such difficulty standing, laying down, walking etc. The other morning we were woken up to a very strange groaning noise. She never barks anymore or makes even whining noises when she wants to go out. My husband and I rushed down stairs and found her laying spread eagle on the kitchen floor, unable to get up. It’s as though the pads on her paws no longer grip the tile floor and her forearms go out to the sides and her back legs give her little to no support anymore. We helped her up and she was fine, other than the fact that she relieved herself on the kitchen floor. My husband walks her 3-4 times per day but she rarely does anything outside anymore, waits until she comes in and goes to the bathroom in the house. My biggest fear is that she will collapse and not be able to get up, while we are gone during the day and spend the whole day agonizing on how to get up. That kind of suffering or anxiety, I don’t want her to have. Every part of my mind tells me to let her go to doggy heaven, but I am so worried that it is too soon and she may have several more good days ahead of her. We are going out of town next week and I don’t want to board her, but I am afraid to keep her at home all day and have my kids check in on her periodically. We all work which makes it difficult and we have to make this trip, my sister has been diagnosed with stage 4 cancer. I feel so guilty that I am rushing this decision because of all of these factors, but I come back to thinking; is waiting for her to fall asleep one night and not wake up, ever going to happen and how long do we hold on????? I am sorry to go on so, but I am hoping that you could let me know what you have decided to do about your dog and maybe give me some clarity regarding my decision.
    Thanks for any advice,

  383. Laurie says:

    Dear Robert,

    Thank you for being here, and sharing your experience with your shepherd chow mix. What’s his name?

    I called my veterinarian and asked about putting a dog to sleep in an owner’s home, and found out that it doesn’t happen very often. But there are mobile veterinarians who proved hospice-type care for dogs – including euthanasia. You might try searching the internet for “at home euthanasia for dogs” and add your location, to see if there are mobile veterinarians in your area.

    As I said, my veterinarian rarely puts pets to sleep at home. Not only is it more expensive, there is also the issue of taking the dog’s body away for cremation or burial. Plus, if things don’t go smoothly, there isn’t the same type of support they’d have at the vet clinic.

    As far as the right time goes….I’ve heard dog owners say that when the time is right, you’ll know. But many others say that it was a difficult, terrible decision even at the very end. Other owners say that you have to listen to your dog, because your dog knows when he’s ready to go. I don’t know what you think about this, but maybe it’ll help in some way.

    I wish I had the rightest, easiest answers, but I’m afraid I don’t! Let me know what happens.

    In sympathy,

  384. Robert Bailey says:

    I have a shepherd chow mix I adopted when he was six months old, he is now 15+ and showing all the signs of old age. he still eats but not as much, he has relieved himself in the house, sleeps most of the day. Occasionally has a limp and has trouble standing up but still wants to go for a walk each day although those walks have become much shorter. His hearing is much reduced along with his eye sight. I know the time is coming but I am unsure when is the right time. Do I wait until he can no longer move around without great difficulty? Or should end it before that. I do not want to deprive him of a single day of life but also do not want him to suffer.

    Is there a Vet that will euthanize him at my house? I do not want his last moments to be stressful, I want him to die where he has been the most comfortable.
    Robert Bailey

  385. Laurie says:

    Dear Lauren,

    Putting a dog to sleep is a sad, difficult decision to make. The only advice I have is to think about how your dogs feel. Are they suffering? If they’re in pain and/or not enjoying life anymore, then letting them go is the most loving thing you can do for them. I know it’s difficult to determine if your dogs are suffering, but there are some signs that dogs just aren’t happy anymore.

    If you can spare your dogs even one day — one hour — of suffering, then maybe it’s time to put them to sleep.

    What does your veterinarian advise?


  386. lauren rifenburgh says:

    Im facing loss of 3 of our 7 dogs. One is a shi tzu who is 14 & almost died last week but was saved with ER visit, oxygen tent, antibiotics, etc. He is not wanting to do much now and I hate thought of just finding his body one morning. My other 2 are a spanish mastiff and st. bernard. both close to 8 yrs. they fought and mastiff lost more. he has many staples but worst is his back legs give out about 75% of the time now and he cant use stairs (he fell down them) and barely gets around now. hangs his head and I feel so bad for him as he lays there. not himself. St bernard got bites to his chest that caused huge “water balloon” and has 2 shunts. first recheck they kept them in cuz he still has much to drain. he not the same either. but at least he still gets excited by walks and car rides. Any one of these is HARD. I can barely type this thinking about it. But I need to know what to do. my kids are affected too. any advice greatly appreciated. thank you.

  387. Alison says:

    Thank you for your replies. I still have not gone through with it. 2 cancelled appointments. UGH. She remains the same with a blown knee and I know I’ll have to make the call soon as the 3 flights of stairs are just horrible for us both. I can see how much pain she is in when I’m home yet she still is so lovable and seemingly happy. Except I can’t let her run or play or be a dog :-( This has been so hard and I’m really not sure if prolonging this for her or me. To make it worse her vet is making me feel even worse. They told me “I’m better off trying to re-home put down a perfectly healthy dog” She has never been healthy and I do my best but I do not see a good outcome doing this surgery and I also know most of the time the other knee goes soon after and I have to consider my financial situation. I never thought it would be this hard but I truly feel like she’s trusting me and I’m failing her.

  388. Laurie says:

    Dear Grace,

    I’m sorry that you have to make this decision, because it sure isn’t an easy one. Nobody can tell you what the right decision is – you have to know in your heart that you’re doing the right thing. Some dog lovers would say putting a dog to sleep is the most loving thing you can do, if the dog is too old or sick to keep going. Others say we should keep them alive as long as possible, regardless of the financial or physical cost.

    I lean towards putting dogs to sleep when they need alot of medical attention. I don’t think it’s pleasant for them to undergo surgeries and other medical procedures – especially when they’re old dogs. I know many dog lovers disagree with me…..and I guess that’s the hazard of inviting opinions on when it’s time to put a dog to sleep! There is no one “right answer”, or right way of doing things.

    I’m sorry I can’t be more helpful. You are showing these old dogs so much love and kindness towards the end of their lives…I know they’re grateful and happy to be with you. But that doesn’t necessarily mean they want to stay alive forever, chug chug chugging along.

    I wish you all the best as you make this decision. I know you’ll do the right thing – whether it’s saying good-bye before things get worse, or going forward with the medical procedures. You’ll know in your heart what the best thing is.


  389. Rosemary says:

    Hi Grace C.
    I wanted to say that first of all, THANK YOU for taking those dogs out of that environment. I will never understand why people do this…mistreat animals.
    I think ALL decisions that are now made about those dogs are now YOURS. They don’t get any voice in the matter. When they gave them to you at that garage sale and you took them in…they became yours.
    I am glad that you took them to the vet and now have them on antibiotics. It is probably helping them feel better.
    As for the teeth work that is needed, I don’t know where you are, but there are lower cost ASPCAs here and there that will do things like shots, neuter, teeth, etc.
    But in all honesty, if you can’t take care of them and no one else can either…what is the choice? I guess I would put them down before I would abandon them once again in their life. They don’t deserve to be left alone again.
    Harsh truth, yes. A 19 year old dog and a 16 year old dog won’t have much of a chance anywhere else.
    I think it’s awful that the other owner didn’t take care of those dogs in the first place, humanely. Geeze…the former owner wants them to die naturally? WTH!!??!!
    Sorry…this one just upsets me, and I usually don’t get this way.
    I am so very proud of you and others that try so very hard to do the right thing…feeding, vetting and loving on them. At least you tried, versus those who don’t.
    I am sure you will make the right decision for them. Just please, don’t give them back to those awful people who had them before.
    Thanks for all you do.

  390. Grace C says:

    I am hoping someone can help with my decision. I came across 2 sweet old dogs at a garage sale. The owner has moved out the country and left friends in charge of all her belongings including these dogs. They looked fragile and weak and had yellow nasal discharge and what looked like infected gums and decayed teeth. I decided to take them to a local vet- who informed me that their teeth have not been cared for and the results was years of plaque build up and now infection. After blood work- their organ functions surprisingly came back normally abnormal for their age- but no sighns of failure. He suggested putting them down but also says that there is an option of oral surgery which will fix the core problems of their current illnesses. I discovered that One is 19 and the other is 16 yrs old. Ive been giving them oral antibiotics and feeding them regularly keeping them sheltered in my own home. They had been kept the house where no one lived anymore, the dog owner’s would feed them in the morning, leave them in the yard during the day and then bring them back in to sleep in a closed in area b/c they are have never been house broken. The owner is angry that brought them to the vet- saying she wishes them to die naturally and be given to a home that houses Alzhiemer’s patients. Well this place has refused them since they are unable to accomodate these dogs high needs. I’ve been told that these dog’s are suffering b/c their person has abondonded them…however, they seem to warm up quickly to anyone how holds them, they wag and have super appetites despite all that has happened to them. The most difficult thing against them in being adoptable besides their age is that they are not potty trained. Is it ethical to put these dogs down b/c no one has the time for them? Resuce programs Ive called say they do not want to invest in older dogs? I have 2 dogs already and honestly it is a lot of work to care for them, expensive pee pee pads, vet bills out of my own pocket already. The dental work alone will cost $$$ and w/o gauarantee they will survive the anesthesia given their cardiac and kidney age. I know I cannot keep them, but also saddened that they may be at risk for further abuse b/c they are not potty trained. The owner may want me to bring them back to that empty house where feeding and human touch is inconisitent… I am am given permission to take over them… thoughts have came up that I could care for them for “a time” to give them sweet memories ….. before putting them to sleep? But how much time? And I am already struggling with the given estimate for the oral surgeries for them. Very hard to think of making that decision when I still see those tails wag, big appetites. Any advice, words… ideas please for helping me decide the faith for thesed dogs?

  391. Linda says:

    Thank you for the advice!!! I use the doggie pee pee pads and change her bed sheets daily … I know I wouldn’t want to sleep in wet sheets so I’m sure she doesn’t want to either!!! The vet has given her a few different things for her movement but I didn’t see any difference. She’s just old and slow!! Every time I take her to the vet they are always shocked that’ she is still alive and doing as well as she is. I know I don’t have a lot more time with her and soon I’m sure I will have to make a decision but for now as longs as she’s happy I’m happy!! She still gets super excited to see me when I get home from work and she and my 10 year old Chesapeake Bay Reteriver still play… It’s just for super short periods of time!!! Like all old people .. She has her good days and her not so good days. As long as the good days out number the bad I’m gonna let her keep hanging out with us!!! Thanks again!!!!!

  392. Laurie says:

    Dear Linda,

    It’s such a difficult decision – I’m sorry you have to think about putting Brandy to sleep. I think it’d be good see what the veterinarian says. Sometimes they can give us information that helps. I have heard of “doggie diapers”, but part of me thinks that’s just prolonging the inevitable. And, I’m sure it’s not fun for anyone to be in a diaper. It must be confusing for the dogs, and maybe even potentially unhealthy. Infections and such, with urine in contact with skin that could have a cut or something. I don’t know much about it, obviously!

    I have nothing to advise, I just wanted to say my heart is with you as you think about putting your dog to sleep. I hope you can release all guilt if you decide to say good-bye, and that you let Brandy rest in peace. And if you decide to keep trying, I wish you well! Come back anytime, let me know how you are.


  393. Rosemary says:

    Hi. A 17 year old lab is quite the wonderful thing. Thank you for taking her in and giving her a home with you.

    I have just a few suggestions about the issues you wrote about.

    *You could give the dog Dasuquin…which is a mix of Glucosamine Hydrochloride and Chondroitin. I got mine from my VET and he gave me the brand from Nutramax. It is liver flavored chewables. It takes a couple weeks to see a difference in the movement of the dog, but it has helped my dogs move easier.

    *Rimadyl is a good pain reliever for dogs. Chewable. Prescription from the VET.

    *A tablespoon of Coconut Oil each day helps keep things moving.

    *There are drugs from the VET that helps with the incontinence.

    *Doggy diapers when she sleeps? Or put a doggy pee pad under her when she sleeps?

    If all those options works, great…but if not….that is fine as well. Only you know (and you VET) if the dog is in so much pain and unhappy that perhaps the next step is to seek peace for the dog.

    I wish you all the best. And thank you again for giving this doggy a home for it’s retirement years. You did great!

  394. Linda says:

    I have a 17 year old lab mix. Her name is Brandy. i have had her for about 4 years. She belonged to my brother but when he was no longer able to keep her i took her in. She has recently started having accidents and urinating on her self. Some days are good and we have no accidents but outher days she completely wets her bed. It’s usually happens while she’s sleeping. She is also starting to move around a lot slower and some days she won’t eat her food but will partake in one of her doggie treats. She still wags her tail and gets little short bursts of energy but for the most part she does a lot of sleeping. I’m starting to think that maybe it’s time to put her down. I have what I call her “old lady” check up coming up the end of this week and will talk to the vet again about what she thinks I should do. I’m just looking for another opinion … I know putting her to sleep is something I’m going to have to deal with in the near future but I don’t want to do it to soon or wait to long. Any input would be great.

  395. Rosemary says:

    Hi Michele,
    First off, the words that jumped out at me was that your son’s father has just passed on very recently. I am so sorry for your family’s loss.
    And now dealing with a dog that is in the age and shape that you have described…is heartbreaking in and of itself.
    Just like Laurie has said, she can’t tell you “when” to put an animal to rest, and nor will I. But, if your pet is in pain, can’t get better, and probably hurting more than you can tell…well, it might be what you need to do.
    It’s beyond hard and sad to do this for your pet…I know. Been there. Questioning when and why will make you crazy with quilt. I know. Been there with that as well. In the end though, peace is where things need to go.
    I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers for your family.

  396. Laurie says:

    Dear Michelle,

    You love your dog so much that you’d do anything for him – and that’s not wrong! You want him to live as long as possible, because imagining life without him is terrible. That’s not wrong, to want him to live so you can spend as much time with him as possible.

    I can’t tell you when it’s time to put your beloved dog to sleep – nobody can do that, because nobody knows how long he’ll live or how much pain he’s in (if any!).

    The bottom line is your reason for making a decision to keep him alive longer. Is it for him, or for you? Sometimes we make decisions based on the extreme love we feel, but that love blinds us to the pain our dogs are in if they’re struggling with an illness. I guess my question for you is, “Are you keeping your dog alive because he is healed and his quality of life is good again, or because you can’t bear the thought of letting him go?”

    The veterinarian I interviewed for this article about putting a dog to sleep said, “If you can spare your dog even one day of pain and suffering, then you must.”

    It’s not my intention to push you towards putting your dog to sleep. I have two dogs I love so much, and I can’t imagine the day that I have to say good-bye! It’s terrible. But sometimes love involves sacrifice…and sometimes that sacrifice is the heartbreak we feel when we release our beloved animals and let them pass on in peace.

    My heart breaks for you, whether you say good-bye to your beloved dog today or in a month. No matter when it happens, it’ll hurt – and I am sending you my sympathies.

    Come back, update me anytime.

    Warm hugs,

  397. michelle says:

    Dear Laurie,
    This morning he got up and went out to the toilet and he is barking and wagging his tail I know the pain killers are helping him. I was ready last night to euthanize him today but now I don’t want too. I rang the vet and she said it won’t get better (which I know.) I want to take it a day at a time …Is this wrong of me? ….michelle

  398. Laurie says:

    Dear Michelle,

    It sounds like you and your son are going through such a difficult, sad time right now. I’m sorry your poor dog is not a good candidate for surgery, and that it seems like the consensus is that he should be put to sleep. It’s heartbreaking, especially since your son and you have both experienced a great loss.

    I’ll keep you in my thoughts and prayers. I hope you’re able to let your dog rest in peace, and that you can remember him with love and joy after he’s gone.

    In sympathy,

  399. Laurie says:

    Dear Alice,

    It sounds like your poor little terrier is on his last legs, and it’s time for you to let him rest in peace. I hope you’re able to see your way clear to making the decision that is best for him. I know that putting a dog to sleep is one of the most difficult decisions we could ever make…it’s heartbreaking. My heart and soul goes out to you, and I pray that everything goes as smoothly as possible.

    Listen to Rosemary’s kind and wise words – I couldn’t have said it better myself. You are not alone. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

    In sympathy,

  400. Amanda says:

    Thank you so much for your reply. It has been a week today since I held her in my arms whilst she went to sleep. I have never had to make such a hard decision in my life. This week has been so hard it has made me very poorly even though everyone keeps telling me it was the right thing I did.

    I hope in time I will find peace with what I did I miss her with all my heart. Thank you for your lovely reply it is so nice to hear xxx

  401. michelle says:

    My baby Beau is 14 and 3 months. I had his cruciate ligament fixed on his back right leg 4 years ago and yesterday he did his back left. I took him to the vet this morning and they said they can operate but he is not a good candidate for surgery. As he has a limp on his right leg and arthritis also he would be leaning heavily on his right leg which would be painful. His recovery would be up to 6 weeks and I will have to be with him at all times. Everyone says I should put him to sleep. I agree in my head but my heart hurts no end. I know euthanasia is the right choice but it doesn’t make it any easier. I will miss him so much and so will my son who lost his father 2 weeks ago and my other dog Chico who is 3. This is the first time I have had to make this decision all my other pets have passed on there own. He seems fine otherwise eating and drinking as normal. Why is life so hard sometimes?

  402. Rosemary says:

    Dear Alice, I am so sorry for what you and your little pet have had to go through. I can see by the way you have described everything, that you know in your heart that you have to let you pet have final peace.
    I am so glad that he had such a good LONG life with you but now he needs you for one more thing…to rest.
    I had always hoped that when MY pets had gotten so sick and old that they would go to sleep forever on their own, but they never did. It seemed like they would just hang on because they wanted to please me. It isn’t about ME, it’s about the pet and their pain and suffering. But, in the end…I just knew that I needed to do what was best for my pet, and give it rest. It’s always…ALWAYS hard to do…but when done with love…well…love reigns.

  403. Alice Davis says:

    I have little rat terrier 15 yrs old. He has had diareah for a week. Can’t seem to control it. He doesn’t even move he just goes. He has arthritis and several of his teeth have fallen out. All he does is lay and sleep. He is eating and drinking if I bring it to him. It hurts me to watch him walk he just looks so miserable. I live on a fixed income with limited resources so expensive vet bills are not an option. I have been hoping it would get better or mr peanut would go on his own, I just can. Not seem to make a decision . I am crying as I am writing this it is very hard to know what to do.

  404. Laurie says:

    Dear Amanda,

    It sounds like putting your beloved dog to sleep was the right decision, because you prevented her from experiencing more pain!

    When you look back on your decision to say good-bye, your grief is causing you to second-guess your decision. But you have to remember that you made the decision to put her to sleep because it seemed like the best thing at the time. And, I believe it WAS the right decision, for all the reasons the veterinarian shared.

    But the grief is overwhelming. I’m sorry. I wish I had the right words to take the pain away. You’re not alone in this grief, and I believe your spirit will be reunited with Puddin’s spirit one day! She is watching over you, loving you, and feeling so happy and grateful that she was part of your life. She wants you to remember her with peace and joy, not pain and guilt.

    May you remember your dog with peace and joy, because that is what she would have wanted.

    In sympathy,

  405. Louise says:

    Thank you Rosemary, it is almost 3 weeks and I miss Sokkies so much, in the evening when I have to give the other dogs food, this is the time I miss her the most and to lock the doors at night and she is no longer with me…it is SO hard. Thank you and the other people who started this site, it helps to talk about it…a little. THANK YOU

  406. Rosemary says:

    Hi Amanda,
    I am so sorry for your loss. I truly understand.
    Looks like you provided a great home to your dog and there was plenty of love to go around, all those years.
    I am sure that your Vet was trying to also keep your pet from feeling sick as well. A lot of times, a pet doesn’t LOOK sick or ACT sick, but they ARE sick. It’s hard to tell at times.
    You did a final loving thing for her, to give her peace.
    Try not to feel the guilt about it. Try to remember the good things about her.

  407. amanda says:

    Hi I wanted to write on here because I am having a very difficult time with what i have done, Friday just passed we had 2 hours to decide whether we start treatment for our old dog or put her to sleep.

    Puddin our bichon frise was 13 years old i had, had her since i was 14. 2 years ago puddin had to have a very horrible operation on her groin to remove a very large cancer it was a scary time for us but we decided if it came back we would let her live her life to the full. Puddin was never spayed which they said it might be the cause of what had happened but at the time we still couldnt do it as she was in heat. we decided to not let her go through more pain. Puddin’s lumps did not come back.

    3 weeks ago puddin started to drink lots and lots of water and eat sooo much food and she was messing in the house and flooding the house. i thought that the cancer had come back and it was nearly time to say good bye. At this point she was still happy in her self playing with my new arrival who she loved dearly but then by this week we noticed she had lost lots of weight to the point i could see her bones. this scared me so we took her to get tested. the bloods showed that his has way too much sugar in her system and she was getting very poorly with it as she was sick twice and her eyes was going a funny colour. the vet said we can start her on treatment but she would have to stay in the hospital and it might not work because of her age. if it did work it would cost us alot of money a week and we dont have that money at all or insurance. the vet had advised us if we couldnt go through with the trial we would have to say good bye as she was getting worse. I could not believe that we was going to have to make a desision with in 2 hours. pudding was still happy and walking and eating but she was old as her legs was getting weak. we decided to say goodbye to her and let her drift off to sleep. i am absolutely devistated to the point i am sick. i feel so much quilt that we could of saved her even though the vets said her vains wasnt very good either. i am really struggling x

  408. Rosemary says:

    Hi Louise,
    First off, my sympathy for your loss at this time.
    Golly…your dog was 17 years old. I am always amazed at what love and kindness can do for some animals…and clearly, YOU gave lots of both love and kindness to your dear friend for her to live so long.
    I truly believe that you did all you could do for her and your final gift to her was to give her peace.
    It’s never easy, this I know all too well.
    Because of love, we grieve. We grieve because we love.

  409. Louise says:

    Did I do the right thing? My Peganise Sokkies (17yrs) had to be put down, the last few days she struggled to eat, can not swallow or chew food, her breathing was not normal, could not breath trough her nose, could not walk and exstreame weight loss, she weighed 2.3 the day I put her down… would she had a chance if I put her on a drip?

  410. Rosemary says:

    Ms Eddy and family,
    I am so sorry. I know it’s all very hard to muddle through. Your Bailey knew you loved him…dogs love, I KNOW this.
    You did everything you could have possibly done, and now you gave the ultimate gift….peace.
    My hugs, thoughts and prayers are with you.

  411. Laurie says:

    Dear Cheril,

    Thank you for being here. It’s wonderful to hear that you had 16 years with Harley! I have a friend whose dog is called Harley, as well. He’s a border collie who loves to herd everyone around.

    I hope that if you have to make the decision to put him to sleep, that you feel comfortable with it. I wish you peace as you think about what’s best for Harley. I totally understand that losing a pet is somehow more traumatic than losing a loved one…I’ve lost several family members and it hurts, but losing my dogs and cats is a different type of pain. Our pets are so vulnerable, unconditionally loving, dependent, and easy to be with…saying good-bye is devastating.

    I’ll keep you in my thoughts and prayers.


  412. Laurie says:

    Dear Ms Eddy,

    My thoughts and prayers are with you, as you put your dog to sleep today. I hope all goes well, and Bailey is resting in peace after a smooth transition from this world to the next one.

    In sympathy,

  413. Laurie says:

    Dear Alison,

    I agree with everything Rosemary said, especially the “quality of life” part. I believe resting in peace is preferable to suffering through surgeries, medications, and veterinarian visits. At some point, the pain and discomfort isn’t worth it, for either our beloved dogs or us.

    But of course this is your decision, and you have to do what you’re most comfortable with. I love animals so much, and I can’t stand to see them in pain. I’d rather say good-bye too early than too late, because it breaks my heart to see dogs hurting. My thing is that I can’t tell how much they’re hurting, because animals are pretty good at hiding their pain.

    Whatever you decide, I’m sending you my thoughts and prayers. Let us know how you’re doing.


  414. Laurie says:

    Dear Tes,

    I’m sorry I didn’t respond earlier, and my heart goes out to you for this tough decision you have to make about putting your English Springer Spaniel to sleep. It’s a very difficult decision, and it sometimes helps to talk it through with a veterinarian.

    Everyone seems to have a different perspective of when to put a dog down – and I believe there is no one “right” answer. Personally, I’m less inclined to put my pets through repeated surgeries, medications, vet visits, etc, especially if they’re getting old. But sometimes those operations and medications turn out to be good for our animals, and worthwhile. It’s such an individual decision, and nobody can tell you what the right thing for your dog – and your family – is.

    I think if my dog was aggressive towards humans, I’d lean towards saying good-bye. Sometimes aggression is a sign of pain – and it’s definitely not good to live in pain! Nor is it good to live in fear of what our animals might do to our family.

    What does your husband think about putting your dog to sleep?

  415. Ms. Eddy says:

    Our Shiba, Bailey, turned 15 on Tuesday. For months we have watched him go steadily downhill.
    A few months ago we thought he had a stroke; he couldn’t stand or walk.
    I cried the entire night, thinking thatvwe would have to out him down. When we took him to the vet we found out that he had severe inflammation in his inner ear; the prescription was to give him Bonine. It was like a miracle cure; as long as he had his pill first thing in the morning he could function.
    He is almost completely blind and deaf, and spends all of his waking hours pacing frantically and going in circles until he falls over. He gets stuck in every corner in the house and yard.
    He has trouble walking on the tile and wood floors so I have covered almost everywhere with non-slip area rugs.
    Sometimes he can manage the stairs but most times I have to pick him up and carry him up and down.
    He howls day and night; the vet said before that it seemed to be anxiety, but now it seems like more than that.
    He hasn’t been sleeping more than a couple of hours at a time, and it seems like it is getting harder for him to relieve himself.
    He has lost so much weight; I can feel his spine when I pet him.
    I kept thinking that I was being good to him by taking care of him for so long; going without sleep for months and constantly cleaning up after him. I thought it was like taking care of an elderly parent; that you don’t put down your dog just because he is old and takes up most of your time and energy.
    But last night, even with the sedative I gave him, he wouldn’t settle. He paced non-stop all night, howling even though we were right with him, petting him and talking with him. I had to wake my husband up to spell me about 4:00 am because I was so exhausted.
    His howling kept me from going to sleep so I got back up and took him outside, thinking that maybe he just had to go. All he did was circle the yard, unsteadily, because it is getting harder and harder for him to walk; he was whining the whole time.
    When I brought him back in, the howling started again. He seemed so frantic and confused. I gave him his Bonine and another 12 sedative. He finally fell asleep, but he is whimpering in his sleep.
    And now I know; it’s time.
    Not because I am tired, but because he is.
    And now I feel like I have been selfish for keeping him here as long as I have.
    I kept hoping that when his time came, he would just go to sleep and not wake up. I didn’t want to have to make that decision for him.
    I have been afraid of dogs for most of my life; Bailey is the first dog I have ever emotionally bonded with, so my decision has not come easy.
    When the vet opens this morning, I will ask my daughter (who was Bailey’s original owner), to go with me to help Bailey go to sleep one last time.

  416. Adele Peters says:

    Thank You Mimi for your kind words I feel your painmy boy Romeo isn’t in pain that’s where the problem comes in if I knew he had pain it would be easy to the right thing but everybody keeps telling me it’s his quality of life not quantity. my concerns now or I’m moving to San Diego I don’t know if he’ll be able to make the 5 hour flight and being that he has water on the lungs and taking water pills I’m unable to sedate him to keep in relaxedso I kinda know what I have to do in my head but its not in my heartI do hope that God takes him before I have to do this.

  417. Cheril says:

    Hello, I am kind of in the same boat as you, I have a 16 year old male yorkie that I don’t know what to do either. He s going blind, I think he can see a little, his hearing is going, he potties all the time ( I have rubber backed rugs everywhere), he eats some but is extremely picky, walks over smells it then walks away so I cook him a hamburger party which he eats until some of it comes back up, and the rest f the time he sleeps.

    Harley was never a socialable dog, he was attacked my a huskie right after I got him and he only weighed a pound so when the huskie shook him the third time he broke his hip & pelvis. So because he was so small there was nothing the vet could do for him which after 3 days of him being in pain and not eating I thought I was going to have to put him down then, but when I was on the phone with the vet he must have heard and started eating…now we are 16 years later and confused on it again.

    They say to ask 6 questions but when I look at them he really never was up for any of them anyway, he used to have to be laying on me either in bed or on the sofa, now he wants nothing but the bed I bought him, which smells like urine a lot which I guess is dripping off, so I dust it with carpet fresh all the time since you can’t wash them. I had to have all of his teeth pulled last summer because his teeth were so bad it smelled like his butt…which he has done very well with eating even dry food which amazed us..I see him drinking water so he hasn’t stopped that..but in general all he does anymore is sleep and pee. If I try to hold him he squirms wanting down and back on his bed. I even went to a animal psychic and asked her if it was time …yea I know…all she said was he stopped sleeping with me because he can’t control his bathroom times and didn’t want to mess on my bed….whatever..

    So like you I’m not sure if it’s time or he in pain? Doesn’t act like it, he doesn’t play anymore but he’s 16 who would, he eats but is very selective, he drinks water but certainly pees a lot, does he act happy! No but he really never did..I know he’s not as energetic as he used to be but neither would I at 112, My 84 yr old mother had ALZ for 7 years 2 of which there was no quality of life…but I didn’t put her down,..has Harley lost most of his quality of life?

    I had to put my 12 yr old cat down 9 years ago and I have to say that was almost as hard as losing both of my parents..I swore I would never make that decision again, and here I am. I don’t want to question my decision for the rest of my life, but I don’t want my dog to be miserable so I can remain without guilt…if he was showing pain there would be no doubt in my mind,..but….I know no one else can make ths decision but me but it does help reading others with the same issue… I pray every night that God just takes him in he sleep but I don’t believe that’s gonna happen…my heart will ache when he does go but I also know I have had 16 years with him and that in itself is amazing..

    Good luck with your decision I’ll be checking back to see what is happening…

  418. Rosemary says:

    Dear Alison,
    I am so sorry that your dog has had so many health issues. It’s always a puzzle to me as to ‘why’ some dogs (and people too) have struggles like this.
    It seems to me that you are a very loving pet momma…thank you!
    I get on here (on this forum) because I care about pets and their wonderful families. I see that you have asked some questions, so, here is just my opinion.
    Besides all the other issues that your dog has, NOW having a torn ACL or CCL is a BIG DEAL for a dog to heal from. I know that surgery can help in limited situations, but the dog is in constant pain and limited mobility forever more after it. Most dogs that I have known that have the surgery do not do well afterwards. It seems to me that dogs go through a lot of pain and you as the owner of the dog go through a lot of pain and money.
    I guess I wouldn’t do the surgery and I would help the dog rest eternally. Quality of life just isn’t there.
    But…I want you to know that this is just MY opinion…and you need to do whatever you need to do. I RESPECT you in whatever decision you make. You do whatever you need to do because of love. Been there, done that. It’s heart breaking, either way.
    Hugs to you.

  419. Alison says:

    I’m struggling with guilt on whether to put my dog to sleep. First because she is only 6. She is a Rottie/Lab mix that has had one issue after another since I adopted her at 11 months old. First she had such severe allergies to everything that she would scratch herself raw. We managed to get them under great control. She also has severe separation anxiety which has gotten slightly better, I was bringing her to a doggie day care while I worked a few days a week. She has Pancreatitis and/or gastroentrinitis which has required trips to animal ER when she has flare ups she also has arthritis in her hips. I give her Glucosamine for that. Last week she tore her ACL or CCL the dog version. She is in so much pain. I’m reluctant to do surgery since we live on the 3rd floor (this is the ONLY place I could find that would take a dog when I was forced to relocate). I have quite literally spent several thousand $$ for her variety of issues over the years and I’m not complaining. I just can’t stand to see her in pain. Also not being able to play, go to day care and being home alone is causing her so much stress and anxiety. BUT she’s so young. I’m wrecked with guilt and sadness over even considering but I don’t know what more I can do?

  420. Rosemary says:

    Hi Tes.
    I am sorry that your dog is going through all of this. I am sorry that your family has to experience this. I truly am. Been there, done that.

    At the VERY TOP of this webpage are something helpful to think about…

    “Here’s the bottom line about putting a dog down:
    There will come a day when it is absolutely clear to you that your dog is not enjoying life. That day is one day too late. If you can save your dog even one day of discomfort, you must.”

    In the way you describe your dog, he is in a lot of pain and is lashing out. He is doing that because of the pain and the anxiety that he is experiencing. I don’t feel that he is safe to have around your family either. I do not feel that you are being selfish.

    If it was me, I would help my dog by ending his suffering. It will hurt you terribly to do so, but love is the “why” you are doing it. Give you and your family time to “say goodbye” to your dog. I find that it helps to have that one special day or afternoon with your dog where you talk to him, give lots of treats, love him as much as he will accept at the time.

    You asked for opinions…and this is mine. In the last part of your letter for help, you pretty much said already what you feel you need to do. I will keep you and your family in my prayers at this time. (hugs)

  421. Tes says:

    Hi. I’m just searching sites this afternoon in the hopes of getting help and support for a tough decision we are having to make. I hope this works, we need it. We have a 9-year old English Springer Spaniel, who has had two surgeries on her right knee, and has now blown out her left knee; she has a disc separation at L7-S1 from injury several years ago; she is aggressive toward my husband, having actually bitten him in the face requiring 12 stitches; we can’t have our 5-year old and 13-year old goddaughters to our home because of her aggression….so, we are praying about letting her go before putting her through another knee surgery. Are we being selfish? We’re trying to approach this from the depth of our love for her, releasing her from the demons of aggression; and saving her the pain and misery of another surgery. Can anyone help me? Thank you.

  422. Vangie says:

    I know it does believe me but I miss my dog so much I would do anything to have her back so I am the wrong person to give advice. Just this weekend I went to visit a breeder who had two new litters of puppies and I’d been feeling like maybe another dog would help fill the void of losing mine. the condition that these dogs were in was very disturbing. It wasnt a large operation it was at their home. The smell was overwheliming, several dogsin cages, with their new litters, poop everehere. Just awful. One of the females reminded me so much of mine she, both moms had the saddest eyes depleted. and I found her on the AKC website I will never understand how that was even possible. It still bothers me and that has made me miss my dog even more. Cherish every moment you have with your dog. Forgive yourself for being frustrated and make the best of right now, that experience helped me to decide that when the time is right,I will adopt from a shelter. I’d rather save a dog any day than support someone like that.

  423. Rosemary says:

    Hi. I re-read what you had written on April 2.

    I also re-read what I had responded to you on April 2. I still stand by what I had said about : “I had asked my Vet about “how do you know when” and he simply said this…”When your home has turned into a hospice for your pet, and all you are doing is making the pet last longer….it’s time to help the pet pass on.” ”

    I am going to “go out on a limb here” and suggest that you have these options:
    1. don’t move
    2. move but DRIVE the dog even though you will have to stop several times along the journey
    3. Fly with the dog in a little carrier WITH YOU ON BOARD along with a LOT of pee pads with you. Also, perhaps give your doggy a little sedative when flying so it isn’t anxious. Heck, some PEOPLE need sedatives when flying! lol
    4. put the dog down before you move

    Just please don’t leave the dog behind withOUT you. Don’t abandon him. (I know you won’t do that, but I just stuck that in there…sorry if I offended you on that one.)

    It’s only May…see what June brings. If things don’t get any better for the dog or your family; you will then know what to do.


  424. Adele Peters says:

    Thank you all for your kind words and suggestions they are greatly appreciated. Romeo is still with us, he doesn’t seem to be in any pain but needs constant looking after due to his urinating problem because of being on water pills twice a day. My problem now is my husband and I are relocating to San Diego and I’m not sure if Romeo will be able to make a 5+ hour flight. He gets antsy driving in his car seat 20 minutes to his groomer due to the urinating problem. I’m at a loss I’m heartbroken I don’t know what to do. I love him so much I think of nothing but what am I gonna do when I leave in July … This has saddened me and caused stress in my home and my life :(

  425. Rosemary says:

    You have well worded the thoughts of many. We try to do the very best with what info and strengths we have. We do it all with love. Our pets know that, I truly believe that. We are bonded to them and they to us.
    I often wonder just WHY I have a pet at times…when they get old and sick is such a painful time. When it’s time to ease them into death just about kills ME.
    After I had to put a beloved pet down, I asked the Vet just WHY do I keep getting pets, when in the end, they leave me too soon? The Vet told me, “Love sends two souls together for a little time, and love sends us apart again. It’s something that is needed in our lives, to give love.” (I have such a good Vet! He should be a shrink actually! Very wise.)
    I have a cat who is just diagnosed with stomach cancer. It isn’t pretty as she vomits a couple times a day lately. She has meds to take to limit it some and some pain pills as well. (A person hasn’t LIVED until you have to give pills to a CAT on a regular basis!!!! haha) I also just noticed that she has a large lump growing on her lower lip…it doesn’t look good either…so I imagine it’s part of the cancer deal. My cat is 13. That isn’t ancient for an indoor only cat. I guess when the cat is visibly suffering, I need to make some decisions. It doesn’t get any easier.
    My dog is 8…a minpin. He has a condition where his body does not process fat well, and he can’t get rid of it. Of all places to store fat, it is affecting his eyes. It looks like he has cataracts but actually the fat cells are building up on his eyes. Weird. He has daily eye drops for this and a special diet to try to control all this…in the hopes that he won’t go blind. It seems to help.
    ANYway….it’s amazing what we will do to help our pets…our loves….our family. We do what we need to do. A lot of times, it surely is hard to do it though. I have full sympathy for those most hard of decisions to make.
    Big hugs to all who are hurting with a loss or hurting with decisions about what to do.

  426. Mimi says:

    Adele, Rosemary, and Vangie,

    I know what all of you have been or are going through. I am on my second senior miniature poodle, a rescue, who is exhibiting all the symptoms of my first one in her last year. Both blind and deaf, pacing, anxious, circling, back end failing, having to be hand fed, constantly cleaning up pee because I can’t, couldn’t, get them outside in time. I had and still have extreme guilt over my first poodle, Rachel, thinking that I could have done better by her after she lost her sight and hearing and became weak in her back end. I was the best owner up until then. We had an incredible bond. When she became infirm, I did everything I could think of at the time to help her.

    We were at the vet every three months to check her kidney values, which fluctuated. I would ask the vet, “What can I do for her in her older age?” and never got any answers other than “she’s old.” For the last seven months of her life, I gave her fluids under her skin every day, but she kept losing weight, even though her appetite was good. I took her to a number of vets, and none seemed interested in making her life better or prolonging it. Near the end, I was looking up dog carts and harnesses to help her with her back end failure. I just couldn’t understand why the vets were writing her off. Her heart and lungs were great.

    The day came when I knew that she was suffering, and I had a vet come to my cabin to put her down. Before the vet came, I took her out in the sun and took pictures of me holding her. I looked at them then, her raising her head up to me, but I have not been able to look at one picture of her since. Afterward, I was consumed with guilt and remorse. Why didn’t I know to feed her something different, why didn’t I get her teeth done and ignore my original vet who told me that she couldn’t undergo anesthesia again? Why did I put her in her canvas dog tent, where she would circle endlessly and then fall down? I thought that it would keep her safe.

    Everyone who saw us together would tell me that I was such a good mother. But after she left, I thought that I could have done much better. I read about all these people who go to great lengths for their dogs, and I thought that I had failed her in her final year, at 17 and a half years old. I’m sure I could have done better; the vets were no help. But the truth is, once she went blind and deaf, she stopped wagging her tail and never wagged it again. That really upset me. She went from a vibrant, happy, playful dog to one that got stuck in corners and who was never the dog she had been, although she still knew me and was comforted lying in my arms and sleeping with me.

    I felt extremely guilty about being frustrated with her at times, wanting her to settle down so that I could sleep. There was very little sleep for either of us the last year of her life. And now, just a year later, it is the same with Oliver. He is repeating Rachel’s last year exactly, minus the SQ fluids. But, he also has a suspected cancer on his hind end, which is growing. I keep forgetting about that when I see him pretty vibrant on our walks, and scarfing up food. I asked about a biopsy, and my vet said that it would leave a big, gaping gash.

    So I guess the bottom line, what I’m trying to say, is that sometimes our grasping at straws is not doing our beloved pets any good. How much is our wanting to keep them with us, all the memories of the happy days, overshadowing their need to leave. I empathize with everyone who is going through this difficult process.

  427. Laurie says:

    Dear Patty,

    Tyler sounds like an amazing dog, and you and he have an incredible bond! We don’t connect with people the way we connect with our dogs, do we? We love our dogs so much – they’re part of our heart, soul, and spirit.

    I offer you my sympathy and prayers as you prepare to say good-bye to Tylerman. It’s heartbreaking, but it sounds like you know you’re doing the right thing for him. He needs to shed his slow, painful earthly body and pass over into lightness, freedom, and eternity. And I believe he needs you to be at peace with this decision, and let him go with joy and sadness.

    You will meet Tyler again someday. His spirit will not be extinguished! His physical body will be gone, but his the energy of his soul will always be with you.

    My heart breaks for you, and I will keep you in my prayers as you grieve your loss. It is a huge loss, and I encourage you to honor your pain and sadness. Say good-bye to Tyler, and allow yourself time to grieve. His death is just as traumatic as losing a loved one, and I hope you’re able to give yourself time and space to express your loss — and to remember how awesome it was to have Tyler in your life.

    Come back anytime and let me know how you’re doing.

    In sympathy,

  428. Patty says:

    Our dog Tyler is 19 1/2 years old. I’ve had him since he was 7 (a rescue pup). The story is supposed to be that I rescued him, but in reality he rescued me. You see, I had just gotten a divorce after 25 years of marriage and Tyler came into my life and gave me a reason to live every day. Tyler has many health problems of course at his old age, we give him a handful of pills each day. We actually went to the Vet’s office yesterday to discuss putting Tyler down, and all we ended up doing is arguing (my husband and I) over what is right. For months now, Tyler does nothing but pace, turns circles, he is blind and deaf. The Vet said that he may know we are still around. It’s such a hard decision to make. I think I am ready, then I just can’t do it. I run the scenario through my head over and over. It has been months since I have slept through a night because Tyler is up all throughout each night and it is a matter of hurry up and get him out the door. He walks very, very slow. I know in my heart he is tired. I also know he has lived a great life since the day he came home with me. We were kind of like what you see in the movie, I took him around and showed him my house and told him this was not his room or area, what he was not to get on and what was okay to get on. I bought him a bed and put it at the foot of my bed. Each morning I woke up and he was right beside me and to this day he remains there each night. He has never been put in a kennel, he has travelled with me everywhere. He continues to eat and drink, but that is all he does, besides the pacing and turning circles. It breaks my heart and I sit here day and night watching him deteriorate this way. I get it in my head that next Saturday will be the day, but then as I said before, I just can’t do it. The guilt is killing me. The not knowing and worrying about something happening to him while we are at work is killing me and affecting my work. I know there is no reassurance that everything will be okay, but I just can’t imagine life on the other side without him beside me. Since he came into my life, he is the reason things have been done, I bought an SUV with him in mind for travelling, we bought a house next to a huge park with him in mind, every plan that has been made has him in mind and a part of it, we have birthdays in the park for him, family pictures made, he is truly my third child. It is my husband’s only child, other than his beloved cat. I guess what I am trying to say here is, I just don’t know how to plan such a thing for Tyler. You know when a family member passes away, you plan afterwards, you don’t plan the day for them to die. I pray God will help me and watch over my Tylerman!

  429. Rosemary says:

    I am glad that I could help you in my very small way. It is beyond hard, yes, I know. My heart hurts for you. My sympathies for you and your family.
    Some of the hardest things we do in life, is for love.

  430. Brenda VanAuken says:

    Hi, Rosemary–

    Thanks for your reply to Adele. It helped us make the difficult decision. The statement …”When your home has turned into a hospice for your pet, and all you are doing is making the pet last longer….it’s time to help the pet pass on.” is what confirmed that it was the right decision. We had become a hospice for Riley these last few weeks–special foods to try to get him to eat, carrying him when he couldn’t walk, giving him pain pills to help him get through the day.

    That statement made me realize that we really weren’t doing Riley any favors. So I called the vet and made the appointment, then we spent the following days spoiling him rotten and giving him all the love we could cram into the time left. Today was the day, and it was really rough. Riley always hated for us to leave him, so I stayed with him to the end, and even though it broke my heart, I’m glad I did.

    Even now I’m still crying. I’m dreading going to bed because we were the kind of parents who let their furbaby sleep with them (I always said that Riley graciously shared his bed with us), and I know that even though my husband is there, the bed will seem so empty.

  431. Shiv Sharma says:

    Planning to put a dog down is one of the most difficult decisions to take. It is tough….

  432. Laurie says:

    Dear Adele,

    Making the decision to put a dog down is one of the most difficult decisions we’ll ever make. And – as you mentioned – it never gets easier.

    It sounds like your husband is very uncomfortable with the decision, and maybe even scared of facing the heartbreaking grief of losing Romeo. Some people never get over the loss, and can’t open their hearts to love a dog again.

    I suggest giving your husband a book about coping with the loss of a pet – even if you think he won’t read it. You might read it yourself, to get an idea of how to support him as he grieves. And it’ll help you grieve your loss, as well. Most books offer really good suggestions on how to move on and heal after a pet dies.

    Another suggestion is to make time to talk to your husband about death, loss, and grief. What loss has he grieved in the pass, and what helped him cope? Did he get help, or did he face it alone? Sometimes, losing our pets brings up all sorts of past losses and griefs…it’s not always just about the loss of our dog.

    I wish you all the best as you make this decision. Stay in touch.


  433. Vangie says:

    It is hard I know, believe me I still struggle with guilt and regret for deciding to put my dog down two months ago. Her quality of life was suffering she was just existing and like my vet told me, only you know the dog he used to be but if I had known how much I would miss her honestly, I would have just waited and let her go on her own. Like you said, the frustration started building and I was exhausted cleaning up pee and poop every day. There are alot of helpful articles on this site and I was so glad I found it.

  434. Rosemary says:

    Hi Adele,
    I understand your concerns, and it is very obvious that you love your dog and even though you are struggling with his many health issues, you are still trying to do the best you can for your dog.
    I had a 13 year old chihuahua that was having kidney failure and arthritis and was on the verge of being diabetic. He peed a lot, cried when walking or being held, ate only if you hand fed him, etc. It was no qualitiy of life for him and really no quality of life for me as well. I couldn’t leave him. My home became an infirmary for my sweet friend.
    I had asked my Vet about “how do you know when” and he simply said this…”When your home has turned into a hospice for your pet, and all you are doing is making the pet last longer….it’s time to help the pet pass on.”
    Sometimes, it’s just so very hard to do what is needed to be done…but maybe it’s a “last gift” that we can do for our beloved pets.
    I don’t know that this helps you any, but just know that I can simpathize with your hard decision. You will do the right thing that is needed for YOUR family…whatever that will be. (hugs)

  435. Adele Peters says:

    Being a dog owner for many years I’ve put dogs down and have had them pass while with me. Neither of them get easier with time. I have a 14 year old male Yorkshire that loved life but now he is blind and deaf with multiple ear infections which gives off a terrible odor, has allergies which makes him scratch and itch most of the time and has recently been diagnosed with water in his lungs and has been put on water pills twice a day for the rest of whatever life he has. It’s been tough cause the pills make him urinate frequently as he does make it to the paper about 50 % of the time that other 50% not so good, I’m cleaning up urine all day long. He has a hard time standing still it seems his back legs what to give out so he just keeps walking and pumping into things being blind or he is sleeping. His life consists of eating walking and urinating and sleeping. I’m planning a move to California from New Jersey this summer and I know he will never make the plane ride. He stresses out in 1/2 hour car ride to get him groomed. I skim over the conversation about putting him down with my husband cause he can’t face Romeo being old and sick and leaving us. Romeo can’t be left alone for long periods of time which being a bit selfish stops me from my life. How do I handle this … the frustration is building I love the little guy but I don’t think has the quality of life that a dog should have. Any suggestions thoughts ideas would love to hear them :(

  436. Laurie says:

    Hello Vangie,

    That’s a great question – how do you know if you’re ready to adopt a dog after putting your dog to sleep? I wrote this article for you, it’s called
    5 Signs You’re Ready to Adopt a Dog After Your Dog Died. Here’s the link:

    I hope it helps. Let us know what you decide! I’d adopt a dog fairly quickly if I had to put mine down — but everyone is different. Some of us need time to grieve before we open our hearts and homes to others.

    The bottom line is that if you feel ready to adopt another dog, then it’s time. I wouldn’t be too concerned about what other people say. They don’t know your heart as well as you do.

    Are the people you live with supportive about you adopting another dog? That’s the second sign you should adopt :-) The first sign is your own gut feeling.

  437. kitty says:

    I think you’ll find many different opinions on the subject, but it’s really your own decision. Some people get another pet right away, others take months or even years.

    Personally – and you can see my comment about my cat below – I got two kittens a week later. I felt miserable and was missing my cat, but I still had all of her things there, her tree/scratching post and pads, her toys that she hasn’t touched for a while. I just couldn’t bring myself to throw it away. and I was just missing having a cat. So I went to a rescue and got two kittens. I am still missing my cat, and no new pet will ever replace the old one, but they do fill the void. They have very different personalities, and they will never replace my old cat, but they are new lives to love and cherish. Besides, there are really so many homeless pets in shelters and rescues out there. Even poppies and kittens. People say how poppies and kittens always get adopted, but the two I got were “left over” from the kitten season (born in July) and they were growing older in the rescue.

    Do I feel guilty? Yes, sometimes, I even thought that the ringworm my kittens have is a kind of karma for getting them so soon (and I am not even religious), but bottom line is neither my old cat nor your dog care now how long we wait. So do what feels right. As long as you understand that your new dog is likely to be very different from your old one, you should be fine.

    This is just my personal opinion.

  438. Vangie says:

    I have a question: how long should one wait to get another dog? I have been feeling so empty and guilty that I was considering getting another dog and started feeling guilty about that! My coworkers say I shouldn’t get another dog right now but my family says it is OK to want another one.

  439. Vangie says:

    I have a question: how long should one wait to get another dog? I have been feeling so empty and guilty that I was considering getting another dog and started feeling guilty about that! My coworkers say I shouldn’t get another dog right now what are your opinions? 6 months? 1 year?

  440. Laurie says:

    Thank you, Patricia – I think that’s really good advice. It’s so difficult to know when to put your beloved dog to sleep…but I think your comments help.

    Dionne, I wish you all the best as you make this difficult decision.

  441. Dionne says:

    Thank you for your input.

  442. Patricia says:

    My 14-year-old dog was eating and seemed happy too, but once he could not walk or get up easily and his bowels were an issue, I knew it was time. He could have lasted longer, but I am sure in retrospect that to wait would have been for me and not for him. We had a very peaceful exit planned in our home. He was happily eating treats from my hand and then gently fell asleep. I am very sad at his loss, but I am 100% certain it was right for him. Someone told me as Teddy was declining. “It is far better to do this loving act a week early than a day too late.” That really sealed the decision for me. I did not want him to get to the point when he could not stand up at all and had to be carried around. I let him go while he still had his dignity. It truly is a loving act to let them go before it gets to its absolute worst. Good luck. I am so sorry you have to say goodbye to a loyal companion.

  443. Dionne says:

    My boy Raydar is a lab/roti/dob mix and just turned 14 in Jan. When he was young he tore both his cruciate ligaments (one after the other). About 3.5 years ago he started slowing down and his back legs have now become progressively worse. He pretty much needs my assistance to help him up most of the time. He can’t really go out for a walk anymore because he falls every 10-20 steps or so. He has also has incontenance that started a year and a half ago. Lately he can’t hold his bowels and it just falls out of him. I am struggling with “when is it time?” I know it’s nearing but I’m not sure. He is still eating and drinking and seems happy most times. Any input for me?

  444. Vangie says:

    Thank You. I am so thankful that I found this website for support from others who have also experienced losing a pet.

  445. Vangie says:

    Thank you. This has been more difficult than I thought it would be. I have to excuse myself at work everytime I feel the tears coming. My little Ebony’s health was deteriorating so badly, my sister said she would cry because it was hard to watch. My mom tried to warn me a few months ago when she saw how much weight she lost. She told me to prepare myself because she thought Ebony was dying. I was in denial because I didn’t want to make the choice to end her life but what helps to ease my guilt is knowing that she is no longer in any pain or discomfort.

  446. Patricia says:

    Please be kind to yourself. You made a very loving decision to relieve Ebony of pain and suffering. There is no room for guilt. Sadness, yes. It is terribly sad to say goodbye. I had to say goodbye to my 14-year-old Teddy in December. It was unbelievably painful and I certainly miss him terribly, but I have come to understand that it was the loving thing to do so he would not live with pain and ailments any longer. Forgive yourself so you can fill up all that space in your heart with loving memories that honor Ebony and all she meant to you. If she could talk from beyond, I’ll bet she’s say thank you. Feelings are what make life worthwhile. Sometimes they are difficult ones, but joy is there too. You will feel joy again!

  447. craig R says:

    You did Ebony a favor, it was for the love of her. When time passes you’ll realize that as well. I wouldn’t want my dogs suffering with no chance of having a quality life again.
    You had her a long time be thankfully blessed for that. Again guilt always looms upon us as a false feeling, of course you feel grievence.When my two Pomeranians reach the Rainbow Bridge I’ll be devastated as well then hoping for support of others.They’re five & four years old my wonderful furballs.My first dogs too,I’m on a site on Facebook called “I Love My Pomeranians’. Great photos & support from fellow Pom Owners.

  448. P says:


    You are a good person. I struggled and sometimes still do about putting my Taboo down the day after Christmas. I felt and at moments feel like I was being selfish and could have done more. We have to realize or believe that what we did was NOT for us but for them. I couldn’t deal knowing Taboo couldn’t be anymore the dog she once was. The next day after I removed her bedding, found the cutest picture of her and had it blown up to an 8×10 and framed an hung it next to my other to dogs who have since passed before her. Everyday I smile and know that she is better.

    We have to remember w/animals we are their voice, and care givers. They are animals they can’t tell us there is something wrong or it hurts there, or they don’t feel good. In days ahead it the sad will settle and the fond memories of the fun, love and all the other stuff you did will overwhelm the should of, could of.

    My thoughts…. remove her bed from your room, and fill the void w/maybe placing an Ipod next to the bed where you have to focus on that. I have her tags / collar in my jewerly box w/ DOG (our Beagle which died in my arms at home in Oct) Everytime I go in there I smile and think hmmmmm my funny funny babies. Keep them safe St.Francis. You can have a heavy heart but remember animals find us. Ebony will make sure in time you’ll have a new puppy bed along side yours. Prayers and hugs to know you are ok.

  449. Vangie says:

    My heart is so heavy. I had my black cocker spaniel Ebony put to sleep on Monday, February 3rd and I am having a hard time coping because the guilt is so overwhelming. She was getting so old and her health was deteriorating in so many ways. She had lost weight, she was going blind, deaf, her hind leg would shake and her back side would slowly drop down to the floor. She was only eating small amounts of food and sometimes she would fall. Lately, taking her for a walk had become a challenge she walked slower and she started having accidents in the house which used to make me mad at first because she house trained and I didn’t realize something was wrong. She slept all the time and when she wasnt sleeping she would just roam or walk in small circles. Early December, the vet gave her some pills to help with her cognitive functions but it was helping much and she said if it didn’t I would have my “decision”. So I made the decision on Monday to have her put to sleep. I asked the vet if it were her dog if she would do it and she said yes to end her suffering. I watched the first injection and when she started falling down like she was drunk, I lost it. Then they layed her on the blanket sleeping and I cried so hard, I knelt down beside her petting her and telling her I love her but this was best so she wouldn’t suffer any more. I left the room for the second injection and when she was “gone” the assistant came and asked if I wanted to see her one last time and I went in and it was like she was at peace laying there so I was able to leave. This morning, I lost it again so I just prayed and asked God to forgive me but most importantly for my Ebony to forgive me because there were days I was so frustrated with her, scolding her and wishing she would just pass on her own than for me to make the decision for her. She was with me for 16 years and now when I go home and don’t hear her footprints on the floor or when I wake up in the morning and she’s not beside me in her doggy bed, it is really hard and I can’t stop crying thinking, wondering what I coulda, shoulda and woulda done to not have this void I am feeling for deciding to let her go.

  450. Cathy says:

    We lost Murphy, our Golden, on November 22nd, just before Thanksgiving. The 3 palliative radiation treatments, which we were told ‘could’ make him more comfortable and which ‘might’ give him more time, shrunk the tumor on his neck a bit, but since the cancer had already spread to his lungs, we knew that he only had a few months left at most with the treatments, a few weeks without the treatments. It ended up being just a few weeks even with the treatments – he passed 2 weeks after the 3rd of the weekly radiation treatments – 5 weeks after the diagnosis.

    The morning that he passed, he was breathing very heavily. We thought it might be related to one of the medications he was on (prednisone, tramadal and one other pain med I can’t recall). When my husband took him outside for his usual stroll in the yard, Murphy behaved as if he did not want to come back in the house. Also, for the first time in his young life (he was 6), he didn’t beg for some of my chicken sandwich at lunch time. We both knew something new was wrong, and so my husband brought him to the vet. They checked his lungs via xray(or cat scan) and determined that one of his lungs had collapsed (probably due to a cancer related lesion), and the decision we had to make was whether to have extremely invasive, risky, costly surgery done to try to repair the lung, which not only would have a long difficult recovery period for Murphy, but would not have done anything to cure the cancer.

    We decided to have him put to sleep at the doctor’s office that day, and two of our college aged children, one who happened to be home for Thanksgiving break, and one who came from about 1/2 hour away rushed to the vet’s office to say goodbye. We were all there with him then, and I think he knew. The vet had done a temporary procedure to inflate his lung again, and had medicated him so he would not feel any pain. He greeted my daughter and I joyfully in the examining room, same for my son when he arrived 20 minutes later. He was breathing quite normally for about 10 minutes, but then his lung began to deflate again. We all said our goodbyes, and we sat with him and petted him while the vet administered the shot to put him to sleep.

    As with humans, dogs may have ‘good’ days whilst going through a terminal illness, but then their days start to be ‘bad’ days. Our goal when making decisions related to Murphy’s cancer, was to try our very best to make sure that his last day was a good day, and avoid having his last few days being bad ones; that we didn’t keep him around longer for our own sakes. I have to tell you that it was painfully obvious the day that he was ready to go, and knowing that his lung collapsed – probably the night before we put him to sleep – makes me wonder how uncomfortable he had been in the days leading up to his last day. The previous day, although his breathing was not completely normal, he played, he ate, he took a walk and he wanted to be with us. We knew he was a little uncomfortable, but we called it a ‘good’ day, and attributed his discomfort to the meds, to the radiation treatments, etc…

    I could not tell you in hindsight if we made the right call on when to let him go – because he was always so eager to please, he might have been eating, playing, walking to make us happy, and he may have been quite uncomfortable.

    I also think that if we had it to do over again, we might have skipped the radiation treatments, which in Murphy’s case did not improve his quality of life, and allowed him to avoid the visits to the oncologist, each of which took his time and had some associated discomfort, and in Murphy’s case did nothing to prolong his life (or his quality of life).

    I also want to say that I don’t think that the vet gave us any bad advice or information – they presented the options, and we decided what to do. We were told when he was first diagnosed that any decision we made (treatment, no treatment) would be a valid decision.

    I’m posting this in hopes that it will help someone who might be struggling with a decision about when to say goodbye to their pet. From our experience, even though we looked for signs that Murphy was ready to leave us, and even though at the end of every day we said to each other ‘this was an ok day’, tomorrow will be better, I’m not sure if we succeeded in letting go before Murphy’s bad days outweighed his good days. Dogs are so unselfish, and want to make us happy, and in giving us what we need, sometimes they ignore their own pain. The gift we can give them is to try to see through their selflessness and give them what they need when that time comes.

  451. Darla says:

    Hi Patti,

    I feel bad about what I said to you. I wasn’t being very considerate to your feelings. I read your current post and it broke my heart. Everything I felt with my dog came flooding back and it hurts to this day. I miss her so much! She will always be my most special dog. I have moved on and adopted a rescue. She is very sweet and a totally different breed than Snickers. I have fallin in love with her, but I still wish Snickers were here with me. I can’t handle the thought of packing away Snickers pictures. Do you think that’s aweful? I know it’s going to be hard without Killer, but I’m proud of you for doing it. It is the most heartwrenching, torturous difficult decision to put them down. I prayed for god to take her, it wasn’t my job to end her life, but I know I did the right thing in the end. I feel guilty because I don’t want to forget her, putting pictures away seems so final. I have to watch my videos of her by myself because all I do is cry. I’m sorry I’m talking to much about me. I would like to hear how you are doing in the future if you don’t mind sharing. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Take care.

  452. Laurie says:


    Thank you for sharing your experience with Killer. I’m so glad you have no regrets, and you know the right thing was to put him to sleep.

    He is resting in peace. May you remember him with love, joy, and a peaceful spirit. Remember all the beautiful moments you had with him, and know you’ll always carry him around in your heart and soul.


  453. Laurie says:

    Dear Jenni,

    I hope your work day went okay, and that you didn’t break down. But it’s also important to let yourself grieve, even if you have to go to the bathroom and cry at work! You’re mourning a huge loss in your life, and you need to express and process your feelings.

    I’ll keep you in my thoughts and prayers.


  454. Patti says:

    Jenni, I’m so sorry for your loss. I don’t think it matters how much we know letting a pet go is the right thing, it is still the hardest thing to do. We do everything in our power to keep them safe, fed, dry, and out of danger, so the thought of ending their life goes against everything we’ve ever done for them. But it is the most compassionate and selfless thing to do for them. I pray for your broken heart and that you find peace knowing you did what was best for Sammy.

  455. Patti says:

    My heart is broken. I said goodbye to my devoted and loyal companion of 18 1/2 years 2 days ago, New Years Eve of 2013. I’ve been battling with the thought of taking him in to have him put to sleep but I could not bring myself to let him go. This little Jack Russell/Shelty mix, Killer, has been the light of my life for so long that the idea of not having him around was unbearable. His appetite was great, still waking me up at 5:30 am for his breakfast up to the last day. It was when I came home from work at lunch to let him outside that I discovered him on the bathroom floor unable to get up. He had urinated and was lying in it. He was not even fighting to get up. When I lifted him to have him stand he could not stay standing. I held him for a while and tried to have him stand again but he was unable to stay upright. I knew at that point that I had waited too long to let him go. I called my vet. They stated they didn’t have any openings but to come in and they would fit us in. I wanted to take a little time to be with Killer before I took him in. I brought him on the bed with me and snuggled with him, wrapping my body protectively around his. He slept. We spent about an hour like this, me loving him, petting him, whispering in his ear how much I adored him. It was then time. I bundled him up in our snuggle blanket and put him in the car with me. As I waited in the patient room for the vet to come in I held Killer in my arms. I held my face close to his telling him I loved him and breathing in his breath. The vet was very compassionate, crying with me as Killer passed. Even though I’m heart broken I know without a doubt that I did the right thing. My only regret is that I waited too long. But the thing that eases my suffering somewhat is that he died peacefully in my arms and that he is no longer suffering.
    Goodbye my Sweet Baby Killer. You have been my four-legged soul mate and I will never forget the unconditional love we shared.

  456. Patricia says:

    Jenni, I’m glad you took the time to write. It is cathartic, although not enough to ever match the sadness of goodbye. Thinking of you and hoping you recover quickly from this loss while your memories lock n to bring you smiles about Sammy for a long time. He was one lucky stray to find you.

  457. Jenni says:

    I just put my Sammy to sleep yesterday afternoon. I had to take him to emergency because it was NYE and all the offices were closed.

    He had a chronic ear infection in one ear caused by a 95% blockage by a tumor. The surgery would have been out of my budget and possibly very uncomfortable and uncertain for him. It involved removing the entire ear canal. He was about 12 years old and was a stray I picked up about three years ago.

    He had been going downhill over the last week. Basically acting extremely tired, sleeping all the time, yelping when I would get anywhere near his ear, not eating his favorite treats, giving me weird looks due to discomfort, and not really being able to hold his head up. He also started trembling uncontrollably, which really scared me because I couldn’t stand to see him suffer.

    I had been anticipating this ever since the vet told me about the tumor three months ago, but it didn’t make it any easier to go through with it. I didn’t want him to suffer or to come home and find him half alive or dead, not knowing how he’d died (had it been peaceful or painful? no, i couldn’t bear it).

    My heart goes out to all of you dealing with this. I have never felt such bereavement as I do now being alone in this apartment … with no Sammy sitting on the balcony looking out, coming in and out as he pleases. The silence and absence of his spirit is killing me at this moment. I even went on a walk today, which caused me to cry, because since I moved here, he was always with me on my walks. It seemed weird being out by myself.

    I have to go back to work tomorrow. I will try my best to keep it together and not have a mental breakdown.

    I think if our pets could talk to us, they would tell us they are no longer suffering, and that we should not torture ourselves, because they know we did all we could and loved them so much. They just seem to live completely in the moment and only know if they’re happy or in pain. I have also had four dogs put to sleep and in every case, it was such a peaceful end to their suffering and I never really regretted doing it. Still, doesn’t make the loss any less traumatic and devastating.


  458. Laurie says:

    Lee, what did the veterinarian recommend, about putting your dog to sleep? I wish you peace and acceptance, if you had to let her go.

  459. Peggy says:


    I am sad to hear of Naomi. My Taboo is resting peacefully or not with God now. I took her yesterday to the Vet (26Dec13). I took her myself, funny she knew sometihng was up. It was hard but the Vet was awesome and the Tech also. My Taboo had the same issues w/the exceptation of months prior she was bleeding bad. They didn’t know how to treat the mass that was in her.

    All aside, it was ok. I was w/her and it took only mins. The Vet gave me a few mins and said when I’m ready they will take care of her and bring her out to the car for me. They came out w/ her in a box w/the Rainbow Bridge Passage on top. I did it! I brought her home, placed her in the grave my husband dug, and took care of the rest. (I made my husband go to RI to see his family as we had planned for months) He knew I wanted to put her to sleep but wanted me to wait. Nope… I told him that she past in her sleep. Which isn’t far from the truth.

    I believe that we are stronger than we think. I am praying you hold her dear enough to do the best for her. Ask yourself if this was you how would want someone to take care of you. We make conscience decisions for ourselves all the time. When we can we make Living Wills, right, we make our decisions and place others in a position to do the same.

    Pray! Hold her and tell her you’ll see her later.

  460. Peggy says:

    Yesterday I put my girl down. 15 yrs w/Taboo she was the best. I read the comments from everyone, help all my friends love, kept saying my prayers, and I stayed strong. it was hard but she is better off now. I couldn’t care for her, and the Vets couldn’t help w/her illness.
    Pets can’t make Living Wills like we can. They see w/their eyes and tell affections w/the wagging fo the tell and barks.
    Today is the first day w/o my Boo Boo girl, but she’ s w/me. I see her everyday in my heart and in the pictures. I’ll be w/her oneday, but not right now God doesn’t want me yet. He wanted Taboo, I guess some Angel needed a Storyteller and she did…… that was her thing. All you had to say was you got a story… and for what seemed like forever she started to bark w/expression. God’s Speed to all who are struggling w/a hard decision. But look at this way how would like someone to handle you if you were in the position where you couldn’t talk for yourself? HUGS everyone…. thank you for all your supports

  461. Lee says:

    I have a 15 year old bassett mix that has over the past month gotten very sickly. We have taken her to the vet on multiple occasions because she gets skin tags that have to be removed and biopsied for cancer. They have all come back as non cancerous, but just recently we have noticed all she does is sleep and gas lost quite a bit of weight. She is deaf and now we are sure but think she is losing her eye sight. We have an appt tomorrow at the vet. I really hate to put her to sleep but want what is best her. Please give me some insight or your opinion based on what I have written. I really love my Naomi. PS she is not eating well now either

  462. Patricia says:

    Peggy, please be absolutely reassured that putting Taboo down is the most loving gesture you can give. 15 years is a very full life for a dog. I put Teddy down two weeks ago and although I miss him terribly, I’m absolutely sure I gave him a peaceful ending before his pain got worse. It was the best gift I could give him. Truly, this is a loving thing to do for a beloved pet. Do not feel guilty. You are not being selfish. Going to extreme lengths to keep your dog alive feels natural but it is not doing the dog a favor. Give yourself loving permission to send Taboo off peacefully.

  463. Peggy says:

    I’m overwhelmed of all the comments. My Taboo of 15 yrs is the best dog ever. I got her as a house warming gift. Since than she has been everywhere with me. This past few months she has been not doing well. First she started bleeding again, (Vets had no thoughts) she stopped last week (after 3 longs months). In that time she played, barked when we asked for story time, and loved treat time. Than just last week, stopped eating. Drinking water like no tomorrow. I can keep up w/her in the day but at night well, I will now have to replace my carpet in the hallway & bedroom. I have to leave for my job in a week for a month. It’s too much for my husband so as not to be selfish I am putting her to sleep. I keep praying that she goes to sleep thinking it will be easier but it’s not. She’s not well, the spark in her eyes has turned to sad. I know she wants to bark, bark and dance around but it just seems as if she is trapped. Do I feel guilty, selfish YES! But, I also have to understand and believe in that God has reasons. I have to believe He wants my Boo Boo to be as she was when I got her 15 yrs ago. Thank you everyone for seeing the recents post. I comforts me and helps me to know I am not alone. I love my Boo Boo, but I have to not be selfish to hang on and think in a day or two she’ll bounce back. Can I be forgiven for being selfish, can I be forgiven by others who think I should just seek Vet help? To help her yes would be awesome but for how long? Thank you for just having the post of support

  464. Stacy says:

    Good morning everyone. I have made the difficult decision and me and my beloved Orion will be heading to the vet this afternoon so that he can finally be free of pain and go back to the lively puppy that he is in his heart. My poor Rott/German Shepard mix is 14 and half years old and has lived a good life. He’s been a faithful companion and now it is time for me to give him the ultimate gift. It’s time for me to take on his pain as I adjust to life without my shadow (he loves to follow me everywhere when he has the strength to actually get up and walk.)
    Thank you all once again for sharing your stories here. They have been a great help and comfort for me.
    And for all of those who have made this decision for your friends, I promise you that Orion will be a great friend to all of them once he is with them. He’s so gentle and loving but will definitely be looking for a good game of tug of war with a rope or stuffed toy!

  465. Patricia says:

    Michelle, you were an angel to rescue your sweet dog and you’re an angel for going above and beyond to be sure you’ve done what you can to help him heal. Trust your gut about the timing for relieving him of his suffering. I put my dog down just over a week ago and felt tremendous relief for him, because I know he isn’t in pain any longer. It’s one of the hardest things to have to do, because you’re very job has been to keep that little life going, but giving him permission to go is a great gift. Everyone kept telling me I would know when the time was right. Actually it was not that simple, but in the end I believe I did the right thing at the right time. Again, trust your gut and just love your dog enough to give him peace. Best of luck. You sound like a very loving person.

  466. michelle says:

    Good morning. I have a 12+ year old rat terrier named eddie that I adopted from the Humane Society close to 12 years ago. I was told he was about a year old but I honestly feel he was older. He was on his 31st day. No one wanted him because of his back broken legs that were inoperable. He does use one hink leg to aid in walking but he was damaged goods. I knew in my heart I had to save him. He has been an amazing dog ever since. Recently he was diagnosed with congestive heart failure about 6 months ago. Then two weeks ago he was struggling with a horrible cough. Vet medicates him, cough gone. He went to his 2 week check up this past Friday to find that he lost 3lbs. He hasnt been hungry in about a week. I gave him shredded boiled chicken wednesday evening and it came up completely undigested thursday morning. The vet has given him two full days of IV, diuretic, anti nausea, hunger stimulants, two antibiotics plus his regular heart meds. His blood work was poor on friday but improved on Saturday BUT he isn’t eating and since he is so old his lapping up of water take a while because its hit and miss for about 5 minutes. I tried giving him the coconut water advised by vet for potassium but he hates it. He fights ne when I try to administer meds. Its as if he just wants to be left alone. I know Eddies quality of life is failing because of his heart disease and now kidney failure. I am struggling with when do I override my vet and say enough is enough. I love my dog but this poking and proddling is not making him eat. He just looks so sad. I don’t want my boy to be suffering. This is harder than I ever imagined.

  467. John Alexander says:

    Dear Jeanette:

    It sounds like your dog is not ready to be put down. Get a hold of a good vet and tell them about the behavior. This could be severe separation anxiety which sometimes increases as they age. There are things that can be done to improve this.

    My vet, who is incredible, told me that you only put a dog down when they stop eating, can’t go to the bathroom on their own, can’t stand-up on their own, and won’t interact with their owners. Otherwise, it is not the time to put the dog down.

    I just put my Rotti/Shepard mix down on October 28th, but she had all of the previous symptoms. It was the hardest thing I have ever done. I grieve much more for Shiloh than I even grieved for my parents when they both died. I would advise you to get input from a professional vet. Don’t listen friends, family, and neighbors. There are too many people who see a dog as nothing more than an animal not deserving of extended life. Hang on to your Roxy until a professional tells you the signs are there to consider euthanasia.

    Also, it is hard, but when this does occur you must muster the courage to stay with Roxy when they are let go to puppy heaven. My vet said that dogs, especially older dogs, know something bad is occurring if their owner reacts negatively. I went in with Shiloh and held her in my arms during the procedure and assured her that we would once again be together one day in the future. I think she was calm and peaceful when she drew her last breath-at least I hope so.

    I will keep you and Roxy in my thoughts and prayers. I think I loved Shiloh even more than many humans I know. She was my loyal and loving friend for almost fifteen years.

    Take care, John Alexander

  468. Stacy says:

    I am so sorry to hear that you are struggling with this. Isn’t it crazy how difficult it is. For me, I think that hardest part is knowing if I am making the right decision. Yes, facing the fact that my beloved friend isn’t going to be there any longer will leave me with a very sad heart but time can heal that pain and I will have wonderful memories to reflect back on and keep his memory alive.
    I worry more about cheating him out of life that he’s still meant to live or him suffering and me not realizing it.
    All we want is for our friends who have loved us so unconditionally to go to that better place with dignity. I keep trying to remind myself that is the ultimate gift to them.
    I wish you peace as you face this difficult time.

  469. Jeanette says:

    I came across your web page because I am so torn up inside it hurts to even think about having to say goodbye to my first love. My baby will be 14 years old next February and I honestly don’t know if she’ll make it to see her next birthday. Roxy is Rotti/Lab mix and I have loved her since the day my mother brought her home for work just weeks old so it pains me to think about not having her around. Lately for the past serval months I’ve notice some changes in her, she is developing behavior problems that I didn’t see before. She has what I call “anxiety attacks” where she becomes destructive bitting at our wooden gates, back door, pacing, panting uncontrollable until I come out to ease her hoping she’ll stop. This seems to happing once a month it feels like. She’s losing her hearing which I know is part of her old age and I notice some lumps when I go to pet and rub her belly. But when she is not going through these attacks she’s walking around, sleeping a lot, eats well no issues with her bowels seems like an old dog going through life’s changes. Yet these attacks that hurt me to watch her have and brings tears to my eyes worry me. I don’t want her to stuffer yet i don’t think I can bring myself to put her down and I’m so torn up inside because I know my 2 year old son will go out into our yard one day and say “Mommy, Roxy gone”?! I just don’t think I’m ready. I’m so glad I found this support. It truly is so hard letting go.

  470. Laurie says:

    Thank you for being here, Patricia – and everyone who is sharing and walking alongside. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

    May your beloved dogs rest in peace, and may your own soul rest, believing you will be reunited in spirit one day.

  471. Patricia says:

    Teddy’s passing was so peaceful. As sad as I am, I am sure I did the loving thing for him. The vet came to our home and we sat on the floor petting Teddy. Teddy was eagerly eating treats from my hands and did not even notice the first injection. He gently lowered his head and then fell into peace. No fear, no anxiety. Just sleep. I know he could not get better, so letting him go in this way was my final gift to him. Until the day before I was not sure, but he pooped in the house, which was my sign that his dignity was compromised. That and his pain were enough to say it’s time. He could have stayed longer but it would have been for me and not him. I am terribly sad, but glad Teddy could leave with dignity. I am grateful for this forum. It helped me prepare for Teddy’s loving farewell.

  472. Patti says:

    Patricia, I have read your amazingly heartfelt and heartbreaking tribute/letter to your Teddy Bear about 10 times today and I have cried every time. I am facing this same heartbreak, although I’m a little more selfish and can’t bear to let go just yet. I wanted you to know how much I appreciate your post. Your writing demonstrates the unconditional love that you and Teddy Bear have had for each other, right up to the very end.

  473. Patricia says:

    I made the agonizing decision last week to put my beloved 14-year-old golden down. We had our vet come to our house Friday. My sweet dog was so eager to get every last treat from the bag in my hand, he never even noticed the first injection. He slowly lowered his head while still chewing his favorite treats and fell into a gentle sleep. After a few minutes he got the second injection and was finally pain free for good. As heart broken as I am, my immediate feeling was relief since I had worried so much about his physical mobility and trying to asses his pain level. He is finally free.

    I wrote him a letter while we hung out on our last day. I am sadder than sad, but so grateful that I was able to give my sweet dog this loving gift of pain relief before he got too bad. I am quite sure I could have waited days or even weeks, but it would have been for me, not him. Here’s my letter (if it does not exceed post length):

    For Teddy
    December 6, 2013 at 8:50pm
    Warning–grab a tissue:

    Well, today’s the day, sweet dog. It is time to relieve you of your discomfort. It is time.

    I am spending our last morning together, a cold Friday morning, in my chair with you at my feet; you are blissfully unaware that this morning is different from the other roughly 3200 we have spent together. This is the last one.

    This morning, as usual these past few years, you pushed through the bedroom door around 4 am, announcing yourself with a shake that jingled your tags. When you do that you usually realize I am not going to get up quite yet, and I hear your exhaled harrumph as you plop to the floor by my bed.

    Of late any kind of movement has been a challenge for you. Your back legs and back just don’t cooperate as they need to. It is hard to get up the front step. It’s hard to turn easily­– and you were always a dog that ran in circles getting to where you wanted to go with great excitement, as you’d look at me with gleeful eyes. You always jumped for joy as well, lifting your front paws up as you danced for a treat. Lately you’ve been responding that same way as you eagerly beg for treats, but the jumps are small and sometimes land you on the floor where it’s hard to get up. Your body just can’t do what your brain is commanding. Your eyes are clouding. Your hearing left many months ago. It’s time, dear one.

    I will miss so many things, Teddy. Seeing you in your spot in the bathroom where you’d wait for me while I took a shower. Your insistence on being petted while I got ready in front of the bathroom mirror. Your waiting next to me while I dried my hair, practically face to face when I was bent over to get the right fluff from the dryer. Your following me from room to room, as if you might lose me somehow if I got out of your sight. Your small face with cocked ears watching out the corner of the sun porch as my car pulled out. That look always seemed pleading. Why are you leaving me? Are you ever coming back?

    I will miss how you got excited whenever I put on my yoga pants, since that meant play time of any sort. It meant I was planning to be here instead of wherever the “there” was that made me wear different clothes and disappear for hours. I will miss hearing your loud sniffing at the kitchen door when I got home from anywhere. There was always an urgency to it, as if you could not wait a second longer to be reunited with me, even if I’d been gone for just 15 minutes. The first thing I’d see in the narrow space when I began opening the door was your black nose waiting to greet me. You would shiver and shake and wag with delight. Since you are a dog, you can’t know how incredible it is for a human to feel that loved and cherished. Surely it must be one of God’s ways of giving us a glimpse of his total, unconditional love for us. Every day. Regardless of the day’s circumstance or any ill will I may have harbored or any failures I may have brought on. Every day. Unconditional joy at my mere existence. Unearned loyalty. Unerring belief that I’d hung the moon and spun the earth. Coming home will never be the same, sweet dog, after today.

    You have spent more nights in this house since 2004 than I. Ian was 15 when we found you as a rescue. Our excitement at your arrival was equally matched by your fear and trepidation. You had been given up twice by previous owners. Your last home had been a shed on a farm in Turtle Lake. Just before you left you’d been sprayed by a skunk, so there were many insults you had to survive to get here. You endured a long car ride. When you arrived at your new home, it was just another strange place with strange people. Your tail was tucked firmly between your legs and your eyes were filled with uncertainty.

    We quickly dubbed you Teddy the Love Sponge because you relentlessly sought affection. I learned I could not let you ride in the front seat of my car because you insisted on being in my lap so I could pet you nonstop – which did not work well in my stick-shift Mazda. The back seat was way too far away for you, but you eventually adjusted. Oh how you loved car rides! We would barely whisper the words and you would bolt for the back door, eager to jump into an open car door. If a car door was left open you were in in a flash. We could not remove you without extreme force. I would have to fire up the engine, drive around the block, and come back, at which time you would jump right out. When I got the convertible, you found car-ride Nirvana. I could look in the rear-view mirror and see your head resting on the upholstery and your ears flapping in the wind. You loved those outings so much. We’d drive to Stricker’s Pond and walk around the path. Those were days when we could take you to Lake Wingra, Mendota Park and for long walks in the neighborhood. You could jump up on the couch, bound up and down the basement steps and run down the street to greet me. You could chase rabbits then. Now you just look at them and let them be.

    Watching you age has certainly drawn parallels to our own aging. Part of what we see in your decline is our own. In 2004 those thoughts were kept at bay. Phil and I were busy in our careers, we had a growing son and we were all in the thick of life, as were you. Now Phil is retired, I am farther in my career and Ian is grown, educated and married, with a home (and dogs) of his own. A lot has changed in nine years. In saying goodbye to you, we are also certainly saying goodbye to parts of ourselves. Our grief at your goodbye will be part of a general grieving for things that are behind us.

    While I am writing this, you are occasionally waking up from your place at my feet and looking up at me with your loving brown eyes. I have my camera nearby to snap photos or video of you. I want to remember your face, the sound of your bark, your little ways of communicating what you wanted. But pictures and video can’t capture the warmth of your body on my feet, the softness of your fur to my touch, the way you lean in to let me kiss your head or the gentle moan you shared when your ears were rubbed just right.

    For nine years our daily routine included walking you, feeding you, giving you treats, taking you on car rides, petting your ears, following you to the kitchen when you commanded us to get you more treats, sharing last bites of our meals while you drooled in wait, looking for you in the window, holding you back at the front door when you barked like an attack dog at solicitors, watching your pacing when a storm was coming and your shaking inconsolably when there was thunder.

    When Ian learned to drive, you were there. When Ian’s friends came to hang out on the deck, you were there. When Ian graduated, you were there. When Ian headed to college, leaving a gaping hole in my life, you were there. When Ian brought the love of his life home to Madison for the first time, you were there. When I left my job, you were there. At times when the world seemed to be passing me by, you were there. You gave so much and required so little. You are an indelible part of the tapestry of my life and this family. It is so very, very hard to let you go. For a few more hours I can pet you and love you. Then I can remember you as the dog I had longer than any other in my life. A dog that captured my heart from Day One and never let go. Thank you, our sweet, sweet Teddy Bear.

  474. Stacy says:

    I wanted to thank all of you for sharing your stories. While they have brought tears to my eyes, they have also given me comfort to know that I am not alone when it comes to making the difficult decision to say good-bye to a furry family member.
    I have a Rott/German Shepard mix, Orion, who is 14 and half years and has been with me since he was just 14 WEEKS old. He’s been a good friend and with me through so much over the years. He was a rescue dog and I truly believe that contributed to him being such a “hearty” dog. Over the last couple of years, he’s developed arthritis, is losing his hearing, the normal things that a dog his age would experience. He eats well, still wags his tail and perks up his ears from time to time but nothing like when he was in his prime. He no longer plays with his toys and certainly can’t jump up on the bed any longer to snuggle. I sit by him and try to rub his back and legs but sometimes I worry that maybe I am hurting him more than helping. He also struggles with potty problems and looks so uncomfortable when going out to do his business.
    I keep praying the he will go on his own but I think he’s going to make me decide for him. The problem is that I just can’t decide if now is the time, before he takes a bad fall and breaks a bone (his legs give out at least once a day) or is he still happy to be by my side and has a little time left in him.
    I know that if I have to take him in, I will stay with him through the procedure. Why can’t our faithful friends give us that clear sign?!?

  475. craig says:

    My old’ saying is..” I’ll deal with death after I’ve passed away….as I’m living I’ll deal with making the most of life”..

  476. Jo says:

    Thank you SO much for your reply!! It was an answer to my prayers!! Bless you

  477. Rosemary S says:

    Dear Jo,

    I am so very sorry that this experience with your beloved friend went this way. Buzz was sick and you were doing the very best you could for him…with the knowledge you had about the situation at the time. Under a Vets care and direction, you did what was needed.

    Sometimes, things don’t quite go the way you would want or expect, but your Buzz is not suffering now, and that is ultimately what was best. I don’t believe that he was suffering when the injection was done…I think it was more of a “reaction” to it. I do know that the eyes usually do not close when they pass away. (My dogs’ didn’t. )

    Please don’t beat yourself up over this. ALL things you did for your pet, you did with love and with best intentions. Try to remember all the good moments with your dog instead. (yes, I know, easier said than done).
    I wish you all the best.

  478. Jo says:

    Could someone please help me??
    My sweet dog (my baby and buddy) that we’ve had for 11 years passed away this morning, but I’m just sick about the euthanasia experience. Buzz was hospitalized at an emergency urgent care since Friday night for pancreatitis. We had to pick him up this morning because they close during regular business hours. I called several times over the weekend to check on him. Everytime I called (twice a day) I could hear him barking in the background. They told me how painful pancreatitis can be so I asked them each day what pain meds they had him on. Apparently they only gave him some on Friday night because “he was alert and barking and didn’t seem in pain”. What they didn’t know was he has really bad anxiety. When we arrived, again he was barking but started to wag his tail when he realized we were there. They said his blood tests revealed his pancreatic enzymes were even higher than before and they wondered if his duct was completely block and now it looked like his liver was shutting down. We knew it was the right time let him go and not suffer anymore (he also has had cancer and many health problems before this).

    My friend told me about the beautiful experience she had when her dog was euthanized. She said she held him while the vet injected him and her dog just closed his eyes and peacefully went to sleep. So I wanted to do this for my baby. By the time we were driving up our driveway, Buzz’s breathing was erratic, heavy labored and then nothing and more heavy labored etc. My husband and daughter and I went to his regular vet because we didn’t want his suffering to be prolonged. I had heard from the urgent care to be aware that if the injection is given to fast they can become excited and agitated. They suggested giving him an injection to relax him or put him unconscious before the injection that stops his heart. I told my vet this (I’ve always thought he was very gentle with Buzz). He said that Buzz seemed so sedated that he didn’t think that was necessary. So as I held him in my arms the vet gave the injection but instead of him closing his eyes and peacefully going to sleep, he jerked and tried to jump out of my arms and yelped out in pain! It broke my heart!! I asked the vet, “is this normal???” He said, “yes, but I didn’t think he would have had this sort of reaction… he must have been so anxious.” My dog never closed his eyes and now I have that horrible/traumatic image in my head of his crying out in pain and his lifeless body with his eyes still open!!

    It HURTS so bad, just not having him but then to have this as my last memory is crushing. I feel so guilty like I made him suffer… it wasn’t peaceful at ALL!! Can someone tell me if he suffered? How can I remember him how he was before this horrid day??

  479. Patti says:

    Laurie, thank you for your kind words. I have an appointment today at 4:30 to take Killer in. I’ve been praying for a sign that helps me know it’s time to say good bye. This morning I found a sore on his right hind leg. It looks like it might be a hot spot. I don’t think it would be fair to him to keep him alive just to have him suffer through treatments or medications that I have a hard time getting into him. I’m so grateful for this website. I’ve read some very heartbreaking posts, but I’ve also been inspired by the strength of so many people who have made the choice to put an end to their beloved’s suffering.
    I will post again when I’m ready to share what happens.
    Thank you,

  480. Patti says:

    Darla, Thank you so much for responding. You are right, I need to let him go. I’ve been praying that there will be a sign that lets me know for sure putting him to rest is the right thing. Well, this morning I discovered a sore on his right hind leg. It looks like a hot spot maybe. He has long fur so it’s hard to see if not actually searching for something, but I noticed he’s been trying to lick that spot. My other dogs have also been trying to lick that area.
    I called my vet to make an appointment to have this sore looked at, but I also told them that it will likely be an appointment to say good bye to him and let him go. I’ve thought of having a vet come to my home to have this done, but because I have three other dogs it would be too chaotic. It would be too stressful with all of them whining and barking and such.
    I will post later as to what transpires this afternoon. I’m hoping I have the strength to let him go.

  481. Darla says:

    Hi patti, it’s me again. Darla. I had a vet come to the house because I couldn’t bear the thought of my Snickers being scared and shaking at a vets office to put her asleep. She was laying on my bed very comfortably on her favorite blankets. I knew it was time because she was just staring and was out of it. She had lost her will to live in my opinion. She was diagnosed with IVDD, Intervertibral Disk Disease. She was having trouble walking. At one point she couldn’t walk at all, but with meds, she had at least one good year. She was only 6 years old when she was diagnosed. It was heartbreaking. She could no longer use the stairs, go in a car, jump on my bed or anything for that matter. She could no longer play with her dog friends. I tried everything i possibly could to help her. She could walk, but it looked like she was drunk cuz she would wobble and sometimes her front paws would buckle under and she would fall down. She made it to her 7th birthday, but when her back legs gave out and she could no longer walk at all, she sure tried everything in her to get up and walk to where I was and then she would just fall over..She was such a trooper and tough cookie. I’m sorry I got off the subject. Don’t wait for them to give you a look. You should know when they are unhappy with life and decide to let them go. Have a vet come to the house. That way the dog will be comfortable and you can hold him while he peacefully passes away. It’ll be the best thing for Killer and you will feel good about your decision to let him go and end his suffering. In the end it has to be more about loving your dog enough to not let him suffer another day than keeping him around to comfort you because you can’t stand the thought of living without him! Hope this helps. It definately is the most painful, hardest thing youll ever have to do, but you will feel good about yourself in the end.

  482. Darla says:

    To Patti,
    Do the right thing and let him go! He’s skin and bones!! If he’s eating well and is still in that condition, doesn’t that tell you somthing? He’s 18 1/2 years old. He has had a long happy life. My dog was 7 when I had to let her go. How can you feel comfortable leaving him alone when you’re at work all day? He’s probably scared. He follows you around because that’s all he is living for. Think about if it were you

    living in his shoes. Would you want to live that way? You have to love him enough to not let him suffer another day.

  483. Laurie says:

    Dear Patti,

    It sounds like Killer has been through so much in his long life! Amazing — even cougars and cars couldn’t get him down. What a dog. A wonderful dog.

    I can’t tell you if you should put him to sleep, but I believe that letting our pets go is a final act of love and compassion. Sometimes our dogs’ hearts are so strong, but their bodies and minds are weak. They sometimes need the gift of freedom, of being able to rest in peace for eternity.

    Often, it’s hard and heart-wrenching for dog owners to make this decision because we think life is somehow better than death. I’ve come to believe that death isn’t necessarily the worst thing in life! Living in pain, suffering, confusion, or fog may be worse. Of course, we don’t know for sure what death brings.

    I choose to believe death brings freedom, peace, and lightness of soul. I believe in some sort of a Heaven, and in a God who welcomes the souls of our dogs and cats and other beloved animals. This belief helps me let go of the dogs and cats I’ve loved with all my heart.

    Are you ready to say good-bye to your dog? Even more importantly…is Killer ready to rest in peace? Put your hands on him, and let him tell you what he needs.


  484. Darla says:

    ThFor Jesse,

    YES! It is time! You say your dog is happy, but he’s not. He’s in pain and can’t hear. Dogs will always want to keep their owners happy even though they are in misery. My dog also had a good appetite and when she could get up to walk she would follow me everywhere. I couldn’t bear the thought of living without her, but she couldn’t walk. Her back legs had given out on her and she was peeing and pooping inside because it was to hard to walk outside. Dogs don’t want to do their duties inside, they’re ashamed of it. One day I was looking at her and she looked so sad. She was missing out on all the things she used to do. She was living to please me. I realized that she was suffering because I didn’t want to live without her, but she wasn’t living at all. My love for her had to be put first. I didn’t want to see her suffer another day to please me. It was the hardest most painful decision I’ve ever had to make. I had a vet come to the house and held her while she peacefully passed away. I miss her so much and I cry for her everyday, but I feel good that she doesn’t have to suffer anymore. Please do the right thing and let him go! They can’t tell you it’s time, you have to be the owner that they love and make sure they do not suffer another day! They deserve that from you.

  485. Jesse says:

    Hi. My dog is 15 years old. I believe he has what’s called hematomas on both ears. They’re puffy like marshmallows. He can no longer contain his bladder and pees wherever he is. He hasn’t been able to hear well for a while, I have to tell in his ear. His tail at the hip Bends to one side so he walks kind of odd, always curved. He eats fine, and chews his flavored bones sometimes.
    He doesn’t seem to be in pain unless I touch his ears, but he can’t get on the couch or even a bed only a foot and a half off the ground. He has trouble getting up when he’s laying down. And sometimes hell kind of fall.
    But he seems happy. He follows me around the entire house all day. He seems to just want to be at my side. But he can’t do much anymore. He just eats, or lays in his hiding spots. I don’t know if it’s time or not.

  486. Patti says:

    Mich, I’m in tears as I read about what you’ve gone through. It is heartbreaking and so unfair that these precious pets are with us for such a short time. My Killer is 18 1/2 years old and I’m battling with the idea of having him put to sleep. He’s a Jack Russell/Shelty mix. He has arthritis pretty bad. He is, for the most part, blind and deaf. Even though he wants to eat all the time, and I feed him a lot, he is skin and bones. If he had no fur he would look like a walking skeleton. He paces constantly when he is not sleeping. I have given him tramadol for his pain but then he gets so constipated that I almost think this is worse. Plus, it’s almost impossible to get the medication into him. He would be too traumatized if I were to restrain him to put it down his throat and he somehow finds a way to separate the medication from any food I give him and it is spit out. He falls a lot and if he is not on carpet he can’t get up, sometimes losing control of his bowels and/or bladder, probably from panic. He started having seizures about a year ago, and to my knowledge, he has them about one or two times a week. I work during the day. I am so worried that he will be alone during the day when I’m gone when he dies. And I’m also worried that he will suffer and I won’t be there to help him. My husband says that the day he doesn’t eat is the day that we have him put to sleep. He does find pleasure in eating but I think that is the only thing, besides my love, that he finds pleasure in. I’m so torn. I don’t want him to suffer any more than he already is, but I also don’t want to jump the gun. I would love feedback. I’m so thankful to be able to express my feelings in a forum such as this. I know that nobody can tell me what I should do but suggestions would be helpful. Thank you.

  487. Patti says:

    My dog, Killer, is 18 1/2 years old. He’s a Jack Russell/Shelty mix. I call him my heartbeat at my feet. He has been an amazing companion. He’s tough as nails as he grew up with big dogs and thinks he’s a big dog! He’s been attacked by a cougar when he was 7 years old and survived only needing a few stitches, he’s been run over by an SUV when 11 with no broken bones but some chest and skull injuries which he mostly recovered from, and he had some pancreatic issues when he was about 8 or 9. He now has bad arthritis, is blind and deaf and is having seizures. He’s been having some urine and bowel accidents inside but for the most part asks to go outside to do his duty. He’s has a great appetite and I feed him soft food twice a day and even though he doesn’t have many teeth left he still eats crunchies that are left for him to eat any time he wants. Regardless of this, he is skin and bones. He seems confused a lot of the time and he falls over a lot and many times if he isn’t on carpet he can’t get up. I’m so very torn. The last thing I want is to wait too long before having him put to sleep. I work all day and I’m worried that he will die suffering without me there to help him. My hope is that I will be home when he gives me “the look” that people talk about so that I can hold him when he passes. I would love feedback. Thank you.

  488. Darla says:

    Hi Kayla,
    My name is Darla and my dog went through a similar situation with her front paws. She started out not wanting to jump off the bed when she was playing with my brothers dogs. They would all chase each other around and one day I noticed she was wimpering because she didn’t want to jump off the bed so I’d help her. This continued to her not wanting to jump on or off the bed, not wanting to jump in & out of the car. I wanted to bring her in right awaay, but my family said no, shes probably just has a sore leg. ALWAYS go with your gut instinct because it’s always correct! This continued and I noticed she was laying around a lot and seemed depressed. I finally brought her in & the vet didn’t know anything, but she put my Snickers on Rimadyl & tramadol for pain plus complete crate rest for 3 weeks. I am such a bad pet parent because I let her walk around when she should have been resting. This went on for 3 weeks & soon I discovered that her front paw was knuckleing under & she’d lose her balance & go into a laying position. When I think back I did so many things wrong. I finally brought her to see her original clinic to see the vet. She was seen by a new vet that I’d never met before and he gave her a neurologic exam & discovered that when he turned her neck she would wimper and when he pinched her paw that was knuckleing under she’d wimper. He diagnosed her with IVDD. Intervertebral disk disease. There’s two types. One is from the neck and the other from the spine.
    I am so sorry I’m rambeling on like this. DON’T PUT YOUR DOG DOWN!! Wait to see what happens. My dog was on Prednisone & Tramadol and she had excessive thirst, panted a lot and the Tramadol increased her appetite. She was peeing and pooping a lot in her kennel so I did a lot of cleaning up after her, but she had pee pads so it wasn’t that bad. After 3 weeks of not walking @ all she started to crawl, try to get up, but would fall down, walk with bad balance, but eventually she would would walk to the back door and would want to go outside to pee & poo. My sister, mom and I would clap & cheer because it was such a thrill to see her moving!
    Give the medication a chance to work. I don’t know if your dog Harlie had what my Snickets had, but give it time to heal. You owe it to yourself and Harlie to wait. It takes a lot of time to recover from somthing like this. The vet had her on crate rest & meds for 8 weeks. It was so hard to keep her locked up. She was so depressed & it was hard for me to see her like that! I would cheat and let her walk around the family room and let her walk outside when I should have been carrying her, but she was too heavy. She did eventually walk and you say that there is feeling coming back to your dogs legs. Give it time!! Please don’t make a hasty decision to put him down. Of course he’s depressed, but he needs time to let the Prednisone work & if it doesn’t there are other meds they can try. Maybe you should get a second opinion and bring him to a Neurologist. They know more and can give you better treatment. There’s physical message, laser and acupuncture treatments and water therapy. I couldn’t afford any of these, but you might. All I’m trying to say is DON’T GIVE UP!! GIVE IT SOME TIME, there are a lot of options. GET A 2ND OPINION!! Harlie is only 4 years old. My Snickers was 6 years old at the time.
    There’s a website you should check out for information and support. It’s “” they were so nice and they’d answer your questions about what your dog is going through. They are full of information about IVDD. What you are describing sounds a lot like what my dog had. Give it a try and look them up. If you would like to talk more you can contact me @!
    I wish you the best of luck!! The process is slow (the treatment) and it takes a lot of time & waiting, but it’s worth it!

  489. Kayla says:

    I don’t know what to do, and I am completely at a loss. Last week, my four-year dog, Harlie, lost the ability to walk on her hind legs. Tuesday, she was walking and climbing slow, Wednesday, she jumped off the couch to greet me and that was last time she walked. I took her to the vet on Thursday, they did X-rays and the only thing they could find was increased space between one of her vertebrates.

    For eight days, I have been giving her steroids, antibiotics, and pain meds. By day four she had some feeling in her hind legs (very, very little), but she still can not walk at all. She is eating and drinking really well, but she is incontinent and not having regular bowel movements. She is having to lay all day on blankets and puppy pads, and I can tell she is getting depressed because she tries so hard to move. She’s 60-70 pounds, so it is hard to move her as well.

    I am torn between continuing the meds and hoping for the best, or putting her to sleep. I don’t know if time will heal her or if I am just delaying the inevitable. She is only four, and she is so very precious to me. She was a wedding present from my husband and she has been by my side ever since.

    I am tired, frustrated, upset, sad, angry, and a barrel of different emotions. I don’t think I can bear to put her to sleep, but I also can’t bear seeing her like this.

    I don’t know what to do!

  490. Jeff says:

    Hello Kitty. I want to thank you for sharing your story and my heartfelt prayers go out to you. I believe you did the right thing.

  491. Stacy says:

    Thank you so much for reassuring words. I just relayed your message to my husband. Today was a rough day with the kids in school, puppy at doggy daycare and husband at work. It was always me and Jumaa on Mondays, spending our day together. My husband told me he lost it on the way home from work today and I tried to reassure him that we did the right thing. As you remembered the phrase “its better to have lost and loved, than to never have loved at all” I will continue to think of that everytime I think of our beloved Jumaa.

  492. kitty says:

    Just to add – she had IBD (or lymphoma – I opted not to do the biopsy given her age and health, now I wonder if I should’ve) and heart disease and was doing ok on meds for a year and a half and then got worse, her pancreas were inflamed as well and I didn’t want to hospitalize her with a feeding tube – she was a fearful cat and wouldn’t have understood why she is in a cage with all the people hurting her.

  493. kitty says:

    Thank you for writing it. I had my 14 1/2 year old cat put to sleep two days ago, and it hurts like hell. Because she was still able to walk and tried to get away for me when the bell rang, I was second guessing my decision and wondering if it was too early as she was still walking, using her litter box perfectly, and was able to jump (though didn’t do much if anything of it).

    But this quote makes me think this was time: “That’s the number one, most important criteria for deciding you should put your dog down. If he or she is suffering in any way, then it’s time to say good-bye.” It’s about dogs but it applies to cats as well. She most certainly wasn’t comfortable in spite of pain meds – she couldn’t eat except with appetite stimulants and that only a little bit at a tine, she took crouched position every time she age a bite, she stopped grooming herself, didn’t stop by the windows to look at birds, and mostly just lied there – either in the middle of the basement or my bed (though she stopped coming there in the last two days) or by the food bowl – looking at it but not eating.

    I’d like to second what people above said about doing it at home. I was dreading this final trip to the vet with her fighting being put in a carrier and meowing all the way. As is – she died in my arms. Also, the home vets that do euthanasia are very good at it. They sedate the animal before hand, and then you can cuddle it as it goes to sleep and then say good bye.

    It is difficult. As much as I think she was uncomfortable, I am crying and keep second guessing myself. In addition to the tremendous sense of loss, of emptiness one feels when losing a member of a family, there is the fact of taking a life and at that a very special life.

  494. John Alexander says:

    Dear Stacy:

    I, too, had to put my little girl Shiloh down two weeks ago. I have lost both parents, one brother, and my lifelong best friend in the past ten years. Although I grieved the loss of all of them, I am grieving over my Shiloh more than any of them. She was a mixed Rottweiler/Shepard(she looked like a Rott). We had her for fourteen and a half years, a very long lifespan for a large breed dog. She too lost the ability to stand and when her front legs gave out it was time let her go. I was on the floor of the vet examining room when he was putting her down and reassuring her that things would be alright and I would reunite with her one day in heaven. There was no dog any sweeter than my Shiloh. I was angry at first at our loss but then realized the incredible bright spot she brought into our lives for almost fifteen years. I thought of the phrase, “It is better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all.” You and your family will adjust to him being gone, although he will live on in your mind and heart forever. Take comfort in the fact (this is what believe) that one day you will all be reunited in the afterlife. I truly can’t believe that a merciful God would take our animal loved ones away forever. I wish you and your family to have the strength and courage to move-on and appreciating each other.

    Take care,

  495. Stacy says:

    We put our 12 year old Rhodesian Ridgeback to sleep yesterday and I can’t stop crying about it, wondering if we did the right thing. We told our two boys to say their goodbyes before we left for school yesterday because we weren’t sure he was going to be with us when they got home. His hind legs were so weak, he would get up and then fall to the ground. The night before he was up all night, walking a little then we would hear him fall and we would come downstairs and help him up, this went on all night. He was so confused, walking into small areas and getting himself trapped, looking completely out of it. Finally got him to lay down and sleep at 4am and he stayed in the same spot, didn’t eat, didn’t go outside to the bathroom, didn’t budge when our 10 month old puppy wanted to play, until my husband carried him out to the car 6 hours later to take him to the vet. I know I should believe it was the right thing, but we miss him so much!

  496. Rosemary S says:

    My beloved 13 year old Chihuahua, Murphy, is very sick and I know that I have to call the Vet in the morning, to have him put down. It is tearing at my heart to do this! Murphy has arthritis and has been on Rimadyl for that (which had been working). In May of this year, 2013, he was diagnosed with diabetes AND kidney failure. The vet told me that Murphy (guessing) had between 2 weeks to 2 months left. Well, we have made it to Nov 11th. Murphy hasn’t eaten for the last few days but will drink water. He vomits twice a day. He will urinate when I take him outside. He sleeps otherwise, throughout the day. It’s time. Maybe I should have taken him sooner but the weekend was here and my vet doesn’t work usually on the weekend. I hope they are open on Veterans Day. I just feel so sad that I have to do this for my little buddy, that I waited too long probably for him, but so sad that he is leaving me. It’s a very hard time. Guilt is huge right now for me. But, I will do the right thing for Murphy now, and let him rest. It just hurts.
    I will say a prayer for others who are hurting in their loss of their pets. I know how they feel.

  497. Laurie says:

    Thank you so much for being here, and walking beside each other as you struggle with the difficult decision to put your dogs to sleep. My heart breaks for you, but I am so encouraged by how caring and supportive you are of each other! You know what each other is going through, and you are not walking alone.

    This is a painful stage of loving our dogs…but with great love comes great pain. This is the hard part, but it helps me to believe our dogs have souls, and are resting in peace for eternity. Find what helps you cope with the grief and pain, and don’t sway from your beliefs.


  498. enrique olmos says:

    Well Marsha thanks for your reply it is saturday 938 am as i read your comment. So lately this week my dog is appearing to be getting slightly worse he still eats. i give him organix dry food. and i do my best to force a meatball size dogfood with an antibiotic i have some left with a arthritis/pain reducing supplememnt by “I and Love and you” dog food brand. His rear right leg is getting weaker and his nose infection caused by a tumor does not abate. so yeah i am thinking this Monday to put him down. Oh my. thanks marsh hope the best for you in your decision. your last stmts are true. good day.

  499. Paul says:

    We are currently in this situation with our 12 year old Sheltie. Brandy was diagnosed with bladder cancer and given 6 months to live back in January. It has now been 11 months and until recently she was doing very well, but the past week or so has been struggling. She has now not eaten in over 3 days and is very weak. The problem is my wife is refusing to let go. She keeps trying to hand feed her food and carry her outside. She is convinced that as long as she is conscious she will get better. As much as I love her it is time to stop her suffering. I just do not know how to get my wife to agree. She is convinced that our other Sheltie who is also 12 and from the same litter will go shortly thereafter as they have never been apart. I have a feeling that I may just need to take her to the vet early one morning and deal with the consequences from my wife. It will be hard but the humane thing to do.

  500. Judy says:

    Thank you John I’m not sure I want to want until things get that bad though, I waited with my last dog, an 11 yr old mini schnauzer, Tasha, until she completely stopped eating and started having seizures after about 9 months of being very ill and I after it was over I realized I should have let her go much sooner. Letting go at any time is difficult.

  501. John Alexander says:

    Dear Judy:

    Only you can decide when the time is at hand to let your baby go. I recently put my Shiloh down (15 year old Rottweiler/german shepard mixed). It was the most painful thing I have ever done in my life. I have mourned my little girl more than I did the passing of my parents and brother two years ago.

    One thing that helped me was a comment made on a website by a female vet who said that everyday of pain you spare your loving pet is a show of love and devotion to them. It was this statement that got me through doing a decision that left me devastated. I will remember my Shiloh forever and hope to one day see her again in the next life. If your dog is eating, I would hang in there. Once a dog stops eating, can’t go to the bathroom at all, can’t get up or cries and moans in pain, it is time. If yours is not doing these things, keep Peaches going.

    Good luck! My heart goes out to you. They love us unconditionally and depend on us for everything.

    Take care, John

  502. Judy says:

    I adopted my lttle Pekingese, Peaches, 6 yrs ago she was a puppy mill rescue who’s age was estimated between 3 and 5 at the time so she’s 9-11 now. She never was a terribly active dog but we would play fetch nightly and she loved going for walks up until this past year. She is now lethargic 98% of the time, she no longer plays and can’t even make it around 1 block, she will often just sit down in the middle of a walk. There are 2 steps up to our house and it is obviously difficult for her to get up those 2 steps. She mostly hides behind the sofa or under a bed when in the house. She’s had diarrhea for the past couple of months and every time she goes she strains for several minutes, it looks very painful. I’ve adjusted her diet several times mostly she just eats boiled chicken and rice, she gets better for a couple of days then she’s back to explosive diarrhea. The vet couldn’t find anything specific wrong with her without a lot of additional tests and I can’t afford more tests. She still has an appetite most of the time and but no I don’t think she could possibly be enjoying life. My brain says let her go but my heart says no.

  503. Whitney says:

    My two Pomeranians both 4 years old are my kids. Never had a family of my own yet at times I feel like that I love them so much that it hurts to even imagine how I’d feel if something happened to them . I realize that maybe I’ll go before them yet if I’m still around I have a good idea that I’ll be completely devastated should anything happen to them. In the meanwhile all I can do is just enjoy them as much as I can as something God forbid may happen to them today.

  504. laura says:

    Patricia…we too had the exact same scenerio with our precious 11 yr old beagle Scooter. His back legs were giving out and he could barely walk..he also have arthitis Iin his elbow. We took him to vet yesterday and she confirmed he was in pain…even though he was eating good and sometimes still walked ok outside…but he was getting worse as the weeks went by. she confirmed he would only get worse and be in more pain than he already was in. we decided to let him go because I could not sit back and watch him get worse. hardest decision we ever had to make and still feel vey guilty and sad. We loved him so much! sorry to hear you are going through the same situation. thank u for your post as it helps me with my grieving!

  505. John Alexander says:

    Dear Valerie:

    I read a statement by a vet who said that everyday of pain you can avoid for your loving pet is a gift of love. My Shiloh(mixed Rott/Shepard) was fourteen and a half when I put her down a week ago. I played linebacker in college football and I have never been as overcome with emotion. I can still lose it if I even look at her collar or a photo. This is because I loved her so much and she was not a dog, but one of my best friends. To know she is no longer in excruciating pain gives me some comfort.

    I guess the old saying “Tis better to have loved and lost than have never loved” is true. I am sorry for your loss, it will hurt forever because you loved your friend and take solace in knowing she is now frolicking with my Shiloh in a green field filled with bunnie rabbits and butterflies.

    Take care, John

  506. Erin Moore says:

    Thank you for that advice John.

    I appreciate it. Both my husband and I feel that Russie will not make it to Thanksgiving in his current condition if we leave matters how they are. We are at the point where he is eating ¼ cup of food at a time. And this hound used to eat a pint of food at a setting at any given time. We will be going to the vet this Friday as I will need assistance from my husband to get him in and out of the car. I have the gut feeling that she will confirm our feelings and we will then ask her to put Russie to sleep. He has been my best guy, and loving canine companion for a very long time, and I want what it best for him. I know we will meet again, and until then his mortal remains will have a place of honor in our garden that he loved to lounge in while he was here with us on earth.

    Best Regards.


  507. sa says:

    I adopted my elderly dog (now about 15) so I’m told, about 7 years ago. He always whined a lot and did not want to be left (he was like this with his second owner too) My sadness now is that he has a cataract in his remaining eye so, effectively cannot see. He is also developing arthritis and has a front hip dysplasia.Worse than all of this is the fact that my partner died over a year ago and my dog has got increasingly bad in whining and refuses to sleep in the house wanting to go increasingly to the car to sleep on the back seat. I tried from the vet a form of valium and tramadol both of which seemed to have an adverse effect. Now he is on selgian as an anti-anxiety but he seems almost worse and I have been carrying him back and forth. He is still eating well and will manage to get out the dog flap for a poo but more often than not he will wee in the kitchen near the flap. My real problem is becoming on of trying to calm him. I really do not know what to do and many nights I’m up and sitiing in the car at 5am.Should I let him go I despair of any decision.

  508. Patricia says:

    I am so grateful to have found this page. My sweet Golden, Teddy, is declining and, as have all of you, I am struggling with when and how to say goodbye. Teddy’s organs all seem fine, but his back legs have lost most of their muscle mass and he is starting to fall. Other times he can walk OK and even run a bit, but he can’t sit, can’t stand for long and he lowers himself very slowly when he lies down. His appetite is OK. His bowels are moving but he has less sphincter control so he scoots, which must hurt his bad hips. Today he was happy and begging and eating just fine. Then tonight he could not get up and was very restless. I know this won’t end . He won’t miraculously get better. In order to put him down at home, which I would prefer to making him get in the car and be scared at the vet, I need to preschedule an appointment to have the vet come to our house. It seems so impersonal to schedule something like this. Reading other posts has helped me see how so many others agonize with this decision. Doing the right thing for Teddy means scheduling our misery. It’s so hard. Teddy is 14, which is means he has lived a full life for a Golden. He trusts me, so I need to honor his trust. The when is still so vexing. Thanks to all who have posted so I don’t feel quite as alone.

  509. Valerie says:

    We put our Sheltie Jade to sleep yesterday. My husband and I are both distraught. It took just two days for her to go from seemingly pretty healthy to not eating, drinking, barking, able to walk or jump onto the couch to snuggle. She had renal failure, heart and lung abnormalities. She was displaying neurological symptoms as well. It is heart wrenching and we can’t stop crying. She was a precious creature that loved everyone. We told her how much joy she brought to us for the past 10 years. We pray that we did the right thing in alleviating her pain. I hope our pain will decrease in time.

  510. John Alexander says:

    Dear Erin:

    Take your dog to the vet and ask point blank if he is in pain. I read an article written by a lady vet who had to put down her beloved Retriever and she said “Every day you spare of loving pet of pain is your gift of love to them.” When I put my little Shiloh down (14 year old mixed Rott/Shepard) it was the hardest thing I have ever done but I know she is now in no pain and she was ready to go to pet heaven. You will cry unrelentingly, but in your heart you will know it was the right decision. Your vet will not tell you whether to put the dog down but they will tell you the level of pain they are existing. I hope this helps. It is a terrible situation to be in, that is for sure.

    Take care and God bless,
    John Alexander
    Shiloh’s Daddy

  511. Deidre says:

    Liane –

    Thank you for your kind words. Your story helped me too because of all of the similarities. You are right some days are better than others. It will be 5 weeks tomorrow and although it’s a getting a little easier now, sometimes I think that the pain of losing our little dog will never go away. There is that tremendous guilt that maybe we should have waited a little longer. I guess it’s never easy to say goodbye and we have to realize that waiting would not have made it any easier. We have to believe it was our final act of kindness and love to spare our pets of further pain and discomfort, even though our hearts feel differently. Our dogs did live long and happy lives and we should be glad for the time we had with them and all of the wonderful memories.

    I also believe that Spike and Chloe are God’s creatures too and that they are waiting for us. That should give us some comfort.

    Thanks again and take care.


  512. Erin says:

    I was told by the vet two months ago that my 15 year old dog Russ had inflamed gums and a lot of tartar build up. I was advised at that time to get his teeth cleaned. Since coming from from the proceedure, Russ has lost a ton of weight, and is only eating 1/3 of his normal amount of food. He sleeps almost all day, and cannot make it around the block when we take walks.

    His legs were getting weak prior to the tooth cleaning procedure, and he was displaying nerve damage in his back toes, stance, etc. But, these days he stumbles and looks so weak and frail. He also wheezes in his sleep, and sleeps so deep it feels like we are checking for signs of life almost every morning.

    However, just when I think it may be time to think about putting him to sleep, he will instantly show an interest in food, urinate and deficate in the yard like his old self, and even seem interested in a walk around the block.

    I have faced this situation before with cats, but it seems so much harder this time as Russ is less self sufficient and more “needy” since that is his nature.

    Should I wait till he can no longer walk and cannot get up and out to go to the bathroom to take him to the vet to put him to sleep?

    Part of me feels that if I take him in before his body gives out that it is a cruel action.

    Please advise.

    Thank you.


  513. Jean says:

    I can’t even think of the sadness that is coming … Our vet told us no more than 2 months he has and I wanted to find out whatever I could to prepare myself for what to watch for as he declines … This little guy is everything to us … Thank you so much for your reply .. I did not want to make you feel any worse by asking some information … I am truly saddened by your loss … And grateful for your reply … I wish for a miracle for my Maltese ….

  514. Cathy says:

    Robert, you did help her. You helped her by ending her suffering.

  515. Robert says:

    She stopped eating, was losing weight, throwing-up a lot anytime she drank water, and didn’t seem to be able to sleep very well. I’m no vet, so I don’t know if these symptoms were a consequence of the Lymphoma or something else, as our vet never gave us a completely, unambiguous diagnosis despite numerous scans, tests, and examinations. I do know she was a sick little dog and declining rapidly.
    Thank you for your response. For us, all of this was kind of sudden and she was so much an important part of our lives. Putting her to sleep was one of the most miserable, difficult things I’ve ever had to do. But, I know I’m not alone based on the comments here.

  516. Jean says:

    Our Maltese was just diagnosed with lymphoma on Sunday and also after coming back home from the vet had to be rushed back as we thought he had a stroke but the vet kept him overnight and said it was vestibular disease unrelated to the cancer …we are devastated over this and wonder how we will be able to let him go …. What are signs that we should look for ?? Thank you and I’m so so sorry for your loss

  517. Elise Hokman says:

    I’ve noticed several folk seem to have a hard time deciding how to go about euthanizing their beloved pet. What I personally have learned is that there is NO wrong way. It’s up to you, what’s available in your area, what you can handle, and what you can afford. With Ike, I stayed with him while the vet did the injections. He was calm, then a little nervous – I talked to him the whole time letting him know he was okay..and soon he would feel no more pain. I chose a group cremation (where they take the ashes to the local farm) because where I am the cost of an individual cremation and return of ashes was cost prohibitive for me. Living in an apartment in the City made yard burial out of the question. In terms of making the decision of when to go and do this with Ike, I did it when the bad days outnumbered the good. In the past, I have faced similar decisions with cats. I had a cat who developed a cancer in her jaw and decided that no treatment would cure her, so I opted to euthanized before she started having bad days. Another cat had renal failure and pancreatitis..once she quit responding to medications, I decided that was the time. Each pet is different, each circumstance is different…heartfelt condolences to all of you as you make this journey.

  518. Trina says:

    We put Blossom down last Thursday. I brought her in to our vet and stay close to her the entire time until well after her last breath. I didn’t want for a moment her to be afraid and to know I was with her. I know she is in a better place, able to walk on her own, eat, play and all without pain. I hope that the life she had with us was full of fun and love. She is missed very much. She has joined our other two dogs Koal and Honey. My remaining 3 year old “Kona” thinks Blossom is on a long walk and keeps wanting to go by running to the front door and sniffing her leash. We just give her extra love and attention to get her through. Good luck, its not easy but whatever happens it’s for the dogs sake.

  519. Anna says:

    So sorry to here about your dog. I agree with Cathy, we are going to take each day as it comes and when the bad days out number the good we will put Hunter down. I think it is an easier decision, we not easy but feels more comfortable when the dog is in pain, won’t eat, has messes in house, etc. That is why it is so hard when are dogs seem mostly fine. it is hard on me emotionally too. I cry almost very day and tell Hunter every hour, I Love You, Your such a Good Boy. Etc. but I will not give up on him too soon. He has been there for me through good and bad and I will be there for him too.
    A friend told me yesterday that I have given Hunter so a wonderful life, family and love. To be proud of that and know that so many animals are not that way and he was so special and adored. He couldn’t have asked for a better family. It made me feel a bit better.

  520. Sharon says:

    Cathy and Anna, I am going thru the same. I have a Shepherd x who won’t make it to 6. She too has lymphoma. She was given 2 – 6 weeks without chemo and 8 with so I opted out of the chemo. Right now she is still eating on her own, scarred me when she refused the syringe, turned out she just didn’t like the food. She drinks and is still active and no house messes. I have made the decision of euthanasia, but my problem is: She is a good dog, a young dog, one that doesn’t deserve this. She never did anything wrong. Because she can still do all of the above, but every extra day is hard on me emotionally. She isn’t on any pain pills but I am going to need them because my heart is breaking just knowing I will loose her soon. I have told myself that I owe it to her to be there. I know she isn’t suppose to know it but I was a nurse and it people can sense, why can’t dogs, if you aren’t there?

  521. Robert says:

    Well, we had to put down our ten year old Basset Hound today. We had her since she was a pup and she was just the sweetest little dog. She was diagnosed with Lymphoma about a week ago and had some heart problems as well. The vet gave her prednisone, then some heart medications as an alternative. Then, she stopped eating three days ago, was losing weight, and was throwing-up a lot. She was also having problems breathing and I started carrying her up the stairs in our house. The past two days she would just sit in the back yard by herself, which is a behavior she never exhibited before. The vet ran some more scans today and offered additional treatments that seemed to offer little probability of success.
    I couldn’t bear to see her suffer anymore. I’m feeling bad that she depended on us to take care of her and there was nothing I could do to help her.

  522. John Alexnder says:

    I put my little girl (Shiloh) down this morning and it is the hardest thing I have ever done, but it is amazing the strength I had because of my undying love for my pup of 15 years. I know she is now not in pain and suffering and wanted to stop it and told me with her eyes when I looked at her. No doubt I will never stop thinking about her,but I know now that she is in a better place. I would suggest being there when it’s over, it is hard, but your love will carry you through. I will always be glad I was with her in the final moments. I know, too, that one day I will hookup with her in the next life. At least I hope so for I know she went straight to heaven.

  523. Anna says:

    Poor Murphy. Six is young. We knew that Golden’s usually have a life span of 11-13 years, and since Hunter is 11 ½ we knew we only had a few more years with him. He had started slowing down and we had started giving him some glucosamine tablets to help. We never expected this though, it hit so suddenly and so viciously.

  524. Anna says:

    though, it hit so suddenly and so viciously.
    Once the vet mentioned cancer, I immediately went to the internet to find out as much as I could. The internet is a blessing, but when you are looking for bad things, you can find so much horrible scenario’s and it is so overwhelming.
    I found out that Goldens are the most susceptible breed to having lymphoma or another form of cancer and 1 in 8 Golden’s will get it in their lifetime. Not very good odds. Of course the love from a Golden far outweighs anything. I love all breeds of dogs, but Goldens are pure joy. I often refer to Hunter as our Marley, from Marley and Me. He was energetic and a handful as a puppy…well until he was 5 probably. He ate everything and did so with a smile on his face. He is the best family dog. My kids love him so much sometime I feel for him, especially when they were small and crawled all over him, but he takes it with ease. I just can’t imagine our family and my life without him.
    Oh, how I wish God would just take him peacefully in his sleep.

  525. Cathy says:

    By the way, Murphy is 6 years old – too young for this to be happening to him, but there you have it…

  526. Cathy says:

    Hi, Anna

    Murphy is still with us, and is the first pet that we have had, so we are still figuring this out. Our plan is to keep track of Murphy’s good and bad days, and when the bad ones start to outnumber the good ones, and he is not getting any joy out of his life, make the call to the vet.

    The vet will come to our home to put him to sleep. One of our daughters (21, in college) lives close enough at school that it would be possible for her to be there, and she has asked to be present at the end – she has also visited from college a few days to spend time with Murphy. My husband and I will be present too, to usher him out with love and to hold him as he goes to sleep. I don’t know if I would have younger children present for the actual process of putting a dog to sleep, though. I’m sure you will know what the right thing is for your kids when the time comes.

    As for what to do after, we are still in the process of making a decision. Burying him in our yard is an option, as is cremation. We’re not sure yet though. For cremation, we would need to bring Murphy to a place that does this locally.

    I’m sorry that you are going through the same thing we are going through. We love our Murphy, and can’t imagine life without him. I’m sure everyone says this about the breed of dog they happen to have, but to us there is something so special about Golden Retrievers – so smart, so loving. Best of luck to you, and to Hunter.

  527. Anna says:

    I read your post and I am going through almost the same thing.

    My Golden Retriever, Hunter is 11 1/2 and was diagnosed this Saturday with cancer. He had a small tumor on his paw and suddenly 2 weeks ago I came home and he couldn’t walk. He whole hind leg was swollen. We took him to the vet who said it was either an infection or lymphoma. He put Hunter on anitbiotics and said bring him back in a week. Last week he did a biopsy of both the tumor and his lymphnode. It wasn’t lymphoma but a different kind of cancer.
    He is stlll doing ok for the most part…he still has an appetite,wags his tail, begs for food, loves being loved..the major problem is that he can’t put any weight on his back leg and so he isn’t moving around, unless we force him up and outside. If his leg was better you would never no that anything was wrong.
    We will not do chemo, as he has lived a long an happy life. It is hard because I don’t want to see him get so bad that he stops eating or drinking or isn’t happy, but at this point he seems fine, except his mobility and his swollen foot. At almost 120 lbs he isn’t very easy to get up and going and of course the steps off the deck out ot the yard are impossible.
    I am of course struggeling with the “when”, but also struggeling with the , do I go with him or say my goodbye’s at home and have my husband take him.. We also have 2 children 10 and 6 who will want to say goodbye.

    May I ask any of you…what did you do with your pets? Did you just leave them with the vet and they cremated them? We do not have a pet cemetary here, and can’t just bury him in the yard, and I am not sure I want an urn with his ashes either….

  528. Shel says:

    Can anyone give me some advice as to whether I should put my dog to sleep. she is a 1 year old gentle bullmastiff girl and we have just been told she has hip dysplasia and both cruciate ligaments damaged in back legs. We have had an estimate of £6,000 for both legs, which we cant afford and our pet insurance only pays out up to £2000 per year. I really don’t know what to do. Our breeder said she will be in severe pain, which breaks my heart. She is on metacam but it doesn’t seem to stop her limping around. Bullmastiff’s have a very high pain threshold, so she doesn’t welp or anything but I can see she has trouble sitting down and standing up for long periods. The vet doesn’t want to advise me on putting her to sleep and is leaving it up to me, but I really cant decide what to do. Any advice will be greatly welcome – thanks

  529. Liane says:

    Oh my gosh Deidre! Thank you so much for your response!!! It helps to know that there are others out there going through the same thing. I have read about many of the things you mentioned including the rainbow bridge, love that one! The grief and guilt seems to come in waves. Sometimes I feel ok other times it hits me and I almost feel like I’m going to have a panic attack. Like, what did I do? I try to stop myself right away and tell myself that I did not cause her death, old age did, I just prevented her from suffering.

    She lived a very long happy life. Hopefully I’ll start to really believe it one of these times. I’ve heard that you never truly get over it but the waves of pain come less frequently and aren’t as harsh as time goes on. I feel for you and I do believe we will be reunited with our dogs again some day. They are Gods creatures too so I believe He will take care of them for us until then.

    Maybe Chloe and Spike will play together at the Rainbow Bridge. Thank you again for sharing your story.


  530. beki says:

    Our 17 year old minature poodle is much the same as you describe, problems walking, cramps in hind legs, blind, deaf, toothless and at times disorientated.
    His “messing” indoors in becoming more common and I am sure he is aware that he is doing wrong…………..he becomes quite and the look in his eyes is saying “sorry”.!!!!!!! He still loves his food but other lifestyle activities are greatly reduced.
    He is my “Everything”and I can’t imagine a life without him……however I am at a point where I am beginning to wonder “is it time to let him go ” before he begins to experience even worse.

  531. Michelle McDaughtery says:

    As I write this My mom and daughter are at the vet with my baby boy Sprikey. I dont know if Im doing the right thing..I couldnt bring myself to put him to sleep so I said goodbye at home. I feel like such a coward for not taking him myself but I am so devastated. He is a 12 year old jack russell mix and has been everything to me. He is blind, has a thyroid problem and has had numerous hot spots. He has been wearing a cone around his neck for the past month or so because every time one heals another one pops up from licking and biting his feet. I know he must be miserable…I will never forget the way you licked away my tears and gave me so much love. I hope you felt just as much love from me…I love you Sprik….

  532. David says:

    My dog Sally must be 15 or 16. She is a rhodesian ridgeback and a sweet dog. Sad to say, she is struggling. Had the vet check her out and she says it’s liver and kidney related. Sally also is struggling with walking. Her hind end is so weak. Sally has lost her appetite, and looks sad half the time. I feel bad for her. I’m bringing my nieces and nephews out this Sunday to say their good byes. Is this the time? She has had a good full life. She was my Mom’s dog years ago. My Mom passed in 07′.. Sure gonna miss her.

  533. Darla says:

    Hi Amanda, my name is Darla .. I’ve written 2 posts on this subject, maybe you have read them. I know exactly how you’re feeling. One day you think ok it’s time to let them go and 20 minutes later you’ll think oh she’s not that bad yet maybe tomorrow. The age thing bothers me because most of the ages on here are 13-17. I’d say that’s a really good long life and that their dog deserves to be let go peacefully. MY DOG WAS ONLY 7 YEARS OLD. She was diagnosed with IVDD at age 6. I didn’t think she’d make it to 7, but she kept holding on. She had a disease that involved her spinal cord. The first signs that somthing was wrong were she wouldn’t jump off the bed. She used to play with my brothers dogs and they would chase each other around the room jumping on the couches then through the bedroom on the bed & so on. One day I heard her crying so I went to check on her. I found her on the edge of the bed tail wagging, but she was afraid to jump off. I thought it was her legs bothering her. This continued to get worse where she wouldn’t jump on or off the bed, she wouldn’t jump in or out of the car & so forth. I wanted to bring her to the vet, but everyone said no I’d be wasting my money. What a HUGE MISTAKE that was! I’ve learned that I should always trust my instincts and when I feel that somthing’s wrong I should do somthing about it. Anyways, when I finally did bring her to the vet I found out she had a herniated disc in her NECK!! The disc was inflammed & was pressing down on her nerves causing her front paws to knuckle under and cause her to fall down. She was in major pain & I didn’t even know it. They put her on anti-inflammatorys and pain meds. They helped for awhile, but she kept getting worse. Soon she was not walking @ all. I thought I’d have tp put her down, but the vet put her on Prednisone for 3 weeks and it was like a miracle! First she started to crawl, then she would take a few steps & fall and pretty soon she was walking well enough that she could go outside to potty. Everyone was so excited! That lasted for awhile, but as time went by she would get bad again. She had good & bad days. Everyday was different.. The ups & downs were so stressful. I’d be so happy and the next I’d be down again because she kept having setbacks. Anyways, sorry I’m getting carried away again. I could talk about her forever. By the time her birthday was coming I really thought she wouldn’t make it, but she did & more. Her b-day was Jene 26th & she made it until my b-day Oct.6th. I had her put to sleep on Oct.21st, 2013. At the end her back legs gave out and she could no longer handle her bowel movements. She could hold her urine all day into the night because she was afraid to go outside. She couldn’t hold herself up to poop or pee. She would just fall & end up laying in it. She would take a few steps, lose her balance & fall over on her side & wouldn’t be able to get herself up. It was heartbreaking to see her like that! I knew in my head that it was time for her to go, but In my heart I wanted to hang on to her. I finally knew that she was holding on to please me and I couldn’t stand the thought of her suffering 1 more day because I was to afraid to let her go. I made the appointment for a vet to come to the house. As the day came closer I would have panic attacks where I felt I couldn’t breathe, but when I looked in her eyes & saw that she no longer had the happiness or sparkle left I knew it was time. I was being selfish and I felt so guilty. What was she living for? She couldn’t walk, run, go up & down the stairs, her dignity was gone because she couldn’t control her bodily functions and she couldn’t play with her doggie friends anymore. It was heartbreaking & I couldn’t stop crying. I even cancelled 1 appointment with the vet cuz I couldn’t handle the thought of not seeing her anymore. I finally decided that she deserved to be set free of her agony. I had a vet come to the house where she was most comfortable. She layed on the bed and I got to hold & comfort her as she drifted off to sleep. I had soft christian music playing, my mom was with me and I got to say goodbye taking all the time I needed with her. I flt so proud of myself that I loved her enough to put my feelings aside & do what was best for her. You have to decide when you think your dog has suffered long enough & give her the best gift of letting her go. Please don’t make them suffer just because you can’t stand the thought of life without them!! They are the most loyal, loving, compassionate creatures that love you unconditionally and they will hold on as long as you let them because that’s what they do. It’s their nature to want to please you even if they are suffering in agony. Please give them the best gift in return for all they’ve given you and let them go!! You will not regret it. I know that she’s finally happy & painfree in heaven waiting for me & until I see her again I will be adopting a new dog and giving them all the love I can to give them the chance for a happy life. My Snickers would definately approve because I’ve got a lot of love to share. I pray that this helps clarify things for you. You will get through it and feel good about your decision. Good luck.

  534. Darla says:

    Do the right thing and let her go before she falls down the steps and suffers a broken bone or worse. That poor dog! Falling down the stairs really got to me. How can you stand to see her like that? That would just kill me inside to know she’s that far gone. She’s hanging on to please you Dogs are so loving and loyal that they will do anything for you including suffering in silence to make you happy! My story is on this page about making the hardest most torturous decision ever to put them to sleep. You have to love your dog MORE than the idea of keeping them around suffering to please you. I finally made the decision to put my dog down and every hour before the vet came to my house I would try to think of reason to cancel & keep her around for me, but I knew she was no longer happy and that her spirit for lfe was disappearing. I mean what did she have to live for? She’d lost her dignity because she couldn’t control her bladder or her bowel movements and she lost the use of her legs. She was living for me so I could still see her adorable face and not be lonely. The thought of keeping her alive suffering was to much to handle. I had to let her go. Im happy with my decision and how I was holding her @ home while she peacefully went to sleep. It felt great to finally know she was in heaven and no longer in pain. Please think about what I’m saying, don’t hold onto your dog and have her suffer a worse death or broken bones because you will regret not letting her go peacefully.

  535. Darla says:

    Yes it is time! The dog is suffering!! How can you look at him and not want to end his pain. He’s no longer having a life! He’s sticking it out for you. Dogs will do anything for the ones they love. They want to please you and even if he’s not crying it doesn’t mean he’s not in pain. They will suffer for you because that’s what dogs do. They are so loyal to their loved ones and they will carry on as long as you let them. My dog was put down on Oct. 21, 2013 @ home where she was most comfortable. She could no longer walk due to a spinal problem. I was told she wasn’t in pain, but I believe she showed signs of it. They are so special & will hang on as long as you’re happy. She was getting so bad that she would start pooping while laying down and she would hold her urine all day so she wouldn’t have to go outside. Her front legs would knuckle under her & when her back legs gave out it was so hard to see her trying to get up and walk 5 feet and just plop to the ground, her legs spread eagle. She would also lose her balance & fall over on her side and needed help to sit back up. I also put off putting her to sleep because I couldn’t bear the thought of being without her. She was my best friend and I did all I could for her to get better, but it wasn’t meant to be. I prayed for god to take her so I wouldn’t have to end her life. She was such a trooper, she would use all of her strengh to get up & come into the bathroom to be with me. I loved her so much & it’s very quiet and lonely in my house now. I’m single & I live alone so the thought of her not being around gave me major panic attacks. I’m having a friend stay with me so I don’t go crazy with out her & the memories of her being here are torture. She used to follow me wherever I went & when she stopped doing it I knew she was bad off. I guess what I’m saying is that watching her suffer to please me broke my heart. She’s given me so much love & more that I decided she deserved not to suffer anymore, that my love for her was stronger than my need to keep her around to please me. They deserve to go out with dignity. Please don’t make him suffer 1 day more just to please you. Let them go before theyget worse and have to suffer a more painful death. I thoughtbecause my dog was eating & drinking that she must be ok, but I think it was a sign of anxiety. She just layed in 1 spot & would cry because she didn’t want to have to suffer to get up. She looked so sad & to me she had given up on life. What did she have to live for besides keeping me company? I had a vet come to the house & I held her until she was gone. It was so hard letting her go, but she looked so peaceful. I got to spend time with her afterwards & it may sound morbid, but I got to hold her & say all the things I wanted without anyone rushing me. I’m very happy with the way she left this world and now she’s in heaven running and jumping painfree & she’s happy. You will not regret doing the right thing. You will be happy that he’s no longer suffering.


    My darling dog Seak came to me as a present after passing my major exams. He is a cross beagle and fox hound. He was born on 2000. He is a member of the family and has enjoyed a good life playing and protecting us. he now is very hard of hearing, has trouble with his hind legs due to an accident when he was younger and urinated uncontrollably on himself especially while in the resting positions. he does have his good days but now prefers to lie in the hot for most of the day. He still has bite in him but it hurts us to watch when he tries to get up and has trouble. he has even fallen backwards down some stairs because of it. I can’t tell if he is in pain but I would hate for him to be…

  537. Patricia Smith says:

    I came online looking for answers. My labXcollie, nearly 16, is in exactly the same situation as your best friend.
    All I can do for you is empathise because I know the pain you feel.
    6 months ago she had her first bout of vestibular disease. Amazingly after 4 days she recovered, practised, practised walking in a straight line. Her head tilt straightened. We had her back!
    Then last week it happened again. But this time she no longer has the will or determination to do anything. She sleeps all day, struggles to get out of her bed to wee/poo – on the kitchen floor. I don’t mind cleaning up. It’s the least I can do. But today she can’t even be bothered to eat. I made her mashed up casserole, but she just licked at it.
    In my heart I know she is ‘fading away’ and I wish she would just pass away in her sleep, preferably when I’m holding her…..but that is selfish to excuse me from making this heartbreaking decision. The one you are facing too.
    I wish you well and hope we can both find the strength to do what must be done because we love them so much.

  538. Cathy says:

    Our golden retriever, Murphy, was diagnosed with cancer a few weeks ago. He was having some issues with sneezing that we thought was related to allergies, but my husband noticed a lump on the right side of his neck. At first, the vet thought it was a thyroid cancer and treatable, but after further investigation, a vet/oncologist determined that it is worse – a squamous cell carcinoma in his tonsils/throat. And it appears to have begun to spread to his lungs. We are told he has a few months, and we just started him on palliative radiation therapy to reduce the size of the tumor in his throat area and slow down the cancer. He is on pain meds, and some anti-inflammatory medicine now.

    He loves to walk, and used to run with my husband (who took up running just this last year). He loves car rides, and still greets anyone who comes to the door with a wagging tail. He loves peanut butter, apples, hamburger, chicken, sweet potatoes (the list goes on and on). And, he seems to be enjoying life still, but I wonder how much longer that will be the case. And I wonder if we will have the ability to see when he is ready to go….

  539. Kim says:

    Scott I feel your anguish. My dog is also 17 and she has been a great dog. She has started pooping in the house regularly now. She has a hard time to support herself with her back legs – when she tries to eat her legs are wobbly and sometimes give out and she is sitting down. I know she is deaf and her eyesight is pretty much gone as well. Some days she eats 1/2 – 1 cup of food for the day but I have to put water on it so that it gets soft so she can chew it. Her wobbly legs cause her to fall down the stairs or up the stairs and I hope she does not hurt herself. I don’t think she is in pain but she stopped making noise about a year ago so I am not sure. I am really unsure about what to do. I hope I am not being selfish as I try to come to a decision. Good luck with your decision.

  540. Scott says:

    My dog is 17 and has hung in there for a long time. More than a year ago, we could tell his hearing was almost gone. A few months ago he was no longer able to jump up on the couch and sleep in his favorite spot. Since then he has gone down hill and has trouble walking. He was starting to poop in the house but it was easy to clean up so we dealt with it. Now he has not urinated in almost a full day and has pooped in the house again but not so easy to clean up. His tail is constantly down between his legs which my wife learned is a sign of pain. He still seems alert and thats what makes it so hard. He looks at you with those loving, trusting eyes. Selfishly I want to keep put off this decision because I feel like he has had a good life and wants to remain with us. But I also know that, although he doesn’t cry, that he is probably sad and in pain.

  541. Trina says:

    You have to say to yourself “I want the best for my furbaby” the best for her is to be at peace and to be free to run around doggy heaven like she was a pup again. No more suffering. I had to put my 15 yr old pup down the day I seen him glaze over…I can tell he turned the corner and was suffering, not able to walk, eat or drink. I called a vet to come have him put down immediantly, it was so painful…I watched him take his last breath. Now I am in the same boat again with my 13 yr old she has Vestibular disease on her 2nd round, can’t walk, eat and loosing weight. I think the hardest part is pushing myself to make the move. And how am I going to stay composed on my way into the Dr.’s office? But I know in my heart it has to be done. I hope I helped you a little in your decision?

  542. Dee says:

    Vicky….Your not alone…..Im reading everyones posting too…..which helps me know im not alone with my problem with my furbaby…..

  543. Dee says:

    Michele….I too have a Shih tuz thats 16 yrs old and is doin the same thing as ur Jingle’s…..and im havin a tuff time to make the right decision……This breaks my Heart…….

  544. belle says:

    I think she is just saying that she had that decision at that time to put to sleep or operate. She chose to operate although Im sure she was also advised against it and it worked out for her. I am glad she shared as I was in the same situation. She is just saying it can be the right or wrong decision and what you decide is ok either way. I know we all have to go some time but they are so dependant on us and that’s what makes it hard. Realistically you never know how its going to work out so you just have to do what you think is best its all you can do. Good luck everyone and may you find peace for yourself and your pet. x

  545. Liane says:

    Thank you so much for your story. I am sorry for your loss. I think that no matter what, it’s always going to feel like we let them go too soon unless we wait until its too late and then we would feel bad that they suffered. Maybe even worse. Either way it hurts. It hurts so much because we loved them so much.

  546. Marcy says:

    I feel your pain, I have had my little oscar for almost 13 years, he has been my constant companion, the one who has been there through good and bad times, when I have been sick, sad, tired or just had a bad day. He’s been there. We gave him to my son when he was six yrs old, now my son is 18, he has grown with oscar by his side.

    Oscar has started declining this year, starting with back legs arthritis, and his breathing being heavy. He can hardly go for a walk around the block anymore, which was always his favorite thing. He is always laying down, hardly eating except for his favorite treats and drinking lots of water.

    I know in my heart what needs to be done, but I don’t know yet when to do it. He looks sad, tired and he gives me a look of sorrow and then I feel he is ready to go. Reading all of your posts lets me to know I am not the only one dealing with the terrible heartache that I am feeling now. I feel sick to my stomach and so much pain just to think I will not see him again, my husband and son don’t want to deal with the decision of putting oscar down…..

    He has given us so many years of happiness, love and companionship. How do you deal with this??? I don’t want to see him suffering anymore. When is the right time? Thank you for sharing all of your stories.

    I will always love you Kiki…

  547. Deidre says:

    I feel your pain and grief. Your situation is very similar to the situation we just experienced with our dog. We put out dog Spike, a toy poodle, to sleep three weeks ago tomorrow. He had turned 15 years-old in August. He was almost totaling blind and could not really hear any more. He also had trouble on the tile floor and starting having accidents in the house for about the last year. For some reason he starting waking up around 3:00 a.m. every morning to go out, I would take him out and then go back to bed. Some times I could hear him downstairs running into things, because he couldn’t see, for 1/2 hour or more. I would feel bad for him. I knew that sooner or later he would come back upstairs, go back to bed and then sleep until noon before he would need to go out again. For the last year or so he slept most of the day and I hope that he wan not in pain. When he would get up some times he would limp for a few minutes, but he seemed to be able to walk it off. My head tries to tell me that it was the right decision to put him to sleep. The vet said that his quality of life was not there. But my heart just won’t listen. I think maybe there was more that I could have done and maybe I should have waited. I miss him so much. I gave Spike a special meal the night before and extra treats and he did seem peppier than usual. I also thought about canceling the appointment, and some times I wish that I did. But I guess that would have been the easy thing to do for me, but not for him. It would have just been postponing what eventually would have to be done. I wanted him to pass on peacefully in his sleep on his own and naturally. But I read somewhere that that seldom happens. Plus I would not have wanted him to die alone or when I was at work. Everyone says that time will help heal the pain, right now that is hard to believe. If it helps any, I also read that putting your dog to sleep one day early is better than one day too late, and that waiting until they are in obvious pain in too late. I want to believe that some day we will be reunited. There is a poem called the Rainbow Bridge out there, maybe if you read it you will feel better. May time ease your pain and may memories of your dog Chloe make you smile.

  548. Amanda says:

    I am so torn and incredibly heartbroken. I got my baby about 10 years ago from a pet rescue center. At that time, they couldn’t pinpoint exactly how old she was but guessed 1 or 2. According to her records, she will be 13 this February. Over the past few years, we have struggle with hotspots. She will sit and gnaw at herself until her hair is no longer there and she is bleeding. The past 2 months it’s got a lot worse. It’s constant. She always has a hotspot. I cannot even calculate how much money I have spent on this one problem. However, she has now developed other problems… She cannot see out of one of her eyes. She is hardly walking and when she does, she’s wobbly and she has also started urinating and having bowel movements in the house. I know in my heart she is not the dog she used to be. My struggle is that fact that majority of these behaviors (wobbly walking etc) has only been for the past week. She has also stopped eating and will occasionally get drinks of water. I have done so much research and spent so much money on quick fixes because I cannot afford another vet bill and I am terrified if I’m giving up on her too soon. I’ve read so many other posts of owners not having to do this until their pet was 14-15-16 and she’s not even 13 yet. I go back and forth every day… should this be the day? Has she suffered enough? I can’t do this. I CAN do this. It is a constant struggle because I love her so much. I look in to her eyes and want to cry because she looks sad. I am agonizing over this decision.

  549. Michele says:

    I am finding myself in the same boat as all these animal lovers. My ‘old pup’ Jingle is going to turn 16 Nov the 8th. He is a shihtzu mix. He has be on prednisone for quite a few years because of a growth on his spinal cord. This has given him a good quality of life, which I am so grateful. My Jingle is now partly blind and deaf. I find he eats and eats and drinks and drinks and he’s certainly not overweight, but on the contrary very skinny. He’s been puking mucus which gives him a bad odour then I need to bathe him which he absolutely hates. He stands and stares and often looks confused, I put him on my bed every night and he’ll sleep like a babe all night long. He has fallen off the bed a few times, I just need to pick him up and put him back on and he’ll fall back asleep. I must say his breathing is so weezy :( Yet he can fall in the puppy mode especially when I’m cooking turkey or ham…I’m at a point where I don’t know if he’s suffering and don’t even want to pick up the phone and talk with my Vet since I know I’ll probably end up crying like I did 2 years ago when I finally had the courage to make the final decision to have my 19 year ‘Belle’ (a beautiful black cat) put down. The pain and guilt are hard to handle after such decisions. I love my Jingle, but I’m believing I will be doing him a favour yet I just can’t get myself to do it. Another obstacle is the fact that I’m heading out for a weekend and I have to have him dogsat by a good friend…I just don’t know if that will be hard on my old dog. I’m sitting here writing this and deep down in my heart I know what should be done, then again he’s been my shadow for almost 16 years. This is rough…but as the Vet who sent us the challenge of writing about our situation says … writing it out often might bring some kind of relief. Maybe yes, Maybe no.

  550. Karen says:

    Your pet does not seem like a very happy camper. I don’t think you would like to lie in in your own urine or feces or not be able to stand properly.
    I think it would be best to let your dog go and take him out of his misery. I have just made the very difficult decision to let my 15 year old dog go due to kidney/liver issues; she is not eating much at all. My vet said she is not in extreme pain, but is miserable and not comfortable and that it would be best for everyone not to wait until she is in a lot of pain. Your dog could be in pain and is not able to express it. I think dogs show their pain by their actions and change in behaviour.

  551. Karen says:

    Thank you for sharing your thoughts. I need to put my 15 year old Lily to sleep due to kidney/liver problems. My rationale was to wait until she was in a lot of pain that is visual to me, but after reading this website and your comments in particular, I realize I am making the right decision by letting her go now and not waiting until she is in more pain. She is barely eating, doesn’t take her meds and just lies around. I realize now that she is showing me she is in pain by not eating and by refusing her meds.

  552. Vicky says:

    Hello Everyone,
    I am sitting here reading all these posts and sobbing like a baby with my 15 year old ‘Precious’ tea-cup poodle by my side. Over the last couple of years, she has had two operations – one for tumors on her stomach and one for a large tumor on her female organ. She was on death’s door for both of these but came back amazingly each time. A few weeks ago, she stopped eating and was falling over – couldn’t keep her balance. I took her to the vet and she was diagnosed with liver disease. I got all the meds and read posts about people who had successfully treated the disease so I thought I would be able to save her again. It seemed to work for awhile but she’s becoming weaker and just stares into space, obviously very confused. Her balance is bad and her hearing has been all but gone for quite a while. She walked off the bed last night and fell to the ground so I’ve brought her doggie bed in to our bedroom so she can just sleep on the floor. She can barely get up the stairs inside our house and I have to pretty much carry her out to the back yard to go to the bathroom yet, she can have good moments too. How do you know when it’s really time? We had to put down our other dog a couple of years ago but that was obvious since he had just had another seizure and was crying out in pain. I couldn’t even be in the room at the vet – my daughter was there with her boyfriend while my husband held me in the waiting room as I cried. I said goodbye and that was it. But Precious is my little girl – I’ve had her since she was 6 weeks old – and I can’t imagine being without her. I guess a decision will have to be made very soon. Thanks for all your posts. It truly helps to know I’m not alone. God bless all of you for loving your babies so much.

  553. Janet says:

    Years ago my sister in law took my mum’s pet dog to put down without my knowledge, I was away on holiday at the time. When I found out I was furious. After some thought I realised it was for the best he was aged eighteen. He was blind and deaf and hardly able to walk and we didn’t know if he was in pain or not, the truth is he had no quality of life. He passed away peacefully. I would never have had him put down even if he was in pain, so who was just. While we were all grieving he was in peaceful bliss. Guilt is a normal part of grief In time you will remember all the fun you had together.

  554. Marsha says:

    I am going thru the same thing with my miniature schnauzer Chewbacca aka Chewie. He is 17 and does the same things..walks in circles. He can’t see much and is deaf. I love him so much I can’t imagine life without him. I don’t want him to suffer yet I know he is just existing. He still eats and drinks as long as I keep him in his home environment. He poops and sometimes falls while pooing. I read your post and i feel for you because i am going thru the same things. I wish god would take him in his sleep so I don’t have to make this decision. I can’t even think about taking him to the vet and putting him to sleep. My heart is so broken. I wish i could help you with words to say but i will say you are not alone. We have to do what is best for our best friends. It is so very hard but it can’t be about us. It has to be about our beloved friend. We can’t let them suffer. We have to let them go to the Rainbow Bridge where they can run and play and not have no more pain.

  555. Jessica says:

    So when I woke up this morning my angelo was waiting for me at the puppy gate as he always used to. He was very active today. ( well active in his own way, he was never much of a player) He walked around alot today and followed me all over as he used to. He has been eating a ton and driving soooo much water still that now I wonder if his kidneys are ok. He was having such bad diarrhea and after I gave him the meds for that yesterday, he hasnt pooped once today and hes eaten a lot. He did go for about 2 days with out food (his choice) so maybe hes just catching up? The last time he pooed was yesterday after noon. I started his lasix again for the fluid in his lungs/belly i guess that will take a day or two to kick in. Im just worried that the meds will make him sick again. Its suck a double edged sword. I know what i need to do. its just when is the issue? Today he seems sooooo good. but then again i dont want to wait until its really bad.

    for everyone else’s posts, it seems so clear to me for what should be done. Maybe bc its not my dog. But then when its me and my dog i can’t figure it out. I wish i could block out emotion and see it in black and white. I love my poor ang more than anything in this world and he deserves the best, and im trying not to be selfish. But i keep picturing me taking him to the vet for the final time and it tears me up. I cant imagine life with out him. How do people cope after this? i cant even begin to imagine a life with out him. Ive lost my mother to cancer and it wasnt even this hard. I will not have anymore dogs. Everyone says i will change my mind but no matter how much of a great life we would have together the end always comes and i cant deal with it. Hopefully ang can hang on a bit longer without suffering so i can spoil him a bit longer. i feel for everyone of you out there going through this. I have no true advise for this bc i have always said to everyone i know if something happens to me, to keep me alive as long as possible. But then I wouldnt want to make my pet suffer bc of my own beliefs. life is so hard sometimes.

  556. Randy says:

    Hi Liane

    It still really hurts :( I started crying when I read your post. I am absolutely sure you did the right thing, such love as you have is the most wonderful gift of all.
    I went out and got a puppy and it helped me. I still think about my Sam a lot but the joy of a new puppy gets my mind off of it.
    I know my Sam is with my other dogs now and they are all playing together and I am sure that the day I die I will see them again. Be comforted and I hope you know that you are by no means alone with your feelings.

  557. Liane says:

    Hi Randy! Thank you so much for your post. I just said goodbye to my dog Chloe, yesterday and the pain is unbearable right now. I liked that your son had a dream about him and he was happy, I wish that would happen for me so that I know she is ok. Chloe was 15yrs old and although I know it was a very long life, I still didn’t want to let her go. She couldn’t see well and couldn’t hear, started having incontinence issues so I would put a diaper on her, which she hated. Then one day she couldn’t control her back legs very well. She could manage on carpet ok but kept falling on the kitchen floor. I could have kept taking care of her and carrying her around, I would do anything for her but I chose to let her go and the decision is causing me such agony. I keep telling myself that I did the right thing, I gave her lots of love and attention and all the food she normally couldn’t have before she went. The vet came to our house and I laid in front of her face and petted her head the whole time. Still I am a wreck, I can eat or sleep. I miss her terribly, she is everywhere I look. I don’t know how to deal with this. I keep praying to God to send me some kind of sign or dream to tell me that she is in heaven with him and my Dad.

  558. Liane says:

    I also kept thinking that the decision to do it would have been easier if she looked like she was suffering but then I would not want that either. So I could have waited until she was obviously suffering and then the decision would have been easier for me but it would not be easier for her. I made the hard decision to do it before she got to that point and so I don’t think she suffered too much but now I am suffering terribly. Better me than her I suppose. How do I deal with this pain?

  559. Liane says:

    I just said goodbye to my doggie Chloe, yesterday. It was the hardest thing I have ever had to do. She was a black miniature schnauzer, our first baby, she was 15 years old. She was mostly deaf and couldn’t see very well either. She had been having problems with incontinence, mainly at night so I started putting a diaper on her and that helped but she hated the diapers. She was slower going up and down stairs and we got her started on rimadyl for possible arthritic pain. I knew the day was coming when I would have to say goodbye and tried so hard to prepare myself. She started having trouble with the tile kitchen floor, her feet would slip out and she would not be able to get back up again. Sometimes she would pee and then lay in it. I always felt bad for her but would help her up and give her a bath. Then last Thursday she went outside like usual down the deck steps, I kept telling my husband that pretty soon she won’t be able to do the steps anymore and we will have to start letting her out in the front yard. This time she did not come back up the steps and I had to go looking for her. She was sitting on the patio so I carried her up. She was having a lot of trouble standing with her back legs. She didn’t seem in pain, just couldn’t really control the back legs. So I brought her to the vet and she said that she thought it was probably neurological because she would sometimes stand with her paw flipped under instead of on the pads of her feet and she wouldn’t instinctively flip her foot the right way. She said that we could do an xray to see if she had a back injury but the treatment for that would be surgery and I would never put her through that. I cried and cried at the vet and told her I would call her after I spoke with my husband. I brought Chloe home and agonized over what to do. Friday she struggled and fell over a lot but would still eat really good. Otherwise she was mostly in her bed. I carried her out to go potty and a few times she fell over trying to poop. I made the decision to have the vet come out Monday. Then I agonized over the decision all weekend, wanting to cancel the appt because I didn’t want to let her go. She seemed better on Saturday and Sunday maybe because she was getting all the attention and treats, I was so close to postponing it, but I thought of what would happen if I did, if she would have suffered. I keep telling myself that I did the right thing because she could have had a much worse death and wasn’t really living. I think it’s hard for me to really see how bad she was, I’m in denial and I have to keep reminding myself over and over that she was 15, she lived a good long life, she had a good weekend with me before she left, I held her and petted her and gave her all the food she wasn’t allowed to have before. She died with a belly full of bacon. Still I agonize over my decision. Everyone I have lost before has been sudddenly, my father and mother, but with this I made the decision. And I know people say that it is a loving one, I still feel such guilt and grief. Please respond with your thoughts. I could really use anothers perspective.

  560. jessica says:

    I adopted a chihuahua about 5 years ago from a shelter. I was told he was 5. After further investigation he was really 8 or 9. He came with the beginning stages of luxating patellas and i now know his “trachea issue” was beginning signs of CHF. Regardless i love him to death and he is my child. Recently he has taken a turn for the worse. The vet put him on lasix and enalapril. I think the meds hit his body to hard and he began throwing up and having major bloody diarrhea. He didnt want to eat or drink at all. The vet gave him fluids and meds to help the diarrhea and vomiting. They have seemed to help a bit and now hes drinking and eating on his own. I had to stop the lasix for a bit to get his system straight again and its only been 2 days and his cough is back and really bad. All he wants to do is sleep and hes been drinking tons of water but he drinks so fast he chokes almost. His back legs are shot due to weakness and also the luxating patellas. He peed earlier and just laid in it. thats the first time hes ever done that. it makes me sad to see him this way. He also cannot hold himself up to poop. I have to help him. the vet says hes not ready to give up on him yet. That if we can get these meds at a good place he can feel good again for maybe 8 months at the most. Is it worth it though is my question. I dont know if hes in pain. I think he was but he does seem to be ok now. He just lays in his bed all day/night, needs help getting up and down. Im so torn. No i dont feel like he has a great quality of life right now. But, will he if the meds work is the question? should I try it? The vet sent me home with an iv and fluids and shots for vomiting. That just seems a bit extreme to me. I have an amazing vet dont get me wrong. He wants to help as much as possible. I just dont know if im comfortable with all of this. I cant sleep at night bc I’m always checking on him to see if hes ok. literally im up all night with him. Im so stressed over all of this. Any advise would be very helpful.

  561. enrique olmos says:

    Hi there everyone. Like every comment posted I sure hope someone can tell me what to do with my cute all black mix dog who has finally made to 17 yrs old. We got him when he was a puppy around 1996.

    He is facing two things: right hind leg has some type of arthritis that leg is getting weak he does not put full weight and he also has a tumor I am sure its small in his right nose.

    He is still eating and does not walk much only stays in front of house he does feces and urinates in that area.

    I know he is uncomfortable he goes in circles more often not every minute. Many of you would say I am mean to keep him. but this dog has been the most unique dogs I have had.
    I wanted to give him till the end of October but it appears I am mean to keep him alive. He still eats, I give him a combo of raw food from primal pet foods with this antibio to control this infection he has in his right nose due to this tumor they say. I have no money only holistic methods and the best organic food I can give him which is why he is still hanging in there.

    Can someone tell me maybe you need more details to help me in this situation. like I said he is eating but I control it now. his right hind leg is starting to get weaker gradually by the weeks. I love him I wish God can put him to sleep when he is physically asleep. I love him I love him but I don’t want him gone. help please.

  562. Diane says:

    My Lasha Apso is 11 years old and has gone totally blind. Her biggest joy in life was looking out the window and now she sees nothing. She has now become so dependent on me. The problem is we are moving from up north to down south. She will be in a new home, and will not have the ability to look out the windows anymore. The other problem is we have to board her for two weeks while we get moved down there and she has been boarded before, but not being able to see so now nips at people. So the decision is ours but how to we know we are doing the right thing. I don’;t think she will do well with a new vet and a new groomer. Any advise

  563. Laura says:

    Thank you for writing this. I am struggling with whether or not we should put our dog down. He is only 4 1/2 years old. He was diagnosed with Wobblers Syndrome 2 years ago and we’ve been managing it with steroids for 2 years. Six months ago he lost control of his bowels and now he seems to be having the same issue with his bladder. He can’t stand up on the hardwood floors on his own. In the mornings when we come downstairs we find him laying in his urine and feces. For our sake, putting him down would be “easier”, but, according to the vet, he’s not in any physical pain so it makes it hard to decided when.

  564. Lee Ann says:

    I don’t think you are being selfish if you put your elderly dog to sleep. Is many ways it would be the kindest thing you could do for him. it will be much harder on you than it will be for your little dog. It sounds like he didn’t have the best life or care before you adopted him. You gave him a wonderful life and good care in his later years and all the time you had him.
    He has a lot of health problems and none of them make him feel good. The resources to keep a dog alive longer than God intended can be terribly expensive and miserable for the dog, too.
    I had the same feelings you express with our wonderful old dog. We loved her and she was our little girl. We suspected she was suffering, but couldn’t be certain so we just kept loving her and taking the best care of her we could. We just couldn’t come to terms with putting her to sleep.
    Dogs don’t show pain unless it is terrible. We would see her limping across the yard but if we talked to her she would stop limping and wag her tail for us. Her quality of life just wasn’t what it should be. She was blind and would run into furniture and walls and doors and we helped her navigate all the time. Often times she seems very confused and scared. Because she was blind, she ended up having an accident and dying a hard death. We believe she got confused and lost. Now, I realize that the kindest thing we could have done is be with her as she wnet to sleep. She wouldn’t have had to suffer would have had a painless end and been pain free.
    I suspect that if your dog is getting crabby and has had a personality change, it is because it hurts and is miserable. I have found studies that explain how dog’s brains fail much like humans with Alzheimers Disease and that could explain some of the behavior you describe.
    There are so many sweet healthy dogs that have never had a chance at life and will be euthanized or spend their lives in kennels without a family and they have so much love to give I think your resources would be best used to adopt a homeless dog that can still enjoying life and is able to contribute to your quality of life, too. With your kind hearts, you deserve a companion that is enjoying life and your home and that dog will be so lucky and happy to have you.

  565. jen says:

    I have a 10.5 year old chocolate female…she has developed a tumor under her shoulder which is making it hard to breathe and get up and down. She recently has stopped eating.She will only eat special treats. Her breathing is heavy and today she started to cough..almost like she is choking or gaging.. my husband and I are so not ready to let her go, I know its selfish of us, but its holiday season and it would be so hard.. any wise words would be greatful..

  566. Lee Ann says:

    We lost or 11 year old sheltie/cavilier King Charles cross a month ago. IT has been terribly hard. She was also still loving her food and us but had gone completely blind and her eyes were really swollen and bulged out. I had many sleepless nights worrying about her and just thoughts of putting her to sleep made me unbearably sad. She was starting to wander outside and get lost in our house where she had lived since she was 6 weeks old. Then, one day she died a painful death.
    I knew she was failing but because I couldn’t put her down, she suffered and it haunts me. WIth hindsight I know the kindest think I could have done is put her to sleep instead of letting her live in confusion and end up dieing a hard death.
    It helps me to keep a notebook and each time I think of something about her I made a note. It helps me to remember the wonderful things about her and know I won’t forget her.

  567. Benji says:

    I just read all the feed backs and it sure helped me be a lil more comfortable with my situation with my dog.I have a 15 yr old female pit bull that I’ve had for 13 yrs.She’s has been a really good doing over the years and is loved by people and other dogs .Well my situation is she started to having seizures every 3 months 3 years ago.Then it was occurring every month and she has had 3 in the past 24 hrs.Usually when she has seizure she ok after 1 hr and drinks her water .Today was the first time that she didn’t drink her water or eat .Also now she has a problem getting up and sitting down…My other dog knows that there is something up with her and doesn’t want to be really near her.I can sense that my other dog knows that this her time to go to dog heaven.My plan is to take her to the Vet tomorrow to euthanize her.Thank you for the encouraging messages that people shared about there dogs.

  568. Nanette Franz says:

    My little ratty died approx. a month ago, in my arms. I could kick myself for NOT having her euthanized when I took her to the vets 2 days before. I have euthanized all my previous dogs when they became too ill to function. This dog was such a baby, I made one final push to make her better and it did not work. She seemed better for a few hours and then crashed. Her brother has now developed the same issues and while i’ll be able to control the symptoms for awhile, maybe yrs, who knows, I have come to the conclusion when he becomes too ill, I will not have him poked, prodded and cut open to see what’s up. He’ll be put to sleep, quietly.

  569. Darlene says:

    Why are you on this post? This is for people who have to make the painful decision to put our best friends to sleep! How insensitive are you? I’m glad your dogs are healthy, happy and will live for many years, but that does not help help me feel any better. My dog is 7 yrs old and very sick! I have to make the hardest decision of my life of when to put her down. Are you on the wrong site? If you are not, you are very insensitive.

  570. Darlene says:

    Scott, I’m also trying to decide what to do. My Snickers is only 7 yrs old and diagnosed with Intervertebral Disk Disease. It’s damaged her spine due to a bulging disc from her neck. She was diagnosed 1 year ago and it seemed she was getting better for awhile, but lately all she does is lye in 1 spot. Her back legs are giving out which makes it torture for her to get around. I know I’m keeping her around for my sake and it’s not the right way to treat someone who has given you so much love unconditionally. It’s my turn to show her that I love her enough to let her go. I can’t stand watching her suffer, but when she looks @ me with her big brown eyes and puts her face next to mine when I’m on the floor with her, I think maybe, just 1 more day I’ll put it off, but it’s been a month of putting it off and it’s not fair to her. Think of it as giving her/him the last loving gift in return for all they’ve given you and let them go peacefully with them in your arms. That’s what I will be doing. Hope this helps.

  571. Crystal Friedrich says:

    The pain I feel when I think of her not being around goes from numb to heart wrenching. I literally feel my heart being pulled, I can feel the rush of adrenaline as the pain reaches a peak then declines, then my breathing becomes labored and the process starts again.
    I love her so much, my Maddy girl. She’s been a constant in my life for almost 13 yrs. She was there when I thought I had no one, no one to love or to love me. Then there she was. A gift to me and later a gift to my children who got to see her through their own eyes and love her in their own way. I have pictures of both of my babies in their bassinets with Maddy by their side. Cherished photos that will always warm my heart. She loved us, loved all who came through the door. If you sat in her spot on the couch, well move over and she’ll rest her head on your lap and paw at you to pet her.

    Through all the tough times of her back pain I would drop everything to take her to the vet, to skip an electric bill to pay her vet costs, anything it took, I did it. Later when her accidents turned to loss of bowels, I took care of it and I did so till the very end. At times I would be mad, upset, inconvenienced by the whole thing but I would look in her eyes and know that she felt bad and couldn’t help it. I was mad at the situation, never her.

    I’ve always wanted a dog and when I had the chance in life to have one, I was so very blessed to have her. She’s been the best friend I needed during sad times and during good. She loved me, followed me, and I hope will be there waiting for me when my time comes to leave this world. It’s true, the hardest decisions are the right ones,, that’s why it’s taken me so long to get to this stage, this end of the road, this grand finale- this final good-bye. I rather think till we see each other again and I can throw a ball that she can actually run and catch,, those were the days.

    I love you Maddy.

  572. Christy says:


    I totally understand! I am so sorry that you are having to go through this right now. I hope that you can find peace with whatever decision you make. I am still trying to decide what to do, or when to do it. It is so hard letting go of someone you love so much but I know it’s sometimes the best thing for them.


  573. scott leckelt says:

    I got my dog 14 yrs ago from the pound. She has been my best friend and has been so loyal to me I have actually had girlfriends get annoyed at how much she sticks to my side. This yr has been a bad yr for her. Her sight is fading, she has a bad leg that she limps on constatly even with the treatment I have her on, bladder problems and she cant keep still. She passes all day and all night panting and she is starting to stair off into nowhere for minutes at a time not even looking at me when I call her name. Some times I have to walk up to her and tap her to get her out the daze. But yet every day when I come home she is still the first ti meet me at the door. It breaks my heart to see her like this but its so hard for me to make the choice to put her down. I feel like I am keeping her around now for my benefit. I just dont know what to do…

  574. Christy says:

    Randy and Daneen, Thank you so much! I am so sorry for your losses! I truly appreciated your words of kindness, it helps a lot.

  575. Randy says:

    Hi Christy

    I had my yellow lab of 14 years put down on September 12 and I miss him very much. We had so many years of wonderful times together and I firmly believe that he is much happier now then he has been for the past two or three months. He is running and playing again now like he did when we was in his prime, and my son even had a dream that he came to him. His tail was wagging and he was kissing my son a lot, he appeared as if he was a lot younger and seemed to be telling my son that we did the right thing by him. My Sam was having trouble getting up and losing bladder control, the things that he used to enjoy for hours like playing in the sprinkler and swimming he could only do for a minute before he had to lay down again. He still loved to be petted and loved on and would climb up in bed with me when he was able to do so until the last. I know what you are going through. I hope that you can make the right decision for yourself and for your dog with all the love that you two have shared.

  576. daneen says:

    I can completely relate. I just went through exactly what you’re going through 11 days ago with my 16 year old black lab mix. I am heartbroken and devastated because I miss her so much, but I am at peace knowing I did what was best for her. she needed to be ok more than I did. I felt like I knew but I went to my vet and he confirmed. so I had them come to my house and held her, rested my face on hers and let her go. I cry everyday because I miss her but remain eternally grateful for 16 years. if your baby is uncomfortable at 17, she’s only going to feel worse as time goes on. best we can do is love them enough…. easier said than done I know, if I didn’t just go through it I might have had something different to say… today I’m going to pick up her ashes and bring her home. but in reality, she’s always home to me. good luck to you. one of those times in life someone can say I know exactly how you feel and mean it…

  577. Christy says:

    I am really struggling with the decision on whether or not to put down our 17 year old Blue Heeler. She has been a part of our lives for so long but she has been having more issues lately and I would love some advice from anyone who has been through it. She has had bladder control issues for about a year but it is controlled by medicine. She just got through a really bad absess in her ear and she has always had skin issues but they are getting bad. She itches all the time and has little hot spots/ sores on her legs and feet. We have had her on steroids and other things to try to relieve the itching but it no longer works. Those all felt like dealable things to me but now she is having difficulty with her legs. Its probably in her joints, maybe arthritis… She almost has “seizures” in her legs and they give out completely. She is also very stiff and I think it’s hurting her, at the very least she is uncomfortable. Especially at night, she is up and down all night and cries sometimes. She is not active anymore, she doesn’t play but she seems happy to lay next to me and just sleep or get petted. i don’t want to put her down to early but I don’t want to make her suffer. Do you feel like you should put a dog down when they are uncomfortable? or wait until you know they are in pain? It’s kind of hard to tell for sure with her most of the time. Thanks for any input!

  578. Elise Hokman says:

    It’s been a week and a half now, since I euthanized Ike. It’s amazing how many friends he had. I still take Molly and Baboo out and have been stopped on the street daily…”Where’s Ike?” (I do not know the names of most of these people). Each person has a fond memory of Ike that they shared..or a characteristic of Ike that they enjoyed most. He is missed by many..and that gives me comfort that yes, I made the best decision.

  579. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Thank you for sharing your experience of putting your dog to sleep. I know you are helping others who have to make this difficult, heartbreaking decision.

    Walking my dogs today, I met a woman who recently put her dog to sleep. She said it was the worst experience she’s faced yet, because her dog loved her so much. But, she said she wanted to spare him pain…so she let him go.

  580. Megan says:

    I had to make the decision to put our 13 year old Maltese to sleep today. He had a hernia and couldn’t poop, the poop accumulated around the anal area. At first the vet gave him some laxatives to see if it would alleviate what we assumed was constipation, but for the past week he began crying whenever he needed to go. It was really sad seeing him that way. He hardly showed any signs of pain before.

    When I took him to the vet today, I wasn’t expecting to hear that the best thing would be to let him go. They explained that they could operate on him, but whenever he would need to poop the stitches would rip and he would end up the same as before. It was almost like he knew that something was going down because he stuck to me like glue and didn’t want to move. My mother and I took a while and finally decided that maybe it would be the best thing for him, but the look in his eyes I’ll never forget :( I feel like the decision might have been to hasty :/ Maybe he would have been okay if we decided to go with the operation.

    Initially I didn’t want to stay when they put him to sleep, but then I thought, why should he be leaving this world with strangers around him… It was so quick, quicker than what I expected… His eyes remained open throughout and he couldn’t look at me. I stood there telling him that we loved him and will miss him and that he will be with our other two dogs in doggy heaven… And it was almost like he made peace, he just had a look of acceptance on his face. And then, it was over. I cried as I left the clinic, like I ran away after doing something so terrible. I always thought I was a strong person, but having to make that decision was so hard and I can’t stop thinking about his face and his eyes and how they became cloudy.

    I just feel like maybe it wasn’t my place to make that decision for him, but reading the comments above, I now know that he couldn’t make that decision himself and I am certain that the veterinarian knew exactly what she was talking about. Why have your pet live in agony?

    What made it worse was that our other two dogs saw me taking Gino and that I did not return with him. They ran around the house looking for him. I wonder what they must be thinking…

  581. jamie says:

    We have two great babies. Jack and Hachiko are the loves of our lives. Jack is a 12 yo black lab. He was close to death’s door when we made the decision to have a major operation (we couldn’t afford)14 months ago tumors (benign) and spleen removed and has been doing great since. The best money we ever spent. His 10 month old buddy keeps him hopping. She is 1/3 of the size of Jack but what a bundle of wildness and cuddle power. I know we only have so long with these loving animals and although Jack is great today . . .reading all these frantic dog lovers posts brings pain knowing soon we will have to say good bye to our big boy. Hachi is small terrior/lab mix rescue very important in our lives. She is happy, active, athletic and loves to start up trouble with Jack. Mouth wrestling and then cuddlng together. Hoping we get years more together with our beautiful babies. Thanks for this posting.

  582. Diana Rojas says:

    “9/20/13 Last night Charlie took his last breath of life. He passed on peacefully with me by his side. It happen naturally and for that I am thankful, I didn’t have to make the decision to put him to sleep. It is not easy, I miss him so much. As I said goodbye to him I told him how much I love him and how thankful I was for everything he has given me. Bye, bye my boy I will forever hold you in my heart.”

    “9/25/13 I got Chalie’s ashes they are inside a beautiful wood box, it came with a his Paw Print rock and printed poem from him talking about our life together. This was beautiful and didn’t expect to get so much, really glad I decide to get him cremated at this Bird and Animal Hospital. It’s still hard, I’m missing him so much, but I know he is better now and we will see each other again, Love You my boy. Thank You for your support, it was really nice being able to write to you on this blog. Blessings to you <3

  583. Diana Rojas says:

    Last night Charlie took his last breath of life. He passed on peacefully with me by his side. It happen naturally and for that I am thankful, I didn’t have to make the decision to put him to sleep. It is not easy, I miss him so much. As I said goodbye to him I told him how much I love him and how thankful I was for everything he has given me. Bye, bye my boy I will forever hold you in my heart.

  584. Jennifer says:

    I am the owner of a Maltese who will be 15 in December. She’s got arthritis and has some difficulty with steps but can manage them most of the time. She no longer jumps up on the furniture. She still eats and drinks normally. She’s been having accidents in the house more and more often the past year, which is my major complaint about her. She mostly just lies around the house or hides under the bed. While she moves more slowly than she used to, I really don’t know if she’s in any pain or not, she’s just a sad old dog. My husband and I have discussed putting her down but he’s totally not on board with making that decision. I had to put my childhood dog down when I was in college but she had a broken hip and couldn’t stand so that made the decision a lot easier. With my Maltese I just don’t know when the right time will be. I find myself praying that she just passes peacefully in the night and we never have to make that decision.

  585. Elise Hokman says:

    I took Ike into the vet’s office this evening. The doc has been Ike’s vet for half his life and knows him well. After checking him out, the vet was very kind and concerned about our comfort. I sat with Ike while he was euthanized…it was a peaceful exit and an end to the suffering. My heart hurts…

  586. lulu says:

    our old lady is a 12yr black Labrador who hubby and i have had since she was 6wks old…we have no kids so her and our 1yr black lab pup are our kids lol.
    anyway recently dee started wetting herself (despite being on propalin syrup for continuance)..she would go out for a poo but seemed to be afraid to pee .otherwise bright ..eating and drinking…and sleeping lot.not been keen to walk for months but continued to love her twice weekly swim outside with her life jacket on!took her t vets 2wks ago to have her pts …lift her out car and she zooms into the vets,wagging the tail and has a wee in the grass!obviously we now have a dilemma as she looks so well!so we start a course of tramadol in case she is in pain.2 weeks of painkillers and she appeared happier…until Mon this week …having to be carried out to the garden for the toilet (ok for hubby and i who are strong but she weighs 40kg and elderly in-laws can’t lift her!)…refusing to go down steps…struggles to get up..panting more….wet in the morning(despite being out for wee before bed and she has never messed in house even when a puppy !)3 times now she has put her head down to sniff before going for a wee…gasped and then taken off at speed as if something has caused pain…and not done a wee!her back end is wasted away and she has recovered from liver failure 5yrs ago but we are now at the stage where i think she is suffering and the rainbow bridge is beconing.i was a vet nurse for 12yrs and i assisted with putting dogs to sleep every day and it never made me feel as sad as this!my horse had to be pts last year..we had him 8yrs but he broke his leg so we had a reason for his demise.dee feels so different when she looks at me with her big brown trusting eyes and waggy tail…it just breaks my heart that the final decision is mine….and yes i used to say to others like me…it is the last thing that you can do for your dog….but it doesn’t make it any easier!tomorrow the vet will come to the house and put her to sleep underneath her favourite rhododendron bushes where she sleeps the day away!:(

  587. Elise Hokman says:

    Ok, after the last few days…Ike has just been getting worse. He is struggling…so hard. Ever since I first wrote to this column, I have thought daily about what to do. Despite his happy grin when I arrive home, despite his love of dinner…his tail is tucked so far under, I tear up when I watch him. I have been having to help him stand up, I have to clean him up daily (and he’s 95 pounds) and I cannot ignore his look especially when we go out. I lost another dog, age 17, when I lived on the mountain…he had had a stroke, got out of the house..and went to the forest never to be seen again. Ike has that look…like ‘I need to go away’…and it just hurts my heart. So in the morning, I call the vets, clean him up and take him to the office. I told my kids (all adults) this evening…My wise son said..’We will all be sure to celebrate his good, well-fed, and long life’. Ike deserves to run again…

  588. Daneen says:

    I am so conflicted… she’s been good last night and this morning. I don’t know I really feel like she is telling me it’s time, it’s more me not wanting her to suffer. she walks, stumbles sometimes, def eats her food, ESP when I put in boiled chicken and broth. she’s pooped fine based on the evidence of it being together on a pad, drinks and pees alooooooot, sometimes not so much on the pad. she’s just so coherent. uncomfortable definitely. something neurologically is going on… one eye closes sometimes and the tremors are small and happen occasionally. she doesn’t really give me kisses anymore but it’s like she wants to sometimes. (we’re smoochers). I don’t know I don’t know I don’t know if ill ever know! this is the most difficult dilemma I have ever known. :(

  589. Laurie says:

    Dear Daneen,

    My heart goes out to you as you make this decision. I’m glad that writing has helped you see that putting your dog down is the right thing to do. It’s an act of love and compassion, and she will rest in peace.

    Blessings and sympathies,

  590. Laurie says:

    Dear Brenda,

    What a shock, to discover the dog you thought was so young was actually a very different dog! That on its own is difficult to comprehend, much less the thought of putting him to sleep. So much to handle at once.

    I don’t think putting Riley to sleep is jumping the gun or being selfish. It sounds like he’s not enjoying a good quality of life right now, and the medications and treatments to make things “better” will actually cause more stress, confusion, and pain.

    You’re making the decision to put him to sleep based on how he’s enjoying life right now…and I believe that’s the most important place to come from. That’s how you know it’s the right thing: you put your own feelings aside, and do what’s best for your dog.

    I don’t want to encourage you to make any particular decision, but I do believe that putting a dog to sleep is an act of love and compassion. It’s our final good-bye, a gesture of mercy and faith. The most important thing is that you’re comfortable with the decision you make, and that you know in your heart you’re doing it out of love for your dog.

    Blessings and sympathy,

  591. daneen says:

    I have been struggling with the decision to make the call for my 16 yr old black lab mix. she was diagnosed with cushings last year and I opted not to treat it due to her age. I was having laser treatments done on her legs for the arthritis but have stopped that since about April. she won’t go down the stairs at all anymore after a few stumbles/falls so we have tarp, shower curtain liners and puppy pads all around. actually have had that for the past year be ause the stairs were sporadic. not sporadic at all anymore). she still eats all of her food and loves it. she plays with my other dog who is a playful little (albeit old) puggle and sge barks with strength. she drinks and pees alot (symptom of cushings). getting up and walking becomes more and more strained. I’ve had to hold her up twice to poop in the last couple of weeks. she has little tremors and has gotten so skinny and lumpy… god as I’m writing this it’s helping me realize I’m doing the right thing. I’m just having such an incredibly hard time knowing she’s so coherent. I literally was crying to her earlier saying just tell me! I’ve never had to do this, Ive always said I love her enough to do what’s best for her. but it’s been so difficult convincing myself that the time is now. I kind of feel like dr kervorkian. this is the most miserable thing I’ve ever had to deal with on my own. total wreck.

  592. Brenda says:

    My husband and I are in our early 60s. We had to put our beloved shih tzu Cocoa to sleep October 2011. He was 11 years old. We had rescued him from a shelter when he was 5 years old and we had over six wonderful years with him as a member of our family. He was to the point that he couldn’t see well and was having walking into doorways and furniture, he couldn’t hear very well, and he wasn’t eating much. His legs were getting to the point we had to carry him outside to potty and he would huddle where we put him down like he had no idea what he was doing there and waited until we picked him up and carried him back inside. Sometimes he would look at us like he didn’t know who we were. It was a hard decision to make. We missed him so much–and still do.

    We decided last year to rescue another shih Tzu from a shelter. This time we adopted what we were told was a 2-3 years old, figuring we would have a lot more years with him. We were told he only had one eye due to owner neglect. He had been adopted, but returned in less than two weeks–the shelter said because the people said he was “vicious” towards their young children. He was just returned a couple days before we found him. He was being treated for a severe ear infection at the time of adoption, but that was all right with us because we fell in love with him, and he didn’t seem vicious to us. I re-named him Riley because he refused to respond to the name the shelter told us he had. He fit in with us with no problem.

    Late spring I noticed that he was starting to be not quite himself, although I couldn’t quite put my finger on it. He would have times when it seemed like he was breathing so hard even though he doesn’t do anything but lay around. He got where he didn’t like to go outside and play and just would go out to potty then right back in. He even started going potty in the house occasionally. He wasn’t eating like he had been, and was starting to get snappy and growly.

    I took him the vet in July because he was due for his yearly shots and got so many shocks that I’m still trying to take them all in. Our “2-3 year-old” baby is actually a senior dog of 10-11 years. He also has a bad case of heartworms that the vet said he probably had when he was at the shelter because we’ve been giving him heart worm preventive ever since we got him and the vet said it was very advanced. He also has a dislocated hip that probably happened when jumping off the chair or bed, and that will require a surgery that my husband and I can’t afford. He seems to have adapted to the hip problem all right for the present time, and he doesn’t seem to be requiring much in the way of pain medication at the moment.

    I take him back to the vet on Tuesday. We were thinking of starting his yearly shots then–because of his problems and all the meds he was being hit with at first the vet felt it was best to delay the shots. I think we’ll wait because he will be starting the second round of Doxycycline for his heartworms–one month on, two months off for at least a year is what we were told. The medication hits him hard and he is totally out of it the whole time he is on it. Hopefully his anemia will be better. He just sleeps almost all the time, and when he’s “up” he just lays on either my lap or my husband’s lap. He will only go outside when we force him to go out–literally have to carry him outside and sit him down. I will sit outside with him for an hour or more and he will just lay there on the ground. He sometimes potties outside, but the last few days he’s been doing it all in the house–our bedroom, bathroom, kitchen, living room–no room has escaped. I don’t know if he can’t hold it or what the problem is. He doesn’t give any indication that he needs to go out, which is why we take him out every couple hours. He also has times when he “spits up”–I have never changed the food he is on, so it’s not from a change in diet, and we don’t feed him people food. No quite sure what that is about.

    I am having such a struggle right now. We don’t want him to get into the shape that Cocoa was in towards the end, but also don’t want to be reading more into his problems than what there is. And much as we love him, I have to be realistic and consider the financial aspect of it. I don’t feel it’s fair to make him suffer because we can’t afford the surgery that he needs on his hip. I’m so torn because I don’t want to see him suffer like Cocoa, but I also don’t want to make a “hasty” decision. Especially when all of a sudden he will have a “good” day when he will eat well and actually pick up his ball (which we can’t throw for him because we have hardwood floors and don’t want to risk him damaging his hip further by sliding on the floor). It’s so hard to get the thought out of my head that maybe I’m just being selfish by thinking that maybe putting him to sleep would be the best for him. Am I just jumping the gun and being selfish? I want to do what’s best for him–I hate that he has such a poor life right now. I’m still having trouble wrapping my mind around the fact that Riley is so old!!

  593. Darlene says:

    Today my 16 year old long haired dachshund was put down. I stayed with her by her side just like she has been by mine for all these years. She was at peace and feels no more pain. When she got incontinent I knew I could likely live with that, put her in a pen and get puppy pads. But when she would frequently fall over and not be able to get up and then pee all over herself and lay in it, I knew it was time. She will be missed by the whole family but mostly by me. She was my little shadow.

  594. Patrica scott says:

    As I sit here reading your stories I watch my 15 year old lab mix Sadie I,m having a had time calling my vet in my heart I think it is the right thing to do she will be my fourth dog to go to heaven in the past four years and I hurt so much only people who love animals will understand the pain.I was up with her most of the night she just could not get comfortable unless I was rubbing her when I stop she would restless please dear god help me through the pain we all go through when letting our loved ones go to a peaceful place.

  595. Amy says:

    My german Sheppard mix, Buddy is 12the years old. My husband keeps telling me its almost time. Buddy has arthritis in his back legs and cannot walk very well. We have to make him go outside most of the time ans he is starting to go to the batgroom ib the house. He is eating fine and seems quite happy when laying down. I’m not sure what to do. I have not really been through this before.

  596. Michelle says:

    I did the same with my girl tonight and I feel for you, it was my last act of love for her, it hurt but she deserved to be pain free, and yes I saw the look too so I know what you mean. Love to you and your family xxxxx

  597. Michelle says:

    I put my little girl to sleep tonight, was the hardest thing ever, had breathing difficulties and many panic attacks but in my heart I knew it was the only thing I could do, she had cancer (although 6 weeks ago you would never have known as she ran for miles) she was in pain, she tried to greet me at the door but just staggered to the porch, she stopped eating even the tastiest morsels of food today so I just knew. She is wrapped in her blanket in the garage at the moment and I have this urge to bring her out and cuddle her but she has gone, so tomorrow will see her burial, she was a special dog and as sad as I feel I was honoured to have her in my life for so many years and this was my last act of love and kindness, although I didn’t want to do it, I had a fab vet and he sedated her before the final injection, she had no idea what was happening other than me kissing and holding her, today will be with me for the rest of my life but it had to happen. I hope as tough as it is you are strong and make the right decision for your dog and best friend. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

  598. Kathy says:

    I’ve never had kids, I’ve only had her – My Mosa Girl, short for Hermosa, a chocolate chesapeake bay retriever……..I’m hurting so much knowing that it’s time and I just can’t make the call to the Dr. She used to eat a bone in minutes, now it’s weeks, she used to run miles with me, now it’s a few steps to the pool, she used to bark, now she grunts, she used to “go potty” now she can’t control her urine….but she still has that adorable face that lights up when she see’s me, she still watches my every move, she still does her tricks for her treats, she knows she makes me so proud………uggghhhh

    She has been so special to all those that have gotten to throw the ball for her, take her for walks and just give her that Snoopy rub she loves so much! She’s been there for me for over 12 years, 12 years of A LOT of life. I pray that she will go in her sleep, but realize I’m being selfish by wanting to hold on so that I don’t have to make the decision. I am in so much pain, my heart actually hurts, literally hurts. My eyes are filled with tears but somehow finding this website and letting me write down my thoughts is helping me know that I am not alone when it comes to how humans can love animals so much. I am grateful she has taught me the power of friendship, love and to always spend the day like it’s your last. God give me strength over the coming weekend to make the call to the Dr. I’m gonna need it……….thank you for listening.

  599. Randy says:

    We put our Sam down this morning. He actually was able to get up today on a few occasions, so it was easier then I thought it would be from that standpoint. The doctor was wonderful and he examined Sam and told us that there was nothing that could be done to restore his quality of life.
    The thing that really hit me is that he told us that we are the only ones who could really tell what to do, and asked us if he had given us a sign. The answer was yes, Sam looked into my eyes yesterday with an expression that I had never seen before. It was not sad, or begging for pity, or anything other than to tell me that it was over. I knew what he was telling me. He looked at my son a little later the same way.
    It was still very, very difficult but when it was over I felt more relieved than anything else. His suffering was over, and he had all the love that it is possible to give his whole 14 years of life. When something hurts this bad, it is like when you get a really bad cut, the feelings go numb. That is where I am now, I am sure the feelings will come back soon and I will be a mess.
    I gave him one final gift of love by sacrificing my feelings for his good. I miss him so much and it has only been 5 hours. He will take his place with the ashes of the 2 other dogs he spent most of his life with, in a cedar box on my bookshelf. I hope that they are together again.

  600. Laura says:

    I was glad to read your comments. I have a 14 yr old yellow lab and we have been trying to hold on to her for too long. She falls and can’t get up and is on meds for pain and seizure. I know she isn’t happy most of the time. I think we need to let her go but it is so hard. You put it into perspective and I think we will visit the vet soon too.

    Take care

  601. Randy says:

    I have a 14 year old Yellow Labrador Retriever that has had a wonderful life but the past couple of months he has started to go down hill. He has had arthritis for years and has been taking medication for it but yesterday he just could not get up. He finally did but it was a huge effort and today he it is like he is telling me that it is time for him to go. He seems to know. He has lost bladder control for the first time last night and today it is worse. He always loved to play in the sprinkler and would spend hours biting it and letting it soak him so we thought we would let him do that one last time. He finally was able to get up and he went out in the yard and went over to the sprinkler and looked like he was having fun for a minute, and then he came back in and laid down. I love him like a son and I am crying a lot. But I know that his quality of life has deteriorated over the past 24 hours to the point that I could never forgive myself for his discomfort. I called the vet and told them today and we will go at 8:00 in the morning tomorrow. I will keep him as comfortable as I can until then. All of a sudden he just really went down. I knew this time was coming but I did not think the process would just accelerate so fast. My son and my wife will go with me tomorrow, I will need help getting him into the car.
    Some people ask how can you go through this? The answer is simple, I have had 14 wonderful years with him and there is nothing in life that is worth more than that. I love him so much and he loves me even more.
    I have a Golden Retriever that is 4 years old and he is going to miss him as much as I do, so we will go out and look at puppies. I will have another dog but this one has touched my life like no other has or ever will.
    I hope that when the day comes for me to leave this life that I will see him again.

  602. paula says:

    Got the sedative – very very sad but still going through with it on Friday – IT IS hard but my son and husband are coming to the vets with me and now I am just spending quality hours with my best girl.
    Thanks to all for your words & experiences – my heart goes out to you each and every one of you x

  603. Tom Cool says:

    People make the mistake of thinking that a pet is their baby. A pet is a friend. Have a real baby that looks and thinks like you and you will know the difference.
    As for your pain, understand that there is no happiness in any relationship in this world without an equal amount of unhappiness when it is gone. Try to love in a detached way because that is the only way that works.
    By being attached in your relationship with your pet, it takes a long time to balance out the happiness that you had.
    I don’t make up the rules. I have to live by them like everyone else.

  604. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Dear Victoria,

    I am so sorry for what you’re going through. It’s such a difficult decision, especially since our dogs love us so much. They rely on us for love, security, food, safety…putting them to sleep seems like a huge betrayal.

    And, what will happen to us when they’re gone? Lonely, sad, less love, less acceptance. It’s a bleak existence.

    But….we can’t keep our dogs forever. They feel pain, confusion, and old age. They can’t make the decision to leave this earth on their own. They need us to love them and take care of them and even make this terrible decision for them.

    My thoughts and prayers are with you as work this through.

    Blessings and sympathies,

  605. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    I wish I could give you the advice you need about putting your dog to sleep! The problem is that I don’t know how your dogs feel or how much pain they’re suffering. Maybe they’re not in pain at all!

    Even if I knew exactly how your dogs feel, even if I was a veterinarian…I couldn’t tell you if you should put your dog to sleep. It’s a decision you need to make for yourself, for your dog, and for your family.

    I do know that dogs are very good at hiding their pain. They don’t walk around crying or whining — unfortunately.

    The other thing is the dogs’ quality of life. What has changed – what made you search for information on putting your dog to sleep? Something has changed for you and your dog. You need to look at what is different, what is making you think you might need to say good-bye.

    Kevin, I don’t believe that putting your dog to sleep because he is soiling his kennel means that it’s for your convenience. It’s gross to clean up, yes. But it’s painful for the dog to have to do that. We know dogs don’t poop where they sleep, and they often don’t like to go near their homes – much less in their beds! So I honestly think that if you put your dog to sleep based on what you shared…it’s not for your convenience.

    Darlene, it sounds like your poor mini dasch is winding down. One of my dogs is 7 pounds, and losing 1 pound is HUGE at that weight. Vomiting is a problem, and that she can’t walk well….it sounds like she is literally on her last legs. How do you want her to spend her last hours on earth? How bad or sick does she have to get before you let her go?

    Please know that my heart breaks for you, and I wish our dogs could die in their sleep. But sometimes we have to make the decision for them – it’s our final way to show our love and compassion to them.

    In peace, compassion, and love,

  606. Victoria says:

    I always told myself that my dogs will live forever. I wish I hadn’t. The time is here where I’m left with the dreaded decision is it time? My girl is going to be 15 in a couple weeks. She’s a Dalmatian. My first dog ever, had her since I was four. She’s so healthy, except her arthritis. She can walk, but its crooked and she looks crippled. She now can’t stand up on her own and constantly needs a family member to hoist her up, she whines and whines until we do. then she’s up and falls several times before she can keep her balance. I know just with the fact she can’t get up on her own is a red flag, but I can’t do it. Somedays I say yes, it’s time. Then I see that she’s pretty healthy and I feel like I’m going to cut her life short. She sits outside and smells the air, the grass, enjoys life. I’m sitting here crying my eyes out as I’m typing this. I just don’t know what to do. I love her so much. All she can really do is sleep. No more walks, no more playing, no more chasing squirrels. I know it’s time, but I just can’t do it. This is my first baby.

  607. Darlene says:

    Kevin, I also have a miniature dachshund that will be 15 in November. She also can’t see well or hear well, wanders around confused and goes to the bathroom wherever she is. She also cannot bend her back legs very well so walking is awkward. She still eats but is losing weight, she weighs 7.5 pounds down 1 pound from her usual weight. She has started throwing up white foamy mucous material quite often, particularly after she drinks water. She doesn’t seem to be in pain but she doesn’t wag her tail any longer either. I am at the point of making the decision to put her to sleep but I can’t force myself to take her to the vet. I need advice also

  608. Kevin says:

    I forgot. He also goes on barking jags at night, sometimes for hours. We let him out, we see if he wants water or food. It looks like he’s scared and confused. He’ll stop if I let him out of his kennel and let him lay in my lap while I sit on the floor but I just can’t do that all night. I work and have to get at least some sleep.

  609. Kevin says:

    We’re struggling right now. Milo, our 14 y/o miniature dachshund still wags his tale and comes to us for love and a pat on the head. He can’t see very well, his eyes are cloudy, he can’t hear us very well, he wanders around confused a lot of times, and now recently he’s lost most of his bowel control. We kennel the dogs at night and he has started going in his kennel, his bed, on the floor. The whole family is afraid it’s time but we feel guilty because we’re afraid we’d be putting him down for our convenience. I know he’s old but he wags his tail and still loves us. I need advice. Please.

  610. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Dear Trishla,

    I’m sorry you regret your decision to put your dog to sleep. I believe you made the best decision you could at the time, with what you knew and felt. I hope you can trust yourself, and believe you did the right thing.

    That said, however, I do agree that it’s important to trust God to take our creatures at the right time. It’s such a difficult thing to comprehend, though…because we don’t want to let our dogs suffer, and just hope God takes them soon.

    I don’t think there are any “right” or “wrong” answers. We all just need to make the decision that makes the most sense for us and our dogs.

    Thank you for being here.

    Blessings and sympathies,

  611. Laurie says:

    Dear Eileen,

    I’m sorry – I can’t tell you when would be the best time to put Scooby down….I’m not a veterinarian, and even if I was…I suspect nobody can predict exactly when he might take a turn for the worse.

    But now that I think about it again…I think that you’ll know when it’s time. If he’s okay right now, then maybe you take it one day at a time until he tells you when he’s ready to go. Maybe you’ll have a solid and real sense that it’s time to say good-bye when something happens, which I can’t predict right now. Maybe he’ll yelp, or not sleep, or…I don’t know. But he’ll give you an indication that he has had enough.

    In the meantime, did you read the article I wrote for another reader. She asked for help mentally preparing to put her dog to sleep, and it may help you, too:

    Please stay in touch, and let me know how it unfolds. Keep taking deep breaths, and trust yourself and your dog to work together to end peacefully.


  612. Eileen says:

    Hi Laurie thank you for taking the time to write back I appreciate that. I guess I wasn’t clear with my post I am so distraught it’s hard to articulate. We are going to put him down this has been decided. I’m confused about when to do it. He seems happy still despite his discomfort but who am I to say his level of pain. I just don’t want to put him down if we still have time with him but my first concern is scooby. So I guess what I’m trying to say is how so we know when.

  613. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Yes, PH, your guilt at putting him to sleep will end! You did the right thing. No matter how hard he tried — and dogs will try and try and TRY until they are exhausted — he couldn’t overcome this. You were the leader and the loving caregiver, and you took charge by making a decision he couldn’t make. You proved your love and compassion to him by making the most difficult decision ever, and I am 100% sure he is happier and more peaceful now than he would be if he was with you right now.

    May Willis rest in peace, and enjoy his freedom! May he be chasing rabbits and squirrels (but never catching them), and enjoying all the treats his tummy can handle (without getting sick!).

    In sympathy and with hugs,

  614. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Oh Eileen, I am so sorry to hear about Scooby. Bone cancer is terrible, and chemotherapy is even worse.

    What is the root of your confusion? As an objective bystander, it seems to me that putting him to sleep is the most compassionate, loving thing you can do.

    Of course, it’s easy to say this when it’s not my dog. But, I wouldn’t want either of my dogs to suffer for one second longer than they have to. I believe dogs have spirits and souls, and I’ll see my dogs in Heaven after they pass. Or, I’ll go first and wait for them up there!

    I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. I’m sorry I don’t have any words of wisdom or comfort to give you. It’s such a difficult decision, and anything I say seems insignificant and meaningless.

    Blessings and sympathies,

  615. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Dear Tina,

    I’m sorry you’re going through this with your girl. It sounds like a very difficult decision that you need to make…and you have to keep her best interests above all health.

    I don’t know what death is like…but I believe it’s not painful, scary, or worse than life. You know how all accounts of near death experiences are so positive and hopeful? That’s because maybe death is in some ways better than life.

    Of course, I don’t know anything. I just think it’s important to take comfort in things that make us feel better when we are facing something we don’t know anything about – like death.

    I don’t know if this makes sense, but I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers!

    Blessings, let me know what you decide,

  616. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Dear Lori,

    In my opinion, I don’t think it’s wrong to think about putting a dog to sleep when she isn’t enjoying the same quality of life as before. I know euthanasia isn’t a solution to certain problems…and I can’t tell you if you’re on the right track or not.

    What do you think about Pebbles’ and China’s ability to enjoy life? Are they as happy as they were a year ago, or even six months ago? Is life the same joy it was before, or is it a chore for them and you?

    Have you talked it over with your veterinarian? I’ve often talked things through with vets, and have found it very helpful. You might even consider getting a second opinion from another vet….but trust your gut above all else.

    And remember, just because it’s a difficult decision doesn’t mean it’s the wrong one. Sometimes we know it’s the right decision because it’s so difficult and painful.

    I’m sorry I can’t give you more helpful or specific advice. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers, as you make this difficult decision.


    P.S. I hesitated to say anything about God because I don’t want to offend, but to me God seems to take a lot less control over our lives than we do! God allows so much freedom of choice, freedom to let both good and evil roam, freedom to let live and His creatures unfold as they choose.

  617. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Hello Paula,

    I’m glad this article and forum have been helpful! It doesn’t make putting your dog to sleep easier, but at least you’re not totally alone. And, I’m really glad you’re becoming more and more sure you’ve made the right decision.

    I have no idea how sedatives mix with the drugs they use for euthanasia, but I know that the euthanasia drugs have to be fairly specific in order to work properly. I think they have to give the right amount for the dog’s weight, and if the dog has other drugs in her system, it may affect how she goes to sleep.

    I would trust the veterinarian on this….but I also think it’s important to find a way to make sure Kimmy is calm when she goes to the vet for the last time. Or, talk to the vet about a home euthanasia. It’s such an awful thing to consider, isn’t it? I’m sorry this is happening.

    What about if someone drives you to the appointment, leaving you free to calm Kimmy? Or, park 3 blocks away so she doesn’t know what’s happening until the last moment?

    I’m sorry I can’t give you better advice. I don’t know what else to suggest.

    I’ll continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers, and hope that things unfold to make it easier for you and Kimmy.


  618. PH says:

    Ugh! There is nothing to prepare you for this, I was with him through the entire ordeal. I loved Willis up all night, slept with him and tried to play with him all morning, I even made him a T-bone steak. My guy never got table food, ever. I feel like he got to leave this world with a bit of dignity, but I also feel that he was trying really hard and I gave up on him. We tried crating him because of the accidents in the house and after 2 days of that he completely stopped and being blind it was tough for him, so he’d sit and face a wall when he needed to go out (he was trying to be good).. So, when I say it was like he was really trying, that’s what I mean. Will this guilt end?

  619. TRISHLA TAYAL says:

    I put my beloved dog to sleep on 9/3/13.She was in pain but I think I made the biggest mistake of my life and if can take it back that day and that moment back I will find some other options.More opinion,more help.Please take your time and don’t make any decision while you are so upset to think straight.Please please don’t let anybody talk in to you that what is best for your baby.Give yourself some more time because you can never go back.I have promise myself not to go through this option again even if some body put a bullet to my head.It is not my decision to made.It’s up to God.I can not bring my precious baby back but you still have a chance.Please do everything in your power and let God do the rest.

  620. Eileen says:

    My dog scooby is only 3 we thought he had an acl but turns out its bone cancer. We do not want to amputate and chemo as prognosis doesn’t look good much longer than one year. I am very confused and torn with what to do. As much as I love him I do not want him suffering. He walks around on three legs obviously in pain but he still runs up to greet us wags his tail still wants to chase the neighbors cat and loves to go out and walk. However it’s clear that he lays down much more and sometimes doesn’t want to get up to follow us around like he usually does. He is uncomfortable at nigh he iltosses and turn trying to get comfortable and sometimes he sits up and stares at me I. The middle of the night. I just don’t think it’s time to pit him down but I so t want him to suffer. How do I know ? I’m so confused.

  621. Tina says:

    Through more than most dogs in their life. She was diagnosed with elbow dysplasia before she turned one and underwent an elbow operation which unfortunately didn’t do too much to help. Just before her 2nd birthday she tore her right crutiate and tore it again before it healed so had two ops on that. Now we think she may have torn her left :( she can’t play like our other man and if she does she suffers. We have her on a jd dry, get her regular cartrophen injections and she has a daily anti inflammation tablet – we are torn about whether we put her through another operation with an extended period of heightened pain or if we make the excruciatingly painful decision of putting her down. She’s so young and like one of our children but we hate worrying all the time about the pain she might be in and having to hold her back from being a normal dog incase she does more damage to herself :(

  622. Tina says:

    Hi, I’m crying sitting here writing this after reading all the other comments and your description of putting your own loved puppy to sleep. We have two dogs a 3 yo male rotti who touch wood has had nothing but happiness in his life and a 2 yo female rotti who has been tr

  623. Lori says:

    My husband and I are dog lovers. At the moment we have two affenpinschers which we rescued. One is 13.5 years old and the other is about 11 years old. They both use to be very content with life, but of late, they seem to be irritated all the time and barking for no reason, having accidents in their own beds, nipping, etc. The oldest, Pebbles, has problems with her back legs which are extremely stiff and don’t bend easily, and is having breathing difficulties. The younger one, China, has a very tender tummy and doesn’t always eat. We have a brand new grandbaby and am nervous about him getting nipped. I feel it would be too hard on them emotionally to rehome them. Is it wrong to contemplate euthanasia….I have never contemplated it for any of our past dogs because of behavioural issues. I feel like I am playing God.

  624. paula says:

    Thanks :)
    This forum has been a great comfort for me.
    I have made the appointment for this Friday (13th) my son has already left for uni and I am using this week to say my goodbyes.
    As the days go past – although beyond sad, I am becoming more and more sure that my decision is correct …..
    The only thing I will ask is that I have requested a sedative to give to Kimmy before taking her on Friday (she hates going to the vets and I can only liken it to going to the dentist as with her it mostly has been to do with her teeth……) anyway, I cannot comprehend taking her on this final trip without her having a sedative to calm her and – the vets are humming and haahing – and as yet have not got back to me ??!!!
    When I asked the receptionist why, she gave me a speel about it depends what chemicals they use on the day and whether it mixes !!!!???? I don’t understand this answer….. do you?

  625. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Dear PH,

    It is difficult when you don’t see visible, obvious pain in your dog, isn’t it? And when dogs seem to get better, it makes us question the decision to put our dog to sleep.

    My thoughts and prayers will be with you tomorrow. Cherish this moment, for that’s all any of us really have.


  626. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Dear Claire,

    Thank you for being here, and for asking this very important question. I wrote a whole article for you, because I have so much to say!

    I hope it helps you as you think about putting your beloved dog to sleep. May she rest in peace, and may you be strong and brave as you move forward.


  627. Claire says:

    Hi , I have a 7 year old Shetland female dog. She recently undergo an operation because she has got at her gums. After the operation the vet said that it has spread down her throat and it is aggressive so it will likely come back very soon. True enough after one month it appeared again. The only thing we can do is to undergo chemotherapy and my family does not want to do it because it’s painful. Therefore now we are just trying our best to spend time with her and making her happy. I could tell that she is in pain as she sometimes pants a lot and also having nightmares such as barking in her sleep. The thought of it makes me tear or sometimes cry. So please tell me what I should do to be mentally prepared for it as I know one day I need to put her down.

  628. PH says:

    My westie is 14. 2 years ago he started having tremors and we put him on a low dose of prednisone which seemed to lesson the tremors, but also spaced him out. The past two years he has really declined in the quality of his life, he has stopped jumping on the couch, stopped playing with his babies about 6 months ago, sleeps most of the day, is pretty much blind and deaf, he walks into walls, can’t hold his pee all the time now, but tries! The vet said the tremors were a beginning of dementia and with the loss of senses he’s confused. He was going to the bathroom in the house much more than he has the past week, which is once, but we took him off of the prednisone 3-4 weeks ago. He’s eating about 1/2 of what he normally would but drinks a lot of water. We decided to put him down this coming Monday, but this week he has been coming out when I get home, searching for me and licking my wagging his tail. It’s like he knows. I know his quality of life is not what it should be, it’s hard when you don’t see visible obvious pain.

  629. Sue says:

    My fellow dog lovers, it has been 4 days since my beautiful boy Barney went to sleep. I have had such a mixed bag of emotions and questions.
    Did I give up on him too quickly? I then recall the look in his eyes when I said goodbye and know he didn’t want any more pain, it would have been for selfish reasons to try and prolong the inevitable.
    Why did it have to happen so quick? One weekend he was playing as usual then he’s gone? I then thank my blessings that we did not have to watch him suffer for a long time, as always Barney was being faithful and caring.
    Luckily I still have my other boy Basil, he has been such a comfort. I thought he would be pining too much but he is good, eating, enjoying walks and play. I sometimes see him staring in the air and think he must be thinking of Barney, his best friend. But then I think Basil knew well before we did and has prepared himself.
    My other question is did I do the right thing having him in a communal cremation? The chance was there to have his ashes and I didn’t take it. Was I not so heartbroken as others who do this? I did though keep a lock of his fur. I take it out every night and kiss it, I can still smell him.
    Having never had kids we look on our boys as our kids and Barney was my “first born”.
    I am in shock, I am in mourning, I am in tears. But what’s more important to remember is Barney is at peace, until we meet again.
    Missing you terribly my boy.
    I am in my late forties, have never used the Internet for any social networking, never been on Facebook, twitter or whatever, but since I found this forum I have appreciated the channel it has given me. Thank you Laurie
    Thoughts with you all. Xxx

  630. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Dear Audrie,

    Thank you for sharing this time with us. It sounds like you are at peace with your decision, and you will say good-bye to your dog with both love and sadness.

    You are giving her a beautiful gift.


  631. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Dear Elise,

    What interesting advice from your son! He sounds like a very wise person. Maybe that’s why so many readers ask for help here; I have very little emotional investment (there is no such thing as NO emotional investment, because I have 2 dogs and my heart feels the pain of having to make this decision. Plus, I’ve made the decision to put a dog down before…I definitely feel the pain!).

    It is a very difficult decision, especially if your dog is healthy. But, I also think it’s an incredibly compassionate, loving, and thoughtful act of service and surrender.

    I believe that putting a dog to sleep is about making sure the dog is comfortable and taken care of. He is resting, and not struggling with his body or your emotions. I honestly believe it’s a final act of love and care.

    The problem is that we have to put our emotions aside, and do what’s best for the dog without letting our human emotions color everything. That’s impossible, of course…but it’s a sacrifice we have to make if we want our dogs not to suffer on this earth.

    What if his life after death is better, happier, more peaceful, and more fun than this life? What if you will be reunited after you pass, and it’ll be so much sweeter and deeper than it is now?

    That’s what I like to believe.

    I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers as you make this decision.


  632. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Dear Julie,

    I wish I could give you a big hug! I believe working as a hospice nurse is different than putting a dog you love to sleep, for two main reasons: you make the decision about when the dog goes, and you are more attached to your dog than to your patients. We have a very strong and special connection to our dogs, and our relationships with people are different. They’re strong and special too, of course, but our dogs rely on us and love us unconditionally. People don’t give us what our dogs do.

    And, as you alluded to, your dog symbolizes your dad’s love and presence in your life. Saying good-bye to your dog is akin to saying good-bye to your father again. You’ll have to grieve both your dog’s death and your dad’s absence in your life.

    I encourage you to talk to a counsellor, and get support as you walk this journey. I think it’s incredibly emotionally stressful to let your dog go, and it may trigger other emotions related to your work as a hospice nurse. Not only will this affect your emotional state, it could affect your work with the hospice patients.

    Will you talk to a counsellor, or even a coworker? Please don’t struggle through this alone.

    I think it might be good to find a way to let your dog rest in peace without thinking and feeling like you’re losing your dad forever. I encourage you to let your beloved dog rest in peace, and hold on to the memories of both your father and your dog.

    They will always be with you. You may not be able to touch them, hug them, or see them…but you can still feel their presence and energy, if you believe they are with you in spirit. They are close to your heart and soul — they are part of you now.

    Listen to what your dog is telling you. It sounds like he’s ready to rest in peace…and your final act of taking care of and loving him may be to let him go.

    With love and hugs,

  633. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Dear Tanya,

    Thank you for sharing your thoughts here, and of course it’s no problem about scattered thoughts! That’s how you feel, and it’s really important to let it all out as it is. It’s a safe place here.

    It’s always difficult when a family member refuses to let the dog go. It’s hard enough to make the decision for oneself and the dog…but when a loved one is dragging his feet, it’s more painful for everyone. I’ve read comments like this before, from other readers.

    I think your husband doesn’t see the dog at his worst, and is fooling himself by trying to believe it’s not as bad as it is. He hasn’t had the same chance to see how your dog is suffering, and is holding on to the belief that things will be fine — or at least won’t get worse.

    I’m sorry for what you’re going through. I agree with you, that your dog is suffering emotionally and mentally. I’ll keep you in my thoughts and prayers, that your husband is able to let your dog rest in peace.

    Blessings and sympathies,

  634. Elise Hokman says:

    I have been having this discussion with myself for months now. Ike is 17 lab/shepherd mix..a big ole black dog rescued from a puppy mill at 6 weeks. Just when I get to the point of saying ‘ok, it’s time’..he comes back!
    He has a ton of tumors which affect the mobility of his front leg, his hindside is stiffening up and his tail is always down now. One day he will be incontinent, unable to maneuver the 2 steps to the front door, and seem lost and confused and then not want to take a walk. Then I will come in from work, and he greets me with a big woof and a smile and gingerly gets up for his walk. And he will be like this for multiple days in a row.
    I asked my son what I should do (I have already taken him to the vets..the vet gave Ike pain meds to make him comfortable and said it was up to me) and my son said ‘Ask a perfect stranger on the street who has no investment’. Well, today, we were on our very slow walk, and a lady passed by and stopped me. She said..;how old is he’ and I told her..She is so hard to see them when they get old’ and she proceeded to tell me how she had to put her 15 yo dog down.
    But, I can’t let go…I cry thinking about it. I love his grins and his nudges..Then I get angry..why couldn’t he be ‘sick’ with cancer or something..because the decision would be so much easier for me. Just getting old shouldn’t be a factor. We all get old (I’m getting old too). Aaargh…It’s so so hard!

  635. Audrie says:

    I want to thank you for this website. I, too, was looking for a sign, and now I have it here among fellow dog lovers who share with me the kind of grief that comes only after incredible joy.

    My Aussie, Scout, is 16 this year. She’s been like a sibling to my daughters who both came after. Scout was my first baby. She has comforted me through the loss of two other dogs and a painful divorce. She’s lying at my feet this moment because she knows I’m sad. We will have to say good-bye tomorrow.

    Scout has been on pain meds for arthritis a couple years, but she still had some wonderful days up until the beginning of summer. She became incontinent. She took shorter and shorter walks until she barely bothered to venture off the porch. She started to follow me around the house every time I left the room. Last month she lost the ability to climb steps. This morning she couldn’t stand.

    It’s past time, I know, but her check up last month seemed very promising, blood work was good and no signs of organ failure. I was expecting hidden disease so much that I ignored her obvious physical atrophy. I know now what she’s been trying to tell me. Her patience has always been one of her strongest features.

    My daughters are with their father this weekend. They have all said good-bye, tearful but content that we have loved her well. I am so grateful for these few hours alone and that she is alert enough to share with me the peace in the house just now. I think that perhaps I will feel her presence in every peaceful moment I enjoy the rest of my days. This is her gift to me.

  636. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Dear Colleen,

    It sounds like Maddie isn’t enjoying her life right now…and neither are you. It’s a terrible decision, but putting her to rest may be the kindest, most loving thing you can do for her. I don’t know – I’m not saying it’s time to put your dog to sleep – but if she’s not enjoying life, it’s hard to see her continue to suffer.

    Have you talked to a vet?


  637. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Dear Brittany,

    If your dog isn’t happy and there are no other solutions…what a sad, difficult dilemma! It seems so unfair. Not just to her because she’s young still, but to you.

    Have you talked to a vet about anti-anxiety treatments? There may be some natural ways to calm her down. I think there are pheromes or something that are natural, which calm anxiety and fear in dogs. I don’t know – but it may be something worth talking to the vet about. I’d also get a second opinion, because different veterinarians have different ideas for treating anxiety in dogs.

    Let me know how it goes, and I’ll keep you in my thoughts and prayers!


  638. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Dear Tia,

    It’s such a difficult decision to make, because you love your dog so very much. Saying good-bye to a dog is one of the hardest things an animal lover will ever do – especially when she’s been through what you have! It doesn’t get easier, does it?

    When the time is right to put your dog down, you’ll know. Maybe it’s not this week or next week…or maybe you’ll be ready sooner than you think.

    Another pet owner once told me that our dogs tell us when it’s time to go. We have to listen to our dogs, to their signals and messages. We have to try to see past our own “noise” – our fears, grief, dread, reluctance, and pain.

    What is your Saint Bernard telling you? Is he ready to go, or does he want to stick around for more time with you all?

    Blessings and sympathies,

  639. julie coons says:

    My Walt is 14 years 9 months old. He came into my life after my Dad passed away. I feel he was sent to me by my Father. He and my father are so much alike! Walt has loved me more than anyone else has. I love him so much! As a hospice nurse I assist people with this process. Why can’t I do this for my puppy? He has congestive heart failure and has started to pass out. That is so painful to watch. He has quit eating completely. He still drinks. He has been vomiting small amounts of bile and having bouts of diarrhea. Tail wagging is rare. He can still follow me around and lay down by where I am. There is no bounce in his step. Please help me.

  640. Sue says:

    Tia I am thinking of you and Thunder. Rest assured he is in a happy place. Maybe he will meet my boy Barney. Bless you, it’s so hard. Xxx

  641. Tia says:

    RIP Thunder….XOXOXOXOX you will be missed. I love you.

  642. Tanya says:

    My husband and I are struggling with our 9 1/2 yo OES. For the past year I have been noticing behavioral changes. Spacing out, nightmares that result in growling, barking and sometimes snapping in the air. On rare occasions even standing up and growling blankly. He is my husbands first dog and his best friend. But my husband has a new job (a little over a year) where he travels. Leaving Jack, our OES, with me and the other pups. Jack is full of life when Ed is home. He plays with the other dogs, cuddles with both of us. But when Ed leaves, he sleeps. He doesn’t play. He doesn’t want to go for walks. He doesn’t want to cuddle. The vet has also said he has muscle atrophy in the shoulders, spine and hips , along with arthritis. She is also very concerned with his mental stability. His “night terrors” have become frightening, to the point that I keep him separate from the other pups, in fear that he might snap at them his sleep. I feel like Jack is putting out a front for Ed. Doing what makes him happy. Mustering up all his energy for Ed. We are at a point where I feel like it may be time to let Jack relax, no more fronts. But Ed is holding out hope that the night terrors will stop. Even though 2 vets have informed us that he has something wrong neurologically and will continue to diminish. He may not be physically suffering but mentally and emotionally, I feel he is. I want to do what’s best for Jack. But Ed wants to keep his dearest friend around as long as he can. I just hope it isn’t long enough for Jack to hurt another dog in the process.

    Sorry this post is so scattered, sadly its how my mind is working right now…

  643. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Dear Paula,

    It sounds like you’re facing not only a difficult decision, but a huge change in your life! That’s two life changes – your dog and your son.

    How is your dog’s quality of life? Does she seem happy and well to you? Even if she’s not in pain…does it seem like she has a life and body that makes living worthwhile?

    I’m sorry that you’re going through this, and hope you’re able to find your way to a decision that makes sense to you. Sometimes, loving our animals is the hardest thing we ever do, isn’t it?

    If you feel lonely or depressed after your son leaves and after you make your decision, please feel free to come back and spill your thoughts.


  644. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Dear Tina,

    I understand how you feel! I knew a veterinarian who refused to put any dog to sleep, and he guilted pet owners into keeping their dogs alive no matter what the cost of surgeries, medications, and complications. It was awful, I really had a hard time with that guy. He was the only vet in the place I lived – a small island in BC – and thus we all had to put up with it.

    I don’t know if veterinarians trick dog owners – I think it’s that some vets think they must preserve life at all costs. Some owners feel the same way. I’m on the other end of the spectrum; I don’t fear death, and think it is truly “resting in peace.”

    Yes, I think putting a dog to sleep should be up to the owner. I also think dogs shouldn’t have to suffer even if we have the medical technology and medications to keep them alive until they’re 30.

  645. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Dear Tom,

    How did you feel after writing everything out? Did it make your decision any more clear? It sounds to me like you love your dog with all your heart, and you think it may not be in his best interests to do the eight hour drive. Also, adjusting to a new home, new routine, new walk, and even a new veterinarian may be so stressful for your beloved dog.

    I can’t tell you it’s time to say good-bye to him. I know that it’s very difficult to determine if dogs are in pain, and I know that the stress of moving to a new home is almost as hard on dogs as it is on humans! And, I’ve read that our beloved dogs need us to let them leave this world in peace and without suffering. They can’t make the decision on their own.

    It’s a heavy decision, but I know you have his best interests at heart. No matter what you decide, it’s out of love for him. Knowing this, is there a “wrong” decision? No….unless you’re acting out of selfishness because you don’t want to face and grieve his death. And I agree, maybe it is time to accept that he is 16 – which is really old for a dog!

    If I were you, I’d talk it through with a veterinarian. Something tells me that you know what you should do…it’s just a question of accepting it.

    In sympathy,

  646. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Thank you for being here, Sue, and sharing how Barney left our world. I know he’s resting in peace, and even though it’s difficult for you…your dog’s soul is light, free, and eating all the treats he can stomach!


  647. Colleen says:

    I’m also struggling with this terrible decision. My sweet little schnauzer, Maddie, has had dibetes for a little over a year. Twice daily injections of insulin have helped, but she’s not responding well, and not regulated at all. She is now blind, and very jumpy and scared. She’s been urinating in the house if she’s alone for more than an hour. I’m up with her several times a night. I’m exhausted all the time. She seems so u comfortable, but still eats well.

  648. Brittany says:

    We have a 6 y/o rott boxer mix. She had two torn acls which we decided to not do surgery. She has been doing well and still runs around and plays. Our recent issue is she has severe anxiety. So bad to the point she is destroying things in our house, she is getting out of the house through windows and into neighbors yards. All this while we aren’t home. We are gone 8-12 hours a day between work and school. We have run out of ideas. She has escaped from being corralled up in one area of our house and obviously a doggy day care will not work. We can’t decide if we should put her down or not. We know she can’t be happy like this. :-/

  649. Tia says:

    I have to say….I should never have began reading this at work because the tears are just flowing after reading people’s stories. I’m so sorry for everyone’s loss. My dilema? I don’t know how to let go. It’s been a rough few years for us:

    We lived in a nice size home, big yard and cared for 7 dogs. All of us were military and deployed at any given time so it was easy for us to love all 7 of our babies. I had 3, my roommate had 3 and another had 1. While deployed our Collie/Sheppard mix had a stroke (I believe) and couldn’t get up for days. My son found him like this. I slept with him, stayed with his every move until the decision was made to put him to sleep. Dallas was 14. The decision devistated my kids and it seemed to effect the other dogs as well. His owner was deployed when the time came but she was on the phone with me the whole process.

    A year later, a normal day of going to work…I let the dogs out as usual, gave them all kisses and was out the door. I didn’t even make it to my work before my phone rang and got the call about my Dobermain, again from my son finding her. She was playing outside, came in and it was said, she had a stroke and died almost instantly. She hung on, it seemed, till I got home and then fell asleep. She was 12. Again it was devistating for everyone.

    Now, the time has come to make a decision about my Saint Bernard. He is 11. Everything I’ve read shows he’s lived a great life and above the average life span. He has severe arthritis in his back legs, bad hips and struggles to get up, especially since some of the areas are hardwood flooring. Today my son called me at work in hysterics because he couldn’t get him up to go upstairs. I told him he just needed to rest because alot has happened in the last 24 hours and it was mainly his nerves (my roommate moved out with her 3 dogs.) I know the time is coming to make the decision but I feel like I just layed the other two to rest and the time has come again. I’m sure many call me selfish for hanging on but I just don’t want to let go. When he gets up, it doesn’t seem as though there is a problem eating or drinking. He goes upstairs but just alot slower than his younger days and he likes to lay around. I just don’t know what to do. I don’t know if I’m ready to let go…..He’s my “old man” and I’m just trying to be strong for my kids. My husband gives me the look like “it’s time” but he’s not the animal lover like I am. Am I crazy?

  650. Paula says:

    I’m shaking as writing this – need to make a decision regarding my 17 year old little girl Kimmy, a football mad, fox poo rolling, smelly, feisty little Jack Russell.
    She has a heart condition which is managed with vivatonin – which causes her to have weasing attack infrequently for several minutes.
    She has rotten teeth which causes her to be quite smelly, but I don’t really care about that….what I do care about is the twice yearly gum infections that cause her to lose her appetite and have anti biotics …
    I always said as long as she shows joy with petting and still has her appetite and remains continent – I would not need to make a decision.
    The trouble is, she is now wondering around aimlessly, sleeping 80% of the time, constantly hungry, partially blind and deaf – so jumps alot if you approach her – she has also started defecating in the mornings in unusual places, even though her food and toilet timetable has not changed at all really…..Not at all sure what to do for the best – I love her so much, but do not want to be selfish about this – my son is leaving for uni this week and he gives her so much love when I’m not there, as I work full time – it seems intolerable to lose them both at once …..but cruel to not at least consider doing what is best for her :(

  651. Tina says:

    My grandmothers little dog got mauled last week by 2 big dogs. The vet did not want to put her to sleep, said “it would be like putting her to sleep for your own convenience” and since the dog was young, (5 years old), and because it was ‘survivable’ – supposedly. But shouldn’t it be up to the owner? She got infected while on antibiotics, and also needed to be restapled. Of course this is expensive, and she could still die anyway. Are some vets tricking naive pet owners into thinking they MUST pay to fix a dog that is going to die anyway? Why would they put this little dog through so much suffering.

  652. Tom says:


    I am in turmoil.. I have a 16 year old Lab/Chow mix. He has been an excellent friend. Always desiring to please and it seems I have never had to really tell him anything twice… A tennis ball was his only toy, anything else he would look at me as if I was completely insane. If it didn’t bounce and I didn’t throw it in the backyard, it was a pointless floor decoration and obstacle to him.

    Over the course of his life, he has never had any issues, always a healthy friend, always there through everything I went through as well.. over the past couple years he has gone down hill some, as expected for an aging dog. He had idiopathic vestibular twice (30 days apart) and the first time I nursed him myself (after the vet visit).. IV fluids under the skin twice a day, syringe feeding of AD food multiple times, he recovered only to take a 2nd case 30 days later. That time I decided to let the vet nurse him. for the past year to year and a half he as been “fine” so to speak.. he doesn’t walk the same which the vet told me could happen after vestibular, but he has adjusted (as they said he would).. walks with a slightly splayed leg stance, can’t do #2 without kinda walking at the same time, etc… He can still come down the basement stairs, but I hold his collar to ensure he doesn’t take a tumble or go too fast, but going up has gotten much harder for him.. To the point that I carry him up most of the time just so he doesn’t have to struggle and fight, or fall back down. He’s always been there for me, and I’m always there for him.

    He has shown obvious signs of arthritis, and after maintaining a joint health supplement I have noticed he gets around surprisingly much better.. He even looks happier that he can get around better. He use to occasionally whimper when going to bed, but hasn’t seemed to be in any discomfort at all. I worry because he has always been a strong willed friend, and wonder if he is just hiding the pain I worry he is in, but pray he isn’t..

    He doesn’t play anymore, sleeps pretty much all day… He gets up, eats, drinks, wanders around some, gets some loving, goes out, comes back in and goes back to bed.. Occasionally he tries to get in the middle of my other 2 dogs play sessions, but ends up getting knocked over by the “young pups” so to speak, but still seems to show who is 2nd in command of the pack.

    I am about to move to Charlotte with an 8 hour drive ahead of us and just don’t know how he will take the stress and drive. I don’t want him to suffer.. I often wonder if he is, or not.. I know the time when I feel he is in pain I want to ensure he doesn’t suffer by any means.. I never know if putting him down is the right or wrong thing to do if he “seems” ok to me or if I am just hoping he is ok as not to put myself through the pain of loss…

    I don’t really know what is the right or wrong thing to do, I don’t want to short him life, love, and happiness nor do I want have him suffer for my own happiness if he really is suffering. I don’t know how to determine if he is “happy” or really “suffering” at this point… He looks at me with the same perky eared face with a half smile and pant (as he has always done due to the “chow” hair), but is that just me wanting to see “happiness” when it may not be??

    I love my friend with everything I am, and I never want him to suffer if I have any way to prevent it, but I have to face the reality he is 16 years old.

    Truly troubled,

  653. sue says:

    With the most heartbreaking sadness we had our gorgeous loving golden retriever put to sleep today. He was 24 days away from his 15th birthday. He has been our constant companion since he was ten weeks old. Never been ill all his life but suddenly went downhill and found out he had advanced liver cancer. He hasn’t eaten for several days, even his special treats, and that’s not my Barney!
    I looked at him and knew it was time to let him go. Me and my hubby devastated and our other ten year old retriever is beside himself.
    I hesitated to go and say goodbye before the vet did what they had to. But I went and I am so glad I did. I told him how much he meant to everyone and to wait for us at Rainbow Bridge.
    Dreading waking up in the morning, the first one in almost 15 years that his happy face and wagging tail will not be there to greet me.
    Bless you Barney, couldn’t let you suffer my boy.

  654. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    My heart is so sad for you and your two buddies. Life will be tough for awhile, as you get used to life without Cinnamon.

    May her sweet soul rest in peace, and her memory bring warmth and joy.


  655. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Dear Diana,

    Thank you for sharing your letter to Charlie with us! It made me cry, and the love you feel for him gives me shivers. He has had a wonderful life and relationship with you, and he knows how much you love him. He also knows that it’s time for him to rest in peace.

    I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers, as you say good-bye to your beloved dog.

    In sympathy, with hugs,

  656. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Dear Shirley,

    I’m sorry for what you’re going through with your terrier. He’s so young, and it seems so sad to put him to sleep. However, if he’s in pain and not in good health, then maybe it’s best to lay him to rest.

    What does your veterinarian recommend? Often, they want the owner to make the decision, so they don’t really say one way or another.

    Is your dog in pain, and how is his quality of life? If you think he’s suffering or in pain, then putting him to sleep might be the kindest thing to do. If he’s not enjoying life – and if his health could get worse – then it might be best to say good-bye. I know that finances can also affect our decision to put a dog to sleep — sometimes we can’t afford to pay for surgeries and medications that could go on indefinitely.

    I’m sorry, but I can’t tell you what you should do. I feel for you, my heart breaks for you and your dog, but there is no easy answer I can give.

    Let me know what you decide. It often helps to write it out, even when you’re in pain. Especially when you’re in pain!


  657. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Dear Patricia,

    Thank you for sharing Chanel with us! I have a miniature poodle, too. She’s 3, and I hope she’s with us for as long as Chanel was with you.

    It sounds like Chanel is ready to go. My heart breaks for you, but I believe she would be much happier if she was resting in peace. Her suffering will be over, and you will love her until the very end.


  658. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Dear Jackie,

    Yes, I believe you did the right thing! Absolutely. Your poor little yorkie was probably in pain — pacing the floor, panting, and coughing are signs of illness, if not outright pain. Can you imagine how it would feel if you were panting, coughing, and pacing? I suspect he was turning vicious because he was in pain. That’s what happens to me when I’m hurting, I get mean and irritable.

    Please take a deep breath, and know you did the best thing for him. It was time for him to go, and he is now resting in peace. He isn’t suffering anymore.

    Unfortunately, it’s your turn to suffer! It’s time to grieve your loss, to say good-bye and let his little soul go. Grieving takes time, and your pain will come and go. But, don’t add to your pain by beating yourself up for doing something that ultimately saved your dog from more distress and discomfort.

    Here’s an article I wrote about coping with guilty feelings after putting a dog to sleep:

    I hope it helps, and will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.


  659. mich says:

    Cinnamon has gone, she rested her head in my lap and i tickled her ears while the Dr. administered the medication. it was gentle and easy. she fell asleep there, as she has done so many times before. i hope i pass as easily when my time arrives.

    i feel much better about that part. i didn’t want her upset or scared and by herself.

    i spent the afternoon cleaning and clearing her living quarters. i have become to hate the pens because of having to watch her struggle and battle this illness.

    i divided the room between my other buddies and am happy that they will be able to move more. it may be my imagination, but i get the idea they miss her when we do our routine things like walks and bathroom breaks. i noticed one going in and out of cinnamon’s den. i wondered how much they realize.

    the pens seem so big and empty now, before, we were crowded, by it seemed cozy and close. i would sit with them and play, after our jogs, it was a pleasing place to be. the cedar bedding always smelled nice and kept the dogs smelling good.

    so many small things we’ve done for the past 15 years are now no longer required. like this morning, i’m up and awake because i’ve had to take her out to the bathroom at this time for the past several years because she couldn’t hold it as long as the other dogs.

    Cinnamon’s remains will come home to us early next week, she is being cremated and they will be buried next to her brother, he passed from a sudden and unexpected heart attack 2 years ago. his passing hurt us deeply, but it was a natural death, not one that i feel i am responsible for.

    thank you very much for the opportunity to express my feelings and get them out. i don’t do that very well in person with people that know me.

    i know from past experience that the hole in my heart from losing cinnamon will never close. however, it will scar over and toughen somewhat. sorrow will still find me when things remind me of her, as sorrow for losing other pets rises from time to time.

    life goes on and its a battle to keep up and keep one’s sanity. we must carry on.

    bye for now

  660. Diana Rojas says:

    “My Charlie,
    As I write you this letter you are sleeping on your bed by my side. You have being in my life, by my side for the past 12 years. Thank you for all those years.
    You were there by my side when I was sad and crying. You will look at me with those eye telling me everything will be fine. You were there when I was happy and smiling. Moving your tail and smiling with your eyes.
    You always wait for me every night until I get home even if I am gone for a night or more.
    You don’t go to bed until I do, you will wait by my side when I’m working late.
    You never go out for a walk if I am not going, even thought you love to go for walks.
    You are always happy to see me, if I’m gone for a minute or for a month.
    I know you love me, you are my shadow and follow me all day long. the only thing you love more than me is food, oh yes you do love food more than me :)
    You see my boy I’m writing you this letter because your time with me is coming to an end and I want to tell you what a wonderful companion you have always being. I don’t want to think about that moment. I don’t want that moment to be here. But my boy that is the cycle of life. I love you my boy and I’m going to miss you. Thank you for all your unconditional love.”

    My 12 year old beagle is having seizures and there are tumors all over his body. I know the time has come for him to rest, but it’s so hard to let go. He still eats and seem to be ok but it hurts when I see him having those seizures. Today he had one and can hardly walk now, they are getting worse and are happening more often. English is my second language, so pardon me if my writing isn’t perfect. Thank you for letting me post this letter for him here. I feel I needed to do something like this.

  661. shirley says:

    i have a 15 yr old raterior,when he was 3 he was atacked by a big dog had a puntured lung,and tore up pretty bad but he pulled threw,now he has diabeties,losing weight,not eating drinks alot of water and has cateracts as well i dont know what to do the vets said his kidneys are great but has a heart murmer,i dont want him to suffer hes been a part of the family and dont know when it time to let go. thank you what do u think

  662. Patricia Weber says:

    Our miniature poodle Chanel, turns 16 years old in a few weeks. I prayed this decision would not be here this soon. I too like some of you who have commented, have been this route before. That does not make it one bit easier. It leaves only practical lessons and leaves the heart still being heavy. It’s not right to have to make such a decision.

    Our vet spoke with me at our last visit just a few weeks ago when she was due for her vaccine. He gave me ideas to objectify the process to the degree a person could. He started the conversation letting me know that he would not be debating any decision. That was so helpful. Unfortunately now those 2 or 3 objective points my husband and I agreed on have come to pass. I called the vet this morning. And took time now to select and order an urn for arrival in a few days.

    We have loved this award winning show girl for all this time. She didn’t care for the pomp and circumstance after 6 months! Many wonderful memories through all the years. Some funny. Some warm. Some inspiring. Some just every day little things. Many moments documented in photos and videos. My heart is breaking right now because we will need to shortly say goodbye.

    She’s lost a lot of weight. Her dementia is progressing. I don’t at all mind the diapers but that’s just not right for her. She has no interest in any play. She sleeps 80% of the time. When she is awake, she roams around wondering just what is she supposed to do. She can’t walk down the stairs anymore – she took a big tumble a few months ago. When she is out doing her business, she will often lose balance and fall. This morning she fell for the third time coming up the outside stairs and cut her nose in the process. Even her treats don’t make her light up anymore.

    When you say this is “the most loving thing you do,” it helps as best any words can help right now. I read somewhere that sometimes helping our loved pets into that long, forever, big sleep might be just what they would want. I hope so.

    Thank you so much for this timely post.

  663. jackie says:

    I put my 12 year old yorkie to sleep last week and I am devastated and torturing myself wondering if I done the right thing? he was still eating well, able to walk but was turning vicious, had a rasping cough, panting and pacing the floor constant.did I do the right thing?

  664. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Dear Michael,

    It’s such a sad and difficult thing to do. You are saying good-bye to a cherished member of the family, and it’s heartbreaking.

    I hope everything went well today, as you said good-bye to your beloved Cinnamon. I also hope that you are able to grieve her death and let her go, and let yourself love your other two dogs as if they will always be here with you.

    Great love brings great sorrow…but I’d rather have the love and companionship of my dogs. I cherish every moment with my two dogs, knowing that one day they will be gone. It’s a bittersweet relationship.

    But, nothing in our world is permanent. Acceptance of this impermanence – we are all just passing through – helps me cope with the thought of losing my dogs.

    I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers as you grieve the loss of your dog.


  665. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Dear Linda,

    Thank you for being here and sharing how you’re coming to this decision to say good-bye to your dog. I love how you said “putting to rest”! That’s such a beautiful way to think of it, and so true.

    Making this decision could be the final act of love you do for your beloved dog.


  666. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Dear Marilyn,

    I don’t know if he’s in pain, but I imagine that if he’s having trouble getting up and walking…wouldn’t there be some side effect? I can’t tell how your dog is feeling – as you know, it feels impossible to know if a dog is in pain! – but if walking is a problem, then maybe he’s nearing the end.

    I’m sorry I can’t be more helpful. Have you taken him to a veterinarian? That’s the first step in deciding if it’s time to put a dog down. Even vets don’t always know for sure if dogs are in pain…but at least you can talk through this decision with someone who is experienced, and who can look at and touch your dog.

    I wish I could be more helpful! I’ll keep you in my thoughts and prayers as you make this decision. Come back and let me know how it goes.


  667. michael says:

    i cannot express the grief i am feeling at this moment. my best girl, Cinnamon, a 15 year old lab mix has deteriorated to the point she is unable to do anything without assistance due to neuropathic problems.

    Doc is uncertain where/how the problems began, and has been heroic in assisting and advising us on caring for them.

    we have managed her disease for over 2 years, but recently, she has developed problems with food and water consumption. Feeding a couple of pieces of kibble at a time, we can get enough food in to sustain her, but water is a problem.

    i cannot determine she’s in pain, that hasn’t been an issue, if it were, and was uncontrollable, we would have euthanized her long ago… but we’ve carried on best we can.

    this morning is the time, i am about to go through the process of getting us ready to go and in a short time, she will be gone from us. we are going to try to go for one last walk, one we’ve taken each day for the past 15 years, as far as i am able to get her. We will have one last piece of fruit and a little breakfast, then a drive to the Dr.

    this is extremely sorrowful for me. i’ve euthanized pets before that were terminally ill and in pain, i’ve had several pass on from natural causes, but this is the first that is completely healthy, medically, but has lost coordination and become invalid.

    it never occurred to me 15 years ago when i brought her home that anything like this would ever happen. i will hold her while she leaves as i did when i brought her home from the dump at 6 weeks old.

    i won’t be alone when i arrive home, i have 2 other lab mixes i’ve rescued, a 10 year old and a 5 year old. both are presently healthy and fit, but all i can think of when i look at them, is the sorrow of losing them, down the road.

    thank you for listening to me and after reading what i’ve written here, i hope you consider my frame of mind if its difficult to make sense of.

  668. Linda says:

    Thank you for this post. I am preparing to put my 19 1/2 yr old poodle to rest. I have been down this road with her before, but she always bounces back. She has suddenly become very thin, but still has a big apppetite. She has been incontinent of urine for several yrs, but medication helps. She wakes me throughout the night to let her out. I am 62 yrs old and feel like I am taking care of an infant. I have put dogs to rest several times, but this is the most difficult. I know it is time, but then she begs for food and wiggles her little butt and wags her tail…….so hard. :-(

  669. marilyn drury says:

    I have a 12 yr old cocker-poo who I love with all my heart, but has had health issues over the years and as well as vistabor syndrome. Both back legs need hip replacement and is haveing difficulties getting up and walking. His still eating well, but a lost feelings of urination, so must be adament about getting him outside after drinking. I dont know if his in pain, what do you think?

  670. Bella says:

    Thanks for the great post! I truly agree with the fact that it is good to put animals to sleep if you see them suffering through pain. Euthanizing is a great technique but when performing at home you need to sensible enough to decide when to euthanize your pet. I found some really good information on a pet euthanasia related website( which can be helpful to you people as well by Dr. Carr Kelsey.

  671. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Dear Gail,

    I’ll keep you in my thoughts and prayers as you make this difficult decision about putting your dog to sleep.

    Sometimes, the best way to show our love for our dogs is to let them go. It’s so painful for us, but sometimes we have to sacrifice ourselves to take care of our beloved dogs.

    Let me know how it goes.


  672. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Thanks for your comments about putting a dog to sleep at home, Bella. Deciding when and where takes some time, and often dog owners feel guilty about the decision. That’s an important thing to remember: doing what’s best for your dog may be the hardest thing for you to do.

  673. Gail says:

    I am also struggling with that painful black is 14 yrs old and has such a hard time getting up..sleeps or just lays there most of the day..she eats really well..but her hips have just given out on her…pants a lot and has a raspy cough….I just wish she cough just go in her sleep….such a hard thing to let go…

  674. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Dear Karen,

    I hope your experience with your dog and the vet went ok. It’s such a difficult decision to make, especially when we love our dogs so much. Putting a dog down seems like a betrayal…but it may be the best thing you can do for her.

    Let me know how it goes – I’ll keep you in my thoughts and prayers!


  675. Karen Fadely says:

    I found your web page because I am so torn about my 14 yr old chocolate lab mix that my son and I rescued as a 5 week old puppy. She is one of 3 dogs I have and the one that has been through so much with me. When my son was in Iraq, she cuddled with me and guarded our home with vigor. Many times she saved me but I can’t save her and now in the last few days after losing weight rapidly, she has a hugely swollen abdomen and rear leg. She doesn’t move much but doesn’t excessively pant or show signs of pain but lies around more and doesn’t get up to go out with me like she use to so I hate to kill her but if she is in pain, I don’t want that either. We are on our way to the vet in the morning but I’m still unsure about what to do. Thanks for giving me food for thought.

  676. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Thanks for your thoughts, Renee! I wish it was easier, but I agree that we sometimes have to put a dog to sleep to end his or her misery. Saying good-bye is so difficult. I’d rather think of it as a last final act of love and care.

  677. Renee says:

    Informative post…Laurie. I hate the thought of putting an animal down, but I also hate the thought that they suffer. God gave man dominion over the animals. Genesis 1:28 We have a responsibility to care for them and sometimes that means taking them out of their misery.

  678. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen says:

    Thanks, Adrienne. Putting a dog is such a difficult decision, but it may be the best, most loving final act of love and compassion you can give your dog.

  679. Adrienne Dupree says:

    I do not have pets but I did have a dog growing up. I can’t imagine how hard it is to have to actually put your dog to sleep. I hope this article helps people having to make this hard decision.

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